#well fuckkkkkk ;-;

[yeyinde]

“When your need grows teeth” is so good I literally bite the pillow like a dog while reading it!!! I need to know more about Ghost and the ‘unlucky person was misfortune enough to unleash the muzzle on that particular dog’.!!!!!

haha i really didn't think people would pay much attention to it, tbh! i like adding little things like this into the stuff i write. a little story within a story, i guess. but i would love to flesh it out, since where it was this undertone of "oh, you..." (sort of cheeky, kinda sly when you looked at the bigger picture) with Price, it would more-so be, "oh, no..." with Ghost.

Price's original convo with Ghost would have been acknowledged as gospel and adopted into Ghost's own scripture for the longest time (since it's my weird little hc that Ghost uses Price as a yardstick for normalcy—or, almost like a needle in his morality compass), and then seeing Price give into those needs was sort of like this big moment that caused that compass to go haywire.

essentially, if Price is a starving dog, then Ghost is one on the verge of death, willing to sink his teeth into anything just to survive. and that's sort of the crux of it. in my head, Ghost would have been unleashed by this, but what took the muzzle off is his own MC, who thinks they're taking in this sick, old dog from off the streets, and helping it as much as they can, only to wake up and realise this dog is rabid. and it already bit them. but what really caused this poor person such misfortune was that little tossed in line by Price when he's volleying with Laswell about his status. Or damn near close to it. and that's what sealed their fate lmao. the implication that this baby is somehow more permanent than a ring.

idk! i like the idea of someone sweet, if a little naïve, being bit by him, a man who wakes up most days thinking he's still buried in a grave. or what happens when a living corpse feels heat for the first time in ages after being given a bed and a warm body with a soft touch. quite catastrophic, imo.

#the Ghost fic would be a legit babytrap tho lmao #like youd wake up after Simon broke into your apartment to him fucking you already and hes shushing you #and youre just a little too sleepy to realise you ran out of condoms before his deployment #not that hed have bothered anyway #youd probs wake up the next morning with him calmly drinking tea and the only thing hed say is something like #“if its a boy well name him Tommy” #and ur like fuck fuck fuckkkkkk #kinda rambled sorry!!! #but my writing really doesn't let me dive into stuff as in depth as id like without being omnipotent so whenever i get the chance i go off #ghost x reader (baby trap edition) #cod #call of duty

[arcaneyouth]

contentment meter filled

#exhausted but being at the beach was SOooo nice #it was freezing as fuck and it was awesome #i remember before we left i was debating if i'll need my mask and i went well the beach is usually windy so #it might be nice to help with the sand #The Rest Of My Family Has Never Thought Of This #they go to the beach like 3-4 times a year #so everyone else was going FUCKKKKKK. SAND IN MY MOUTH. while i was doing fine #went on the tilt a whirl with my lil sister as well and almost threw up it was so fun #also talked game dev stuff with my lil sibling for most of the hours we were there #sometimes hanging out with my family is awesome actually #now that we're all 13+ and not unreasonable 8 year olds it's pretty nice

[theodimasbabygirl]

ONLY AVAILABLE ON THE CHIPOTLE APP????

#PLEASE #Im coping w the trio breakkng up well #“He's my buddy....was” #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK #Im gonna be so real Oliver kinda started it but Im IM IM IM IM #Omitb #Only murders in the building #Only murders in the building season 3 #Omitb season 3 #Kill me #Skai screams

[graham--folger]

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

#vent #through a series of somewhat manipulative questions my mother now knows i’m ace and ID as queer #well actually. she knew before she asked me which just makes it that much more cruel #fuckkkkkk #and she asked when i started identifying as ace and then tried to correlate it to the closest traumatic event i— #and then she started asking me about my religious beliefs which i /blatantly/ lied about #because i was already so goddamn shell shocked and scared #goddammit #god fucking dammit #alex’s inane ramblings

[ittybittybumblebee]

mp100 s 2 ep 5 not even through it yet good lord .

#what an episode ( not even finished it yet) #fuckkkkkk . mobs entire character man. its getting to me. #cant word well right now but uhhfgjhfk Gestures

[readingwriter92]

Welp we can add a third fic to the list of ones that have made me cry in the decade~ of me reading fic

#fuckkkkkk like I even totally read the major character death tag this time in advance #and went this is fine #if anyone is interested #it was a Malec fic called #for all who remain #by pinstripedjackalope on ao3 #amazing fic but. obviously check tags and shit first #I’ve def talked about the other two as well but there’s stitching hearts by Mandelene which is a human hetalia fic au #and then there’s this with thee remains by shiptoomuch #which was the one I completely just didn’t read the mcd for and only realized like. three chs in #but yeah omg fic hits so hard #given that there’s only one book in my memory that’s ever made me cry #(graveyard book by Neil gaiman which I HIGHLY rec. I read that at the right time in my life so that ending hit real hard) #Sarah talking about fic

[kideternity]

Okay sorry if this is an insane request. But does anyone have any actual sources for if the cosplayer who served as the inspiration for Betsumon ever consented to her likeliness being used for the creation process. I found one blogpost which CLAIMS she was fine with it but there was no source for it attached I saw and I cant seem to find anything on my own just by looking it up

#digimon #betsumon #tailmon betsu #dinu yells into the void #dinu yells in the void #please. help me out with this one chat. #i know this is an insane request because most people dont like betsumon because they think the design is creepy or weird #i actually dont mind betsumon as a digimon purely from a design standpoint my hang up is that like #i feel Bad. over the idea of liking betsumon as a digimon because of the origin and because i have no idea if the cosplayer consented #in my opinion its way more important to me to know if the cosplayer agreed to having a joke digimon created based off her #its an entirely different situation if betsumon was created essentially as a mockery of a cosplayer who was just doing her job #and having fun #especially because in the original betsumon design it could be read as extremely transmisogynistic as well #sorry again i know literally no one else on planet earth cares about this BUT I DO!!!!!!! #ive never been able to personally reconcile like. Enjoying designs that are meant to be meanspirited mockeries #of whatever thing person etc. like it makes Me specifically feel bad #and again I think it’s more important to examine the origins of a design like this and Why it is the way it is. then just blanket #‘oh well its ugly to me so its bad and evil and gross’. do i make sense does any of this make sense. #fuckkkkkk i should go get dinner this just kept me up all night thinking about it #like obviously if the cosplayer was fine with it and she was like finding it funny or charming then my hang up is gone #because like Shes the main person affected in all of this. hence why i wanna know. you know?

[anaalnathrakhs]

okay very much in the mood to never talk to a human being ever again

#like okay for the past... year? two years? #i've been doing p well at this whole ''not immediately reaching to thinking im a fucking weirdo'' thing #like. not reaching and thinking people hate me and want me gone. #but like. there are MANY situations where i have no idea if i was a weirdo or if we were all weirdos so it's chill #it's eating me alive rn #how do you even walk outside your house knowing you dont know the very first thing about being human #never have and never will #fuckkkkkk i thought i had improved #broadcasting my misery #vent

[pensivespacepirate]

AM I IN FUCKING ESKEW AGAIN

#tsv 36 #liveblog #I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP IT WAS SO TENDER IN THE BEGINNING BUT THE CHAPTER TITLE IS 'ALL LOVERS PART AS DUST' BUT WE GET A GLIMPSE OF HAPPY #MOMENTS IN THE TRAGIC SHOW YOU CAN'T HELP BUT SAVOUR IT. YOU GET HOPEFUL #you expect to see the other shoe drop but it didn't for so long so you maybe mayybe can try to settle into the comfort AND THAT'S WHEN IT #GETS YOU I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BACK IN ESKEW #ESKEW PRODUCTIONS WHEN I CATCH YOU. WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU #STOP PLAYING WITH MY HOPE AND DESPAIR OMFG I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE (CLICKS ON THE NEXT EPISODE) #actually i think I'm gonna need more time before i eat the next one. this one is. fuckkkkkk #i didn't even have the emotional time to savour carpenter and haywards bickering THEY'RE SO CUTE (PLATONIC) #ANYWAY HOWWWW DO THEY DO IT SO WELL. IM FEELING BOTH HOPE AND DESPAIR TOGETHER #it's. you feel the same to Sebastian. when will the other shoe drop? when will the hotel be taken away from Sebastian? when will the #horrifying tragedy happen to dev and seb? #i kept guessing what's the worst thing to happen to them to try and prepare myself for it but honestly I'm glad I'm terrible at guessing #the dream ending. the dream ending. sorry limbus company canto 7 weighing heavy on my mind #the dream. ending #tsv #ALSO I CAN'T BELIEVE!!!! THEY GOT KISSING NOISES IN THE SILT VERSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #KISSING NOISES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #eskew is like. being incredibly aware will not make the problems out of your control better you will only be very aware and maybe feel #vindicated if they come true but you will not feel any better #<-projecting

[adsmpgemau]

I... i fucked up my q settings... that many posts was not supposed to be done today... i wanted to have it posted out over time... i am in misery

the instament one was posted on purpose this morning when i finished it. i figured the q would auto go to TOMORROW instead of 3-4pm THE SAME DAY also i made it post to many in one day... yall enjoy the content drop because now im going to greedily hoard the other stuff that was in the q for a bit lol, i'll shedule the other two posts for maybeeee sat and sun day this week.

As a treat you get the info. the following posts are "defiantly" going up this weekend:

A rambling long post on Cinnabar Georges character with some character doodles because he's really fun design to keep drawing (Completed) a long rambling lore info post on Purple Sapphire Karl, Pink Topaz Techno, and Crimson Pearl Tommy (Basically Complete, i need to add stuff about Techno and Karls weapons... Possible Fusion Lore)

#I WANTED TO DRIP FEED THE CONTENT #FUCKKKKKK #well enjoy all that lol #i also did most of that fucking TODAY #so i was like #okay as the hyperfixation of today ends #the ppl will get to see the fruits of the labor over time #sobbing crying shitting my pants #mod clover

[voltrixz]

I HATE DRAWING I HATE DRAWING I HATE DRAWING!!!!!!!! (guy attempting to work on an electroshocker drawing)

#it was just a silly haha they're on a walk and chatting!!! #and then i thought hm they should be hollding a drink or smt #and my first thought was oh coffee! #and well erm. you know the deal with electro and coffee #AND FUCKKKKKK #but also if we put into consideration that shocker is with him then it recontextualizes the event and like #possibly even adds a postive connation and AGRHH RGHRH AGRHHR RGRHHR #voltrix rambles

[aphroditesswan]

guys i’m being helicopter parented by my friends wtf 💔💔

#THEY FOUND MY TUMBLRRRRR #WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK #yk who u r. #PLEASE LEAVEEEE #i js wanna write in peace man #is that too much to ask #sick and tired #this is so sick and fucking TWISTEDDD #SICK AND TWISTED. #like i had a reason for NOT WANTING TO SHARE CERTAIN PIECES OF MY WRITING #eye twitching fr #GENUINELY tweaking rn #guys can we just forget we ever saw this #remember when i said that if my bsf ever sees this hes gonna put me in a ward #WELL HE FOUND ME. #bye bye guys 😞🙏

[newvision]

watching debates on abortion rights is so insane to me. you’ll have pro lifers say stuff like getting an abortion is the same as murdering a born child and then that very same person agreeing that women should never be shamed for getting an abortion because “it’s a difficult decision”. girl you believe them to be murderers? I can’t think of anyone who should feel more ashamed than people who kill their children, it’s just that I don’t think abortion is the same as murder. Things aren’t adding up, you’re not as good of a person as you think you are babe

#come the fuckkkkkk on. ‘it’s the same as murder’ ok either you don’t actually believe that #OR you don’t think people who kill their children should feel ashamed. which is it babe!!!! which is it #I’m so tired of having these discussions where people try to force their morals (often heavily rooted in religion. which. fuck off) on me #and then proceed to do shit like this. and I’m the bad guy for prioritising the parents’ autonomy? ooooooooookay! #like I know it’s such a difficult philosophical question as well but I don’t want to discuss with people like that. sorry #also I know I sound like a dick but the arguments are just soooo repetitive. ‘you know a Fetus has a heartbeat at x weeks’ #yeah so did your uncle mark you took off life support to go skiing with your family #idk there’s just so many things that can be scientifically ‘disproven’. pretty sure you can get a few heart cells to beat in a petri dish #it’s such an important conversation to have I know that but some people are so uninformed it makes me sick #ugh sorry middle ground is making me angry #emmys thoughts

[aropride]

FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE

#text #IT IS THEM . FAWK #I HOPED THEY WERE SERIOUSLY DROPPING OUT THAT WOULDVE BEEN SO FUNNY . FUCKKKKKK #okay. well. that's fine. i dont even care #i see ellen tomorrow i'll ask her what i should do . #and for now. i guess i'll write out my schedule for the week on my handy dandy epic whiteboard #and i'll listen to some music #and grab a snack bc i didn't finish my dinner #and tomorrow #tomorrow i will go to the campus center. see ellen #then i'll get water at the campus center #then i'll go back to my dorm UNLESS it's already lunchtime. inwhich case ill get lunch THEN go back to my dorm #then ill take a binding break and lie down #then class #then lie down again. maybe write. then dinner then.. beach probably yeah #and it'll all be okay

[pickled-flowers]

I'm a sewer rat

#transmasc #clown #kinda? #Idk lol #need to grind some weed but my grinder gives me sensory issues :(( #also we just got some new weed and one is called Walter White so of course me and Billie had to try it first #but honestly disappointing #it was supposed to be a strong sativa but the head high was really not that intense #the high in general just didn't hit well #Maybe after smoking it some more times it'll have more effect but anyways #we got some free gummies tho!!!! #feeling disphoric as fuckkkkkk rn :

[puphoods]

cooked food its bad 100000 dead

#rice came out goopy as fuckkkkkk and turns out i dont like this fish #et cetera #oh well the sauce is nice. im gonna use my gift card and go get icecream