#while also completely getting distracted

[cerealmonster15]

Oh my GOD I need to assign fursonas to my ocs. for character growth. Bc it’s Fun.

#I don’t even have one how am I supposed to do it for my children #whatever ill figure it out. eventually #at least like species assignments I can’t draw them but I’ll. imagine in my mind snndncnfnfgjtnhjhnnntnt #what about the ones that are already creature #like the merfolk and sangaki the snake person. #HMMMMMMMMMM #Orion will probs be some sort of reptile #bc I already base his demon characteristics off of reptiles and bats slightly #but. we’ll see. he could be a spider. I’m sure bug furries exist (???????) #I’m already going off the rails I think #yale my first thought was literally ‘dragon bc dragons are cool’ #bro his whole deal was wanting to turn into a merman he’s gotta be a fish or some sea creature #but then his bird wings arc was bluejay(don’t worry about it) #and his merform was a mandarinfish #BUT THATS NOT THE SAME AS A FURSONA IM OFF TRACK AGAIN #somehow I’m both wound up in the Unspoken Rules #while also completely getting distracted #girl help LOL #ok I have to think now 🧍

[hayaku14]

kaito buying every ticket to every soccer game available just to see that excited look on shinichi's face

#kaishin #kuroba kaito #kudou shinichi #dcmk #detective conan #dc prattles #pls ignore the badly drawn parts lmao i just wanted to let this out ughhhh #okay but kaito takes shinichi to all the soccer games cos he wanna see him get all excited and giddy #it's something that brings shinichi joy that's outside from the usual murder and mystery and the pure unadulterated joy on his face and the #passion he has for the sport is so intoxicating kaito is addicted #plus he just wants to make shinichi happy ;-; #also soccer isn't the most interesting thing to kaito but it's not completely boring either #not when shinichi is excitedly fawning over both the team he's supporting and the opposing team #talking a mile a minute just gushing over their form and their strat and whatever tf soccer things there is to gush about LMAO #BASICALLY KAITO IS MESMERIZED AND BEGUILED BY SOCCER OTAKU SHINICHI OKAY #also i have a lot to say about a kaishin socmed au but that's for another post lmao #i was gonna go on a whole tangent here but i realized i have too many thoughts on that i'll just make a separate post LOL #also i haven't properly drawn in a while pls don't look at it too hard LMAO just know it's shinichi getting excited over a goal or a steal #and literally everyone in the venue is looking on the other side meanwhile kaito is distracted by the biggest smile on shinichi's face #OOOOOHHHH I FUCKING LOVE KAISHIN UGGGHHHH #also in this au the world cup is organized by good people because fuck fifa

[rouge-the-bat]

can ppl let others have time to have fun for a while without reminding them of awful shit going on, insisting they "cant forget" that these things are happening. as if just going around being silly and enjoying yourself for a while means youre ignoring the suffering of the whole world 🙄

#you dont have to have this shit on ur mind 24/7 #it doesnt make you a bad person to not be expending your thoughts and energy on bad stuff all the time #people NEED breaks. if you see people having fun and go ''but dont forget [bad thing]'' that IS fucked up #people can have fun without completely forgetting whats going on in the world #its just another form of guilt tripping even if thats not the intention #also tumblr isnt using april fools to try to make people forget the transphobic shit theyre doing #this is just a yearly thing they do. they do silly shit every april fools. theres not an agenda to it. not everything is done maliciously #give people time to be silly for a while then get back to fighting injustice later (given they have the time/energy) #okay. relax for a while. putting down the pitchforks for a party popper and boops isnt going to destroy activism #*also not to say some tumblr staff may not be Hoping itll make people forget or something but like #that doesnt mean thats the purpose of the april fools shit. its not a random sudden new thing theyre doing for the purpose of distraction

[tired-fandom-ndn]

I can't decide if being offered alcohol and drugs constantly by adults for years (and even being forced into accepting by a fucking teacher) would make the Bad Kids just completely lose all interest in those things because they aren't forbidden and cool anymore or if they would just treat drinking and hard drugs completely casually to the absolute bemusement/vague horror of everyone around them.

#them just being completely bored by even the most extreme drugs because they've been offered that shit since they were like 15 #or adaine bringing water bottles with vodka to school and riz doing meth with that one aviation kid just to get through the day #dimension 20 #sorry got distracted thinking about the post-graveyard scene #and riz driving them all back while definitely being high off his ass (and also somehow the most sober)

[bumblingbabooshka]

[TUVOKTOBER: Day 13] Do you have slor-tukh-sa money, Elieth?

#grocery shopping with the family <3 #Vulcan telepathy is fun bc you can add a little stir-the-pot comment into a conversation from several aisles away #slor-tukh-sa is a branded sugary fruit cereal I made up. Very popular with children across several federation planets! #As a kid there's nothing you want less than a food that's advertised as being GOOD for you by your parent #also in the end they don't get the sugary cereal but they do all get a coin so they can watch a gum dispenser dispense a single piece of gu #in a flashy and interesting way (they have to beg Tuvok for this as well but he's tired after a long day of saying no #and distracted by the cashier and honestly having them leave him alone for a few minutes while he completes this transaction is worth it) #<- Sek keeps his coin and instead helps his father with the groceries though....show off #[REDACTED] family shenanigans #Tuvok #st voyager #bea art tag #tuvoktober

[sashaforthewin]

"What the hell are you listening to?" Eddie asked.

Steve looked up from the record player where he had just changed albums. He held up the cover for Eddie to see.

"GTR. Bet you thought I never listened to any good music."

"I still think you don't listen to any good music."

Steve put the album down and glared.

"Whatever, man, I bet you GTR is going to still be famous in 20 years and nobody will know who Dio or Metallica are," Steve said. 

"So confident! Okay, I'll take your bet. If I win, we get married."

Steve did a double take. Had his curiosity and interest in Eddie been too obvious? Or was Eddie actually interested like Robin claims he is?

He flounders for a brief moment and then settles on, "do you think we would even be able to get married in 20 years?"

"I dunno, maybe. How about I bet you that in 20 years, nobody knows who GTR is and that we can get gay married."

Steve shrugged, unable to hide his smile. “Sure, bet is on.”

#my fic #ficlet #steddie #steddie fic #literally just chucking any sorta complete bits of writing up #also i did get distracted while trying to find the other fic to work on #i need to reorganize

[scatterbrainedbot]

Ehehehehhe your coming with me >:3

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[coffeeworldsasaki]

Hello back to asking mutuals and strangers extremely important work questions I guess

Unfortunately not making ads is out of the question because I'm poor and I need money to escape this hell as soon as possible and more than ads (that make very little money unless the app is extremely popular) I count on making at least a little bit by selling an ads free version. I still want to make the less unpleasant version for anyone that can't afford even uh idk I think maybe 3€ for the ads free version, I'm still deciding on that, so please vote on this thank you!

#oh also i want to put the classic watch a long ad to have the premium version of the app for a while etc etc #i prefer a single long ad that pop ups every couple actions than the banner always there because the banner is confusing and distracting #yeah sure with the banner i can keep doing everything with no interruptions but you know bad for my head #I'm trying to make the more complete and clean plant care app i can so hopefully i can make something good enough that people are willing to #spend a little to have the premium version #tbh I don't think I'll actually make money with it but i need a portfolio to get freelance jobs so fjdjdj

[theygender]

What are you talking about. Exactly zero of these things are essentials

#i hate new cars sm man 😭 #i cant even afford a car payment rn but i know i need to get a new car asap #bc my 11 year old ford exploder keeps having parts fail on me and also theres a concerning rust issue going on #so im looking into car options a lil bit so i can maybe get an idea of whats out there #once im done with my payments on like braces and other stuff and hopefully have a bit more wiggle room #and i was already not liking the idea of looking at New new cars bc like #i want buttons man. i dont want some touch screen bullshit thats gonna distract me while im driving you know? #i got spoiled with my 2003 and im worried what its gonna be like if i have to get a New car #so im looking into new car options for literally 5 seconds and immediately find this #'well the interior is made out of shitty fabric but at least it has essentials like [things i absolutely dont need or even want] :D' #like. everything there is completely unnecessary. and fucking ALEXA?? #why would i want muskrat to be able to spy on me while im driving. wtf is this bullshit #maybe ill just need to look into used cars specifically but its always such a crapshoot #last time i bought a used car secondhand i ended up with something that broke down literally two days after i bought it #(only reason my current car was good when i got it was bc i bought it from my grandma) #i guess maybe a used car dealership might be better bc then at least i would have some accountability if they sell me something shit? #but i dont even know where to start looking when it comes to finding a used car that i would like... #and i dont exactly just wanna walk into a dealership clueless to see what they have there. i wanna be prepared so they cant fuck with me #idk. still gonna be a while until i can get to that point anyway #rambling #edit: just realized alexa is bezos not musk. but fuck em both i dont care. two heads of the same hydra

[kath-artic]

brain being STUPID

#i know its hormones 10000% #like im on my period and running a fever rn. but hes been in ireland this week so i havent been texting him bc international fees and all #and also i dont wanna be distracting him while hes out on vacation yk. he should be having fun not texting me #but now that hes back a little voice in my brains like HE HASNT TEXTED YET!! HES GOING TO PHASE YOU OUT!! #and im not actively worried about that?? bc theres no reason to be?? but idk man im sick of my brain trying to self sabotage #like when i was in bed next to him having a full blown panic attack while most of my thoughts were completely calm and collected #and mostly along the lines of 'this is stuuuupppiiiiiddd 🙄' #its just when i let my guard down (like when im going to bed or getting sick) that this shit strikes. and its annoying bc i dont BELIEVE it #and sometimes its even stuff i make an active point of NOT believing #like when i was having that nervous breakdown the only part of my rational brain that was actually upset was the part that thought #'this isnt in line with my principles. i do not want my past experiences to make me a distrustful person and i loathe the fact that i cant #put this feeling out of my body despite that' #stupid. my brain should do what i want. why else is it there

[daisybell-on-a-carousel]

Getting into objectively very big and popular fandoms is wild. Mostly noticeable in seeing casual harry potter mention and taylor swift fans

#theyll makes characters go like “haha lets watch harry potter! what house are you?” or call characters a swiftie(?) and its like wow #the internet is large and unfathomable and we live in completely different worlds while in it #it also feels like theres nothing while theres everything does that make sense to say #sorry for the sudden inactivity i get easily consumed while checking out fics ans get lost to the world yknow how it is #and am now also distracted w completing lego dc supervillains #its pretty nifty as long as youre. doing it singleplayer and all alone #modern lego games hate having good mutliplayer these days im certain of it

[icewindandboringhorror]

feeling sick constantly in the background all the time is like.. usually negligible-ish.. until multiple various chronic background issues all happen to overlap at once and then it’s like 

#Like usually I cycle between like. joint pain issues. chest muscle injury stuff. back pain. stomach problems. headaches. etc. #There is never a day that I feel totally normal for the most part. but it's usually just little things here and there on and off #chronic things that seem to flare up sometimes. But then every once in a while it's like the flare ups align and I'll have 6 of the problems #at the same time and then is AaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #For some reason it's okay to deal with one or two of these things at any given time. but if I have to deal with like 3+ at once #or two of the old ones plus one NEW thing I've never had before or etc. etc. #I just can't even do anything. I run around stressed out of my mind unable to focus on any tasks or do anything but feel bad #then I cant even play games or do fun stuff becuause my brain wont let me be distracted from fixating on the fact that I feel bad #It's kind of the same way that it's stressful for me to go into grocery stores because my brain LITERALLY just is not capable of tuning out #all of the noises and lights and sensory information - so it' gets overwhelming quickly. I also just literally cannot tune out sensory infor #mation from my body. so if something feels even a LITTLE weird or a LITTLE painful or is even slightly different than usual #especially if it's overlapping with multiple other 'low level chronic pain' type things then my brain is just like.. being given way too muc #h information that it still cant tune out and then I can't focus and just walk around in a daze for however long until one of the issues #goes away on it's own (like joint pain flare ups usually come and go etc. etc.). or until I see a doctor abut whatever the new thing is #and maybe something they do or say actually helps or etc. etc. #Idk I have SO SO much I want to do the beginning of the year and so many projects to finish and things to post and schedules I have #written out for me to get on (like excercising more consistently and etc.) and it's just furstrating for my brain to just be like #ah.. nope.. we are not doing that. instead we are going to be completely incapacitated by a host of physical issues #which I think most ''normal people'' would just ignore like ''oh yeah I'll just load myself up on ibuprophen and coffee and energy #drinks and advil and sleep supplements and this and that'' or whatever but I can't do that it just makes stuff worse. I have to just sit for #days having a mind battle like 'okay yes we're having these problems.. but we can still like.. do SOMETHING right? we could like.. write #or draw. or things that don't take much energy'' and brain is just like NO!!! WE CANT!!! BECAUSE!! THING IS WEIRD!!!' and it's like okay #but thing is going to be weird. there's nothing we can do about thing being weird right now. so we should just focus on something else #'NO!! CANNOT TUNE OUT THING BEING WEIRD!! lets just fixate on it instead and wander aimlessly from thing to thing never able #to fully focus on any other task. hee hee''. anyway. hhghh.. sometimes I just get tired of having Various Ailments at any given time #especially unexplained ones or weird recurring problems that doctors haven't done much about because then it lends to paranoia like #'what if something is seriously wrong but I just dont know it yet?' which could be the case. I mean hopefully not. but I just hate stuff #being unexplained. because if there's no clear answer then the answer could be anything. even somehting bad. *** :V #ANYWAY gghhb... just bothered at the moment. I was going to come here like 'hey maybe I could post some drafts or pictures or something that #could feel productive!' but.. i dont feel like it. i dont care. too focused on Bad Feeling. just going to complain instead lol

[tvrningout-a]

yells!! i'm gonna update my resume and put in some applications but i don't wanna!!

#i hate trying to sell myself as an employee bc all i can think about is the ways in which i'm not qualified :(( #like yes i do have good qualities and i can brag a bit but i'm thinking about my day-shift only availability and #my lack of experience/education the entire time #like there's a job for a librarian's assistant!!! i want it!!! but dude i have no experience with that sort of thing #i've done strictly customer service and sales stuff BUT i'm a really good student and computers aren't hard for me to figure out #BUT ALSO they prefer a 2-year degree and i'm still completing mine so i'm ;;;;;;;v;;;;;;;; #anyway sorry to vent on here!! i'm just nervous and hate the job hunting process #and while i could easily pick up a customer service job i wanna change it up if i can #or at least surround myself with things i like -- like books or skincare/makeup and whatnot #if i can't get work relevant to my future career that's okay but i at least wanna be able to enjoy talking about it you know #OKAY SORRY ASDFGH #lemme stop rambling and just do the hard thing and perhaps distract myself from nerves with a bit of writing and plotting uvu #i truly hope y'all are having a wonderful thursday <3 #if you also have to do hard things i believe in you!!! you got this!!!! #get ready to ramble | ooc

[bravadoting]

At the end of Week 3, Day 6, there’s a largely overlooked characterization detail for Susukichi. 

He’s rehearsing his act before a call with Shiba. It wouldn’t be too surprising considering the difference between what he’s saying and how he’s feeling at the time.

Alt text: Susukichi stands in the center of the shot, in a blue panel in front of the Scramble Crossing. He’s on his phone, grinning, when a text alert sounds. He says, “Whaddya know, The Wicked Twisters are still at it. But not for long.” 

His pose changes to tossing a reversi piece. “I say it’s time to flip ‘em for good.”

The remainder of this scene does a great job of portraying his strained relationship with Shiba, especially seeing Susukichi’s expression grow more and more frustrated.

Alt text: His panel moves to the corner. While Susukichi’s on the phone, Shiba asks over the call, “What is it?” Susukichi responds, “About tomorrow’s game-”

His expression changes to a frown. “Do ya gotta keep bringin’ that up?” We do not hear more of Shiba’s response. Susukichi continues, “Whaddya mean? I can handle it just fine!”

(Simultaneously, Shiki enters the scene checking for Neku at Hachiko).

It’s also likely that Susukichi’s text conversation with Shoka that same day might have been the tipping point, if he hadn’t been there already.

Alt text: Rindo and Shoka talk inside the dimly lit Shibuya River. In the middle of the frame are black vines with red outlines. Purple fog lingers near this Reaper Wall.

Shoka says, “I... I messaged him yesterday. About what happened with Tsugumi and Neku and all that. And about how there’s something weird with Shiba’s powers. He said he thought it was weird, too, so he’d help us out.”

#TWEWY #NEO TWEWY #NTWEWY #Kaichi Susuki #Susukichi #Shiba Miyakaze #Shoka Sakurane #bravadoting #I know people get distracted here with Shiki's debut #Completely fair since I did my first time as well #But since this is one of the only scenes where Susukichi is openly upset at Shiba #I thought it was important to highlight #Also thinking of Susukichi's similarities to Shoka where they're both putting up fronts to avoid trouble and disprove of Shiba's actions #But Shoka knew when to leave and stand up for herself while Susukichi was too late #food for thought

[hyperfixation-tangentopia]

When you're on a time crunch but your (presumably) ADHD brain decides "fuck you I want to write"

#and NO this is not a time crunch I can be flexible on and YES I literally have to do it and NO there's nobody here to help #we've established I function best under pressure BUT APPARENTLY THIS ISN'T PRESSURE ENOUGH #kill me #also I have like. 2-3 days min 2 weeks max to somehow get my dog to walk well enough on a leash that he won't pull on distractions #harder than it sounds #especially because I'm working off of YT videos without help #(I'm trying to look at trainers for help but A I will be completely alone in paying those expenses for a while) #(and B I don't know where to look except for local pet store that we don't have the gas to spare to drive to rn) #vent in the tags #umm yeah #I'm fine this is fine everything's fine #I want to stop existing and sit in bed chewing on peanut butter and doing nothing all day #but I'm determined to kick SAD in the butt this year (also my half-brother will get on my ass if I do that) so FUCK IT #I've taken my dog out and am trying to find someone to VC/call and am writing instead #FFFFFF #*dying*

[matchandelure]

fhjmsdfhjglks feeling kind of frustrated at a lot of things

#sometiems i feel that maybe i set goals that are too ambitious #good grades in classes. internship prep. learning how to be independant and do adult stuff in general #working out regularly eating balanced meals getting enough sleep every night taking care of skin. overlall physical wellbeing #while also trying to make time for hobbies especially art... #ive been sucked into a rather strong loop of comparison.. bc i recentl ylooked through my old art when i went back home #and im so sad at how little ive improved. and i know that everyone learns and imrpoves at different rates #and i have more important things to focus on such as completeing this degree completely unrelated to art #but i dont want to go through the nexxt five years just.not improving at all at something i love so much :(( #but everyday this past almost two terms of school. i never finish the work i need to before i go to sleep #everytime i do finish everything its time to repeat the whole cycle all over again #and whne i do get time to draw im so tired that all i can amnage are some scribbles..which means my technical skills arent improving atall #bc i dont have the energy to study even ifi its something i love #which iguess ispart terrible self discipline which i need to work on but sometimes i just wnat to shut my brain off and doodle mindlessly #bc i dislike my program :((( eww math ewwwww compsci #and i want a distraction from it whenever possible because if i have to calculate the eigenspace corresponding to an eigenvalue of a matrix #one more time i am going to cry #im tired gnight #willows rambling branch