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#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it
#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper
#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the
#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after
#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked
#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it
#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from
#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has
#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever
#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how
#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe
#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna
#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed
#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence
#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one
#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted
#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say
#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.
#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?
#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa
#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding
#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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