#you cant enjoy things because youre haunted by the fear that someone will think lesser of you for all of it.

[mewfeuillez]

cringe is such a fucking evil emotion i jam to this fucking tattletail fansong nearly every day and then i feel like pure shit because how dare i enjoy things.

#the eternal struggle #when ur family and peers bully u for every single thing you enjoy forever and now even in the comfort of your own head #you cant enjoy things because youre haunted by the fear that someone will think lesser of you for all of it. #malware.meows #starts banging my head into a wall #the desire to be a fun and unbothered person but then being bothered in your own fucking head no prompting.