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[theomachst]

Genesis considers his schedule. He had just gotten back from a mission and had some free time, if he buttered up Lazard, maybe he could give it a shot.

"I'll have to double-check with the Director, but I believe my schedule should be free... What about you, have plans?"

⸻ 𝑹𝑶𝑪𝑯𝑬 𝑰𝑺 𝑻𝑶𝑻𝑨𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝑻𝑹𝒀𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑻𝑶 𝑨𝑺𝑲 @theomachst 𝑶𝑵 𝑨 𝑫𝑨𝑻𝑬 . . .

❛ 𝑼𝑼𝑼𝑯𝑯 ... so listen ⸻ rumor has it that the gold saucer loveless premier starts tomorrow night ... are you going ? ❜

#fourthclone #✦ rp threads #LMAO Genesis is like SO CASUAL about it #not realizing Roche has probably rehearsed this in his room like 5000 times

[theomachst]

The Hospital: YOUR FEEDBACK IS IMPORTANT TO US- *keeps texting a survey to my phone* Me: omg can you leave me alone pls

#✦ ooc #I already left a nice comment about the attending nurse #i am recovering stahp

[theomachst]

send me 🕯️to hear my character's inner thoughts about your character.

#✦ ASK MEME

[theomachst]

Catastrophic event, no survivors

#I'M FUCKING DYING #✦ FANART #NO FUCKING SURVIVORS

[theomachst]

A fun mix

#✦ CRACK

[theomachst]

❝ ... i guess i'm just scared of losing you. ❞ // hey but like - consider one(1) Roche being deeply concerned for him

It doesn't come as a surprise: his little fledgling is growing, maturing by leaps and bounds. Perhaps Rhapsodos had been too mired within his own personal woes to notice it's insidious leakage into what should be effortless and genuine, the depth of his caring for the other SOLDIER and his progress as a rising young star on the cusp of nucleosynthesis.

He can feel the pride swell within his chest, his smile aglow with heartfelt emotion, even as he gently and steadily begins to pull away from the younger man's orbit. This had always been the plan since he learned what laid in store for him. He couldn't trust himself to fade away gracefully, with poise and perfection. He'd rip and rend, scratch and tear at even the kindest of hands offered in 'understanding', as well-intentioned as it was, he could not ignore that, no- They did not and could not understand what he was going through, thinking of every passing day, unless they had lived through it themselves. The starkness of it, in high contrast to everything else that had come before- It's fathomless enormity, yet it's bone-chilling precipitance.

The End.

"I know to what heights you'd yet soar, my friend. You cannot let anyone stand in the way of your upward momentum. It's not enough to want to be like someone-" he trails off, staring down into his own flexing hand, feeling the tightness of the bandages hidden just beneath the protective layers of leather and fabric.

"-in fact, I'd advise against limiting yourself that way. It is your own unique path that you're establishing, hammering out in flame and steel. Look up to those who came before, certainly... but you have to be willing to eclipse that image you've built within your own mind, and don't let it hold you back. Especially if it happens to be my own."

He claps both hands upon Roche's shoulders, giving a firm jostle, as if to ground him in he reality of that moment.

"Promise me," he demands rather than requests, the gravity of his expression perhaps too intense for the snippet of wisdom he's extrapolating.

"The last thing I want is to hold you back, Roche."

#fourthclone #✦ rp threads #AUUUUUUUGH *COLLAPSES ON THE FLOOR AND ROLLS AROUND GROANING IN PAIN* #GENESIS YOU ARE SO STUPID I HATE YOU #Genesis: DON'T BE LIKE ME ROCHE EXCEPT BY TELLING YOU THIS AND BEING CRYPTIC AND VAGUE #I'M ACTUALLY DOOMING YOU TO FOLLOW IN MY OPPRESSIVE FOOTSTEPS OOPSIE DAISY #INSTEAD OF YOU KNOW ACTUALLY SAYING WHAT I MEAN WHICH WOULD MAKE FUCKING SENSE IF I VOCALISED IT #i NEVER SAID THEY HAD BRAINCELLS YOUR HONOR

[theomachst]

❝ i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay you. ❞ [angeal - monstersmade]

"There you go again-" Genesis laughs, though a genuine air of exhaustion can be parsed from his tone.

"You don't have to worry about 'repaying' me, you're my friend and I want to do this for you. If you're really that torn up about it, then you owe me a drink during off duty hours. Deal? When's the last time we sat down and caught up, it feels like ages ago."

Of course, he couldn't blame Hewley (or could he) for being the 'spiritual heart' of SOLDIER, more myth and legend than the humble and borderline infuriating man he'd grown up with.

Was it the same for Sephiroth, he wondered, being forced to live up to impossible expectations that merely burdened one's soul rather than uplift it?

#✦ rp threads #monstersmade #I keep feeling like Genesis both resents not being able to spend time with his friends but also is fine with it #because he sometimes finds them both insufferable to deal with #just human flaws and feelings and complications #✦ YOUR EGO SWOLLEN WITH THAT FEELING OF OMNIPOTENCE [IC]

[theomachst]

in case you didn't know

for muses who need to share some intimate thoughts with one another. can be platonic, romantic, familial ... works with any kind of dynamic really. feel free to change pronouns, descriptor words, whatever you may need!

❝ you know i love and care about you, right? ❞ ❝ ... i guess i'm just scared of losing you. ❞ ❝ i don't like most people, but you're an exception. ❞ ❝ you're not alone. you'll never be alone. not as long as i'm here. ❞ ❝ by your side is where i'm meant to be. ❞ ❝ not one person is more important to me than you. ❞ ❝ i don't know what it is about you, but, you just ... you're the only one who can make me feel like this. ❞ ❝ you're amazing, you know that? ❞ ❝ who has the greatest (friend/brother/sister/sibling/parent/etc) in the world? me, that's who! ❞ ❝ i'm only managing to stand here on my two feet because of you. i made it because of you. ❞ ❝ i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay you. ❞ ❝ i know for a fact that you're special. i can feel it. ❞ ❝ you've actually made me feel like a person again, like i'm ... normal. ... thank you. ❞ ❝ i used to think that everyone else was just evil and cynical, guided by their own self-interest. that is, until i met you. ❞ ❝ you truly are too good for this world. ❞ ❝ i'm always blown away by just how talented you are. ❞ ❝ you deserve so much more than what you were given. ❞ ❝ nobody i've ever met has been more gifted than you. ❞ ❝ if you ever need a place to stay, let me know, okay? ❞ ❝ you always feel really comfortable and safe to be around. ❞ ❝ i think i have a new purpose in my life. to be with you. ❞ ❝ you have a kind heart. i know you don't believe me, and you try to hide it behind a facade, but i know for a fact that you do, deep down. ❞ ❝ i think you're probably the only one who understands me. ❞ ❝ you're safe here with me. nobody's going to harm you ever again. ❞ ❝ i don't deserve someone as amazing as you. ❞ ❝ i was kind to you because you looked like you needed a friend. ❞ ❝ i'm never leaving you. you're stuck with me. ❞

#✦ ask meme

[theomachst]

Me: I haven't written Genesis in awhile, hrm, I need to show everyone that I'm taking my portrayal in a serious direction- Also me: *just fucking harasses Cas' Tseng like a goblin*

#✦ ooc #Tseng is going to lead the herd in new and innovative ways to kill SOLDIERs

[theomachst]

i'm gorgeous. i'm funny. i'm cute. i'm smart. i deserve to get railed within an inch of my life, thank you very much

#✦ musings

[theomachst]

"And you told me that the Turks were prepared for anything... Or were supposed to be, anyway."

@theomachst replied to your post “Genesis is going to set his sleeve on fire, just...”:

"Oh come on, you're just mad about the last time I set you on fire- Right?"

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"Which is a valid and normal thing to be mad about!"

#ceaselxss #✦ rp threads #✦ crack

[theomachst]

I like em overly romantic and only into me

#✦ musings

[theomachst]

I don't have any idea how I could love anyone I don't seem to know what it signifies Cannot find out if it's true or it's a lie Once again, there's somebody who's fallen for the words and cues Made him lose his head over you

That emotion melts all hearts, all eyes on you 'Cause you are perfect, the most ultimate idol Unrivaled, will not appear again It's the brightest star reborn, yes, indeed

Using that smiling face That "I love you" again Now, everybody is lured and captivated by you The pupil that you got The words you vocalize Even when untrue, it’s your perfected "AI" - IDOL by Yoasobi

#✦ muse tracklist

[theomachst]

Just a reminder: Pre-op is on March 21rst, Surgery is on April 26th. I will definitely be out of commission for the first 72 hours, but all that recovery time means I should be able to dick around and write with ya'll no problem.

#✦ ooc

[theomachst]

Symbol meme starters.

Send one for my muse’s reaction! Feel free to alter context, switch muse’s positions, etc, as necessary. Contains some mild NSFW.

(chest) - for your muse to press a hand against my muse’s chest (hair) - for your muse to bury their face in my muse’s hair (backhand) - for your muse to backhand my muse (jaw) - for your muse to grip my muse’s jaw in one hand (lap) - for your muse to sit in my muse’s lap (whisper) - for your muse to whisper in my muse’s ear (bottom) - for your muse to rest a hand on my muse’s ass (or slap it) (undress) - for your muse to undress mine (may not be nsfw!) (pin) - for your muse to pin mine to a specified surface  (yank) - for your muse to yank mine out of the way of danger (bite) - for your muse to bite mine (palm) - for your muse to clap a hand over my muse’s mouth (throw) - for your muse to physically throw mine (piggyback) - for your muse to leap onto my muse’s back for a piggyback ride (nourish) - for your muse to provide my muse with food or drink (secret) - for your muse to reveal a secret to mine (specify the secret!) (discover) - for your muse to discover information about mine that they shouldn’t know (rescue) - for your muse to rescue mine from danger (promise) - for your muse to make mine a promise, whether they intend to keep it or not (lie) - for your muse to lie to mine (specify the lie) (confess) - for your muse to make a confession of truth to mine (command) - for your muse to give my muse an order or instruction, which may or may not be followed (hide) - for your muse to hide somewhere with my muse (sleep) - for your muse to fall asleep on mine (misc) - create your own/sender specifies! useful if something here gives you an idea that isn’t otherwise written.

#✦ ask meme

[theomachst]

blood is romantic you guys are just cowards

#✦ musings

[theomachst]

“Well, well, well… hello kitty.”

"And if it isn't the Top Cat, himself..." Genesis replies with a smirk, unfolding his arms as he pushes away from the wall. Rhapsodos had been waiting around to bother the Director about something that seemed important at the time, he couldn't be arsed to recall what now that too much time had passed and boredom was rearing it's head.

"The elusive Tom finally wants to play with the other kitties? I suppose it'd be utterly foolish of me to let such an opportunity escape my claws."

Ah, Tseng. Such a self-controlled and placid man, which was positively dreadful for someone like the First. Genesis thrived off of impulse and enjoyed playing certain facets of his personality up simply to see what reactions he could elicit. Sadly, this never seemed to work on said esteemed Leader of the Turks.

Giving up was for losers and weak-minded underachievers though, so the redhead closes the distance between he and the elder agent and gives a graceful bow. He genteelly takes Tseng's hand in his gloved palm and glances up from beneath the curtain of his bangs, giving a quick wink before pressing his lips against the ridge of the other man's knuckles.

"So, what brings you to our humble little floor? If you're looking for Deusericus, he's probably far too busy adjusting a new cravat pin or something. I haven't seen hide nor hair of him all day."

#ceaselxss #✦ rp threads #Genesis is bored so FLIRT and TALK SHIT mode have been enabled