so if cecil thinks abby always avoids his questions and refuses to talk about their dad when she actually tells him each time, he just forgets, what does that say about their mom avoiding abby's questions and changing the subject each time she asked
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Also! the way cecil and abby differ in how he explains his treatment of steve at the beginning: cecil saw steve as replacing him as abby’s go-to person but abby saw his behaviour as an attack on herself??
anyways the palmer siblings are everything
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the first time we hear abby’s voice and she gets to say the very first fuck of the 12-year-long show. godbless
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okay my mind is reeling from the latest episode i'm going to fucking explode this is one of the best episodes... period
so cecil's dad... left when cecil was born. For what reason, it's hard to tell. The narrative certainly seems to be setting it up as a concious choice, framing him as an absent father rather than just a dead one. The line "It’s not incomprehensible that two living, physical people could haunt each other." makes me really think the Gershwin-Palmer relationship was not a healthy one in any way.
But either way, he left, and maybe he died after he left, or maybe he left because he died.
But he's gone, and it broke their mother. She mourned him, she was forever haunted by him, haunted by the him she saw in Cecil. It completely ruined any semblance of relationship she had with her kids. As Cecil tells us in 182 (It Sticks With You), "Our mother wouldn’t speak to us. She would just walk and walk, much faster than we could. I think she wanted to lose us in the shadowy labyrinth of tall trees. [...] we always found our mom. She was at the same old tree, leaving flowers at the base of its giant trunk. And we would hike home. I don’t remember who the flowers were for. Maybe she never said."
That's as plain as it gets. She abandoned them, consumed in her grief and her anger. And, as we learn in Ghost Stories, she never recovered.
There's also the oracle element, however. And the Mirrors. That's weird, right? The prophecy that Cecil would die, and it would involve a mirror? Is this real? Is this an element of her mental deterioration? I can't say for certain. I hope it's not, I don't want cecil to die by murder.
And the trees. God, the trees. The trees are fucking everywhere and this isn't necessarily an unanswered question, more of a thematic element I want to draw more attention to.
Cause we have all the drawings of trees in 245, and we have 182.
But then there's episode 132, "Bedtime Story."
And this is a DOOZY. This is a story Cecil's mother used to tell him (Not Abby?) meaning that:
there were times she did managed to be somewhat motherly, although perhaps this was influenced by her weird oracular relationship with him
she told him. A bedtime story. About a little boy who felt neglected by his family, so he went out and dug into the mud and turned into A TREE.
I just want you to really take that in. This little boy felt neglected by his family, so he turned into a tree and eventually grew to abandon his humanity to the point where he could no longer recognize or comprehend the passing of his own family.
"And then my mother would pat my head and say: "Good night, Cecil. Good night." Or so I imagined. By then, I was long asleep." Cecil's mom... probably didn't do that. But he imagined she did.
I've lost the spoons to write out a shitton of analysis but I haven't seen anyone bring up Bedtime Story in reference to ep 246 and I think they really should
Also something something "What would be worse than death? Living long enough to stop being a human" "Oh Cecil is... way older than he knows isn't he...."
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like okokokok there is SO MUCH to unpack here
ABBY????
CECIL GOT D E S C R I B E D ?
It Sticks With You
Cecil FINALLY getting called out for how he treated Steve?
"The faces of children are ghosts"??
AND THE ABBY/CECIL CHILDHOOD STORY????
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also i've seen one person say like "perhaps we'll get a redemption of cecil and abby's mom" and i think... maybe we'll just get an explanation?
whatever caused her to be unable/unwilling to look after her children can explain it. but it doesn't excuse it. it doesn't make it alright. we already know she wasn't okay, cecil, for example, says in ghost stories,
She’s lost many battles to herself. Alcohol, debt, and lack of treatment or even awareness of a mental illness.
this doesn't make it better, though. she isn't a good mom because there were extenuating circumstances. it doesn't make abby or cecil any less traumatised.
maybe she was fucked up by their father, maybe she couldn't look at them without seeing him, maybe. probably. but that doesn't make her redeemed. it makes her a person. it makes her a person who fucked up her kids, and was fucked up herself.
i really love the way wtnv is handling cecil and abby's family. i think it's done really well, especially this newest episode.
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