#which sucks. bc i want 2 do art but i cant See pictures. or envision a finished piece

[nomaishuttle]

one thing sbout me is that im cursed eith rly wanting to be an artist while not having the capacity to envision pictures in my head and not having a ton of artistic skill and just not being a very creative person. but i really really want to be is the thing i want 2 be able to be creative and be able to create More than anything butterlass.

#like i literally cant see pictures in my head hashtag slay hashtag aphantasia gang gang. #which sucks. bc i want 2 do art but i cant See pictures. or envision a finished piece #so its like URGHH. idk how 2 describe how i like draw.. #i think thats why i can only do like 1 pose bc i literally cannot imagine anything other than like . standing. i need 2 use references mor #but sighh. im also actively bad at learning and ik ik ik dokng warmups and doing likee. studies and stuff would probably help #my approach to art is i get really really really into a draeing for like 5 hours working on it nonstop Usually after midnight #abd then i dont draw for like a month. outside of doodles #but the doodles frustrate me. its a whole thing...