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Dalis, if you're there, still alive, and reading this, I'm trying to reach out to you. You can message me, I'm ready to talk.

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Oh no

All the people I used to interact with on Tumblr live are inactive now :(

#i was actually social and chatty there too #now its all makeup models and half alseep stoners again #the 3 nice people i watched with fun streams are gone :( #tonight is so fucking lame

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It shouldn't take a goddman *cry for help* mental health vent post to make your friends remember you exist

#mental health vent post #i have no solutions #im just kinda really fucking sad

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Today kinda sucks.

#its my day off and thats nice but im just #feeling kinda lonely #yknow? #thinking about what few friends i have and how easy it is for me to be forgotten #like every relationship i have is always on fucking life support and the moment i stop my one sided interactions with someone they just #forget i exist #like #ill just never hear from them again #it sucks #it fucking sucks man #why are all my human to human relationships of all kinds like this? #im so tired of people forgetting me

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my commission for @the-spectacular-spider-bi is finally complete!! thank you again for commissioning me bro!!

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Watch my speed drawing!!!! 

@sunset-opal @sp00kyc00kie @starlight-starkite @the-spectacular-spider-bi I hope y’all enjoy this !!!! 

[the-spectacular-spider-bi]

Batman and his kids working together in perfect synchronization to gaslight everyone around them about there just being the one Robin for no fucking reason would be the funniest running joke 🤣

idea: batman and the robins never acknowledge that there have been different robins. like they all act that there's only been one and that they're the same person basically.

Justice League who's used to teen dick not kid jason: who is this child?

Batman: what do you mean, it's robin.

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Batman and Tim walking through the watchtower:

Justice League who remembers robin literally dying: ...*side eye*...

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Flash: batman… who is this?

Batman: robin. you’ve met before. several times.

Flash: no, i met a black haired boy. this is a blonde girl!

Batman: her name is robin

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Superman: it's time for you to explain. where are you getting all these children?

Batman: i have no idea what you're talking about.

Superman *pointing to damian*: who is this kid?!

Damian: i'm robin. i'm offended you would even ask that? don't you remember *proceeds to recite a story dick told him of his robin days*

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Anyone else kinda, spent, when it comes to socal media? I never like any of these platforms much in the first place but I just cannot muster any energy or time to give even this one.

There's just, no point to it.

[the-spectacular-spider-bi]

I can't imagine a world where you don't exist. You’re a unique and wonderful person who deserves to live. To be happy.

:O

#whoa #thanks man

[the-spectacular-spider-bi]

Kinda sad rn.

Thinking about lost friendships :(

Feelings of loss and regret.

Man. I'm, not good at this. Never have been.

Don't know if I ever will be. I did try though.

Afraid to try again.

#i needed to put sad feelings into a post so i could #get em outta me and move on with my night #dont worry im ok just #sad #an old freind tried to reconnect with me and i didnt reply #for a long time #i finally get around to talking to them and they #deactivated #thier account #so #theyre gone again #😞 #i was sad and angry #ive been sad and angry for years #and for good reason #i had to wait all that time to finally hear from them #they could wait for me too #but #i took too long #and i might never get a chance too patch things up #i want to yell at them #and hug them

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I don't know if you can see this, but, if you want to talk, Dalis, I'm, open to it now.

I just, needed time. I hope your still on here and ok.

#everyone else ignore this im just throwing a line out #checking for signs of life

[the-spectacular-spider-bi]

So. Anyone got any hyperfixations they wanna share? 👀

What are you into at the moment?

#im craving human interaction rn. #this is very rare donot take it 4 granted

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Boo

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Doctors appointment soon. Might have a thing. A bad thing. Hope not. :(

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I have no memory of making this post.

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anyways Alternate Universe Me got a point tho ngl I'd love to wear a dress that makes me feel pretty 🥻👗 💅

I wonder if there's a dress out there for me...