#who is this person its @ing

[kaleuh]

i am. shaping up to have the craziest summer of my life

#Kayla's personal life #the key to love is 'Yes And'-ing all your loved ones #love is one big game of improv to get you into wacky situations #'oh i wouldn't normally do x' YES!! That's the point!! go live!!!! #my boyf and my friends all want do so many things :') its not just me who wants to get crazy anymore !! something in the air !! ADVENTURE !

[lunarr-stuff]

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#its been so long since i actually made a friend #vent #that its hard #to realize that they like me #that they want me there #and that they miss me #that i assume that they dont care and they wouldnt want me there anyway #after who would care about lil ole me #and then they ask #hey where were you why didnt you come #didnt you say you wanted to meet #im just too used to pulling away at the slight bit of disinterest #that it surprises me that they like me #the concept is so foriegn to me #i feel like if i get too close im going to be so dissapointed #know ing so many times that i got sttached that i loved and got spat in the face on #the amount of times i decided to pull away for a bit and then we never talked again #it had happened so many times that it has affected my self esteem to the point the thought that i am a useless person that no one could car #for let alone even see had become a fact in my mind i feel so damn invisible sometimes i cant even feel myself #when people show interest i smile and wave knowing fully well that its all just temporary and i wont see them after the first 3 meetings #it hurts so much #i feel unlovable yet when someone tries i cant believe it and end up ghosting them #i need to believe in myself more #i need to learn to love abit more #even if it ends up hurting me #im sorry #but i need to do this for myself #this person feels like a good person #i should give them a chance #even if it feels like ive already messed up

[fratboykate]

#its just so big hfnejfnshfjwhfjsndbd #BRO WHY IS THE BAH BAH-ING SO HARD HFJSNDJSNFJSNFNDJFND #it's so funny to me because I feel like she's the only person in the world who can pull a noggin that large off 😂😂😂 #corporate says spot the difference between ^ and -> #👽👽👽👽👽👽 #you can't #celebs #adc

[weirdo09]

i don’t think y’all understand what it’s really like being of african diaspora descent

#cade’s things #cade’s thoughts 💭 #mostly for nonblack people #cause the way y’all’s people have been exploiting us and our bodies the way we talk the way we dress our languages n dialects #for y’all to go “black people don’t have a culture it’s American culture !!!!” #“only white people have culture !!!!” #do you know how damaging that is to a black person’s self esteem #having us think that we’re nothing MAKES us want to stick together because we can only depend on ourselves n our people #like it’s not that hard to say you like black culture and the feeling of being black but you will NEVER know the traumas the pain and suffe #ing we go through because of people like that and our “allies” #it just sickens me #like it’s US black history month but it just feels like no one cares yk ? #not saying that palestine is less than us but like in the real world unaffected by palestine and its genocide #it’s just like every year it gets worse and worse #hearing people who look like me being discriminated and killed daily in different countries and the one i live in #it hurts man

[mildcicada]

Etc etc

#my art #the magnus archives #my little pony #mlp #tma #my little pony friendship is magic #haha..... I've been thinking a lot about this. BUT its so hard to decide which character should be which. #LIKE for example. discord would be the most obvious michael choice. but then should i make fluttershy sasha bc they kind of became buddies #? but then at the same time. i kind of want fluttershy to be martin and fit that role of like character that elias and the others looked #over and then fluttershy starts burning down books and stuff. and also i think fluttershy and twilight r cute together. but then #pinkie pie. should she be helen ??? bc of that time she got discord's magic ?? but then again. she could also fit in with nikola. dancing #the world anew and all that. BUT she could also be sasha and then... the not-sasha scenario would be when pinkie gets replaced by notpinkie #with the magic of the mirror pool thing. also with Fluttershy as martin. i think shed fit the lonely and web stuff great. but if fluttershy #is martin. who's sasha ????? i also really want her to be sasha. i think I'd want luna to be plukas. because even tho her whole thing was #eternal darkness so technically she would fit better as a dark avatar. she was isolated on the moon for 1000 yrs and is the best ''lonely'' #character i think. and then it would make more sense when she becomes the temporary head of the institute when celestia is gone. i also #kind of hate aus where celestia is like ''evil'' or whatever but i think she fits this character the best as she IS the one who's been lead #ing twilight towards becoming a princess (avatar?) this whole time. also twilight is like the perfect choice for jon. like 100% the same #person lol. i think applejack fits pretty solidly as tim? and then her brother would be big mac in this. #rainbow dash is melanie....duh. daisy would probably be spitfire or something? the wonderbolts are like the closest thing to a police force #basica can be like soarin or smth idk. georgie.....would probs be one of twilight's old canterlot friends ?? #hmmm...I DON'T KNOW WHO RARITY IS... ANABELLE?? maybe ????? also I'll probably change Celestia to being jonah magnus instead of elias. like #rn she's just inhabiting some bew pony body. but she was ORIGINALLY celestia yknow... that would make more sense story wise. but I don't #wanna draw her as a random pony. i wanna draw her as celestia lol. also their cutie marks r def affected by becoming avatars LOL #twilight becoming a princess/alicorn and jon becoming The Archivist parallels ...obvi #those r my main problems though...... I don't know anyone who likes BOTH mlp and tma so i can't ask my friends for input ?!!!! but how am i #supposed to know that i chose the right characters for the right.... characters #also flim and flam are breekon and hope DUH #ok fine exposing myself as someone that can't draw ponies. EMBARRASSING

[theclosetedskeleton]

In a hateful mood rn??? idk why though stares at the people who LIVE IN MY HOSUE

#UAHG #idk ive just been so mad at everyone today minus my qpp #its not helping that my sister kept like “erm actually”ing me #wait i gotta explain this #like I was putting clean dishes away earlier and my sister went “why are you slamming the dishes on the counter ” (i was already pissed) #and i explained to her its fine and etc and my MOM went in and said like “dont do that (slamming cups down slightly forcefully) ” #back to me and my sisters topic #I kept telling her (my sister) its fine and i wouldnt break them or whatever but she JUST. KEPT. TALKING. #SHUTUPSHUTUPOHMHYGOD #I dont give a SHIT about what you think ill do #i sound fucking delusional #like im just overexaggerating this shit #idk but MAIN POINT is that im just in a really hateful like mood #the only person who HAS been able to calm me down somehow is my qpp thats just from like talking to it #i just need to calm down i feel like the next eprson in my house that im going to talk to ill just snap #i hope i dont do that ill probably end up losing my phone for a LONGER amount of time #uhhgg #closet rambles again on tumblr #i feel like im not making sense

[ranvwoop]

Thinking abt it i was like have I actually talked a lot and aromanticism I sure THINK about it a lot And then I remembered that I hold strong opinions all of the time and that that would probably be for the best

#vwoop.noises #Pacing back and forth. Society is lying to us #Genuinely everyone should at least read accounts of ppl who ID with lovelessness; nonpartnering aros; and read up on relationship anarchy #Accounts as in. Descriptions Not necessarily socmed accounts #I am preaching 2 the choir here I don't know many alloros to be fair but. Idk Examining stuff is epic #Especially. Tbh especially if youre aro and read aro stuff you should examine WHAT it is youre taking in #Like idk. Much to think about! Genuinely its so interesting and there is so much there #And frankly more personal stuff that I struggle w/ because despite being vastly opinionated. Idk. Life-ing #This is to say ummmm . Glad my pal's doin that thing and let me help #Maybe you'll get some projection from me. Heart

[wings-of-angels]

The fact that Carrie Kelley is only ever known as the 'girl robin' but not as catgirl, batgirl and batwoman makes me so mad

#LIKE ??? SHES MORE THAN ROBIN #SHE GREW UP SHE BECAME HER OWN PERSON #IN THE DARK KNIGHT THE GOLDEN CHILD.. BATMAN ISNT EVEN IN IT. ITS CARRIE KELLEY WHOS DOING ALL THE VIGILANTE-ING

[note-boom]

Thinking about all the women I ship dazai with while You shake and shit and cry. ❤️❤️

I'm -

Anon, please, I love you.

But also, wrong blog. Do you not understand how annoyingly I've tag spammed other posts "i dont do ships buuuut..."?

Wait wait wait wait....i just realised after typing in my tags but - but WHAT women?? There's only like....4 viable women to ship Dazai with in this manga....what women??

#i was just going to block but i realised i wanted to frame my very first anon hate #its like am i a popular blog enough for this? do i deserve such a rite of passage? #especially when im not really active lately...but ah screw it #anyway more anon hates WILL be blocked this was for my personal pleasure #it was relatively tame but sorry to anyone who is uncomfortable seeing this stuff #but yeah. i guess ive been invited to openly ramble about why i don't do ships but kinda still find it fun #i mean theres a lot of reasons why fandom shipping doesnt really vibe well with me #but mostly its just that i enjoy looking at things in a way that the author has obviously presented itself to us #like you hear a LOT about...political/economic/queer/racial and so on subtext a lot #and i find that fascinating to employ as an exercise (and in turn find it really cool when others do that for their ships) #buuuuut im in fandoms to have fun and shipping is interesting to see and yeah even fun to do #and you know its not really about looking at stuff as presented by canon #but au-ing in a similar but opposite direction? #in the end i guess you could say im indifferent to shipping but simultaneously find it really interesting #no big reason that i want to share now that i think about it #but anyway that said please dont inflict dazai on women. so many ladies have tried to kill him because of it #anyway i dont think this would be complete without the.... #i dont ship stuff but this us fun!! >:DDD #spitting nonsense #we spat nonsense together anon <3 #and reiterating warning that any other anons like this'll be blocked

[digital-roots]

Coming as someone who was in both the mcyt(mainly dteam) fandom and the hazbin hotel/helluva boss fandom, dream and vivziepop are eerily similar in how cult-like and defensive their fanbases are

#And im not just saying it without basis #I used to be both a huge fan and defender of them so ive seen how they work #They both are criticized for lots of really bad stuff #To the point where the fans basically break and become Obsessed with defending them #The fans see others in a with me or against me mindset #The fanbase is Highly notorious for being really toxic #They both have been accused of abusing others but then claiming they were the victim #If anyone comes out with evidence of them being terrible theyre met with immediate disdain and mockery #Dream/Vivziepop could never be bad in their respective fanbases eyes it ALWAYS has to be another person #Whether its someone who dream was friends with for YEARS or a worker who has been employed by vivzie #Its...kinda scary #a-maize-ing post

[bloggirl8842]

I feel like one of my friends is being weird with me but I’ve got no proof all I know is I asked her for another friend’s number (someone I haven’t spoken to in 4 yrs 😟) and she stopped texting me back and liking my posts. Which could be entirely incidental like it should just be entirely incidental but I am getting a weird vibe

#i had a massive crush on the other friend for awhile. that could be it? but she didnt know abt that so idk. im reaching out to him bc im try #ing to text a bunch of artists i grew up and he was like the main one for a bit so avoiding him would be way weirder than just being normal. #also ofc i got over the crush years ago. i regret it a bit i mean not the feeling i guess bc u cant regret honest things like that but i #regret the way it made me act i couldve just been normal! i didnt learn how to do that til after #i think i just had a lot of shame around existing like i didnt enjoy my personality i didnt socialize well i wasnt pretty i had no real pass #ion for anything so i felt like a burden whenever i liked anyone and got REALLY weird about it. like stop talking to them start memorizing t #heir hallway routes weird 😭 anyways im mostly worried like girl please dont be weird w me i value our friendship and also directness #though i do think it must be incidental. but the little possibility that its not…. #it bothers me bc shes like niku ur so real and its like ok b real w me back. but im guessing shes just busy or distracted or something like #ive got a lot of people lm supposed to write who i just havent

[v-arbellanaris]

i literally dont even hate c*llen, i just love loghain like eodkfgjdkfgj sorry guys x

#it literally wouldnt matter who the other person was the reason im so excited is BECAUSE its 50/50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A CHANCE!!!!!!!!!!!! #i just want @crossdressingdeath to stop dm-ing me every day going UR BOY IS LOSING in EVERY POLL HE'S IN like I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! ldskfjskdf

[didsomeonesayventus]

Hey Brodia fans do we think there's a nonzero chance some fuckhead noble ends up thinking the Morion Incident was a covered up/conveniently timed coup so Diamant could take over

(This is, ofc, Bullshit™���, and it makes both Diamant and Alcryst understandably incredibly upset)

#katie rambles #spoilers #engage spoilers #fe 17 spoilers #just a little political drama #because i dont think Diamant doing a 180 on what his dad did as a ruler is going to go over smoothly #might be an unpopular opinion because diamant seems well liked at least but also like. nobles be noble-ing #its probably also reduced because Alear was there and like. who the fuck questions the Divine Dragon #you're gonna walk up to jesus and tell him he's lying? ':/ #but idk i think about diamant's patience finally snapping when someone gets bold enough to even suggest the idea #and he just grabs them and throws them out of the council room #because like hey man what the fuck is wrong with you you think anyone wanted morion to bite it like he did #you think diamant really wanted to finally have the sword over his head drop so mercilessly?? #like people are unfortunately assholes and most of the country was not in the room where it happened so to speak #so i think it's really only reasonable for at least one person to press x to doubt the whole 'dad got zombie-d so we had to put him down' #also sad over alcryst being the one to do it because i think like. #part of what helps him follow through is feeling his rep is already shit what does he have to lose compared to his brother he loves so much #so like he really does become the black sheep of the court when what happened is explained #idk something something sudden family death intersecting with the politics of being the successors of a kingdom #alear is just here vibing because alcryst is his boyfriend and needs the emotional support and is just (pikashock) if/when diamant snaps

[liquid-geodes]

Hi tumblr why is my dash header upside down against my will just to promote a TV show I have blocked

#even when i have things blacklisted i STILL cant avoid them #thanks staff for forcing s*ranger t*ings directly into my face all the time i hate you #i hate you so much please put it back #i dont have anything against that show because ive never seen it #however the amount of times ive literally been forced to look at it against my will has made my brain do the thing #where it fucking hates something after its been repeated too many times #and if i have to keep looking at this show im literally going to kill a man #its the mental illness for sure doing this but that being said maybe this shouldnt happen #i think maybe i should get to choose what fandoms are being blasted into my eyeballs at any given time #and the fact that i CANT because staff is doing this on purpose acrod the entire website is... not great #i should be allowed to make every single tumblr user look at MY very specific piece of media that not everyone likes too #yknow. since we're just fucking doing that now #god why do so many things trigger these responses in my brain i hate living like this #remember when this happened to me with zelda? even my own favorite things arent immune #anyway this has turned into a tangent but whatever its 4am and this is my blog #get your media away from me i dont want it #also incredibly inconvenient trying to read things when theyre upside down #accessibility loss. the person who already struggles to read words in order has to read upside down text now :( #this website is killing me and the only reason im still here is because of my mutuals fuck literally everything else about tumblr #i hate it here... god do i hate it here

[radlegowaffle]

giving you a melty kiss, i dedicate my first death to you

@pixellyix's d&d character for her campaign ;u;

#its actually technically everyone in the campaigns character cause it was a joined effort to create her but idk who has a tumblr so #for simplicities sake. also sorry for @ing you. idk how you feel about that sort of thing ;u; #dooblenauts #d&d #dungeons and dungeons #idk what to tag #dnd: seas of mercury #friend art #also admittedly i had will stetsons cover on loop and not the original song 😔 #but since the original song is in japanese i put the japanese lyrics. 'first death' looks weird sideways though but idk how to turn text #this also didnt come out as intense as i wanted to but. ya know. it still looks okay i think #context for this makes no sense but this was just for one person and she knows what it means and thats all that matters #im just postin art cause ive been watching them play d&d for like. a month. and have been drawing stuff for their d&d campaign. for a month #theres like. three other things i want to draw for her campaign and fanart i want to do and i also need to do commissions #im HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #in wills cover the lyrics are #'giving you a kiss as i melt in such a feeling / my first death is for you so you can cry for me' #which is still fitting

[leatherbookmark]

sometimes people are like wow lhk is so weird! he’s so strange! a total alien who doesn’t know how to human! he looks so weird and unsettling! and the dude in question is just   sitting there

#i think there's one person who also reposts kk stuff and their tag (tags?) for him are about how weird he is which. is not my business ofc #but i swear sometimes people are finding new 'reasons' to exclaim about how creepy and weird he is and its just. head tilt #he does have a history of saying confusing things but that's just his sense of humor and the 'mouth faster than the brain' setting that #i feel hasn't been as active lately (perhaps because his more current stuff isn't as popular and translated as cql bts lol) #and maybe i'm just overreacting! but man i am Not a fan of the way how for the last x years fandom has been very into pointing at a random #Anything about a character/person and going ISN'T THAT SUPER STRANGE AND NOT NORMAL??? WHO DOES THAT!!! LOL!! #you can play detective and try to figure out why! but i feel like it's rather obvious. and i've been... 🤨-ing the fandom with increasing #intensity For A While Now but it doesn't show any signs of stopping. OHWELL.JPEG #shrimp thoughts