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being an adult kind of made me put being trans on the back burner a bit and it hurts so much. not wanting to risk anything and just choosing to be fine with it all sucks.

i miss dressing more masc, wearing my binder all the time, looking forward to t. its all gone either to reluctance to stand out too much or to being physically/financially incapable. maybe one day ill get top surgery or something but the reality of being poor, in an unsafe environment, and being truly alone is settling in.

#i cant go by cole anymore at my new job because my boss knows my mom #even when i did i just can't not be seen as a woman and i get it nonstop. i just don't want to be seen sometimes.

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Oh yall are transgender for reeeeeal. Im just doing it for a biden dollar

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Flowey: NOOOO! STOP! YOURE SUPPOSED TO OBEY ME

The six human Testosterone bottles:

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Being a young adult is so strange. You enter a coffee shop. The 20 year old girl waiting behind you cried all night because she just came to a new city for university and she feels so alone. That 27 year old guy over there works a job he is overqualified for, he lives with his parents and wants to move out but doesn't know what to do about it. That one 24 year old dude already has a car, a house, and a job waiting for him once he graduates thanks to his dad's connections. The 26 year old barista couldn't complete his higher education because he has to work and take care of his family. The 28 year old girl sitting next to you has no friends to go out with so she is texting her mother. That couple (both 25 years old) are married and the girl is pregnant. The 29 year old writing something on her laptop has realized that she chose the wrong major so she is trying to start all over. We are not alone in this, but we are actually so alone. Do you feel me

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Check your hand sanitizer y'all

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bus late again i probavly wont eat before work today -_-

#im gonna be so hungrryyy #i hope i get free food again today pls pls pls

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ping ponging back and forth between seeing immense beauty everywhere and feeling deeply like i am in hell

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SHE STOLE MY BLUEBERRY!!!!

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im fine n ow

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ok the guy that was giving me food didn't even know me and he didnt give anyone else free shit so i thought he was flirting but hes literally working with his gf every day who he has a baby with

#i hate my liffeee 😭😭😭😭 #who the hell works WITH the partner they have a child with id lose my mind #hope they r happy tho they r super nice

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#omg i bought this for my ex's dog she loved it 😭😭

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I think the most fun part of monsters inc is boo calling sulley “kitty” and mike wazowski by full government name