#yuki talks ideas

[evanescentdawn]

i do love when i saw the comments abt ep13 I think? the fear of the amnesia trope happening (v understandable) and when I was thinking of stuff to write I was like. what if. shin-yu really does get amnesia because that stuff is glorious, I mean wouldn’t want be in the show currently jfjfjfj but in fanfic world…. yes. oh my god, okay. I had some idea abt this how would go but another just popped into mind. if… since shin-yu forgot, it would make it easier for Hong-Jo to slip away. to be gone of his life completely. fcking hells. the angst. oh, hongjo why tho art pain thyself this way…. but this is incredibly fun to think of. angsttt, my beloved.

jdhdjjd what I was originally thinking of. what if shin-yu forgets you know everything that happens after their first meeting, and was thinking this happens when they are dating but Hong-Jo hasn’t found about like. the red hand thing. like it would be so interesting to explore na yeong & shin-yu’s relationship (I for one am so v fascinated n obsessed with it. I wanna study it so badly) and add in, hong-jo who… what was I gonna say here. I forgot LMAO. anyways, yeah. this idea is so bang to me. imagine waking up to seeing u havin a new gf that u had ur first (tech second) meeting n don’t even like her one bit, but is suppose to love her. na yeong is def going to take advantange the whole memory thing when she hears of it. also so curious of how hong-jo would react to this situation. gasp… realised heh hongjo would probs meet his parents. i wannnaaa write it

ALSO HAD THIS OTHER IDEA. WHERE. LISTEN….. JANG SHINYU FORGETS HIS LIFE YES. BUT. MUJIN. MUJIN OPENS HIS EYES INSTEAD !!!!!!! like, with how Jang shinyu said when he died or whatever, he saw everything. what if. it’s mujin who temp is the one to open his eyes, even though tech mujin & shinyu is the same person. it would be really fun. cuz past person in >> modern present but also. IF THERE IS A NEXT LIFE, LET US BE HAPPY. T.T it would be soo fun to have interactions with the gardener & JAEKYUNG ESPECIALLY. cuz wtf was is that guy in his past life. not my jaekyung. also omg, I just remembered. this shinyu is very skilled individual so hello. n gd. thinking about how he’d act when he sees aengcho.

I was thinking of having this mujin thing… IN EP!!! 14 WHEN HE WAKES UP!!!!! but how fun would it be to also have it when Hong Jo isn’t aware of the past life, didn’t have memories of it, and here is. shin-yu who wakes up as his past life. from that moment where he killed her. but SHE DOENST KNOW!!!!!!! he is devasted, looking at her n she doesn’t know !!!!!!!!! she doesn’t remember !!!!!! mujin wouldn’t probs care after a hot minute cuz she’s here n she’s v much alive and he’ll treasure n loveeee her (Jang shin yu who fhjfhfjdjd)

okay. but now this giving me another idea where mujin is like. v much alive in Jang shin yu in the sense that aengcho’s red hand touches and caresses shinyu and haunts him. WHAT IF…. THEY INTEREACT…. that would be so fun. Jang shin yu is like wtf, when he starts after the dreams to. see him. 3:05

#yuki talks ideas #destined with you #I WANNA WRITE ALL OF THESE #but it’s gonna be so much effort 🥴😔 my brain doesn’t want tooooo #what if I just. daydream instead of writing ig #but i wantttt it I will try to anyways #I love it when the brain ideas

[posletsvet]

What's breaking my heart over and over again is that, during Geto's conversation with Yuki, the sound of applause creeps back to haunt him right the instant Yuki unknowingly feeds the worst part of him, encouraging his darkest thoughts.

But then it stops -- when Yuki reminds him of his humanity. When she reminds him that it's the thoughts that we choose to act upon which define us. That indecision and doubt are sometimes a sign of self struggling against outside forces. That nobody is without dark things, both emotions and thoughts, but it's a part of what makes us human. That, in the end, he has not made his decision yet.

Wasn't it a relief, even if a fleeting, temporary one? To be reminded that he is not the hatred and confusion and resentment festering inside him. That, even though his whole world is faltering, his not that long ago unwavering beliefs are now withering away day by day, he is still in control of himself and his fate. That he is yet to decide what will define him, and it's his and his alone choice to make.

This, after Geto's implying that he's not good enough a person for Haibara to sit next to him.

I keep thinking about how, despite Geto's self isolation, despite his feeling that he's lost and alone in all of this, there were people around him and they were there for him. Yuki, who in her own manner tries to cheer him up and guide him through his desperation (and look, there's only that much she could do). Haibara, who still looks up to him, who asks what Geto wants him to bring for him and who manages to make him laugh a little. Gojo, he does see that Geto is struggling and forsaking taking proper care of himself and does make an attempt to get through to him as best as he can.

But sometimes there are things that cannot be helped. Geto cut himself off from everyone because he convinced himself that he wouldn't be understood. Did he really try to talk to anyone about what's on his mind? Anyone who knows him well enough to also know how to help him? Isn't it why he ends up oversharing to a complete stranger -- because there is no other outlet for his despair? Or no one he allowed himself to see?

It's ever more devastating to watch him spiral and cross the Rubicon after seeing those tiny glimpses of fragile hope for him.

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk analysis #geto suguru #yuki tsukumo #haibara yu #gojo satoru #also can i just say that yuki is a sweetheart? #she heard about two other special grades and dropped by to chat with them #even though she got a chance to talk only to one of them #and i really think she tried to make geto feel better #saying that he's not his dark part nor is he the one fighting it #but still she ended up providing him with ideas which only sped up his spiral #good intentions lead to hell... #oh it makes me physically unwell

[zadz0]

yuki appreciation ft. choso and geto

#i am in love with her okay #she’s one of my favourite characters in the series and in anime in general #i did this while watching death note and as a result i have basically no idea what was going on during the last 10 episodes 😭 #and i know the chosoyuki “can i try rizzing you up” has been done before but i wanted to use my yuki drawing for something #zad’s art #zad talks #jjk art #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #yuki tsukumo #tsukumo yuki #choso kamo #chosoyuki #suguru geto #geto suguru #my art

[g-xix]

You mentioned f1 in your last post about Chris, who are your favorite drivers vs who do you think are the most attractive? 😳

Ayup Anaaye! (lmk what to call u cuz I see you in my notifs quite a bit :) )

Gonne be quite brutally honest, errrr

IVE NEVER WATCHED F1.

I know, guilty as hell, I've never really been into or watched the racing all that much. Recently I've seen either a massive rise in popularity amongst my demographic, or I've just been exposed to it more- basically- my Tumblr dashboard has just been flooded with F1 smuts and I don't understand who I'm reading them about, but gahdayuum they're some good smuts!

just gonna use this website to check out some of the current hottest f1 drivers (bc the only face and name I know atm is Lando Norris but he looks quite young, short and cute)

Okay, so my thoughts on which f1 drivers are proper sexy:

-Wtf is CHARLES LECLERC doing behind a wheel? Bro is uhm- HOT AS FUCK. Weirdly resembling Josh Hutcherson. I think it's the face shape.

-Oh Lando's mildly cute, but he's cute in the Tom-Holland-as-Peter-Parker way, ygm? Also he looks like he'd be a part of faze clan or some other Fortnite group

-OIIIIIII in certain pics, YUKI TSUNODA looks kinda FINE... His look greatly depends on the hair day he's having (it's mildly bowl-cut-esque)

-MAX VERSTAPPEN isn't very hot imo but he has a smile where I think I'd end up having a crush on him if I watched the F1.

-Whoyyyy, LANCE STROLL has a kinda crazy underbite, but nah he's fine as hell. Really pretty, dark features (dark as in dark eyes n hair) and the hair's pretty cute too tbf. Solid.

Cheers for asking, Anaaye, and who are your faves? Do keep me updated on any interesting F1 news and please lmk if I've said anything horridly controversial.

Peace and love!

#WAFFLE!! #f1 #formula 1 #max verstappen #lando norris #charles leclerc #yuki tsunoda #lance stroll #red bull racing #red bull f1 #red bull formula 1 #mclaren #mclaren f1 #ferrari #f1 2023 #formula one #formula racing #alpha tauri #i have no idea what im talking about

[transmascyuki]

Welcome to White Space. You have been living here for as long as you can remember.

#Ik other people have had this idea before #most of us have thought abt it at least once #but it has been stuck on my brain so bad lately #so have a drawing!! #Asahina Mafuyu #Mafuyu Asahina #❄️ Yuki #Hatsune Miku #Niigo Miku #Nightcord Miku #Omori #Project Sekai #Project Sekai fanart #PrSk FA #Project Sekai Colorful Stage #25ji Nightcord de #25:00 at Nightcord #Nightcord at 25:00 #Angel arts #Angel talks #ID in alt

[evanescentsun]

this suddenly popped into my head <3

#lego ninjago #ninjago #zane julien #kai smith #kai jiang #DONT TALK TO ME #I CAN NOT BELOEVE I HAD THOS IDEA FOR ART ANF #THEN #I FCKING DREW IT #JUST LIKE THAT #IM GONNA CRYYYYYYY #I love this so much <3 #but seriously lol. where did this image even come from XD I wasn’t even nowhere thinking about ninjago that moment! even at all today! or a #all! lately! #JJFJFKDKDJDKD #also THIS LOOKS SO GOOD WTF —- #yuki art era is HERE

[sunset-bridge]

making prank phone calls as the meteor falls ~~

#persona 3 #p3 #makoto yuki #p3 protagonist #minato arisato #p3fes #myart #reiji akiyama #hes everything to me you guys have no idea #hes like the patron saint of the me community #(guys with ancient dread all the time forever) #ALSO I NNEED TO DRAW more things with orpheus #its so funny they are besties. maybe its because reiji is scared and lonely but i never felt like the other protags are as close to their #personas . but reiji always talks to orpheus they hang out all the time lol... #hes. just as scared but he hides it better since hes the Mask #man.

[laugtherhyena]

I know i rant about Sdra2 often but I'm by no means saying that the first game is perfect. I has it's own flaws, the difference is that there's more things i like and feel the game did right there than it is in Sdra2, as such, the negative aspects of it don't go around my brain as often.

#even in some things i like in dra there are flaws #like in Ch3 whenre the group kicks out Yuki #it's a really unique and interesting idea on paper. but on execution you have the characters saying “let's not talk to Yuki and avoid him” #but then they just. talk to him anyways #and go “oh no i shouldn't be talking to you!” #like. it doesn't even feel like Yuki interacts with them less in this chapter than in the previous ones #which brings the question of why did you bother doing that in the first place? #if he will still be there for the important things and the characters still talk to him #thats one thing I've actively tried to tweak in -2+2 #you know. have the group ACTUALLY avoid Yuki (+ Ayame and Akane since they decided to stay with him) #so much so that you don't see them as often through the Au's Ch3 daily life #which in itself causes Kakeru to not be very relevant in the chapter he dies in which is a problem I'll admit #you win some you lose some #hyena ramblings #dra #sdra2

[loseberg-affectionate]

I’m listening to the AlphaTauri podcast (x). and Pierre is complaining about Dahmer (the Netflix show) and Charles who enjoyed it. now he is convinced that Charles is a psycho for liking it so much. 😂

#pierre gasly #charles leclerc #f1 #I gotta say I’m with pierre on this one #not on the charles is a psycho bit #but on dahmer and how weird that these types of shows are so popular now #*i added the link now #that might've been helpful in the first place already #this bit is right after yuki leaves #around the 26:00 mark #later on pierre also talks about his date nights with charles #and how they discuss business #boring #and pierre is apperantly trying to rope charles into going skydiving with him #charlotte is not thrilled about the idea #so next on pierre's agenda is to convince her

[yukihara-fujiko]

Who the fuck keeps throwing rocks at me everytime I fall asleep? I'm gonna find you and make you relive your worst nightmare. Try me.

#yukihara talks #i have no idea what to post abt yuki so have this ooc thing

[evanescentdawn]

i think in my one of my soulreaper!orihime series, rangiku and orihime most definitely hook up. like it just leads up to it one day and it keeps happening. it’s not really anything just something casual and fun <3

#bleach #shinigami!orihime verse #7.41 #maybe rukia joins in later who knows #rangikuhime #yuki talks ideas

[urostakako]

this isn't really about anything but I'm really curious to how this fight will go. Yuki can't kill Kenjaku because then the story is over, and Kenjaku can't kill Yuki because I'll be mad Maki has finally attained the heavenly restriction Yuki was researching, and she is essential to eliminating cursed energy which I assume will be a big part of Jujutsu Kaisen's ending. I hope Kenjaku won't kill Choso because they told him "You'll die" which guarantees his life for at least a little more time (wishful thinking). But even if he does die, there's still the dilemma that Yuki will remain and they can't kill each other because what will that do? Kenjaku can't merge everyone with Tengen at this point because then the story is over, and they can't just leave because then what was the point of going there. And a curveball would be the students somehow know and come help, but that makes no sense at all.

I'm thinking a few possibilities here, very few of which are possible. Or reasonable.

One, Choso dies. But that doesn't change much. Two: Tengen is in league with Kenjaku and will somehow keep Choso and Yuki in stasis. I think that's the best option to keep them both alive because I'm sure they could defeat Kenny, but they can't do that just yet. Three: Kenjaku begins a merge with Tengen but it'll take time. Everyone is scrambling to stop it. Four: Yuki drives Kenny out and alerts everyone of the danger, and their cursed technique. Five: something else I haven't thought of

#look at that im using grammar again #i'm really feeling the second one because i don't think any of them can die in a way that makes sense to the plot #this is just speculation i have no idea what im talking about #we'll see #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk 204 #jjk manga spoilers #yuki tsukumo #kenjaku #aricouldyounot

[mycomicbox]

#i talk #tumblr polls #crossover fusion #my polls #crossover #character fusion #steven universe #steven quartz universe #su fusion #persona series #persona #persona 3 #p3 protagonist #makoto yuki #drawing idea

[designernishiki]

my friend and I have been discussing the concept of a sitcom-like spinoff centered around the platonic autism4autism antics of kiryu and yuki and at the moment our top choice for what it would be titled is. Majima in the Middle.

#stay tuned because I highkey want to make an actual comic out of this. at least a few. see if it catches on #I have so many ideas. they just have so much potential to be so fucking funny together. #talks too much autistic vs hardly ever talks unprompted autistic. and majima is there #rambling #yuki #kiryu #majima #yakuza

[absolutedisasterr]

i can’t believe we’re going to see kiryu get with yuki next month

#ISHIN SPOILERS #yakuza ishin spoilers #like a dragon ishin spoilers #yakuza ishin kiwami #god how many names can i give this game #rgg #yakuza #sega #if anyone has no idea what im talking about and wants to know feel free to ask me looool #yakuza ishin #like a dragon ishin #ishin kiwami #i still dont know how to feel about this but i do love yuki

[fugafromtheworld]

How balsam masterfully portrays social anxiety's loneliness

I suffer from social anxiety ever since I was 12 years old (at least that's when I was diagnosed, but it was around those years I started showing symptoms as well), and with it, every step of your life feels like a challenge, you often feel pathetic and ashamed by the limitations you specially comparing to others.

While I was growing up this wasn't a discussed topic and I often felt alone, like an alien and like a complete failure, I always wondered if it was just me or anyone out there also felt this way and struggled with the same things.

Enters balsam! a song that's basically about social anxiety! doesn't talk about all the same struggles but talks about how someone with anxiety can sunk themselves in loneliness! and that was something I was very affected by as well.

This song was so dear to me, it made me feel less lonely and understood, it gave me a bit more strength to continue to overcome it and I hope this post helps others with the same illness to feel less lonely too, a problem so common in this condition.

Song details

english name: balsam

romanji: housenka

producer: Kurosawa Madoka

sung by: yuzuki yukari

translation by: tom the idiot

original upload date: july 31, 2013

link

The song

The song is in the pov of a girl that's lonely and doesn't like being lonely at all, and despite all that she refuses any attempts or considerations of getting closer to her peers because of fear of judgement, disguising it by preference, pride and even hatred!

I'll be pinpointing just some lyrics of the song so this doesn't get super long so please go listen to the full song!

Lyrics

I'm trying to pretend to be confident. Convincing and convincing myself that it's simple to do. How far will I go?

Not everyone with social anxiety does that but with me after i spent years with it i just decided to start saying i just like being alone and embrace loneliness as a part of me and trying to get deeper into it, but anyone doing this can quickly learn it doesn't last long and you start breaking eventually, it's imminent even as a social species.

Even if I break, should I say that I'm lonely? But, but, It's so embarrassing if it comes off as pathetic.

The key in here is "pathetic", people with social anxiety are terrified of the thought of someone noticing they have anxiety during a conversation, picking up on their uneasiness, or even trembling, pale face, the avoidance of eye contact, it can lead to judgement and that's our biggest fear, so often we'd rather stay by ourselves.

You surely must be hated? No, I just like being alone. But, but, Even if that's it, if I don't pretend it is, I will quickly break apart.

Once again, avoiding contact by convincing others and yourself that you just like being alone, by the fear of giving anyone a chance of judging you, accepting you just like being alone is easier than accept you struggle and there's something wrong with you.

I am a touch-me-not that sinks into silence: "Don't touch me." And yet, if you don't break the pod you can't get to the seed you know.

As any other phobias (in brazil social anxiety is a phobia, fear of being social), you can't overcome it without confronting it, so i believe break the pod and get to the seed has two meanings.

get to the seed is a metaphor for friendship.

get to the seed is a metaphor for her finding herself.

I am left out even if it looks like everyone is having fun.

This happened to me so many times, even when i wanted to join, i kept to myself, cause being exposed it's not worth it.

Rather than being flustered without putting herself in a group, a girl who can stand alone with confidence, is cooler right?

More of the cope of convincing yourself, that you actually look cool and perhaps even "mysterious" being by yourself, but those are all just acts to hide a deeper insecurity.

Please give me a heart that's never been broken.

I think the choice of making this "never been broken" instead of "can't break" says a lot.

Social anxiety always comes from deep past trauma, one where you felt so ashamed and ridiculed by other people you become traumatized of ever being in the same situation again or close to it.

So if your heart has never been broken like that before, perhaps you wouldn't have this condition right now and wouldn't be doing these things. You would be making friends, and being part of the fun.

And yet, you guys can't go to the bathroom alone. While cursing them, while cursing them, I was following them out of the corner of my eye.

Envy, sometimes with social anxiety you start convincing yourself you hate other people, you might curse them, and yet, you feel compelled to watch everything they do together and their every move, deep down this hatred comes from you having envy of them being able to talk to others with no problems and doing all these things while you struggle with a single sentence.

#i hope you guys enjoyed the post! #i got the idea after discussing the song with someone #figured i had a lot to talk about it and why not make a post then? #vocaloid #kaai yuki #yuzuki yukari #song analysis #song deep dive #social anxiety #anxiety #mental illness #mental health awareness #social phobia #music