trumpetboy

[trumpetboy]

I’m finding myself lying awake and unable to sleep tonight, and I want to get my thoughts put down and into words so hopefully I can process them and stop going a mile a minute lol.

I am daily surprised about how much my love for you can grow. You’re next to me right now snoring away and I could not think of anywhere else that I’d rather be. Feeling you next to me and feeling you breathe is so calming and I never want to give that up.

The past week or so has been stressful and I’ve been doing things that I never quite thought I would do. Whether that be financing a car or signing a lease starting next year with the one I love or shopping around for an engagement ring, all of these are so exciting and so filled with positive emotions but I don’t know how to handle them all at once. I feel that things are going so right when just a year ago it felt like everything was going so wrong. Having you enter back into my life has been an enormous blessing and I cannot wait for the future we will build together. I know that I’m doing a lot of this for myself and that I am a capable human being, but having you by my side is one of the most amazing feelings that I have ever experienced. You are so supportive in an incredibly effortless way, and I forever hope that I do the same for you.

I know that my stress has made you stressed lately, and I’m really sorry for that. I think I try to hide it because I want to be strong and to not negatively affect you, but I think I need to realize that you really do want to be there for me for anything that is bothering me. It’s not a burden to help out the one you love, and just like how I am always there for you and how I want to know what’s wrong/how to help, that is how you feel too. I’m sorry that I’m bad with this, and I’m not going to make excuses for it, I am just trying to shift my mindset to be more transparent and honest about how I feel when I’m stressed. Things with you are amazing, and I’ve never felt more secure and more loved before. I love you so much and I hope that we can do some cool things soon❤️

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Why is it ever a normal thing for any job to go home and all you can do is stare at the ceiling?

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Fuck them kids

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Getting the pussy gravy weight off my shoulders is honestly so freeing

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Would fuck me as an orchid 😎😎

She wouldn’t fuck me as a fish

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Bring out that ol’ Nerf Jolt too🫨😎

Just came in her and called her mommy😎

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Just came in her and called her mommy😎

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Aww so adorable ♡

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My dopamine has been off the charts since I made a Tumblr account, notification number going up is good. Really activate Crow Brain instincts.

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now diver understands