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why is the pressure to be “the bigger person” always placed on the person who was wronged?

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with being a queer creative unfortunately there is a weird pressure people have on you to be a "good queer" a "role model" but these standards aren't really applied to our cishet peers as much and it's really annoying. it's kinda why I'm a freak who speaks my mind on here sometimes because I refuse to be an "uwu wholesome relatable queer creative" I'm a living being not a brand.

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One thing I noticed about the situation regardless of which party is right or wrong or good or bad is that there's a huge double standard. If station did something like threaten to record someone without their consent, it's bad, wrong and evil (which it is) but suddenly it's alright when someone who repeatedly tells it to kill itself to does it.

When someone is upset over being stalked, it doesn't give anyone else the right to restart the cycle.

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is it worse to be misunderstood by someone who takes you in bad faith and thinks you're the devil or to be misunderstood by someone who horribly misinterprets your word and thinks you hold the same opinion as them (you dont) (you absolutely disagree with them)

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(screenshot taken with permission)

Station isn't insane, Sunny is just obsessive.

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Wow, imagine being this incredibly wrong about someone you barely know and insisting malicious intent while talking about a mentally ill person like a rabid dog.

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do you have an "about" page with relevant information about yourself (eg pronouns, a name you go by, etc)? only i like your blog but always feel strange about following blogs with no face so to speak

I’ve answered this before so we’re going to do this bullet points style

-If there are categories of people you don’t want to follow please assume I belong to all of them

-If you need my demographic info before you can decide if you agree with my opinion or not please disagree with my opinions

-Please assume I am up to no good - this is a good thing to assume with any blog on here - even blogs with faces may be no-faces in disguise

-All of the information you want has been posted here at one time or another if you want to know but I like having that threshold of difficulty in place - if you want to get your creep on I want you to have to work for it

-I am hoping the irony of your having sent this ask anonymously is not lost on you

And, for all bloggers everywhere, a quick reminder: you don’t owe anybody jack shit!

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how has @transfemmes impacted ur mental health

I know who these anons are, I think, but I don't mind saying!

Sunny @transfemmes / @nbbis has made my mental health plummet over the past 3-4 years she and her friends have been stalking me, with the paranoia she's going to put me in danger or harassing me and lying so much that she is one of the top reasons I got diagnosed with POCD.

Her creepy insistence that I'm a predator for being a victim of predators is something she's never going to acknowledge and I'll jump off a cliff if she ever does. If she ever admits that she fucked up by comparing me to Ezra or has headcanoned me as transmasc or perisex, I'll delete all my socials and walk forward into the sunset.

Outside of her harassing me and making several jokes about the sexual trauma and police brutality I've faced, something I know she knows about, she generally has always made me feel unease and I feel like I can't continue going to any of my jobs because she can and will constantly my employers.

Yes, her harassment campaign did get me a mild promotion at one place, but she still put people outside of me in danger. My paranoia has gotten worse and I can't trust a lot of people.

At one point Arty was debating on asking kofi for a chargeback from Taylor's page but I don't care. I'm in therapy and I'm recovering.

#text post #transfemmes #nbbis

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Wow, imagine being this incredibly wrong about someone you barely know and insisting malicious intent while talking about a mentally ill person like a rabid dog.

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I don't give a shit about Ambrose or his take on things, I'm only calling out the hypocrisy in this situation.

Sunny and Jack both have their issues with hypocrisy but it took me asking rebuttal to unblock me to notice how bad it was.

Jack not only has no issue with porn of the characters from MLP and offered discounts on commissions of plushies (not characters who are plushies, like Ragatha but tf bullshit) in very obviously sexual situations along with porn of characters from Bluey and Blue's Clues.

Ambrose and Jack have both admitted to looking at feral furry porn in recent memory, Jack saying they still do it and Ambrose saying he was groomed into it. Why is it okay when Jack does it?

When I mentioned vaguely that I think a character who is a humanized doll is cute, Sunny is quick to jump on my ass about how it's an issue. Jack has a good dozen pieces that have been sent to me without my consent of people fucking feral pokemon, stuffed animals and a lot worse.

They both don't care about the problem itself, just that other people are doing it.

Another "do as I say, not as I do" situation where Sunny is still close with Jack but is ignoring the dozens upon dozens of pieces of nsfw art in Jack's likes of shows for young children.

Don't forget baby pokemon. I'm not going to message Station a question about this, but I think Jirachi is a child/child coded based on one of the movies?

Not to mention Jack's checklist for herself.

#redtailfatfish #bogscales #< for blacklist #text post #transfemmes

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This is me 100% nitpicking but it really bothers us how Sunny constantly cries dead naming a misgendering when we don't remember her at all and don't want to remember her because the version of Sunny that is most prominent in our mind is from 4 years ago and then she immediately turns around and uses what most people call the demeaning pronoun for three transfems who don't use that pronoun and has been deadnaming us in callouts for years.

We've made at least two dozen posts asking not to be called the t names over the course of a year, and she keeps doing it because we aren't out IRL or we don't want most of our IRL friends knowing we're plural. We gave her the option to use nig/ger or to leave us alone, and even though the pronouns started as a joke to say "stop talking about me" she still would misgender someone then leave someone she's harassing alone.

It's a little annoying to sit here and be called an obsessive liar when she's gone out of her way to find us calling the police over someone driving two states over to ask our boss when our hours are, and assuming it's automatically about her. We only know Sunny's legal name and address because we know one or two people she and Alex used to know IRL by proxy. We aren't going to post anything because we're normal about it.

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doing an apology video with genuine tears sobbing and wailing ripping my hair out and clawing at my face until i draw blood but i simply cannot describe what i did without laughing

#transfemmes #sunny

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I do feel terrible for the people they've outright screamed at in the doc for being abused by them. This whole situation has a lot of hypocrisy I might make a post about later but right now I don't have the energy and really do not like talking about Jack that much.

Full disclosure: I haven't seen the stupid excuse for Google doc outside of maybe a handful of screenshots and I'm not going to start that now so if I have anything wrong please correct me.

I'm not going to name names of anyone who's been affected because Jack very much keeps their thumb on everyone and Parker is a perfect example of that.

One of the few rules I've made about myself in regards the situation is that I'm not going to reach out to anyone who's dealt with them for my own well-being and for theirs and I've let anyone who wants to talk about them come directly to me.

About 6 or 7 people have come to me only two of which I've completely cut ties with for my own wellbeing, and most of them have been saying the same thing about Jack hopping from being a hero to a victim to help their narrative look better.

Because of this a lot of people have ignored a lot of red flags in the situation that Jack has held up proudly like admitting to infiltrating in their own words, a group chat that was originally made to help recover from them and Parker and vent about being cyberstalked.

Someone who reached out told me that Jack I sent them not safe for work stuff outside of jokes or whatever when they were very young and they even address this in the document itself, Jack apologizes and then apparently later lashes out because someone else is a victim of theirs and is rightfully upset with them for how they've been treated.

In my opinion when you're trying to write an apology, lashing out at someone for being affected by your actions does nothing and makes you look worse, coming from someone who's done that in the past and it hasn't helped the situation at all in the slightest.

Why is Jack mad that you want a restraining order when she literally swatted you and infultrated a group talking about how they all suffered from her then flipflops between telling her victims to reach out and screaming at them

In all honesty I don't know. According to other people they've had this hero complex for years now and while I really don't feel comfortable posting the screenshots of her confirming that they swatted me and is very much lying about it, I found them.

The proof of the swatting has been posted in a few places, but since I don't want to compromise my restraining order against Jack, I'm not posting it. Jack has been a creep about any photos and videos I post of my personal life, and I don't want them coming to my apartment or sending people back here.

Most of the time Jack has been saying "I didn't swat it, unless I did, then I didn't" /ref when they in fact did. Members of the Toonimal team have sent proof.

Jack even outright says that "the fbi won't care about tumblr drama" when this isn't that since Jack has admitted to wanting to kill me, and from their end, they have nothing to lose. They can trust the police, their stepdad is a cop and they will always have the advantage in that regard.

These were with someone who hasn't gotten the chance to cut her off, but the screenshot that directly says "I called them but no I didn't" has sensitive information about the both of us in it.

"Why would I talk to its ex kinnie friends" is funny when they're mutuals with a lot of them. Jack is friends with my groomer and two people who actively stalk me and have no issue with talking about me sexually when I was a child.

From what I can tell from my basic analysis is that Jack wants to be a hero and wants to be a victim and people coming forward with proof despite these things and doing the same thing they are upsets them.

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Why is Jack mad that you want a restraining order when she literally swatted you and infultrated a group talking about how they all suffered from her then flipflops between telling her victims to reach out and screaming at them

In all honesty I don't know. According to other people they've had this hero complex for years now and while I really don't feel comfortable posting the screenshots of her confirming that they swatted me and is very much lying about it, I found them.

The proof of the swatting has been posted in a few places, but since I don't want to compromise my restraining order against Jack, I'm not posting it. Jack has been a creep about any photos and videos I post of my personal life, and I don't want them coming to my apartment or sending people back here.

Most of the time Jack has been saying "I didn't swat it, unless I did, then I didn't" /ref when they in fact did. Members of the Toonimal team have sent proof.

Jack even outright says that "the fbi won't care about tumblr drama" when this isn't that since Jack has admitted to wanting to kill me, and from their end, they have nothing to lose. They can trust the police, their stepdad is a cop and they will always have the advantage in that regard.

These were with someone who hasn't gotten the chance to cut her off, but the screenshot that directly says "I called them but no I didn't" has sensitive information about the both of us in it.

"Why would I talk to its ex kinnie friends" is funny when they're mutuals with a lot of them. Jack is friends with my groomer and two people who actively stalk me and have no issue with talking about me sexually when I was a child.

From what I can tell from my basic analysis is that Jack wants to be a hero and wants to be a victim and people coming forward with proof despite these things and doing the same thing they are upsets them.

#text post #bogscales

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#tagged #sunny

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This is me 100% nitpicking but it really bothers us how Sunny constantly cries dead naming a misgendering when we don't remember her at all and don't want to remember her because the version of Sunny that is most prominent in our mind is from 4 years ago and then she immediately turns around and uses what most people call the demeaning pronoun for three transfems who don't use that pronoun and has been deadnaming us in callouts for years.

We've made at least two dozen posts asking not to be called the t names over the course of a year, and she keeps doing it because we aren't out IRL or we don't want most of our IRL friends knowing we're plural. We gave her the option to use nig/ger or to leave us alone, and even though the pronouns started as a joke to say "stop talking about me" she still would misgender someone then leave someone she's harassing alone.

It's a little annoying to sit here and be called an obsessive liar when she's gone out of her way to find us calling the police over someone driving two states over to ask our boss when our hours are, and assuming it's automatically about her. We only know Sunny's legal name and address because we know one or two people she and Alex used to know IRL by proxy. We aren't going to post anything because we're normal about it.

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