#xingzoe

[geroya]

EXCUSE ME? EXCUSE ME???????????????? BELOVED XINGCHEN MEETING NOT!ZOE? EYE 👁👄👁

trying to be normal about not!zoe & then my brain is like hey hey what if !! what if !!! 

yeah !! like exes xingzoe, EXES xingzoe (already a concept i am. INSANE about). they're the sort of exes who do still care about each other who broke up, maybe not on the Best terms (bc things were said / left unsaid) but how do they stop LOVING each other?? when the big, underlying reason they broke up was bc zoe can’t stay & xingchen HAS to. zoe’s this constantly moving object that was, IS, always searching, looking, could never sit still, and never would no matter how much she was insistent on returning to (or staying with….) a place she could consider HOME and xingchen?? they can’t leave. they’re rooted to their planet & their home their sect the ideals they were raised on like a god damn mountain. but they wouldn’t be their father, they wouldn’t CAGE zoe so their break-up ends like that. with zoe rushing forward and xingchen staying behind, both of them letting the other go bc they love them so so much and it would mean a decay of the other if they stayed. 

so i can only IMAGINE how fucking SHOCKING it might be for xingchen to meet not!zoe, the double of the woman they love. like and also going crazy about the concept of not!zoe being formed from/during the time before zoe went to space, so she is completely foreign to anyone zoe has met during her runs in space bc not!zoe hasn’t been there, she hasn’t been through that. so for xingchen to meet her, she’s something they’ve never seen before of zoe. 

i do think. that they ARE endeared by her, despite how it makes their stomach churn and chest hurt. like there is a large feeling of WRONGNESS about not!zoe and xingchen recognizes her face as their ex-lover’s, who they are still a bit sold on. so it’s like. even if not!zoe kills a person and then turns on xingchen, they’d probably still hold their hands out to her & hold her the same way they would for zoe, but it’d be a bit more shielded. like don’t… dont play with my heart. don’t look me in the eyes and lure me in or something like that. you know?

#☼.txt #inbox #ahaura #jo #xingzoe #specular tag #sunder tag #i do NOT have a tag for xingchen yet which is SUCH a fucking shame oh my gosh #xingzoe break up feels inevitable when i look at it sometimes bc of the way zoe is so. HUNGRY & xingchen would give her everything they own #to keep her fed & zoe (at the time ESP) really feels she has nothing to offer and it. makes her feel AWFUL. USELESS. like a leech

[abiik]

[pulls up like im in a drive thru] H!!!!!! MISS U ❤❤❤❤❤❤ and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh can i get a zoe/xingchen w a #1, 2 & 8 for the otp asks??? 😊😘

HIIIII MAIAAAA MISS U TOOO I HOPE UR TRIP IS GOING GREAT!!!! 💕💕💕💕

coffee shop au: surprise surprise! im actually not the biggest fan of coffee shop aus, but the idea of zoe being the cute barista that xingchen keeps frequenting this coffee shop for despite the fact that 1) they dont drink coffee 2) the coffee isnt even that great & 3) they kind of have to go out of their way to get there is fucking HILARIOUS. they always just end up giving their coffee to someone else or trying the weird concoctions zoe makes with the STRAIGHTEST faces they can manage even tho they HATE coffee. someone pls save xingchen from theirself. zoe isnt even a fan of coffee herself so nexkjek it's like. EVEN MORE hilarious when u realize WHY she's making this customer suffer through trying her concoctions. "oh yeah coffee isnt really my thing - but it SEEMS to be Your thing, right xingchen????" *cue xingchen sweating*

college au: OH THIS IS ACTUALLY CANON THIS IS FUCKING HILARIOUS OKAY. xingchen's the straight a student teacher's pet who literally has never done anything wrong, they are So good, they have a wonderful schedule they have a planner they have a wonderful sleeping schedule they dont get distracted they even manage to fit in extracurriculars. they're ON TOP OF THEIR GAME OKAY!!!! zoe on the other hand. is the back row slacker that manages to enrage the teacher with a debate that ACTUALLY makes sense. she cant sit still & has a horrible sleeping schedule & procrastinates like CRAZY but still somehow is neck and neck with xingchen and they HATE it.

bodyguard au: yall i– XINGCHEN AS THE TALL, COLD, SOCIALLY INEPT ACCIDENTALLY PINING FOR ZOE BODYGUARD!!!! but ALSO......... z o e!!! as !!!! xingchen's bodyguard..........i am. THINKING. there r possibilities here. cause like. u could go the first route where xingchen is like im only here to do my job, no funny business fuck off while zoe who is an absolute charmer is always just Poking them for a reaction or out causing Problems On Purpose & xingchen is like: it's like u WANNA get hurt how am i supposed to protect u when u keep running OFF.

or u could go the second route where ZOE's the bodyguard & xingchen is like. what a shitty bodyguard. she's always fucking around not doing her job to the full extent just being neglectful always messing with me. if only she paid attention to everything around us more instead of ME and then BAM xingchen sees zoe get down to business for the first time and is like. okay so maybe i....am in love

#h talks. #h replies. #maia #princelee-chang #xingzoe #oc: zoe huang #oc: xingchen #THANK U MAIA ILYYYYYY #I HAD A LOT OF FUN I LOVE THINKING ABOUT AUS #text heavy

[abiik]

iM GONNA THROW A FIT

#h talks. #MAIA!!!!! #M A I A #M A I A #that song is P E R F E C T #oh my gOD #HOLY FUCKING SHIT #OH MY GOEICKEOIXLWIS #villain au #xingzoe #THERE'S NOT EVEN LIKE ONE SINGLE PART OF IT THAT I CAN PICK OUT & BE LIKE YES THIS PART IS BEST BC /ALL/ OF IT #miss florence at it again thank u ma'am #UGGGHHHHHH IM GONNA #THROW A F IIII T #!!!!!!

[abiik]

not to be nsfw on main but villain au! zoe & xingchen pleading the other not to die mid-battle w each other but in an exhilarated sort of way

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: zoe huang #oc: xingchen #a sort of: i never want this to end kind of way; i never want to do this w anyone else kind of way; i never Could do this with anyone else #death mention #villain au #like in their minds. not out loud #telepathically both just being like: dont die. not yet. #even tho the other cant hear them

[abiik]

i just realized that if xingchen & zoe were a villain/hero ship, xingchen would be the type of villian that would absolutely be jealous that zoe had other bad guys to fight

#h talks. #oc: xingchen #oc: zoe huang #xingzoe #xingchen: ah look she finally arrived – #zoe: sorry im late i had to deal w something from some other bad guy #xingchen: u. what were. Who #xingchen wants one on one time w zoe ONLY #ejxonekxiwk #they're a lil selfish #they wouldnt be as blatant as a villian!zoe would be about it but they're def be a lil sTUFFY #villian meetings be like xingchen why r u giving half the table even WORSE of a cold shoulder they're all in bad condition #after dealing w zoe cant u lighten up? #& xingchen is like. why are you talking to me? #xingchen Would throw fits tho nekxjd #we can pepper in a lil tae gu. as a treat. a lil hyeoky bc that is the only way i can imagine xingchen going about this #xingchen: [sets up the perfect thing for zoe] #keme shows up instead #xingchen: 😠😠😠😠 #this is all over the place sorry #spur of the moment thought #i should go to sleep im getting bad vibes 😅😅 #villain au

[abiik]

i am. thinking about villain au..........

#h talks. #villain au #xingzoe #they're......they.........i.......... #uhhhhhhhhh #gonna go a little insaaaane

[abiik]

WIFE!!! HOW COULD I FORGET WIFE!!!!!

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: xingchen #oc: zoe huang #THATS THE OTHER THING XINGCHEN LOVES TO CALL ZOE WHEN THEY GET TO THAT POINT IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP

[abiik]

i think the most intimate thing xingchen could use to refer to zoe would be xian & that's literally the ONLY thing they use to refer to her.

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: xingchen #oc: zoe huang #i was thinking about pet names & whether or not zoe & xingchen used terms like 'baby' or whatever #& whether XINGCHEN did #but i dont think xingchen does. not in either language. like. they just straight up say 'xian' in the softest tone & thats IT #zoe is DONE FOR she is a PUDDLE she is squishy she is in LOVE kiss her xingchen. do it. #while i think zoe DOES use pet names flippantly. without Any regard for xingchen's poor heart.

[abiik]

not to be nsfw on main but villain au where xingchen faces other heroes from time to time but they can never really take xingchen apart the way zoe can. these other heroes can never really get the upperhand on them the way zoe can, can never really tear down xingchen into this uncomposed, snarling mess time and time again bc they dont know xingchen inside & out like zoe does.

#h talks. #villain au #xingzoe #like. i just. [clenches fists] #u know. #xingchen is so...composed all the time #or they appear that way #the only ppl who can read them easily both in this au & in canon are caixia their mother & zoe #so even tho in this au zhu is working with xingchen zhu doesnt really have an understanding of xingchen the way zoe does u know #& even keme who faces xingchen when zoe cant make it or is preoccupied with other duties even keme who is REAAALLY good #doesnt get met w such vicious one on one battles w xingchen the way zoe has #bc keme hasnt wiggled beneath xingchen's skin the way zoe has #xingchen – unfortunately for them – has a place for zoe & in response they're like i will try to destroy the one thing that could possibly #be held against me. that could stop me from achieving my goal #what was that quote the other day that me & maia were yelling about #'if i love u is that a fact or a weapon?' #YEAH YEAH YEAH UHHH #I RAMBLED & I DUNNO IF I GOT MY POINT ACROSS #BUT JUST. ZOE BEING THE ONLY PERSON TO REALLY PULL IT OUT OF XINGCHEN & XINGCHEN GOING /HARD/ ON ZOE #like keme is just like. ... damn z /i/ didn't even get wounded this bad when i went up against them wtf did u SAY #& zoe is just like [big innocent eyes as her big bro who knows she is a grade a lil shit patches her up] WHO?? ME?? #IM GONNA GO A LIL CRAZY YALL IM AM I MAKING S EN SE I CANT TELL I AM HAVING A COMPLETE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE RN

[abiik]

aaaa xingchen be like: xian i would like to build a garden with you

and zoe is like: !!! oh that's great !!! u wanna go find some potted plants at home depot rn or....?

#h talks. #oc: xingchen #xingzoe #zoe is....a little slow #xingchen's dying a lil inside pls xian pls take a hint i am professing my undying love for u #zoe: 👁👄👁 is that what that is? #i thought u jsut wanted little succy babies #xingchen: ...succy...babies....? #zoe: yeah you know. succulent. children. for us to raise.... together.... oh. /oh./ #xingchen: [mortified] /succy babies/ #NEKCJEODUEKDKE #FIRST CHICKENS & NOW SUCCY BABIES #LIL SUCCS #IM WHEEZING

[abiik]

xingchen: the sun is...so bright

zhudian:

zhudian: you're looking at a picture of zoe smiling.

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: xingchen #oc: guang zhudian #zhu is just like why r u so.....fucking gross #🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢 blockt #zhudian: yes im gay. yes im homophobic. we EXIST.

[abiik]

xingchen, who Does Not Pout, getting kissed right on the mouth by zoe mid-pout

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: zoe huang #oc: xingchen #zoe pouts a lot too but it's a crywolf sort of situation. she's like 🥺 kiss? zoe needs kiss? and xingchen's like #WAY TO TWIST MY FUCKIN ARM XIAN HOW C O U L D YOU #BUT THEN XINGCHEN POUTS AND ZOE IS LIKE AWWWWEEE IS A-XING POUTING AGAIN #xingchen: i dont Pout. #zoe: mhm okay yes of course believe whatever u wish babe #xingchen: <_< i DONt #BUT THEN ZOE KISSES THE POUT AWAY AND OH WOULDJA LOOK AT THAT XINGCHEN IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON #WHAT A COINCIDENCE IT'S ALMOST!!! AS IF!!! XINGCHEN!!! DOES!!! POUT!!! AND THEY'RE A BIG!!! FAT!!! LIAR!!! #also sorry bout all rhe reaction pics it's the only way i can express myself :))))

[abiik]

tbh i just think about zoe & xingchen sharing a bed & i go absolutely fuckikeoxkekskeksjeksikekssrawrwrarwrararar RAWR !!! baAKR BARK ARK ARK ARW GGRRRRRR GRR GRRRRrrRrrrRRRRR RAWRF BARK GRRAWRG WOOF GRRR !!!!!! GRRRRRR WANG !!!!!! RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR BARK BARK barK BAKR ABKR BaRrRRkKk nnn !!! GRRRRRRR HNGGSGRRRRRRRRR RAWR RAWR RAW RRR RRARR BARK

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: zoe huang #oc: xingchen #throw yin into the mix for ot3 & i- #[tips my head back to keep myself from crying]

[abiik]

xingchen's waist,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,zoe holds that :)

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: zoe huang #oc: xingchen #i think bout them tnight

[abiik]

dOMESTIC XINGZOE

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: zoe huang #oc: xingchen #yall i am GRRR BARK RAWRF #I AM AT THE POINT WHERE I WANT TO BARK & SOB SIMULTANEOUSLY BC OF THIS #u know????? #JUST U G H #UGH!!!!!!! #im happy to have thoughts back but also. JEOCIELSJWOSKLWISKWJZKEIDJ #tw adam driver #for the pics

[abiik]

xingchen tracing zoe's tattoos, xingchen kissing zoe's tattoos, um basically just xingchen appreciating zoe's tattoos !!!!

#h talks. #xingzoe #oc: zoe huang #oc: xingchen #and her scars #but that's a whole other thing #like. im #im gonna go fucking apeshit #im also gonna go apeshit over the idea of zoe kissing xingchen along their body but THAT IS ALSO A WHOLE OTHER THING.....😳👀