tangerinesour

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you hear a piercing shriek come from the building to your right as the ground begins to shake beneath your feet. through the side doors bursts a monster that stands over nine feet tall — their pale skin is nearly translucent in the moonlight, pointed teeth bared in an ominous grin. when their milky gaze meets yours, a feeling of dread washes over you...

— ROLL INITITATIVE !

indie multimuse rp blog. feat. muses from bullet train, d&d, the grishaverse, my head, & more !! written by alex🔪

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( sp ). #i love tange having his own space so much but !! #i need to move him over to the multi. #i’m still keeping his blog open for myself to pull from and continue things off of.

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alex🔪’s spring cleaning blogroll : @pizzatheif ; @mirafirstmate ; @criticalfai1ure ; @sniperwithasmoke !

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( sp ). #sad abt my love of tange’s aesthetics but i’m shifting him over to my new multi in an effort to move more. #*write more lmao

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gonna be hopping blogs this week as my desire to write returns with the dissipation of my stress.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( ooc ). #i miss tange!!! #i'm gonna be logged into hugo for the majority of the week tho #bc he's Easy. #i'll pop in when i catch up on TL so i can yell abt tange playing football.

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yeah. he woulda been Feral in this new ep and honestly ?? good for him.

tangerine’s te.d l.asso verse.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( ooc ). #the song at the beginning !!!! of the match !!!!!!!!!

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tangerine’s te.d l.asso verse.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( ooc ). #that’s all. #lmao actually i’m gonna expand on this after i watch this weeks ep probably. #hold me to my word 🔪🔪🔪

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Psst! Avast there! It be too late to alter course, mateys...and mark well me words...dead men tell no tales! Keep a weather eye open, mates, and hold on tight with both hands if you please...there be squalls ahead, and Davy Jones' waiting for them what don't obey.

indie original pirate character loosely based on the skeletal helmsman from the potc rides in the dis.ney parks. written and loved by alex🔪

psd.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( sp ). #i miss tange !!! but i'm also setting up gus #eye contact //

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#001 ( ☿ ) ─── ( about ).

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ok first of all i didnt "miss" the red flags i looked them and thought yeah thats sexy

#001 ( ☿ ) ─── ( study ). #pff #come be toxic with tange tbh.

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whoever decided to put the melancholic forever blowing bubbles over That Scene owes me a settlement. i'm taking them to Court.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( ooc ).

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Lemon & Tangerine in BULLET TRAIN (2022)

#001 ( ☿ ) ─── ( vis ). #002 ( ☿ ) ─── ( lemon ). #beloveds. #yes i AM watching this with ro again. yes i CAN feel the obsession reigniting.

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#001 ( ☿ ) ─── ( study ).

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thanks for your patience, guys. last week at the doc did not go as planned but i am starting to feel better this week, finally. i am slowly starting to make some kind of a return and i’ll be on @mirafirstmate today. ilu.

this week has been garbage, health wise ( gotta love those preschool germs ), but i’m still hoping to be back next week after my doc appt. thanks for your patience w my silence, i’m smooching you all on the forehead.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( ooc ).

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this week has been garbage, health wise ( gotta love those preschool germs ), but i’m still hoping to be back next week after my doc appt. thanks for your patience w my silence, i’m smooching you all on the forehead.

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whirling the one sword 'round his head, a great wheel in the sun, he sent it splendid through the sky, [...] & blood began to run.

sir bérénice "bernie" du bouclier. the lady of the shield. she to whom victory will kneel. an original character written by alex🔪.

psd. quote.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( sp ). #watching a show abt witches and it's getting me Thinking abt Fantasy. so !!! #i'll be logged into bernie for a couple days.

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so much of tangerine, emotionally, is hidden behind a brick wall and i’m a mess about it this morning.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( ooc ). #to everyone but lemon.

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truly. wholeheartedly. i simply cannot watch things without subtitles anymore.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( ooc ). #frustrating that mike finds them distracting tbh. #but also he agreed to watch all the dc bond movies with me so i’m still winning here.

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you know why “tangerine’s world goes silent” hits me as hard as it does? separating it ( as much as you can ) from the movie and physically getting to see that emotion on a person who, up til then, had only one Very slight vulnerability — book!tange spends pages upon pages disparaging lemon, ensuring that the reader knows how little he thinks of being paired with someone so lazy and not only to be his partner! but that people constantly compared lemon to him. considered to look close enough to be his fucking twin. and then you watch as tangerine begins to worry when he hasn’t seen lemon in a while. and you get to realise that “oh, good. this tangerine does care about this lemon.” and then the prince says “are you sure you want to go in?” when they’re together at the bathroom door. and you hate it because there isn’t even a second of a pause. the wired lock is a clue from lemon, isn’t it? so of course tangerine will follow the thread ( or… copper wire ).

and then the line. tangerine’s world goes silent. and all that you’ve been given so far is how messy the scene is. that, and the knowledge of what tangerine would find, thanks to the prince’s earlier chapter. you can almost hear the way the sounds of the train, the prince’s shrill voice, all of it mutes until tangerine says “lemon,” and you can feel the weight of it even though it’s a single word printed on a page.

tangerine’s world goes silent. […] sound returns to his ears. the rattling of the shinkansen penetrates to his very core. […] tangerine feels his chest split open and shatter into small pieces. a cold wind gusts into the hole in his heart. he realises he’s never felt this before, which leaves him even more shaken.

this man who, up until now, has been business forward. who doesn’t have time for lemon’s t&f tangents. who says he’d rather not be associated with his partner bc they do not present the same standard. who finds a book he’d recommended to lemon in his pocket alongside a crumpled sticker sheet. who knows exactly which two trains are missing. “you know a lot about thomas & friends too, mr. tangerine.”

tangerine’s world goes silent is the book’s version of and lemon? you be careful too. in that it slaps me in the face with a feeling i wasn’t expecting. like, yeah, there are bits and pieces that slowly start to show how tange cares. in the book when his worry starts to manifest and in the movie when he asks about the bullet proof vest, etc. but that line? it means so much to me.

#000 ( ☿ ) ─── ( ooc ). #alex's bullet train blogging. #this is a lot and it’s messy but #i’ve been nonstop thinking abt it.