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abuela calling out the fact that eddie is trying to fill the hole that shannon left. eddie trying to act like he doesn’t know what she means and abuela going “your grandfather was not my first love, you know? there was another man, julio. he was quiet. strong. he played the guitar, too. i was gonna marry him. picked out the dress and everything” a silence settles over them, pointed and charged. eddie looks at her. “he died?” isabel nods. “he did. got sick. a few years later i fell in love and married your grandfather. and your abuelo was—he was loud. funny. could barely carry the couch into the living room and i made fun of him for it.” isabel laugh and it’s tinted a little blue with grief, but the love overpowers it in every possible sense. eddie gets her point. “he was nothing like julio.” isabel shakes her head “no, he wasn’t. you don’t need another shannon, eddie. you need someone you love now. you will always love her. she will always be christopher’s mother. you’re allowed to love somebody else. you don’t need all this guilt, mijo.” she smiles, knowing and kind. chris laughs somewhere and eddie turns his head towards the sound, finds chris with buck, smiling and talking, buck listening to every word chris says the way he’s always done and eddie loves him so much he feels it everywhere. abuela squeezes his arm. her eyes sparkle when he meets her gaze.

#9-1-1 #911 season 7 speculation #eddie diaz #isabel diaz #shannon diaz #buddie #evan buckley #THIS oh I want something like this sooo bad #they have hinted at it multiple times now that eddie is looking for a love that feels exactly like what he felt for and had with shannon #and so before he can even fully let himself recognize the enormity of what he feels for buck #he'll need to realize that he will never again love someone exactly the way he loved shannon because you never love two people the same in #your life #but that doesn't mean that he can't love someone else just as much as he loved her IT'LL JUST FEEL LIKE A DIFFERENT LOVE #BECAUSE IT IS A DIFFERENT PERSON #and I think once that hits him it will be so much easier to let himself see everything he has already found in and built with buck <3 #and how it is just as big and good and love as what he had with shannon was and can exist right alongside the love he will always have #for shannon as his first love <3

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The "I've Never Said This Before" Podcast episodes are out now.

Spotify

#9-1-1 #oliver stark #a cute listen but yeah I don't really think much new information xD <3 #also that last personal question HO BOY that made me a little emotional <3

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The Iranian Regime is going to execute rapper Toomaj Salehi for supporting protests of Jina Amini’s murder by the regime in his songs.

Iranian activist Elica Le Bon says, “Iranians in the diaspora picked up on the fact that the regime tends not to execute people who become known to the international community. We have seen many examples of prisoners that were either released on bail or had their sentences commuted through our “say their names to save their lives” campaign on social media, using hashtags to garner attention for their causes, and even before social media existed, through getting the stories of political prisoners to international media outlets. Once reported on, and once the eyes shift to the regime and the reality of its pending brutality, realizing that the action is not worth the repercussions, we have seen them back down and not execute. For that reason, this is part of an urgent campaign for readers to talk about Toomaj as much as you can, using the hashtag #FreeToomaj or #ToomajSalehi. Every comment makes a difference, and if we were wrong, what did we lose by trying?”

#signal boost

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#signal boost

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9-1-1 // demisexual eddie diaz

#9-1-1 #eddie diaz #demi!eddie is so fucking important to me #HE IS THE MOMENT <3

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New 9-1-1 fans will never know the hell of having to wait a week between 4x13 and 4x14. Y'all are just binging everything! You don't know our struggles! /j

#9-1-1 #4x13/4x14 shooting my most beloved #thiiis xD #but also to be fair #they would have to pry that week from my cold dead hands because I would not give it back for pretty much anything #that week was an EXPERIENCE like nothing else and it was a fever dream and it was suffering and insanity of the highest order #but also man what a good fucking time it was too #I don't think it is something you can understand if you weren't there but man it was so integral to my experience with this fandom #if I am being honest I would NOT have wanted to be able to immediately watch 4x14 after 4x13 that wait was an inportant part of the journey #if that makes any sense at all xD

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i dont think this is unpopular but since you said a similar sentiment about ptsd jess i just. i dont think people genuinely understand the profound ways grief can absolutely fuck you up especially when you lose that person in such a horrific circumstance and people need to understand that about eddie’s character better i think

yes!! @starkguzman and @gayhoediaz were talking just the other night about how eddie will literally never get over shannon. there will never be a time he thinks of her and it doesn’t hurt. he will never have “moved on”. grief doesn’t get any smaller, your life just gets bigger around it.

i’m not saying he’ll never be happy or that he can never love someone (buck) again. but. it’s always going to hurt.

#9-1-1 #eddie diaz #shannon diaz #this! #this is so important to remember

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911onabc: We are thrilled by the opportunity to tell Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley’s story and are grateful to Oliver Stark for portraying it with love and care. Discovering and expressing yourself—at any point in life—is a beautiful thing and we hope you feel loved and seen here.

(🎨: @/zuna_craft, @bucksketch , @skyhighrollins911 )

#9-1-1 #oh okay #yeah that made me full on cry #nbd #god I love this show and every single person involved in it SO DEEPLY

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Okay…big full firefam event where everyone is seemingly happy and together and in a good place—an incredibly finale-coded/end of season type scene—NOT happening in the actual finale though…mom pick me up I’m scared.

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #I know I KNOW

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#911 spoilers #9-1-1 #Aaaaaw 🥺🥰

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#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #LET'S GOOOOOOO #I LOVE BEING RIGHT #also look at these cuties <3

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okay but if that big 100 people scene really is a big party deal at the firehouse for the entire extended firefam, potentially including a ceremony, I am really curious now whether they are filming for ep9 or ep10, because if it is ep9 that they are doing the big happy family get together in and NOT ep10, that very much heightens the possibility of them going for a finale cliffhanger instead of the way they usually tie up season finales, now that they have another season confirmed before they are done filming 👀 if they move up the happy family moment to ep9, that means there specifically isn't one in ep10 probably, which has me 👀👀👀

(on the other hand it is probably also not unlikely that they are already filming this if it is an ep10 scene, because it sounds like a logistical nightmare so they probs have to film it whenever they somehow manage to get all of these people in the same place and it probs takes aaages to film, but adkjflasdfkha I don't know enough about any of that xD)

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #911 season 7 speculation #I #l´I #I'll just be over here patiently waiting until nova detectives what ep they are filming this for xD

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hmmm is that a maddie leather jacket in the bts or a jlh leather jacket? because if it is maddie, then this is a more casual scene, but it could be a ceremony afterparty kind of deal at the firehouse!!!

FIREFAM SCENE??????!!!! with the whole entire cast???? MAYBE????!!!

yeah yeah yeah this is some kind of ceremony at the firehouse, like when eddie was done being a probie, isn't it?!!!! 👀

bobby medal ceremony real maybe??? 🥺

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers

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FIREFAM SCENE??????!!!! with the whole entire cast???? MAYBE????!!!

yeah yeah yeah this is some kind of ceremony at the firehouse, like when eddie was done being a probie, isn't it?!!!! 👀

bobby medal ceremony real maybe??? 🥺

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #911 season 7 speculation

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Isabel Diaz is going to be at the Madney wedding apparently

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #wait WHAAAAaaaAAaaaAAAAAT #👀👀👀👀👀👀

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Lou and Kenny are also filming with Oliver and Jennifer

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #👀👀👀 #WHAT ARE THEY DOING #this is evil teasing xD

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The thing about Buck is that everyone wants a piece but nobody wants all of him, and the thing about Eddie is that he has a hard time wanting something with all of himself but that’s how much he wants Buck, and the thing about Buck is that he never knows what he wants or makes his own choices but he always chooses Eddie, and the thing about Eddie is that he only makes choices that are for the benefit of other people except he chose Buck for himself

#9-1-1 #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 meta #*screams into hands* #this this THIS #if anyone needs me I will be howling at the moon and clawing at the walls for the rest of the day <3