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wonhaz · 21 days

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what are we after the grand prix? - l.hs

pairing : f1driver!heeseung x fem!reader genre : mercedes driver heeseung, best friends au, angst, fluff, unrequited love wc : 2.2k warnings : kissing, eating, speeding (cars), skinship synopsis : heeseung invites you to one of his races, determined to win and impress you. but when you confront him and ask him what the two of you are, he confesses his love for you. will you return his feelings? he'll have to wait for your answer after the grand prix. a/n : first part of the series! hope u guys like it~ heeseung gives off major mercedes vibes, i feel like he would be chill like lewis hamilton maybe? not completely sure if i'm happy with this one but here you go! next parts coming soon! SERIES MASTERLIST

heeseung was confusing, more confusing than all those buttons on his steering wheel.

sure, he was your best friend, but sometimes it felt like he was more.

friends don't hug each other the way heeseung hugs you before a race, friends don't wink the way heeseung does at you before he puts on his helmet, friends don't look at each other the way heeseung does at you as he stands on the podium. but heeseung does it anyway, and it leaves you confused.

"you busy next weekend?" heeseung asks as you both sit on the couch of your apartment. "no, why?" you reply, raising an eyebrow, "i was wondering if you wanted to come to singapore with me to watch the grand prix, specifically to watch me." he says, emphasizing the word 'me'. you pretend to think about it taking the opportunity to annoy him.

"will sunghoon be there?" you ask, wiggling your eyebrows imitating a lovestruck fan. heeseung rolls his eyes, "come on (name), i'm way better than that red bull driver, park. if you come i'll beat him for sure." he says with confidence. "alright, i'll come. but how am i getting there exactly?" you question, "don't worry about it babe, just be outside your apartment on thursday at 9am and i'll pick you up."

heeseung was confusing, like how he called you 'babe' just now, friends don't call each other that.

it's thursday. you haven't seen heeseung all week, he was probably busy with training and pre-race preparations. all he sent you was a text reminding you to be ready at the agreed time. you glance down at your watch, '8:55' the people passing by on the sidewalk pay little to no attention to you.

that is, until heeseung pulls up in front of you in his black mercedes benz. you have to stop your jaw from dropping at his entrance, now everyones looking at you, how can this get more embarassing? and just as you think that, heeseung rolls down the window, "come on! get in already, we're gonna miss the flight!"

you wince and quickly throw your suitcase in the trunk and hop in the passenger seat before turning towards him. "heeseung! what was that for?!" he tilts his head to the side, "what was what for?"

"that!" you say exasperated, "picking me up in the flashiest car possible and then drawing more attention by rolling down your window!" heeseung just shrugs and now you're really in shock, "we have a flight to catch." is all he says as the car starts zooming through the streets. "don't speed! we're going too fast!" you say as you're gripping onto any handle you can find. "you're saying that to me?" heeseung replies with a laugh. "you're telling a race car driver not to speed? you're real funny (name)."

you arrive at the airport and follow heeseung to your gate. he finds his team and introduces them to you, his team principal smiles and shakes your hand, "nice to finally meet you, (name). you're heeseung's girlfriend right? he does talk about you quite a lot."

you're taken aback, heeseung talks about you a lot? "oh, he does? i'm not his girlfriend though." you say with an awkward laugh. "oh, you're not? sorry i assumed. forget i said that." and you nod.

you board the plane and take a seat next to heeseung. your seat is extremely nice, you play with the buttons to adjust your seat and browse through the different movies on the tv. heeseung sees you and laughs, "first time in first class?" he asks. "it is obvious?" you say with a sheepish grin, "very, i should take you with me to races more often then." heeseung says and leans back. do friends say that? you didn't know, but you do know that a friend wouldn't make you blush like how you are now.

after the flight, all you can think of is heeseung. he was your best friend, and you were here to support him, but he made you feel like you were more than just his best friend.

the words from his team principal still lingered in your mind, you didn't know what to think of it. heeseung talks about you a lot? you were flattered, you feel the blush creeping onto your cheeks again just thinking about it.

a knock on your hotel door snaps you out of your trance. you already knew who it was. "come in", and there he is in all his glory. the very man that can't seem to leave your mind.

"wanna go get dinner?" he asks and you give him a small nod, getting up from the bed. halfway through your journey to the lobby, you realize it's just the two of you. "hee, what about the rest of your team?" you ask. "they went out together, i told them i wanted to take you to dinner." "oh.." is all you can get out, and you stay silent for the rest of the walk.

you're taken aback when heeseung puts his arm around your shoulder as you walk to a nearby restaurant. you give him a confused look, "what's wrong? i thought you were cold?". you were cold, you just didn't want to admit it, but heeseung knew you too well.

heeseung leads you inside a nice looking restaurant, one look at the menu has your jaw dropping at the prices. "pick whatever you want, i'll pay." he reassures you with a smile after seeing your expression.

the dinner starts in silence until heeseung breaks it. "how are you so far? i hope the hotel is comfortable enough." you're in shock, the hotel is more than comfortable, it's luxurious. you nod and tell him about how 'fancy' everything is.

as heeseung eats, you can't take your eyes off him. he feels your gaze on him and looks up smiling. "am i that good-looking you can't focus on your food?" he says with a laugh. here comes the blush again, and you shake your head defensively.

heeseung was making you look at him differently now. you don't think you and heeseung are just friends anymore.

heeseung walks you to your room, it's getting late and he has practice tomorrow. before you walk in your room, you turn to face him.

you had to know.

"heeseung-" you start, he only hums in reply.

"what are we?"

heeseung is caught off guard by your question but keeps his calm facade.

"what do you want us to be?" he asks and now it's your turn to be speechless.

"i-i don't know..." you admit, slightly embarrassed you had even brought up the topic.

"(name)-" heeseung starts, he pauses for a while, trying to find the right words.

"(name), i've liked you for a long time, not as friends but as something more. you're like the gas that fills me with joy, even when i've just had a bad race. you make me feel all these things that i didn't even know i could feel. all i know is that i'm happy when i'm with you."

you open your mouth to speak but nothing seems to come out.

"i don't expect you to give me your answer now. but please, let me know after the grand prix this sunday. take your time for the next few days, i want a sincere answer, even if it may hurt me, i'm ready to face it."

you're at a loss for words, the passion and love in heeseung's voice tells you that he's kept this to himself for so long. you give him a small nod and motions for you to get going before it gets too late.

just as you're about to close your hotel door, you hear his voice call your name again.

"(name), don't worry about coming to watch practice and qualifying, use it to rest or go around the city. i just want you to be there for the grand prix."

you promise to be there and give him a small smile before finally closing your door.

~ it's saturday, the grand prix.

you have your answer and you're sure of it, and most of all, you're ready to tell heeseung after the race. heeseung had left before you, not wanting you to get shaken up from all the reporters and fans watching him. you made sure to text him a simple 'good luck!' message to which he reacted with '🤍'. making your way down to the paddock, you spot his team principal and he greets you pulling up a chair for you. you look around, eyes searching for heeseung. "he's at an interview." his team principal says, as if he just read your mind. you just mouth an "oh." and take a look at the things around you, being careful not to touch anything. you see heeseung's car, with a big number "1" on it, and as if on cue, he walks in running his fingers through his hair. you couldn't help but stare, oh you were doomed.

heeseung sees you and grins from ear to ear, he looks you up and down, admiring your outfit, clad in his team colors. "heeseung-" you start and his intense stare into your eyes make you want to melt. "i have my answer, but i'll tell you after the race." and he nods, smile never leaving his lips. "i'll win for you." he says as he zips up his race suit and climbs into his car, giving you a little wink before he drives off to the starting grid.

heeseung drives into the 2nd grid position, eyeing the red bull beside him. park sunghoon hears the car pull up next to him and decides to test heeseung's patience. "hey, heeseung!" sunghoon shouts. earning a glare from him. "what do you want sunghoon." heeseung roles his eyes. "ready to lose today?" "hell no, i got a girl in the paddock to impress", heeseung says, diverting his attention to the lights in front of them.

heeseung is determined to win, determined to win for you. the race goes by fast and you had to admit, you didn't really understand how all of these racing things worked. but you did know one thing, and it's that heeseung was going to do anything to win. halfway through the race, heeseung pits and the crew immediately rushes around his car. within a few seconds, heeseung and his fresh set of tires are ready to go. but before he zooms off, he gives you a little wink and you feel the tips of your ears turning red. 55/57 LAPS things were getting heated down at the track, sunghoon and heeseung racing as if their lives depended on it. heeseung was practically gritting his teeth, he just needed to overtake sunghoon, to cross that finish line first, to win for you. during the last turn, heeseung takes his chance and cuts in front of sunghoon. heeseung's whole team stands up in anticipation and shouting at the screen in front of them. the team cheers as heeseung zooms past the checkered flag and commentators going crazy. heeseung gets out of his car, and raises his arms towards the crowd as they cheer. but now, he's more nervous than he was at the beginning of the race, he's nervous to hear your answer. as heeseung walks back to his team, sunghoon walks over to him and pats his back. "go get that girl." he says, and smiles. heeseung smiles and gives sunghoon a small nod. you stand in front of the team garage, heeseung walking towards you, his eyes never breaking eye contact. this was it, it was time to give your answer. "(name).." heeseung starts and takes a deep breath "remember that whatever your answer is, i love you, and i respect your decision." you stare into his eyes with your loving ones. lunging towards him and engulfing him in an embrace. he doesn't say anything, but you can feel his heartbeat as he savors your embrace. you're the first one to pull away but your arms never leave their position wrapped around him. 'heeseung, i love you too, so so much." and that's all it takes for him to pull you into a kiss, a kiss of longing, and impatience. it may have taken a while, but heeseung thinks it's worth the wait. sunghoon watches from his garage and he smiles at the new couple, his team principal makes his way to stand beside him and looks at what sunghoon is looking at. "you could've won, why didn't you defend your position?" his team principal says, furrowing his eyebrows. "come on man, had to let they guy win. but now i think he's won twice, he's won the race and that girl's heart." heeseung makes his way up the podium when they announce his name. his team below him is smiling up at him, but the only eyes he looks for are yours. he gives you a little wink and you blush. heeseung usually likes to go fast. but with you, he wished time slowed down a little more.

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okwonyo · 2 months

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Moots as favourite drinks?

thank you so much for this ask, nonie （≧∇≦）

water with ice and lemon slice after pilates or stretching in the morning: @byhees @okwons @nwjws @euncsace @iiuvhay @hoonvrs

soy milk for breakfast ( ..or anytime i see it): @atrirose @wonryllis @wvnkoi @bywons

litchi boba after school: @lilacnini @naespas @nishions @wondipity @borntodoll @stariekis

grenade syrup with lemonade for special occasions: @isoobie @beomsite @wonifullove @wonhaz

glass of water right after waking up: @boyfhee @defnotfertilizedtoesw @leaderwon @enhalov

end!

#⠀game.. ？！⠀(＾ｰ^)⠀

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kebee-s · 5 years

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SCAVENGERS from Platige Image on Vimeo.

Director: Jakub Jabłoński Story: Jakub Jabłoński CG Supervisor: Bartosz Skrzypiec Art. Director: Jakub Jabłoński Animation Director: Jakub Jabłoński Executive Producers: Piotr Prokop Producer: Agata Bereś Head of CG: Michał Skrzypiec Department Manager: Tomasz Wróbel Department Coordinator: Karolina Koszewska Production Coordinators: Piotr Gochnio, Marcin Kurowski, Klaudia Sordyl, Justyna Ołtarzewska Storyboard: Michał Murawski Concept Artist: Maciej Rębisz Lead Layout Artist: Dominik Wawrzyniak Layout Artists: Olga Szablewicz-Pisuk, Marta Wadecka, Jan Sojka, Grzegorz Mazur, Bartek Kik, Alex Halcescu, Aleksander Szymkuć, Peer Poepperling Animation Artists: Piotr Kurzątkowski, Tomasz Grenda, Rafał Kidziński, Patryk Latos, Csaba Bardos, Szabolcs Sinka, Ildiko Czipa, Nora Kiss, Barbara Agocs Character Artists: Izabela Poznańska, Amelia Baj, Artur Owśnicki, Szymon Kaszuba, Sebastian Lautsch, Paweł Brudniak, Anna Wonhaz, Bernadett Dian, Dániel György Pápa, László Aszalós Lead Character TD: Bartłomiej Przybylski Character TD: Olga Bieńko, Mateusz Matejczyk, Rafael Vitoratti, Nathan de Pascale Grooming Artist: Michał Skrzypiec Character FX Artists: Bartosz Miraś Lead Set Dressing Artist: Arkadiusz Piwiec Set Dressing Artists: Michał Rudkowski, Sławomir Ostrowicki, Bartosz Skrzypiec, Evgenii Pak, Andrey Darov, Damian Drabik, Mateusz Sroka, Rafał Bartnik Matte Paint Artist: Adam Trędowski Compositing Artists: Adam Rosłanowski, Jakub Petruk, Mateusz Węglarz, Michał Skrzypiec, Seweryn Czarnecki, Andrzej Przydatek, Tomasz Przydatek Lead Lighting Artist: Bartosz Skrzypiec Lighting Artists: Piotr Orliński, Bartosz Skrzypiec, Michał Skrzypiec, Seweryn Czarnecki, Artur Woźniak, Andrzej Przydatek, Tomasz Przydatek, Paweł Szklarski Lead Shading Artist: Piotr Orliński Shading Artists: Sebastian Deredas, Bartosz Skrzypiec, Paweł Szklarski Rendering Artists: Artur Woźniak Lead FX Artist: Michał Firek FX Artists: Michał Grądziel, Rafał Rumiński, Agata Cichosz, Dominik Dziubalski Additional 3D Artists: Antonii Zakrzewski CTO: Tomasz Kruszona Lead Pipeline TD: Jarosław Zawiśliński Pipeline TD: Łukasz Dąbała, Witold Duraj, Adrian Krupa, Tomasz Kurga, Maksim Kuzubov, Sergii Nazarenko Lead Render Wrangler: Rafał Wójcikowski Render Wranglers: Kamil Boryczko, Łukasz Derda, Marcin Jóźwiak Head of IT : Piotr Getka IT: Jakub Dąbrowski ,Krzysztof Konig, Marcin Maciejewski, Łukasz Olewniczak Motion Capture TD: Grzegorz Mazur, Aleksander Szymkuć Grading: Piotr Sasim Conforming: Michał Własiuk Music composer: Kazuma Jinnouchi Previz music composer: Patryk Scelina Sound Design and Mix: Platige Image Sound Design and Mix Engineer: Wojciech Chołaścińcki Sound Design and Mix Producer: Sabina Pająk - Macias Special Thanks: Piotr Orliński, Michał Grądziel, Hubert Zegardło

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str9led · 5 years

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Tom Clancy's The Division 2 (cinematic trailer) from Tomek Suwalski on Vimeo.

Tom Clancy's The Division 2 -- Cinematic Trailer

Original link: youtu.be/NomhYp29bHo

Director: Tomek Suwalski CG Supervisor: Hubert Zegardło Art Director: Karol Klonowski, Jakub Jabłoński Creative Producer: Tomasz Bagiński Executive Producer: Piotr Prokop Producer: Daria Zienowicz

Head of CG: Michał Skrzypiec Department Coordinators: Tomasz Wróbel, Emilia Dziekan Production Coordinators: Piotr Gochnio, Karolina Koszewska, Marcin Kurowski, Klaudia Sordyl

Concept Artists: Jakub Jabłoński, Maciej Rębisz, Karol Klonowski Lead Character Artists: Szymon Kaszuba, Klaudiusz Wesołowski, János Hunyadi Character Artists: Filip Adamiak, Paweł Brudniak, Maciej Zatwarnicki, Krzysztof Gryzka, Arkadiusz Tomaszewski, Fat Tudor, Piotr Rusnarczyk, Izabela Zelmańska, Anna Radványi, Anna Wonhaz, Bernadett Dian, Dániel György Pápai , Dávid Fehér, József Eisenberger , László Aszalós, Norbert, Geresdi, Péter Csaba Kacsó Pápai, Szilárd Sándor , Zoltán Mányi

Lead Asset Look Dev: Bartosz Skrzypiec Asset Look Dev Artists: Filip Adamiak, Sebastian Deredas, Żaneta Szabat, Paweł Szklarski, Piotr Orliński, Mateusz Sroka, Patrycja Domańska, Bea Papp, Gergő Turbók , Zoltán Korcsok , Zsolt Máté, Zsófi Nagy

Lead Set Dressing Artist:Robert Kudera Set Dressing Artists: Mariusz Zastawny, Michał Rudkowski, Arkadiusz Piwiec, Artur Borkowski, Paweł Adamajtis, Marcin Jaszczyk, Dariusz Markiw, Jakub Włodarczyk

Lead Layout Artist: Michał Kaleniecki Layout Lead Support: Dominik Wawrzyniak Layout Artists: Katarzyna Olszewska, Paweł Lorenc, Grzegorz Mazur

Lead Animation Artist: Michał Kaleniecki Animation Artists: Bartosz Jerczyński, Tomasz Grenda, Katarzyna Olszewska, Oleh Ridzel, Wojciek Jakubowski, Maciej "Nemrod" Wojtkiewicz

Lead Character TD: Maciej Ciesielski Character TD : Nathan De Pascale, Bartłomiej Przybylski, Maciej Wojtyna Hair Groomer: Marcin Kłusek, Grzegorz Flaga Character FX Artists: Bartosz Miraś

Lead FX Artist: Michał Firek FX Artists: Agata Cichosz, Dominik Dziubalski, Vasiliy Ponomarev, Nick Potapov, Sergey Lopatin, Denis Jansson, Denis Semenov

Lead Lighting Artist: Przemek Patyk Shot Look Dev Artist: Paweł Szklarski Matte Paint Artists: Maciej Biniek, Maciej Rębisz, Adam Trędowski

Lead Compositing Artist: Tomek Suwalski Compositing Artists: Karol Klonowski, Jakub Petruk

Set Dressing/ Lighting/ Rendering/ Compositing: Seweryn Czarnecki, Andrzej Przydatek, Tomasz Przydatek, Adam Jakimiuk, Adam Zimirski, Adrian Jaśkiewicz, Andrzej Augustyniak, Jarosław Kościanski, Kuba Dąbrowski, Michał Horba,Paweł Mierzynski, Piotr Mróz, Robert Filipowicz, Tomek Kawecki, Marcin Białecki, Monika Stryjewska, Ireneusz Jaworski, Jarosław Mróz, Paweł Szklarski Additional Set Dressing: Rafał Waniek Additional Producer: Jignesh Mehta Additional Production Coordinators: Tamás Gál, Balázs Berky

Grading: Piotr Sasim Finishing Artists: Piotr Popielawski / Mariusz Seliga Data Wrangler: Michał Własiuk Audio/Video Technique: Maciej Niemirski, Maciej Żak

Storyboard: Paweł Piechnik, Andrzej Grzechnik Treatment Layout: Szymon Kuczmierczyk Translator: Jan Szelągiewicz

CTO: Tomasz Kruszona Lead Pipeline TD: Jarosław Zawiśliński Pipeline TD: Łukasz Dąbała , Witold Duraj, Adrian Krupa, Tomasz Kurga, Maksim Kuzubov, Sergii Nazarenko Lead Render Wrangler: Rafał Wójcikowski Render Wranglers: Kamil Boryczko, Łukasz Derda, Marcin Jóźwiak , Piotr Szczepaniak Head of IT: Piotr Getka IT: Jakub Dąbrowski, Krzysztof Konig, Marcin Maciejewski, Łukasz Olewniczak

Motion Capture Junior Producer: Karolina Koszewska Motion Capture TD: Grzegorz Mazur Motion Capture Junior TD: Aleskander Szymkuć, Dawid Wieczorek Motion Capture Actors: Nina Kaleniecka, Justyna Ducka, Jakub Firewicz, Błażej Andrzejewski, Klaudia Sordyl

Sound Design: Michał Barycki Sound Producer: Sabina Pająk Voice Acting: Veronic Lukaszewski, Philip Lenkowski, Paul Peterman, Phill Goss

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wonhaz · 21 days

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it's lights out and away we go! - an enhypen series

pairing : f1driver!enhypen x fem!reader synopsis : the boys are used to navigating through challenging tracks that contain turns and twists, but will they be able to navigate through their feelings for love? a/n : i recently got into formula 1 and thought it would be fun to make an enhypen series! i picked out a team that i personally thought each member would be in based of their traits and personalities (guess the team based on the dividers for now!). i hope u like it! status: ongoing.. please reblog, it really helps!

WHAT ARE WE AFTER THE GRAND PRIX? - LEE HEESEUNG

COMING SOON... - PARK JONGSEONG

nothing yet..

COMING SOON... - SIM JAEYUN

nothing yet..

COMING SOON... - PARK SUNGHOON

nothing yet..

COMING SOON... - KIM SUNOO

nothing yet..

COMING SOON... - YANG JUNGWON

nothing yet..

COMING SOON... - NISHIMURA RIKI

nothing yet..

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wonhaz · 4 months

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break my heart again - y.jw

pairing : jungwon x fem!reader genre : classmates au, hanahaki au, angst, unrequited love, inspired by laufey's song - let you break my heart again wc : 2.2k warnings : child neglect, sickness, hospitals, blood, major character death, eating synopsis : yang jungwon breaks your heart, but you love him, and you'd let him do it again, and again. because you would rather die than live your life not loving him, and you do just that. a/n : i don't know why all my fic ideas from my bias (jungwon) are all so angsty but here you go ig! i put a lot of effort into the meaning of each flower and their symbolisms in the story so u can even google it if you want the full experience or full meanings. this laufey song makes me want to cry my eyes out but i hope u like the fic!

"one day i will stop falling in love with you."

you loved yang jungwon, but he didn't love you back.

he was the only thing you could think of, but you know well that he doesn't care about you. all of your friends told you to move on, to forget about him. you've tried, you really have, but nothing seems to work.

jungwon was everything any girl could ever want, top of the class, kind, funny, and not to mention, extremely cute. you're pretty sure every girl in school had feelings for him at one point, you were no different. you thought it would just be a happy crush, how did it get this bad?

how did you meet him? simple, he was your classmate, that's it. just your classmate. he knew if your existence, but only because of his role as class president, aside from that he had no reason to interact with you. he never saw how you looked at him with your lovesick gaze as he took down notes, he never saw you in the bleachers watching every single one of his competitions, he never saw you clutching your chest in pain, no matter what you did, he never saw you at all.

but you let him do it. again, and again, and again. as long as you were alive, you would let him break your heart again. all because you love yang jungwon.

your parents were busy, always out on business trips, leaving you all alone at home with no one to talk to. all you did at home was day dream and come up with fake scenarios and alternate universes where you and jungwon were a couple. did that help your current situation? hell no. it made it worse.

you sit at the dining table. alone. your plate with pie and your cup of coffee untouched, you were hungry, but had no appetite to eat. suddenly your favorite foods looked disgusting. you've read about this happening.

it's getting worse.

walking to school, you feel a pang of pain in your chest. quickly running to a hidden alley, you clutch your chest in pain. you feel as if you're about to throw up, trying to cough it out, petals fall out of your mouth instead. you watch as they float down to the floor, looking at them with a bitter smile. picking them up, you stuff them into a pocket in your bag.

arriving at school, you walk into the classroom. there he is. sitting on his friend's table laughing. walking to your seat, you lay your head on your table. listening to him laugh made your day better, but worse at the same time. each laugh he let out increased the growing pain in your chest.

you're grateful your teacher doesn't notice.

that nobody at school notices that you keep going to the bathroom. your friends don't notice either, you don't know whether to feel hurt or happy. hurt that they don't know you're in pain, happy that it will make it easier for you to leave this world since they don't pay attention to you. quickly locking yourself in a stall, you start coughing with no end. daffodil petals leave your lips with red stains. your blood. taking out your phone, you search up the meaning of daffodils. "daffodils symbolize unrequited love, rebirth, new beginnings, and eternal life."

eternal life. something you knew you didn't have.

during lunch break, you see jungwon in the halls. he's smiling holding a small bouquet of pink tulips. you look at him with a sad smile, you know it's not for you, it would never be for you. feeling the need to cough again, you run into an empty hallway and pink petals leave your mouth. pink tulips. crazy to think how quickly seeing jungwon could affect you.

finally deciding to see the doctor, you go to the hospital after school. you sit on the cold metal seats in the waiting room, waiting for your name to be called. "shim _______?". quickly standing up, you made your way into the doctors office and greet the doctor. "so what brings you hear young lady?" he asks. "this." you respond, taking the petals out of your bag and spreading them on his desk. you see the doctor's eyes widen and he looks at you. "hanahaki.." you hear him say, "how long have you been coughing up petals?", "about a month." you say and he shakes his head, "this means that you only have a bit of time left, meaning you've had this for months but only started coughing petals until recently. I'm afraid you only have 5 months left.". your heart drops, but it's alright, it was already broken. nodding, you tell him you understand. "do you plan to have the surgery? or is there a chance the one you love will love you back?" the doctor asks with hopeful eyes. you shake your head, "neither." you say, "i don't want the surgery, and the one i love will never love me back.". "______" the doctor says your name softly, "you'll die.". "i know." you say,

"but i'd rather die than live a life not loving him."

you leave the hospital that day knowing you have 5 months left. nothing would heal your broken heart. jungwon could never grow love for you, the only thing growing was the flowers in your lungs. you make your way to your home, if you could even all it one. you didn't even know where your parents currently were, but you do know that "business trips are more important." according to them. laying on your bed, you stare at your ceiling, just a few more months you think, and all this will be over.

you try to make the most of school.

since in a few months you won't have to go, grades are not something for you to worry about anymore. it didn't matter with your current situation. you went to school to see him, and only for that sole reason. sitting with your friends at the cafeteria, you stare at jungwon seated on the opposite side of the room. seeing him smiling makes you smile. seeing him happy makes you happy. one of your friends ask you if you're okay. "are you okay, _____? you haven't touched your food at all.", truthfully, you didn't feel like eating anything these days, but you can't tell them that. "yes, I'm alright, just got a little distracted." and they nod. they continue their conversation and your eyes find your way back to jungwon. he's getting up to leave, you excuse yourself from your friends and follow him out at a distance.

"jungwon! when are you asking your crush out? you've already given her tulips!", you hear one of his friends say. "soon, not sure yet." he responds nudging his friend and laughing. "but i found out she likes roses." jungwon says, almost instantly you feel your chest tighten and you know that you need to make a run for it. you run in the opposite direction to the bathroom and lock the stall door. you start coughing, the pain in your chest becoming unbearable. red rose petals with blood on them.

you always thought roses were beautiful, but with beauty comes pain. the thorns growing in your lungs making your breath hitch. you knew that your time was running out faster than expected.

three months left.

you start writing in a journal, in hopes that someone will find it after you leave. that they'll read about your last months loving jungwon. that they'll read about your tragic love story that never even was a love story in the first place. you write about jungwon and all the things you liked about him, about being left alone at home, and about ever single kind of petal you have coughed up, sticking them to the pages and learning about the meaning of each one. you learned that red roses symbolized love and romance, how ironic. two things that you would never experience. not in this life at least, hopefully in the next.

one month left.

you wanted to talk to jungwon before you left forever. even if it was short and made no sense. you knew he got to school early and you made an effort to get there early too. he sat at his desk studying for the test later, mustering up the courage to walk up to him, you stand at the end of his desk and he looks up and gives you a confused look. "hi _____, do you need something?" he asks. "thank you, jungwon." you say and his eyebrows furrow. "for what?", "for everything." you say with a smile. "you're welcome?" he says still confused. flashing him a small smile, you get your bags and walk out the classroom leaving him alone, his eyes follow you as you walk out. he shrugs and goes back to what he was doing. he doesn't care.

that broke your heart again.

one week left.

you thought you were well prepared for your departure. you wrote a letter to your parents, leaving it on their table. you weren't even sure if they would ever come home and read it, but it didn't matter. their not-so-golden only child would be gone and they wouldn't even know. you wrote a letter to each of your friends, it was easy since you only had a few. you gave it to them at school and made them promise to read them in a week. you wanted to go in peace. you wanted to go alone.

3 days left.

you go to school to gather everything from your locker, touching the cold metal door for the last time. you greet your favorite teachers before you leave, you even buy your favorite drink from the cafeteria, you were going to miss how it tasted. you walk out of the school and turn to look at it. it would be the last time you see the school. the school you dreaded going to, the school where you met yang jungwon. you decided you were going to spend your last few days at home before making your way to where you plan to depart forever.

one day left.

you tidy up your room, straightening up your pillows and bedsheets. you clean your messy desk and leave the journal right in the middle. the journal that contained your thoughts, your fondest memories, the memories of your last months on this earth. making your way to the kitchen, the light the refrigerator emits feels blinding. taking out the last slice of leftover pie, you make yourself a cup of coffee to go with it and sit alone at the table. you didn't feel hungry, not anymore, but you forced yourself to eat your favorite foods one last time. you savor the taste of the coffee, the warmth temporarily soothing the pain in your lungs. you felt sick that night, maybe because you forced yourself to eat, maybe it was because you knew your time was running out. either way, you tried your best to fall asleep.

3 hours left.

you make your way to a field deep in your favorite park. it was off limits but you used to go there alone anyways. laying under a big tree, you stare up at they sky, you'll be up there soon. you feel your eyes start to tear up, you're crying. you don't mean to cry, but it's as if your body knows that your time is about to run out.

1 hour left.

"one day i will stop falling in love with you."

you tried to stop loving yang jungwon. heaven knows how much you tried. jungwon would never love you, but you would never stop loving him. you would love him even if you were dead. you would love him as you watched from above.

"some day, someone will like me like I like you."

is what you thought. that wasn't going to happen anymore, maybe not in this life at least. you were classmates. and you would remain classmates for the rest of his life, and your short one.

10 minutes left.

you look at the green grass and trees surrounding you. the sun was setting, painting the sky a mix of purple, pink and orange. you smile. if only jungwon was beside you enjoying this too.

but he wasn't. but the thought of it made your heart flutter.

your heart. your broken heart.

you loved yang jungwon, but he broke your heart. he has multiple times but he never knew. you would still let him do it again in every life, because that's how much you love him.

you begin to feel sleepy, it's almost as if your life is being drained out of you. you bring your hand up to your chest, to where your broken heart lies. the vines in your lungs suffocating you.

you look at the now dark and starry sky and let out one last breathe.

"i love you, yang jungwon." you say and close your eyes for the last time.

epilogue.

10 years later

the wind rustles the leaves of the tree you once lay under. some leaves fall and slowly land on the grass by the base, beside it, a flower has grown. a daffodil. the first flower you ever coughed up. you searched its meaning back then.

"daffodils symbolize unrequited love, rebirth, new beginnings, and eternal life."

maybe, just maybe, fate will let you have your new beginning.

that fate will give you another chance in your next life to be with the one you love.

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backburner - s.jy

pairing : jake x fem!reader genre : best friends au, angst, fluff, break up, unrequited love (jake), inspired by niki's song - backburner wc : 1.1k warnings : break up, crying, kissing. synopsis : jake has always warned you about your boyfriend but you never listened. after your boyfriend puts you on the backburner, it's his turn to comfort and look after you, but he can't help but be a little selfish. a/n : another sad one, had this in the drafts for so long and it was supposed to be a happy one but i couldn't come up with a happy ending. 😭 anyways here u go, lmk if u want a part 2 ig?? idk if i haven't lost interest in this story then maybe i'll make one.

you knew this was coming.

you know you should've listened to jake when he warned you about your boyfriend.

you should've listened to jake when he told you that you deserved someone better than your boyfriend.

you should've listened to jake when he told you that your boyfriend put you on the backburner.

you should've listened.

jake was your best friend for as long as you could remember.

unlike other friends, he stuck with you through thick and thin. you always knew jake was there for you, he was someone you could rant to if you had a bad day, you could cry on his shoulder when you got a bad score on an exam, you could ask him for help and he would drop everything to help you.

but the one time he warns you, you don't listen. and boy do you regret it.

"(name), i think you should break up with him. he's not good enough for you."

you remember being on the verge of tears refusing to believe him.

"do you not see it (name)? the missed calls, the unread texts, almost ignoring you at school? he put you on the backburner, (name). you have to listen to me this time, i don't want you to get hurt."

he was right. your boyfriend was seeing someone else and didn't care enough about you to even break up. he just pushed you aside to deal with later, but he never did.

you ended up being the one to call if off, making sure to give him a goodbye slap on the cheek before walking away. you don't know when, but you started running. running to the only place you know you could find comfort.

jake's house.

his parents were rarely home and his brother was off at college, one look at your teary eyes as you stood in front of his door and he already knew what had happened.

he takes you to his room and asks if you want to talk about it, to which you shake your head. jake understands and nods, telling you to lie down on his bed while he goes to get you some water.

by the time he comes back, you're asleep. all that crying and running took a toll on you and now, here you were, curled up on your best friend's bed. jake has to shake his head a little when he realizes he's been staring. your puffy eyes buried into his pillow along with the slow rise and fall of your chest makes his heart ache.

jake knows you very well, but you don't.

as much as you talk about how well you know jake and how you can answer any question about him from his favorite color, to his favorite flavor of ramen, you can't seem to see how he looks at you.

you don't notice the longing stares he gives you as you jot down notes in class. you don't notice the shine in his eyes when he listens to you talk about the latest series you watched. you don't notice how he stops his own tears when he would comfort you when you cried about your now ex-boyfriend.

you don't seem to notice that he's loved you since you both started high school.

jake takes a seat on the floor and leans on his bed. all he can do is stare at your sleeping figure on his bed.

every time you cried to jake about your ex-boyfriend, his heart always ached. he knew that he could treat you so much better. he would treat you how you deserved to be treated. he would lay in bed at night imagining the cute little dates he would take you on. he would take you out for ice cream, watch your favorite series with you, bake cookies with you, walk his dog together, he had it all planned out.

jake quietly gets up after some thought, he was always so selfless when it came to you. even if it meant having to be in pain whenever you talked about other boys or when you got a boyfriend.

it wouldn't hurt to be selfish for once, would it?

jake stands over the bed, looking down at you. slowly, he moves his hand to cup your cheek, softly stroking it with his thumb. you subconsciously lean into his touch and he can feel his heart melt. his other hand moves to your forehead to brush your bangs away. he carefully leans in to place a kiss on your forehead.

jake has been wanting to this for who knows how long, his eyes go from your forehead to your lips. he was never going to get this opportunity again, the opportunity to be this close to you, to hold you this way, to kiss you. his heart is beating so fast that he's surprised it hasn't woken you up yet.

jake takes a deep breath, now is his chance. he closes his eyes and leans down to touch your lips with his. the kiss is slow and passionate, all those years waiting has led to this moment.

it was almost as if you were sleeping beauty and he was the prince that will save you with a kiss.

but he wasn't the prince.

jake knew that. and his heart felt heavy knowing that. he doesn't know how long his kiss lasted but you're still asleep when he pulls away. he's not sure if he's happy you're still asleep or if he wanted you to 'accidentally' wake up.

maybe if you woke up, you would kiss him back and tell him you love him.

maybe if you woke up, you would be angry and scream at him for kissing you without permission and leave him alone right then and there.

that would ruin your friendship forever, jake didn't want that.

jake knew he would never be content with what you are, 'best friends' as you would call it. jake wanted so much more, but he couldn't tell you that.

jake finally decides the lie down on his bed beside you, it's not the first time you slept side by side, but this time it's different. it's different to jake.

as he starts to feel drowsy and his eyes are threatening to close, he takes one last look at you.

"i love you." he whispers.

jake wants to be your prince, but he knows he's not yours.

you'll find your own prince, one that you'll be happy with, one that will treat you right.

but jake will force his heart to watch and be happy for you. because even if he's not your prince,

you'll always be his princess.

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good old-fashioned lover boy - p.sh

pairing : sunghoon x fem!reader genre : fluff, sunghoon being a sweet lovesick boyfriend, set in the london in the 1970's, inspired by queen's song - good old-fashioned lover boy wc : 0.6k warnings : kisses, hugging, eating, story details aren't entirely accurate to the time period synopsis : it was the summer of 1976 and your lovesick boyfriend is treating you like a queen a/n : currently obsessed with the song by queen and immediately thought of sunghoon in the second pic (i love his fashion style)

"i'm so bored" you tell your boyfriend sunghoon over the telephone. you were currently lying on your living room couch watching television and you had no interest in the current programe whatsoever. "is that so? why don't we go out tomorrow, go for a stroll at the park? how does that sound love?" the way he calls you love with his deep voice makes you giddy and giggly he has to ask you again to make sure the call didn't get cut off. "i would love to!" you reply, you're not aware but he's grinning ear to ear on the other side of the line. "great, pick you up at 3." he says and blows a kiss before putting the phone down.

you stand in your living room dressed and waiting for sunghoon, pacing back and forth. why were you nervous? you honestly don't know either, your snapped out of your trance when you hear the doorbell ring. running to the door, you open it only to be faced with the back of a striped blue shirt. sunghoon. he turns around and you're met with a bouquet of blue flowers, he smiles and motions for you to take them. your cheeks now brighter than the blush you had put on, you stutter out a response. "t-t-thank you, sunghoon, they're so pretty!", "pretty flowers for a pretty girl." he says and winks.

as you finish and place the vase on a table, sunghoon bows, as if you were royalty, "shall we go miss? your carriage awaits." holding out his hand for you to take. you smile and play along, "yes, we shall." you say, taking his hand and you both share a laugh. sunghoon carefully leads you to his parked car outside and opens the door for you before walking to the drivers side.

the car ride is silent, but not uncomfortable. basking in the presence of the other in silence, the only sound being the radio, you occasionally glance at him behind the wheel. sunghoon feels your gaze on him and turns to look at you and gives you a soft smile, placing his hand on yours. how did i manage to find someone like sunghoon? you think, you definitely got lucky, he was all you could ever ask for and you loved him dearly.

"we're here love!" he says smiling as you pull to the side. he jogs to the other side of the car before you can open your door and grabs a picnic basket that was in the back seat. sunghoon intertwines his fingers with yours and leads you into the park and to a spot under a big tree. you help him set up the mat and he takes out the foods he packed. all your favorite snacks you think and grin from ear to ear. you can't help but dig in and sunghoon watches your with a lovesick expression. "stop looking at me like that-" you say as you stuff cookies in your mouth. "like what?" he asks, "like that." you say, "is there something on my face?". "hm.. beauty." he says wiggling his eyebrows and using his thumb to wipe off a few crumbs off your cheek. you blush and lightly punch his chest to which he responds with a dramatic fake faint. "how could you punch me princess? i'm going to die!" sunghoon says and flops on the picnic mat. you lay on top of him and hug him, "i'm sorry love~" you coo, and peck his lips. his eyes light up, "apology accepted." he says grinning and traps you in a hug. "shall we walk now?" sunghoon asks and you nod. helping you up, he picks you up and spins you around in the air, you squeal at the sudden gesture and giggle when he lets you back down. your foreheads touching, sunghoon stares lovingly into your eyes. "i love you." he says, "i love you too, lover boy~". you respond and lean in for a kiss.

sunghoon was yours, he was your lover boy,

your good old-fashioned lover boy.

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‧₊˚ masterlist ─ rules ─ me 🖇️ → requests open ! 💭 - i'm mandi. 🎧 i write for enhypen.

#✩ mandi's space !#wonhaz

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‧₊˚ masterlist ─ rules ─ me 🖇️ hello ! i'm mandi, i write for enhypen. ✩ she/her┆esfp┆asian┆english ! my ultimate bias is jungwon 🫧

this is not my real name, but please refer to me using it ! ✩ my writing ideas mostly come from the scenarios in my head, or the music i listen to. ‧₊˚ i love ; sports, taylor swift, music, crocheting, cats, iced chai, pastel colors, and anything sanrio (especially kuromi !) ⟡ ‧₊˚ i hate ; bugs, insects, lightning, solo stans, and toxic people. ✩ i am still a student so expect inconsistent updates and replies. → any other personal information about me will be kept confidential.

#✩ mandi's about me !#✩ mandi's space !#wonhaz

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rules

‧₊˚ masterlist ─ rules ─ me 🖇️ ‧₊˚ please read all the rules carefully before requesting or sending asks. thank you!

⋆ this blog is sfw. ⋆ strictly no smut for any members, i will not respond requests asking for or about smut. ⋆ please do not take anything i write seriously, i write for fun and do not directly reflect the idol. ⋆ no rude or mean comments, always be polite, kind, and respectful to not only me, but others. ⋆ strictly no plagiarizing any of my work, i put time and effort into making these fics and stories. ⋆ asks and interacting with me through the requests are welcome! but i will not be revealing any personal information about myself. ⋆ feel free to ask me about other groups and other fun stuff! ⋆ I cannot promise to reply to all requests and will not reply to spam requests. ⋆ uploads will be inconsistent, i have a life outside writing here and only write in my free time, so please don't be worried if i'm gone for long periods of time. ⋆ no spamming, please do not spam any posts, as much as i appreciate the boosts, i want to genuinely see my work grow.

#✩ mandi's rules !#✩ mandi's space !#wonhaz

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masterlist

‧₊˚ masterlist ─ rules ─ me 🖇️ ─ lee heeseung. ⋆ none yet ! ─ park jongseong. ⋆ none yet ! ─ sim jaeyun. ⋆ backburner - 1.1k ─ park sunghoon. ⋆ hospital hearts - 2.6k ⋆ good old-fashioned lover boy - 0.6k ─ kim sunoo. ⋆ none yet ! ─ yang jungwon. ⋆ astronomy - 1.5k ⋆ break my heart again - 2.2k ─ nishimura riki. ⋆ none yet ! ─ ot7. ⋆ none yet !

#✩ mandi's masterlist !#✩ mandi's space !#wonhaz masterlist #wonhaz

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hospital hearts - p.sh

pairing : sunghoon x fem!reader genre : doctor au (both sunghoon and reader are doctors), angst, fluff, unrequited love, mutual pinning, inspired by jeongwon and gyeo-wool's scene in - hospital playlist wc : 2.6k warnings : hospitals, anything medical related, eating, kissing, skinship, (lmk if there are more!) synopsis : your friend jake invites his friend to eat lunch together and you meet sunghoon. he is cold and serious and you don't know why he doesn't seem to like you, after a bit of warming up, you think everything is fine. the routine lunches together end because of your contrasting schedules, and you realize you like sunghoon. when jake informs you that sunghoon plans to leave, it's up to you to talk him out of it before it's too late. a/n : i love jeongwon and gyeo-wool's scene in hospital playlist so much :((, i was going to use jungwon since jeongwon is the name of doctor in the kdrama but sunghoon's pics in the doctor costume are so good i had to use them. 😭 disclaimer: i know nothing about medicine or doctors and googled most of this so please don't take it seriously!

"ugh, how many people get sick in a day?! there are so many people and it's only noon!" you complain to your coworker jake who also lets out a sigh. "i know, i was hoping to clock out early but it looks like we'll be working overtime again.", you give him a sad smile and nod. staring at the clock that read '12:34', you shake your head, and try your best to focus on the computer in front of you when your stomach growls, jake looks at you with wide eyes and laughs, "i'll go make us some cup noodles, i'm starving too." he says and walks to the cabinet full of instant food. you thank him and take off your coat to help him.

jake was one of your best friends at the hospital, unlike the other older doctors with short tempers, jake was always cheerful and made you laugh even when he himself was stressed. he was a hepatobiliary surgeon and his patients loved him. you on the other hand, were a general surgeon that assisted many different surgeries. all the surgeons plead and beg you to help them during their surgeries but you always pick to help jake.

"by the way (name), can i invite a friend to eat lunch with us? he just got out of surgery so he's probably hungry." jake says emptying the seasoning packets into each cup. "sure, we all need to eat anyways!" you say with a smile and he picks up his phone to text his friend. after settling down and sitting at the table to eat, the door of the shared office space bursts open revealing a panting doctor around your age that looks like he just ran a marathon. "jake- ramen- now- please- hungry-" he says in between pants, holding his knees as he catches his breath. both of you dumbfounded at the sudden entrance, you can't help but stare at him, you had to admit, jake's friend was attractive, especially in his coat.

when jake's friend finally looks up and sees you, he suddenly straightens his posture and his facial expression becomes serious, "hello jake." he says not sparing you a glance. you watch as he walks to the seat next to him and read the name tag on his coat, 'Dr. Park - Pediatric Department', no wonder he was running, the pediatric wards was 4 floors above. still staring at him as he quietly eats his noodles, you look at jake confused. "oh" jake says "(name), this is my friend sunghoon, sunghoon this is my friend (name)." he says, looking up, sunghoon nods and gives you a little bow with his head and goes back to eating. jake looks at you with an apologetic smile and you give him a soft smile and shake your head signaling that you understood, 'maybe this sunghoon guy is just really tired and hungry from surgery' you thought.

sunghoon started joining you and jake for lunch more often, sometimes even ordering food for all of you to share. his cold facade was still there but you could feel it slowly melting off. he smiled at you more and even tried to start conversations. you found out from other coworkers and jake that he was one of the more popular pediatric doctors for his skill (and his good looks of course) and that many (if not all) the girl doctors and nurses admired him at one point. some even trying to ask him out but getting politely rejected. you thought it was cruel of him to reject every single one of them without giving them a chance, maybe he already had a girlfriend?- jake confirmed that sunghoon was in fact, painfully single and that he has been trying to set sunghoon up with one of the other nurses he was good friends with because all he does is work. jake even asked you if you wanted him to set you up with sunghoon to which you refused saying you weren't interested in being in a relationship right now and that your time should be dedicated to caring for more patients.

one morning, jake informed you before hand that he had a scheduled surgery that would last for the whole duration of lunch break, you told him not to worry and that you would be fine eating lunch alone and it wasn't that big of a deal. but it was a bit lonely working alone in the room all day without jake's occasional comments and jokes, you get up to start heating the instant tteokbokki you had found at the convenience store when you hear the door open, "why are you back so early jake? i thought you had a surge-" you say and turn around to find sunghoon standing at the door holding a plastic bag full of food. you quickly cover your mouth and apologize for mistaking him for jake, "sorry sunghoon.. i thought you were jake umm.. why are you here?-" you say a little bit too straightforward "to- eat? wait, where's jake?" sunghoon asks looking around the empty room. "he's not here, he has a surgery and won't be done until later, jake didn't tell you?" you say tilting your head, you would have thought jake told sunghoon first for sure since they're best friends but apparently not. "no, he didn't.. but since i'm already here and i bought food, do you wanna eat?" sunghoon says though his tone a bit hesitant, you agree and sit down to help him take the food out of the plastic he's holding.

your mouth practically starts watering at the sight of the samgyupsal and fried chicken in front of you, sunghoon notices and lets out laugh, "go ahead, i know your hungry." you quickly flash him a smile and thank him before devouring chicken wings. sunghoon starts eating but keeps his eyes on you as he eats, you notice and ask what's wrong. "are you that hungry? don't you eat breakfast or snacks while you work?" sunghoon says, to which you shake your head, "no time, either i have to help prepare a surgery, organize documents, or do my rounds." you say in between as you chew. he laughs again, "make sure to eat, it's important. i don't want you getting sick." he says and smiles and continues to eat his food. you look up and can't help but blush a bit, sunghoon doesn't notice as he's too busy eating his food but he basically said he is worried about you and doesn't want you to get sick.

maybe lunch without jake isn't so bad after all.

after your lunch with sunghoon (that was mostly spend in comforable silence), you sit in your office chair and think about it. sunghoon was attractive and was really nice. yes, at first you thought he was a jerk but you found out he had a good heart. when not rejecting the doctors and nurses, you had found out that he secretly donates to the hospitals funds for children. once, when you were assigned to assist a surgery for a little girl, you were doing your rounds when you saw him sitting beside her in her room making her laugh. peeking from the doorway, you hear the girl tell him not to leave her because she couldn't fall asleep and he promised he would stay until she did, when you came back to check, you found that sunghoon had fallen asleep with his head resting on the bed holding the sleeping girl's hand. sunghoon wasn't so bad after all. who knew doctors that were good with kids was your type? you didn't tell anyone about your little crush, you were embarrassed to have anyone find out. especially not jake.

"(name), are you okay? this is the 5th time you've zoned out today." jake asked with a worried tone. "huh? oh sorry, just a bit distracted, i have a lot on my mind lately." you say, jake rolls his chair closer to yours until your faces are inches apart, "and what could that be? hm... could you be thinking about park sunghoon perhaps?" he says wiggling his eyebrows at you. you push him away and look down. he takes your silence as a yes and jumps up from his chair, "i knew it! you like sunghoon! man i knew i shouldn't have listened to you! if i set you up ages ago you both could've been a 'thing' by now!" you quickly defend yourself "no jake. we will not become a 'thing' and we never will be! he's so busy that'll be impossible!" you say crossing your arms and glaring at him. "you didn't deny your crush though!" jake replies jumping up and down and running around the room. once you get him to calm down, you make him promise not to tell anyone, especially not sunghoon. jake may have promised not to tell sunghoon but you know he has tricks up his sleeve.

visits to the pediatric wards were rare, but when you did, you couldn't help but smile at sunghoon talking to the kids. his cold experession replaced by a happy smiley one. jake on the other hand was plotting who knows what. frequently coming up with excuses to leave lunch early (not before you give him glares while sunghoon isn't looking) so you and sunghoon would be left alone in the room. sunghoon acted no different around you, both of you mostly eating in silence after jake leaves the room. you take his silence as a sign that he's uncomfortable and as much as you want time alone with him, you stand up and apologize making up an excuse saying you need to check on a patient. he gives you a small nod before looking back down at his food and eating, you feel terrible but it's what he wanted, right?

jake's plan was backfiring, sunghoon became busy and was too tired to come to your office to have lunch and he eventually stopped going altogether. you still ate with jake (after telling him what happens between you and sunghoon after he leaves), but you you miss sunghoon's presence. "sorry (name), i was trying to make you guys closer but instead i ruined it altogether.." jake says with a sad expression, you shake your head and reply. "it's okay jake, like i said, i knew nothing was going to progress between the two of us anyways." and you give him a small smile. "you know sunghoon's thinking about leaving, as in quitting being a doctor altogether." jake blurts out, you look at him with wide eyes, "what?! but he loves his job! why would he leave?" you ask, "he said he's getting tired and it's not as exciting as it used to be, doesn't make his heart race apparently. he plans to leave in a month, i passed by his office earlier and there are already a few boxes for him to pack up." jake shakes his head. "oh... doesn't make his heart race.." you whisper to yourself so jake can't hear. your heart drops at those words, your feelings for sunghoon have done nothing but grow. seeing him with kids makes your heart flutter, anything he does makes you go crazy inside. how could he just decide to leave?

later that night, you decide to work until late despite jake telling you to go home and rest, you wanted alone time. you let out a sigh and lean back in your chair, the only thing filling your mind is sunghoon. according to jake, sunghoon leaves at 11pm, you look at the clock, '10:43'. you think for a while and leave your office. walking around the empty halls of the hospital is peaceful, you greet a few patients and their guardians you see on the way to the elevator. you do your best not to make any sound when you get off at your floor, walking down the halls to a door with a dim light on. you press your back against the wall beside the door and take a peek through the small window in the door. sunghoon is inside, opening drawers from his desk and putting them on his desk to sort out, you see him put them into a box beside him, 'this is what jake was talking about. ' you think to yourself, he really is planning to leave. you stand in front of the door and bring your hand up into a fist and close your eyes.

knock knock knock..

"who is it?" sunghoon says from inside the room, "it's me, (name)..." you say quietly, you hear his footsteps near the door and he opens it, "(name)? it's late, what are you doing here? come in." he says opening the door wider so you can walk in, you lean on the table in the middle of the room and he walks to lean on the wall across of you. you can feel his gaze on you as you look down at the floor in silence. you both stay like this for around 2 minutes until sunghoon finally speaks up.

"did you.. want to say anything?" his deep voice is intimidating. your breath hitches when you look up to meet his eyes.

"sunghoon, i..." you trail off, looking back down at the floor, lips quivering as you struggle to make out what you want to say.

"sunghoon, i-i like you..." you say softly, but loud enough for him to hear, you still feel his gaze on you as you look up and take a step back. "i'm sorry..", your eyes start to burn as tears start to escape, breathing becoming heavy. "i-i know it's your decision but, please stay at the hospital, stay with me." you look up to see that his eyes have softened "i'm sorry." you say again looking down to let your tears fall to the floor.

sunghoon slowly stands straight and you hear him take a few steps towards you. you can practically see his shoes because he's so close. you are taken by surprise when you feel his hand brush through your hair, and you look up at him. you see his eyes flicker from your eyes to your lips and he leans in.

sunghoon is kissing you.

you can't help but lean into his touch, savoring the moment and closing your eyes. when you finally part, he holds your face with one hand, the other holding yours. you're confused when he smiles, looking at you. "how did you know i was going to leave?" he asks and you stutter out a response, "j-jake said you were tired of this job, that it didn't make your heart race anymore." he lets out an airy laugh and shakes his head. "i'm not leaving anymore." sunghoon says, and you ask why.

"because of you, i like you too, (name). my heart races when i'm around you." he says and brings your hand to his chest to feel his racing heart. "my heart goes crazy when i'm with you, whether we're eating, or doing rounds, it's so loud i worry you can hear it without a stethoscope." he laughs. "i'll stay in the hospital if it means staying here with you." he smiles and you nod, bringing his hand closer to feel your heart too. the only other thing that can be heard is the ticking clock in sunghoon's office.

'11:36' it reads. sunghoon's shift has gone overtime. but he doesn't mind, because his heart is with yours and it won't be going anywhere.

just 2 hearts in a hospital, alive and beating for each other.

extra:

a few days later, jake comes looking for sunghoon in his office. he lets himself in and notices the visible lack of boxes that were there a few days ago. confused, he walks to sunghoon's desk and opens the drawer.

jake pauses and smiles. all of sunghoon's things have been put back into their places. grinning from ear to ear, jake does a little dance to the door out of happiness and walks proudly out of the door, earning weird looks from patients and visitors passing by. but jake could care less. there were some bumps along the way, but his plan worked.

"pfft- never gonna become a thing she said." he says to himself and shakes his head with a smile.

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astronomy - y.jw

pairing : jungwon x fem!reader genre : angst, childhood friends to lovers to strangers, a little fluff, inspired by conan gray's song - astronomy wc : 1.5k warnings : break up, skinship (cuddling), a lot of time skips, that's all i think? (lmk if there are more!) synopsis : jungwon is your childhood friend and you end up falling in love with him, you were both like two stars shining together in the sky, or so you thought. what happens when he chooses to part ways and forgets about you? maybe you're just two worlds apart. a/n : the middle picture of jungwon laying on the red flowers was literally giving superache album cover

"we drive through the woods, rich neighborhoods to watch" jungwon was your childhood friend.

you've known him since you were born because your mothers were friends and had given birth months apart. you practically grew up together, you spent your days walking to school, watching movies or playing with him. when both of you were 7 you made a pinky promise, "promise to never leave each other?" "promise."

"we joked as we looked that they were too good for us"

pinky promise forgotten, with both of you now 16, he asks you a question that catches you off guard. "(name), do you have a crush?" "no, I don't, why do you ask?" you replied tilting your head in confusion. "nothing, all my friends have crushes so I was wondering if you had one. the rich kids around here are too good for us anyway." he states and you both burst out in laughter. you have shared laughs with jungwon before, but this time you feel giddy and strange, something you've never felt before. maybe you did have a crush after all.

maybe its only a one time thing you thought, but your feelings remained, it was clear. Your feelings for jungwon weren't going anywhere.

you sit at your desk one night, looking through your window at the dimly lit room across from you.

jungwon's room.

there he was, laying on his bed on his phone with the window slightly open to let the night breeze in, you don't know what came over you but you felt bold. grabbing a piece of pink paper on your table, you pour your heart out. thinking long and hard about what to write, you hurriedly fold the pink paper into an airplane and open your window. aiming it carefully, you throw it towards his window, watching it float down onto the floor beside him, you see him look up from his phone, and look at you. flashing him an awkward and embarrassed smile, he reaches for the paper plane carefully unfolds it. you watch as jungwon's eyes scan the paper and hold your breathe.

dear jungwon, when i'm with you, it feels different now, i value our friendship, but lately i've been wanting more. we have done so many things together, we've traveled the seas, we've ridden the stars, we've seen everything, from saturn to mars. your eyes are like black holes, i fear of getting lost in them. you're my universe, and i think i like you. -(name)

what will he say? will it ruin your friendship? will this change things? You hadn't thought about it that far.

after what seems like hours, he looks up from the paper with flushed cheeks, you watch as he slowly walks to his own desk and scribbles something on a piece of paper. he holds it up to the window and you can't believe what you're seeing.

"i like you too, be my universe?"

you flash him a soft smile which he returns and you nod, his smile widens and he mouths you a "see you tomorrow" to which you flash a thumbs up, smiling as you close the curtains as he does the same.

mornings were now spent walking hand in hand to school, jungwon offering to carry your bag for you, hanging out in the others house, sleeping over, and cuddling in bed.

it was perfect.

you both were happy together and you thought nothing could change what you both had now.

"now i know, now i know. it's time to go, it's time to go"

college. you decided to stay and chose a college near you, the same couldn't be said for jungwon. he had a dream. the dream to be an idol, to perform on a stage. you knew he auditioned, a part of you wished he didn't pass, but it felt selfish of you. when he got the news that he had passed, he told you first, you gave him a smile but he didn't seem to notice the sadness behind it. now here you are, standing outside his house about to say goodbye.

"(name), can i talk to you really quick?"

you nod and jungwon leads you to the side of the garden, and you prepare yourself. "lets break up." he says. you're taken aback never did you think he would do this. "jungwon w-what are you saying?" "i'm being serious (name), i want. to break up" he says with no expression. "what did i do wrong? we can work it out just tell me what's wrong" you say your voice shaking, "i don't feel the spark anymore (name), it's getting boring, you're getting boring and i want to end this." he makes his way back to the car before you can say anything.

"stop trying to keep us alive, you can't force the stars to align when they've already died."

you were going to reassure him that you could work around the distance between you. but what's done is done, his dream was his main goal and nothing was going to stop him from achieving it. you watch as he hugs his parents and gets in the car, making eye contact with you, his eyes expressionless proof that he truly did have no more interest in you. heart breaking, he drives off and his parents make their way back inside their house, but you can't move. you're stuck standing there, jungwon, your love, was gone.

"from far away, i wish i'd stayed with you"

you tried to move on you really did, it took a long time for you to get over him. you forced yourself to forget, forget all the memories you made together, the pink promise you made, everything. you saw him rise to success, you were happy for him. but it still pained you to think about what you could've been if he still had that spark, if he didn't leave, if he still loved you. you were not fond of loud concerts and people continuously screaming and jumping but here you were, in front of a concert stadium. your friend had bought 2 tickets for her and another friend but her friend ended up cancelling last minute taking you instead. you would rather be at home and asleep than here, surrounded by thousands of other people your age, and bound to stand up for the next 2 hours because your friend had gotten floor seats. the lights starts to dim and the audience erupts into cheers, the stage lights come on highlighting 7 boys standing. the camera focuses on the one in the middle and your heart drops.

jungwon. it was jungwon.

"but here face to face, a stranger that i once knew."

you didn't expect to see him ever again, not like this at least, at his groups concert. dumbstruck, you try to ignore the fact that your at your ex's concert and try to enjoy the music. after a few songs, they end their dance and stop to talk to the fans. the group does their introduction and each member introduces themself. the 6 other members finish and jungwon goes last. his face is focused on the screen and the crowd starts chanting, "hello everyone, i'm jungwon and thank you for coming tonight!" he says with a big smile. he may have changed but his smile was just like you remember it. you watch as he walks around the edge of the stage approaching your section, you can see him better now and it all starts coming back to you, all the memories together.

he waves at the fans and you make eye contact, his smile slightly fades and he looks just as surprised as you did when you first saw him on stage. he slowly raises his hand and waves at you not breaking eye contact and flashes you an embarrassed smile and turns around to walk to the other sections, but not without turning around to look at you again. you let out a breath you didn't realize you were holding and your friend notices, "are you okay? you haven't said anything since they came on stage." giving you a concerned look. "i'm okay, just the adrenaline rush i guess." you lie reassuring her that you were fine, your heart was beating fast at the sight of jungwon again.

as the concert comes to an end, the members say their final greetings, each one thanks the fans in their speeches. "tonight was a special one for me, and i'd like to thank each and every one of you for coming, i hope we all see each other again!" he says with a smile, he looks at you in the eye again "i love you." and maybe, just maybe, that was directed to you. but no one could know that and they never should know, the crowd starts cheering again as they bow and the lights come to a dim. you were now strangers to each other, the past didn't matter.

you're just a normal girl, jungwon is an idol.

it's like astronomy, you're two worlds apart.

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