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When someone’s spreading misinformation on nutrition and you gotta hold in the fucked up amount of knowledge you have on the subject

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the universe is so fucking funny for this. imagine being born for a job. you having that job can only happen if your mom dies. and you wait 73 years for that to happen. and when you finally get that job, you get diagnosed with cancer and quite possibly die within the first five years. absolute legendary move on the universe’s part. lol. anyway, activate the crabs.

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me when I compulsively step on the scale in the evening, fully dressed, constipated, with wet hair, having downed a full meal and a bottle of water less than an hour ago.

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worst things about being fat that nobody actually talks about:

sweating no matter what the weather is and what you're wearing.

always feeling left out and bigger than the rest of the group.

never being able to wear stuff you want.

always receiving condemned looks from others when you eat in public.

hating yourself and the way you look so much that you start avoiding the mirrors.

looking so much different than youd actually do bc of the amount of extra weight.

not being able to do sports bc of not being able to move your body like others bc youre too fucking fat.

people don't tend to acknowledge the stuff you do, because when you dont like the outlook of someone none of the stuff they do fascinate you.

you can either be a bitch and skinny, or funny and fat. because fat people are the funny friend of the group, and it's the only way that you can get validation. people will be up your ass and openly roast you with no shame if you be fat and a bitch, but that won't happen if you're skinny.

never being taken seriously. no matter what kind of a statement you put out there, people will always look for other options because you are underestimated.

always tend to wear baggy clothes that will cover up your fats but that makes you look even fatter.

you are in control. the hunger goes away but the calories won't. pick your side.

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body checking in the mirror every single time i go to the toilet, expecting to have dropped 10lbs in the last 1.5 hours

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re-losing weight you already lost<<<<

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literally me when i hear the word diet or weight loss in any type of context

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Marguerite Duras, from The Easy Life

Text ID: I wish I could embrace the girl that I am and love her.

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Marguerite Duras, from The Lover

Text ID: She weeps for the disaster of her life,

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i want to look sick. i want to be covered in bruises. i want people to be scared of hugging me because they don’t want to hurt me. i want hollow cheeks. i want to be so pale i look like a ghost.i want to look fragile. i want to be breakable. i want to get dizzy everytime i stand up. i want to look how i feel

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This is why I don’t eat with my skinny friends. WHERE DOES IT GO, I eat a carrot and gain. 😩😩

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