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“ oi ashuu , toss me a towel ... . “ vapid tongue bites back the venom , to projects tired tones . going to the store in the rain without an umbrella , thinking to himself he won’t be gone long ... 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐦 ------------------------------------------- a caustic taste that boils in the back of his throat .
it’s in the form of a laugh , blue eyes look up and down at the other ... he didn’t say anything , and yet goushi was already tossing daggers . it’s pitiful , how one could hate this much ... and yet , there’s a rift within his ribs that ache , that yell ‘ 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 , 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 . ‘ “ ... yuuta , it’s okay , i’ll get him one . “
#KENTO . your heart is mine . mine alone .#GOUSHI. bleeding roses atop your guitar ... thorns that pierce skin #hell yeah
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kento says anything dirty around yuuta has to look it up/ask goushi about it tl;dr i hate kento
#kento: love a girl who can throw it back#yuuta: ?????????? gouchin whats that mean#goushi beats up kento on the spot
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@𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐩𝐢𝐨 / @𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐫 wished quietly : “oi. do you ever stop talking, or can you not shut your mouth.” a frown from the other, goushi glaring at the other. “… don’t give me that face, i’m not going to feel guilty.”
𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 & 𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 soon disappear from 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 , becoming hollow and quite fearful. thoughts soon race through your mind what did you say to make him𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐮𝐩𝐬𝐞𝐭 , his stare seemed to pierce holes through your being. ��𝚑 , 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 from your very spot , but , Goushi was someone very 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫 to Yuuta you couldn’t do that to your best friend. swallowing 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚐𝚞𝚕𝚙 , a shaky smile taking its place upon your lips. even your voice is unsteady , 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 , maybe he 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 . as much as that hurts your soul to admit so , it’s taken a great deal to even attempt to talk with he. ‘ 𝘰-𝘰𝘩 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺. 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘵. ’𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 words struggle to come out , the very fact that mi kyong become so visibly upset from such a small interaction is what brings her the most shame. thinking to herself , was her will 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚔 , that this is all it took to destroy her completely. ‘ 𝘮-𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 , 𝘩𝘢𝘩𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥 𝘩𝘶𝘩 ? 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘩- 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 , 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘰 - 𝘬𝘶𝘯 ’ quickly leaving the recording studio , 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 , never once realizing his yelling for her 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎. mi kyong would properly apologize to Goushi & Yuuta later on , for now , 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 . .
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‘ ya aren’t gonna eat it ? i suppose it’s not to yer preference , but … i made it myself n’ everythin’ ‘ a small huff , as mika stared hopelessly at the very clearly half-burnt cake . it wasn’t a problem for him to eat , but it felt nicer to try sharing , even with the quality of it . ‘ it’s not that bad , but i can’t push ya too much , goushi-san . i’ll find a way to finish it on my own . “
he’s sucked in his own whirlpool , drowning in guilt and disgust . extraction of synthesis of disappointment in the other’s eyes , and it’s a bitter feeling ... dammit , dammit !! “ ... aah , give it here . “ with a paper plate within grasp , he glides a slice onto it , cutting off a piece ----------- allow to bite gently ... it wasn’t bad , it wasn’t bad at all . mika’s treats were always nicer than the saccharine , tooth - rotting kind yuuta gets . “ ... it’s nice ... well , don’t leave me eating this alone . “
#starfed#GOUSHI . blood & thorn . dying roses 'gainst your guitar .#EHEHE!! thats okay!! i like mika :]
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don’t come at me with that i’ll unfollow u bc blm makes me uncomfortable. it makes u uncomfortable bc u know everything that’s happening is wrong but u are still doin nothing to spread the word. u are deciding to ignore nd turning ur head, pretending everything’s fine when it isn’t. not saying u can’t focus on something else, i’m not saying u can’t distract urself, but miss me with that i don’t want to see these things on my dash kind of shit
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i think abt this every single day
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bambi arc yuuta gets piggy back rides from kento n goushi tries to step on the back of his heels
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goushi tends to block his feelings out, and is probably something he learned when he was living in america.. he just put a large barrier around himself so he doesn’t get hurt, even though it hurts others.. like even though it appears he doesn’t care about most things, he’s there for his friends and for thrive and will not hesitate to set things right.. he’s just a bit distant but he’s still good
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thinking about how shit kento’s childhood was.. like all he ever wanted in his life was to feel love n feel something, rather than being a child who wasn’t even supposed to be here anyways.. n like him having the narcissism was a coping mechanism but it erases the fact that he’s broken and not sure what to feel when it comes to emotions from others and himself at times, because of the trauma
#hes been through a lot and im glad hes with thrive bc they love him#and support him... even though they get to fights#it brings them closer
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“ i’m not eating that , not on my life . “ a grimace , nose wrinkles in detest and he can only imagine his stomach flipping inside - out . pathetic , and revolting , words echo internally , a description of own psyche . “ ... you sure are persistent , you know that ?! “ @canden
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