#wmspn au

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"you're in my house."

there was significant interest in yasha's introduction scene in the spn au where she's a big sexy mountain mama with a deer slung over her shoulders. so here she is!

someone ELSE is also interested in this:

#chirps #wmspn au #bird in the hand #animal death #beauyasha #robcr #:~)

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#chirps #wmspn au #bird in the hand #robcr #widomauk

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hi wheres the incredibly tender and emotionally breathless moment of wmspn yasha first touching up beau's buzzcut for her? where's beau sitting in a hotel tub with her knees pressed to her chest, heart beating bruises against her ribs, because yasha's hand is gracing the back of her neck? its god asking, by the way

it's here

later seasons. harsher times. beau and caleb are separated after disagreements. molly is trapped in another plane (either heaven with angry angels or purgatory after a Sacrifice) and with no way to get him out (basically dead). jester has amnesia. caleb isn't picking up any of beau's calls. beau's just wandering from town to town, taking care of simple salt & burns, just koving forward, doing the easy things she knows how to do, how to live in this world and have a purpose. she sleeps in shitty motels and drinks a little too much, but not enough to dull her senses.

one night she's got a six pack and is watching jeopardy mindlessly. trying not to think about anything. there's a knock on the door, and the lights flicker, and beau stills, because who on earth wants anything good to do with her anymore. she grabs a knife and opens the door so cautiously.

it's yasha, looking the same as she did the last time beau saw her - right after she had to tell her molly is gone, because caleb had already gone by that point so the duty was left to beau. that was seven months ago. beau tries not to think of that day most of all.

yasha walks in, right past a dumbfounded beau. she looks around the dingy little room, the grainy buzzing tv. she sits down at the bed and faces the screen. beau remembers explaining game shows to yasha, so long ago.

after a long awkward pause, as beau stands there staring at yasha as yasha stares at the screen, yasha looks up at beau. her gaze hits as hard as it always has - even harder now, after having to tell her that they failed, that they didn't keep fragile newly-human molly safe. after seeing yasha scream.

"your hair is much longer than i have seen in many years."

beau's had goes unconsciously self-consciously to her scalp. it's at the awkward in-between stage, has been for a while. "oh. yeah. haven't really cared about upkeep lately."

another pause. then - "would you like my help? i can't imagine it's that different from skinning a rabbit. probably easier."

that startles a laugh out of beau, because oh, yasha. "i mean - i won't say no -"

they end up in the stained tiny bathtub, with the scene anon described. it's fragile and strained but it's simple. it's yasha cutting beau's hair because beau's hair is too long, because they're separated from people they love with no recourse with guilt and trauma enveloping each. ok, maybe not simple, then. but it's quiet. and there's company. it's a better night than most.

#chirps #wmspn au #qll #bird in the hand #beauyasha

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god ik its a wm au but I would Love to hear more about beauyasha in this au.. also like what has yasha been up to on earth? how does she interact with beau and caleb before molly arrives? 💜🕊

>:)))! i can absolutely do so!!

so in the first two or so seasons before all the heaven/apocalypse stuff, beau and caleb met yasha in an episode. she never SAID she was a valkyrie but that’s what they assumed she was, since she had a lot of viking stuff on her and the accent and she sort of implied that. it’s what made sense at the time, especially because they had no signs that angels are a real thing.

then molly happens, and then when yasha shows back up again they recognize each other and WHAT! YASHA’S AN ANGEL ACTUALLY?? crazy.

basically what happened is that at around 200 bce or so, yasha fell in love. i’m gonna say that zuala was another angel in her garrison, and angels aren’t supposed to fall in love. they’re supposed to be conforming divine warriors who don’t have all the flaws (or strengths, or texture, or spark) that humans do.

zuala was painted as the main culprit in this transgression. rather than making her Fall (les mis voice) as lucifer fell (because by that point they didn’t want to add any more True demons to hell’s side) for punishment, they decide to just obliterate her a la the hellfire in the last scene of the good omens tv show. it isn’t pretty. yasha is made to watch. she screams, and it makes the sun flare.

the rest of the angels are going to have their memories wiped of her - including yasha - but she learns of this in time and breaks through the floor of heaven and plummets to earth. molly helps her escape, but manages to avoid getting caught doing so.

molly was in the same garrison as them, and his memory of zuala was wiped with the rest of them. he remembers yasha, remembers being fond of her, remembers that she left heaven voluntarily and that he helped her, but there’s so many blank spots. they have him move garrisons to the tomb-takers after that, who are very elite and militant, and he becomes a demon-killing expert. it’s meant to drown out all that. and it kind of works; molly remembers more of yasha when he sees her again on earth.

yasha falls and falls and her angel blade slips from her hand as she dematerializes. it plummets and falls deep into some wilderness. a glint streaking down from the shooting star in the sky that night.

what happens next is the thing that happened with anna - yasha has no vessel lined up and she wasn’t given permission to leave, and is swiftly getting her grace cut off by heaven, and her being is transformed into a human baby. she is born, and grows up in a little scandinavian village a little bit strange. her parents tell her how there was a huge shooting star the night she was born, how they think it’s a good omen form the gods, and she has a sense that she’s different - special. she’s strong and naturally gifted with the club and the axe and especially the sword - anything they put in her hands.

when she’s old enough, she’s chosen to go on their clan’s raids. she excels at getting the resources her village needs from the southern peoples. she’s a terror, and everyone knows that she’s blessed from above.

then one year, she gets separated from the raiding party and is making her way through the forest trying to make it back to the coast so she can find their boat. and out of the corner of her eye she sees a strange glint, and something in her pulls her to go to it. it’s a strange sword embedded in the rock, and she puts her hand on it, and pulls –

and memories and power flood into her. memories of zuala, of creation, of molly, of heaven’s gleaming pathways, of zuala, of the first things that crawled on land, of zuala, of the face of god, of zuala, zuala, zuala. smiling, flying, fighting, touching, burning. she screams. her howl echoes through the woods.

her people have been waiting for her back at the boat, because they can’t leave their best warrior behind. when she strides out of the woods, she’s different. she walks different, and has this power radiating from her. she climbs on the boat, tells them to go. she’s almost glowing a little bit. they row away, and yasha spends the entire journey staring up at the sky, out at the horizon.

after that day she’s different. even quieter. everyone assumes she had a holy experience that day, and she doesn’t disagree, because, well. after that day she’s keenly aware of the norse gods’ presences, and doesn’t age. when she realizes that everyone is moving forward towards death without her (humans seem so small now - she loves her human parents, she does, but remembering what the sun looked like in its infancy changes a viking), she leaves, and goes to asgard, and pledges herself to the ranks of valkyries. she’s not nearly as strong as she once was, but she’s strong enough to fit in with her new people, so she finds herself a place there among the aesir.

(side note im keeping my distance from how this world interacts with non-abrahamic religions - thats SO not my business - just know theyve got their own power and their own places that aren’t like. Beneath that of abrahamic god. because iirc spn was terrible about that) (also i say abrahamic bc iirc islam has a lot of angels and demonology in its culture but thats all im gonna say bc again: i am not a theology major, and this au is much more about the surface fun of it all rather than making any statements or assertions about ACTUAL religions (past or present) obviously) (also i’m never gonna mention jesus or the antichrist or whatever)

the angel blade is tied to her grace. her grace still exists up in heaven, locked away in the archives, so the blade still has its source. it also contains her love for zuala and molly and - and all that she loved before she was torn apart - and that fuels it, connects it to her. gives her access to its power. she’s mostly just sort of supernaturally stronger and can take more of a beating than a normal human, and on certain days/times of year she can fly short distances. days that were holy to her. she carves norse runes on her blade, because it’s hers now. she can’t age or die of old age, but she still does have human needs - food, water, sleep. she’s tough, but if she’s unlucky then she can be killed. luckily, she’s very good at fighting.

her wings… they’re not like they once were. being with the valkyries makes humans see them like other valkyries’, but the aesir can see them for what they are - decayed, fragile, skeletal things, with what remaining feathers there are barely hanging on. like her feathers in cr proper.

after ragnarok, when the surviving aesir meet in the fields of asgard, yasha thanks them for their hospitality, and returns to midgard. she wanders for a while, mostly by herself. she helps when she sees people who need her help, but mostly she just keeps herself alive and moving. quiet, contemplative. loving god’s creation even though heaven hurt her deeply. she spends years not speaking to anyone. what happened to the aesir was traumatizing to her, and she’s secure enough that she doesn’t need what they gave her when she was “younger.”

at some point she makes her way to north america. she wanders, builds cabins, and when she stumbles upon the opportunity she watches over what she once watched over. she’s aware of Hunters but is uninterested in them - they’re not hunting for food and while they help widows and the grieving that’s not their Business. not her business.

flash forward to early season 2. we know beau and caleb by this point and the basic premise of the show and the world. on a hunt in montana beau and caleb take shelter in a cabin during a snowstorm, and in the middle of the night the door opens. beau is taking watch and shoves a gun up in the intruder’s face - but it’s just yasha, holding a deer carcass and looking distinctly unimpressed. “you’re in my house.”

beau stutters an apology, caught entirely off guard by the 6′5″ mountain of a woman, and yasha shoulders past her to the table to stoke the fire and clean her kill. it’s her dinner for next month, yasha gruffly explains when beau asks what she’s doing. don’t like supermarkets.

caleb wakes up to beau helping yasha cut away the entrails. he is very frightened and confused, but when beau gives the all-clear he calms down a little. not entirely, because he knows this woman is beau’s type, and they’re still on a hunt.

they explain what they’re up to to yasha, who nods. says she’s noticed things have been strange. and beau helped her, so. she’ll help them. she’s also bored, and has a good feeling about these two.

so she helps out with the hunt, and throughout the episode beau clumsily flirts with her and yasha never turns her down but also never Flirts back. there’s a tension that’s mostly powered by beau but isn’t shut down by yasha (yasha thinks beau’s sweet and attractive, and she’s taken some human lovers over the last two millennia, but is still devoted to the memory of zuala. the audience doesn’t know that thought). she and caleb connect on a We Are Both Quiet Introverts level, like they do in actual cr (reminiscent of the shaving scene after bowlgate).

it isn’t until the end that caleb and beau think she’s anything but a mountain lady. then she pulls out a HUGE GLOWING SWORD carved with RUNES and THERE’S SOMETHING BEHIND HER THAT LOOKS LIKE WINGS? and then she nods, says goodbye, and walks away into the woods before caleb and beau can pepper her with questions about what the fuck just happened.

they run after her, but can’t find her or the cabin again. in the car ride back to civilization, caleb theorizes that she might be a valkyrie, and beau’s like yeah that sounds appropriately sexy.

yasha is a fan favorite. she had a whole focus episode and she was so mysterious and cool! the audience clamors for her to be brought back, and are sad when she doesn’t show up for the rest of season 2. beau and caleb mention her a couple times, so it’s made plain that she isn’t TOTALLY a one-off, but… hm!

beaujester shippers already existed by this point (jester was in season 1 and again in season 2), and beauyasha gains some popularity. beau having attractions to both of them is present in the show, but she isn’t dating either of them. there’s significance to both of them - they’re both people beau thinks of when she thinks of having Somebody.

a lot of fic about yasha is written between seasons 2 and 4, theorizing about her life as a valkyrie and what her and beau meeting up would be like… which is all then jossed when angels happen in season 4.

caleb gets taken to hell at the end of season 3 because of ikithon and for beau. during his last couple days on earth, he begs beau to find jester. or hell, yasha. don’t be alone, please. live and be happy. go get - go get powerlifted by one or both of them. i heard you sleeptalk enough about that. and beau tells him to shut up, don’t talk like that, i’ll - i’ll find a way to bring you back. and then you can see me get gay married or whatever it is you want me to do. because i’m gonna get you out of there. and caleb smiles, and his eyes say we both know you won’t.

there’s a whole genre of fic about jester or yasha (or both) comforting beau and settling into hunting/domesticity with her or helping her rescue caleb after caleb gets dragged away btw. idk why im making up fake fic about this au but you know what. i deserve this.

yasha is sort of put out of mind in the heaven excitement of season 4 and the arrival of molly as a third companion, turning their duo into a trio half the time. the apocalypse stuff isn’t quite happening yet btw (this is where i start diverging from the seasonal structure of spn), it’s just angels being real and caleb and beau being mysteriously important to them.

there is one point where during the beginning of an episode about halfway through the season where they’re regaling molly with a story of one of their hunts - beau is trying to embarrass caleb with a time he got enthralled by a siren, and caleb bats back with well, at least i didn’t let a giant woman with a dead deer push my gun aside so she could skin the thing with no enchantments on me at all. and beau’s like AW CMON DUDE DONT BRING YASH INTO THIS.

then there’s a shot where their bickering dialogue continues but the camera is focused on molly, who tilts his head a little, considering, then takes a sip of his orange juice (he hates coffee - too bitter! if he’s going to consume something to keep up the idea that he’s human, it’ll be something that tastes good!). then it cuts to the car.

it’s intentionally ambiguous if that’s about caleb getting seduced by a siren, beau being embarrassed, or whatever - it’s just an odd little moment. which is significant when they’re up north again, four episodes later, in a little restaurant off the highway, and they’ve just finished their meal and talk about the season plotline is happening when the door SLAMS open, and booted feet stomp across the dirty tile, strong legs in worn jeans, a huge backpack - beau’s eyes widen - and there’s yasha, striding directly to their table with a look of utmost focus and determination.

beau goes to stand, caleb’s brow furrows - yasha, what are you doing here - what’s going on - when, before they can act, molly stands up, causing the table to rock and their cups to slosh over. yashael! he exclaims, his face split in incredulous delight. you’re alive! you survived! you’re okay - it’s been millennia! what are you doing here?! oh, i don’t care, get over here. and he goes to her, and she hugs him, and beau and caleb are standing there, slack-jawed, as stony stoic yasha cracks a wide smile and hugs molly and lifts him off the ground.

did… did mollymauk just say ‘yashael?’ caleb says, stunned. molly is cradling yasha’s face in his hands, and her cheeks are round with joy. beau’s imagination could never have given her this smile, and she’s jealous a little bit, but also in awe, but mostly also trying to process the two puzzle pieces that just locked themselves together that she thought were totally separate from each other.

(relevant posts to their reunion: art, text, text)

from then on yasha is part of their group, at least for that season. there’s a lot of caleb and beau commiserating over their attraction to two LITERAL ANGELS - especially when the truth of yasha’s fall is revealed. beau is torn up inside about all of it - an ANGEL, for the first part, and her dead angel lover (how could beau ever compete with an ANGEL) and, oh christ, molly’s odd humoring of her crush on yasha is cast in a new light now.

and then jester comes back and… well, now beau’s torn between two hot girls who are both important in the grand scheme of things! yipes!

it takes a long time and there’s probably also some romantic drama in that triangle etc, but beauyaster is endgame. because i have a huge fucking brain.

#chirps #wmspn au #HOPEFULLY THAT READMORE WORKS ON MOBILE BC THIS ONE'S A LONG ONE! #long post #robcr #qll #thank you for the ask!! #autisticbillpotts

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“This - this is my father’s armchair - and these books, they’re ones that were on our shelves - what - Mollymauk, where am I…”

“Mr. Caleb, this here is your own personal slice of heaven! But it’s not actually your time yet, so don’t get too comfy. And more pressingly, my brothers and sisters will be here soon to try and emotionally manipulate us into not foiling their apocalyptic plans… yuck.”

(from my deeply embarrassing au) (more context about this scene)

#chirps #wmspn au #widomauk #robcr #bird in the hand #really pleased with molly's wings and hair #mollymauk tealeaf #caleb widogast #critical role

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[spn au]

caleb: oh my god i can't believe im in love with a literal angel. all the things i want to do to him are blasphemy. i don't deserve him. my internalized homophobia is going crazy. i am a repressed ex-catholic with incomprehensibly low self esteem raised in a hypermasculine culture

molly: *smoking a joint*

#chirps #wmspn au #DUMMY

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i have never watched c/r and i do not care about s/pn but your yasha?????? im in love with her

she is so huge. and sexy

#wmspn au #chirps

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you reblogged "bro stfu im analyzing homoerotic subtext" and "thank god catholicism isnt real" one right after the other like.... ok wmspn caleb

every day we make art in the little coincidences in our lives. and i think that's beautiful

#chirps #wmspn au

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my widomauk spn au, while the cringiest thing possible (yes i know i need to get over my internalized shame around my interests & ideas), is still extremely good actually, because i am gay. here are some reasons it is good:

BIGASS PEACOCK WINGSSSSSSS

beau is the driver. she hates when caleb drives because you drive like a grandma, dude, we're the only people on this highway, you can go above 65! she also hates when molly POOFS into the backseat - makes her swerve in surprise. and his angel waves ALWAYS fuck up the radio and send the receivers halfway across the planet and she doesn't want to drive through nebraska to the sultry sounds of romanian deathtechno, fucker!

beau and caleb commiserating over falling for (ha) angels is so choice. caleb is grappling with all his raised catholic i-am-damned issues and beau is just like wow... damn this girl will never look at me twice. both go "what do i have to offer to this universe-old glorious being who has known all wonders?" all the time.

caleb specifically is at the very least subconsciously aware that molly is devoted to him. yes i am keeping the "rescued caleb's soul from hell" relationship plot because it is just so tasty. so molly saw and touched his soul and became entranced with this strange funny smart good Righteous Man because while he's known earth's mortal pleasures he's never had this strong a sustained bond with a human before and... well. soft hearted bitch is soft hearted. and caleb has NO clue what to do with that besides ignore it and hope molly realizes he's nothing special, nothing good, soon. that the infatuation passes. because if it stays, if it is true, if it grows stronger: then caleb would have to process and grapple with the enormity of devotion he's been given, and he can't do that. his brain can't process it. it's like touching a hot stove.

when molly starts to Fall his wings start to molt and disintegrate and he saves the best most glorious flight feathers and gives them to yasha, beau, and caleb.

beau goes what the FUCK you can't just give up like this! who the hell are you? she refuses it, but molly sneaks it into her stuff before he departs onhois next trip. and since she's secretly a sentimental bastard (a trait her and molly share), she keeps it safe.

caleb refuses obviously - i can't accept this, i am not worthy of your - a - eine engelsfeder - because he was raised catholic and he has low self esteem and he's in love with him and this is a terrifyingly significant, intimate gift. then molly goes too bad, mr caleb, because it's yours now. and caleb bows his head and decides to wrap his head around the enormity of this gesture later, because molly is looking at him with steeled eyes and crossed arms and caleb refuses & rebuffs him too much - he can at least grant molly and his big heart this.

yasha nods and takes it solemnly with no fuss. then she reaches behind her and pulls out a crumbling, sooty feather. it's small, only down, but it's what she can offer in return. she knows that gifts are reciprocated in turn. and although molly's Fall is different from hers, she survived. it's a gesture of hope.

#chirps #robcr #wmspn au #qll #this is just some parts of it that i don't think ive talked abt before... it is so very smexy

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rowdy road trip times in molly's first season at the point where everyone has become dangerously fond of each other. this is one of those shots shown in "when times were simpler and better" montages in later seasons

#chirps #bird in the hand #wmspn au #and now my day off is over so ill see you on Friday afternoon!

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[spn au - later on, after molly has Fallen and a lot of shit has gone down in general]

BEAU: Hey. Caleb. CALEB: Mm. BEAU: ... you know Molly's in love with you, right? CALEB: ... CALEB: He thought I didn't know angels don't need to sleep. CALEB: He stopped doing that after... ...well. You know. CALEB: So yes. I... I know.

#chirps #bird in the hand #robcr #wmspn au #listen... i just want to make widomauk pine and yearn. is that too much to ask #hope u like this! i had a lot of fun indulging myself!

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meloramatic scene from That au...

getting shot near fatally in the abdomen ends better for you when your s/o has angel powers and is extremely attached to you and yours after abandoning their home and family for humanity and as such you are all they have left and they love you, and also NEED to love you to make all their sacrifices worth it. also you still haven't fucked and the sexual tension MUST be resolved you swear to GOD

#chirps #wmspn au #robcr #bird in the hand #we have fun around here. #is there anything better than someone getting wounded and their love interest using their Powers to avenge them while cradling their body.. #i think not.

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@mothedmen so my thoughts atm are that during the early, pre-angel seasons, jester is an occasionally recurring side character. she starts out as a witch who keeps getting into sticky situations that have beau and caleb running into her all the time. she's an heiress on a permanent road trip and every time she's in an episode they get donuts together.

in her first appearance, beau saves jester's life after a spell goes wrong and wreaks Shenanigans and jester's so sweet and kind with her and just... beau melts. caleb spends that episode isolated in the b plot fsr while beau scampers around with jester and it's kind of date-y?

but of course at the end of it beau's like "no... no i can't have this, i can't drag jester into my crazy life. she should be happy and normal." and tries to skip town without telling her and caleb is like *disapproves with a quiet word but enables her because Hes Trauma Too* but jester of course got her number and is like U THOUGHT U COULD GET AWAY W/O TELLING ME LIKE BATMAN? CYA BEAU ;D

jester's next appearance is a total surprise: it's in the first act of the ep and beau and caleb are up against the wall and then!!! the monster gets smacked on the head with a Large Goofy Implement and jester saves the day! and in this ep she's on more equal footing with beau and caleb. she pops in and out after that, being a spellslinger and a delight and a smile on beau and caleb's haggard faces.

then there's a good stretch of episodes where she doesn't appear. things get worse and darker in tone. when caleb goes to hell for beau he begs her to go find jester and let her take care of her, but beau doesn't because Trauma.

then we hit the angel apocalypse seasons. it takes a while, but molly gets a lead on finding a prophet so they can get info and get help. and who is The Prophet but jester! surprise!!!!! they show up on her doorstep unknowingly and knock and are all tense and then the door opens and then jester is FLINGING herself across the threshold to tacklehug beau and yells IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH WHY HAVENT YOU TEXTED???!?!!!!

beau and caleb are STUNNED and SCARED because oh no, sweet jester is now wrapped up in this apocalypse as a VERY important chess piece. molly is bemused and delighted because jester is a delight and it's fun to tease beau about her soft spots.

being a prophet gives jester some cool self defense powers which, coupled with her patchwork witchcraft, lets her keep up with battle hardened beau and caleb. she has very casual chats with the voices who deliver her prophecies to her and molly adores how fun and not-stodgy she is.

in a later jampacked episode yasha does save jester from certain death or something and lands in front of beau carrying jester in like a bridal carry with her wings out and beau is just like 🤯 Im Lesbian And Love Girlz

#chirps #wmspn au #thank you for asking!!! 💚💚 #qll #robcr

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sketch based on stuff from the spn au earlier today - yasha and molly reuniting in a diner after two thousand years apart while caleb and beau watch in shock and dawning realization of just what their “valkyrie” friend actually is

+ bonus old doodle of beau & caleb commiserating over their angel crushes over drinks

[caleb: oh, beauregard, we are both so foolish.

beau: you’re right, but don’t lump me in with you.]

#chirps #wmspn au #bird in the hand #robcr #*posts this at 1:30 am so no one sees my shame*

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at one point in the spn au molly and beau are bickering in the car (as they do) (caleb is reading) (as he does) and it somehow gets to molly describing his true form in order to get one up on beau since they get so petty so fast with each other. he’s like “i have as many eyes as a beach does grains of sand AND they’re all BRIGHT RED and they can see into five different dimensions EACH and i have 9 spines that are all interlocking wheels made of divine material and they’re inscribed with runes of power and i’m a shade of purple that oh hm wouldn’t you know it can’t be perceived by human minds and i’m covered in gold, just fucking covered in it, AND i have countless wings and--” “okay that’s cool molly but can you fuck.” “well - i’m bigger than the taj mahal--” “molly. can you fuck.” and that’s how beau wins the day!

#chirps #wmspn au #robcr #qll #link to the other night's post talking about trueform molly at the beginning of the paragraph.

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someone recently asked about beau being self destructive in the spn au and in my efforts to answer that, i started thinking about sexy demon avantika and how beau is the one she has sexy simmering tension with in pre-heaven seasons and god damn is that sexy or WHAT

avantika feeds beau demon blood to give her crazy hellpowers (a la ruby) so they can combat ikithon's army of demons, since 1. they're trying to destroy humanity 2. the whole situation is really weighing on caleb and beau wants to protect the one person she can count on to need her and who she needs in return.

avantika isn't crazy about ikithon trying to rule hell because SHE wants to rule hell, so she finds them and forms an "enemy of my enemy" alliance with our heroes. caleb wants her help a Lot but is worried about her being a demon, while beau doesn't trust avantika but knows that they need SOME kind of edge over the enemy. and also avantika is mad sexy and keeps Looking at her.

eventually avantika tells beau she can get Powers if she ingests demon blood, and it's a low point so beau accepts. beau gets crazy hellpowers and caleb is like AAAAAAAAHH but beau is like NO IT'S FINE I HAVE TO BE STRONG. I HAVE TO BE STRONG. and so things continue down the road to hell...

here's Women (cw for implied wrist cutting, for bloodletting rather than self harm)

#chirps #wmspn au #bird in the hand #qll #self harm #just in case