#when i scribble something fluffy my brain immediately counteracts it with Pain

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

most nights kinda suck. but sometimes youre relaxing in a nice motel and one of the tv channels is playing 9-1-1 episodes <3 and everything feels like it'll be okay for a few hours <3

#rn they got the BANGER prison ep playing #where buddie is held at gunpoint together <3 hostage husbands <3 #god and motel beds??? they almost make me wish my bed was on the ground #bc its So So fun to just. gently Toss myself onto it #theres room to stretch.... fun.... #man and i have my favorite cheetos too! #and tomorrow its My turn to drive the 9 hours <3 #< said with forced cheer through clenched teeth #BEN BARNES AD JUMPSCARE WHAT THE FUCK #sorry. that got me. fuckin. ben barnes.... #absolutely unprompted #also im having angsty wh thoughts that i cant Wait to scribble. or write maybe? idk! #when i scribble something fluffy my brain immediately counteracts it with Pain #like the barnaby & wally Playing scribbles! #yeah! what if barnaby accidentally decapitates wally! what then! fun thoughts For Me To Enjoy! #the scene is Very Clear in my head!! its tasty #RAVI NO DONT DO IT #sorry watching the Episode and my boy ravi is about to risk his life #he'll be fine but still. RAVI NOOOOOOO