#y bc i got here at 7am. so i woke up at 5.30 and i teach from 3 to 5 normally

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#shout out to crying quietly in a bathroom stall before u have to go teach a room full of 18yo children #my face is v splotchy and if anyone asks if im alright i might burst into tears #y bc i got here at 7am. so i woke up at 5.30 and i teach from 3 to 5 normally #but the person who teaches 5 to 7 is sick so someone needs to substitute and i knew as soon as i saw the email it had to b me #bc no one else is prepared to teach on the 1st day of the week. so i get to do a 12hr day with basically zero breaks #and i have SO much that needs to get done. all the other TAs have all their stuff graded or at least made a start #and im gonna be here until its dark outside. and i probably made everyone feel bad bc my voice was shaking when i volunteered myself #and im not mad at them or blame them. im the obvious choice to do it. i also just so happen to b having #some sort of breakdown so ya kno. not ideal but so it goes #itll b fine. its the topic i study so it should b fine #unrelated #thats thr other thing. its beautiful outside and im not gonna b able to run bc itll b too dark when i leave