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tell me i’m despicable! say it’s unforgivable!

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thought of calling ya! but you won’t pick up!!

#eris: listening

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thinking about false god and all the religious imagery in this album

#eris: text #everytime i look up a word i don’t know if always goes back to religion #IM JUST SAYING

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i will say i felt immensely guilty for being so depressed at eras tour but i will say hearing i was not the only one for the first time ever from taylor herself helped a bit

#it wasn’t cause the show was bad it was because i am mentally ill #and my brain wanted me to fucking die #but i’ve carried around this stupid guilt about having a bad time because no one else i talked to had a bad time #or everyone would ask me how it was and i’d have to be like ‘oh i was horribly depression to the point i was just functioning enough to #perceive the show and sing the songs’ #like idk it’s a little comforting to hear ‘i’m so depressed i act like it’s my birthday! everyday!’ #eris: text

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DAYLIGHT // THE BLACK DOG

#🥲🥲🥲 #song: daylight #song: the black dog #album: lover #album: ttpd

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list of all the things on ttpd that lowkey are connected directly to fall out boy:

1.) the black dog in the fortnight video is similar to the dog on the cover of fall out boy’s latest album

2.) in loml taylor references a “field of dreams” which a movie that has the line “is this heaven? no it’s iowa” referenced by a song by fall out boy

3.) one of the songs is titled in the anthology is called “Peter” which is the not nickname name of Pete Wentz

4.) Ethan Hawke was in the fortnight music video as well as appearing to read a poem on fall out boy’s most recent album

5.) to be continued….

#eris: text #maybe this is just proof she wrote the album while listening to fall out boy’s new album #since it came out last year around breakup time alakaksjjd

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i keep making jokes that the tortured poets department is about pete wentz and accidentally starting to believe it

#OBVIOUSLY it’s not #however there are clues and connections #eris: text

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me: being normal

taylor swift: but that life was too short

me:

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just be lucky hayden doesn’t live near me because we would be living up the Fortnight challenge i promise

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also the secret is just my own ears to be clear because i’m pretty sure i’m on a taylor swift security team hit list somewhere and would never learn actual secrets even if i see travis kelce every week in the grocery store

#and by see him i mean a cardboard cut out of him #eris: text

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learned a secret today bout the production of one of the songs that i KNOW is gonna come out eventually and ruin the songs but until then im just gonna keep it like the little rascal i am

#eris: text #and tell hayden alakaljskd #(wel i already told hayden this morning but i just got home so im catching up on posts)

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me thinking I relate to The Prophecy then looking over and seeing my sleeping dog beside me on the floor when he could be in his comfy bed

#he said I want your company bestie #I don't need anything besides him #eris: text

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the last chorus of loml is so insane like??? our field of dreams, engulfed in flames??? your arson's match, your somber eyes???? AND ILL STILL SEE IT UNTIL I DIE??? YOURE THE LOSS OF MY LIFE??????????

#IT WAS UNNECCASRY SHOULDVE LET IT STAY BURIED!!! #eris: text

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thinking about the transition of "I brought a gun to a knife fight" -> "two graves, one gun" -> "did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?"

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my favorite part of “So High School” is that is sounds like a song that would be in a coming of age high school movie in the 2000s, especially the intro

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pov: you’ve had a bad morning but remember that you get the opportunity to play ttpd and the anthology in a predominantly male space all day

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thinking about how the worst thing taylor can call a man is “a bore” and they just casually call her a whore

#this is in reference to the clean version with the og bolted #eris: text