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venuslovesmascs · 8 months
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Pick A Pile : Tarot Reading - Message From Spirit Guides
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pile one:
someone is currently working on a creative / academic project - perhaps going back to school! spirit is encouraging you to continue planning and putting work into this! It will bring you the abundance you have been praying for!
"Now Amotenia doesn't create actual love - that would be impossible - but it does create powerful infatuation or obsession, and for that reason it is probably the most dangerous potion in this room" - Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince
you may be doubting yourself because this project does not feel "of service to humanity" in the way you want it to
do not doubt the ways of the universe - and your soul path / soul journey. This thing you create - can inspire others to create, change a person's life, and change the world in your own little way.
plus - you can create another important soul project afterwards! this one feels really important don't give it up - allow yourself to have fun while creating - allow yourself to do "small projects" - not everything you do has to save the world!!
this little project - committing to it - may help you with committing to big projects in the long-run - give yourself the satisfaction of seeing something all the way through - of finishing something!!
pile two:
someone is getting out of a very stuck energy - they may have been struggling with depression and nightmares - and this caused them to not provide and take care of their partner / others as they would like.
you are making bold strokes and big changes - and spirit is really proud of you even if those around you can not tell yet!! you are beginning a whole new cycle and soul journey - this is only the beginning to your new path of enlightenment and fulfillment.
sometimes we need to go through really dark times - to remember what truly lights us up inside - and the things that "light us up" inside - and building our life styles / foundations off of that - is what leads to more long-term fulfillment and reduces burnout
you may have gotten off your feet because you were giving too much to a person - especially a love interest - and
you are starting to save yourself instead! I am proud of you!
sometimes the best way out of a situation is to accept your friends help. there are people who would love to give you emotional support at this time!! maybe even physical support - help cleaning your room - don't be afraid to ask friends - that's what they are for!! you do so much for them - they WANT to give back to you - being hyper-independent is not always "less of a burden" on other people - sometimes your friends want to care for and love you - the true friends in your life WILL feel guilty when they can't care for you back!
things would not have been different - if you made the other choice. time to look ahead on the path from now on - or at least acknowledge that looking backwards is only hurting you. try to stay more present.
pile three:
how do you deal with providing comfort and support to someone who is dealing with grief and loss?
perhaps a loss of a relationship - a pet - due so someones declining mental health.
someone just needs companionship and support - its okay to not have all the answers and to not be able to fix all of someone's problems. we are all suffering in our own ways. sometimes all we can ask is to be less alone and have a hand to hold.
do not let fear hold you back from connecting with someone new - and do not be afraid of your inner-darkness - a lot of your "inner-darkness" - may be undiscovered psychic abilities - connecting to mystics and doing deity work may be beneficial to you at this time
a sacrifice may have been needed to get yourself back on track and in a better vibration - it was not easy to let go of - the universe will soon reward you for this - this period of darkness will pass.
pile four:
someone wants an ending here - of a relationship, a career, etc. they may need to get more advice from friends.
wondering if the person they are seeing - has a partner?
this is a good time to ask friends for help - and not to go this journey alone - and question if knowing the answer is truly beneficial to you or not - would having a definitive answer make the situation any better or worse? would anything change?
something about this persons reputation - or your reputation - could be on the line- and this person may unfortunately have their own "side of the story" - maybe the relationship is very toxic / ab**sive- and you will ruin this persons reputation by calling them out for being a "cheater" - think of who they were when you two were together - trust your intuition of their CHARACTER - not of the SITUATION
maybe they made some mistakes in their personal and dating life - but it seems they never intended to hurt you - or for you to develop feelings - and they may not deserve to have their reputation ruined
this is a time to show forgiveness to this person - and not try to fully understand the situation.
this was NOT a lesson or test for you - not everything is about your path lol - this is about this persons path - you showed them your heart and healed them a lot - do not betray them - it may detour their path as well - you were brought into their life to show them the path of love and light - find contentment that you are an important person on this person's journey and will always be a good story for them to tell.
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venuslovesmascs · 8 months
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Message From Your Twin Flame
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pile one:
who is this person?
this is someone who is "gifted" or has a lot of "natural" talents that they did not have to work very for - now they may struggle with difficult tasks or heavy workloads - they may have given up on this connection because of their own perfectionist tendencies
they may have had an upbringing where they did not need to worry about stability or finances as much as you did - or they had to worry more than most - and now struggle with this
they may be a little naive at times - perhaps sheltered as a child
they may lack some awareness about their own family toxic dynamics - or focus very heavily on not becoming their parents to a point of rebellion
they are very optimistic, but may start new projects a lot and struggle to see them through - golden retriever energy
perhaps they offered you advice a lot - but struggle to take their own advice and look quite down on themselves - but overall really love getting to know and helping others
this person is more emotional than most- and needs periods of hermit time - to create and process their emotions - you may have taken that personally when you first got to know them
they use a lot of their sadness / sensitivity to fuel their art
they may forget about others feelings and emotions at times when they get very passionate about certain topics, but it does not come from a place of malice - they just get very excited and have strong morals / beliefs - they can come off as a "know it all" but actually feel they know nothing - and that's why they are constantly studying / learning / talking to others
this person is family oriented and thinks a lot about their future - may be the "parent friend" of the group
perhaps you worry you can not give this person what they desire financially and emotionally long-term - that they want the white picket fence life and you do not
message from person:
this person feels that timing was not on your side
they may have found you a little intimating at first- they feel you can see them unlike anyone else - they usually feel the smartest in the room - but they know they are not once you enter - which they also find very attractive - they struggle to connect with people deeply - and this separation may have been extra hard on them because of that - but they did not want to put that on you either
they may want to communicate some feelings they never got to share - they may have made you feel that things were one sided or you were too much - or that you could not give them enough so they had to walk away
they are sorry for making you feel like an option - or that you were not worth the long term investment or patience
they really enjoy taking care of others - and do not expect others to care for them - it had nothing to do with the current situation
they are quite secret about how close they hold you to their heart
you may have thought they were seeing other people but they were not - they took time to focus on their own inner healing - in hopes it would properly align you two agian
their were a lot of secrets and feelings they could not share at the time - but they thought their feelings were obvious - even if they have a different way of showing them
they thought you two wanted different things from life and relationships - and as much as they love and care about you - they felt it would only hurt you more in the long run - to get into a relationship only to realize that you two are not compatible in the physical realm
maybe they expected you to like a certain something in the bedroom - and felt they could not live up to that expectation or role - maybe they do not like to be dominant or in control - and see seggs as a quite emotional thing due to their sensitivity
this person may come in to offer friendship first - and an emotional bond
they may use talking about their interests as a way to bond with you and want you to share and open up about your interests and hobbies more - sometimes "gifted" people connect this way and develop emotional connections through art and creativity
maybe suggest doing a creative project together or working on something - let them into your mind more - that might encourage them to be more open about their feelings and physical things
they don't want to half-ass this connection - they do things fully or not - and they didn't want to give you a half assed shot - they think you deserve everything
random signs:
Hershey bar
State Park
Appalachian Trail
Cotton Candy
Amazon Prime TV
The Hunger Games
Matching Halloween Costumes
Mutual Friends / Long Distance Friends
Musicals / Plays
pile two:
who is this person?
this is someone who are struggling to emotionally disconnect with - who you may have felt moved on too quickly
they may be in another party relationship
they may still text you and tell you they miss you - even if they are in another connection
they are someone who likes to travel a lot
they struggle with commitment and being tied down
they struggle with being independent - or are hyper-independent - and prefer to live with friends and rommates
they may be the "hopeless romantic" type - but struggle to settle down
they are very attractive and the best seggs you have ever had lol
they may have grown up a military child and/or moved a lot
aries and Leo energy
very passionate and fiery - very good at flirting - but may be awkward when it comes to you
they may be a leader of a company - or have some sort of online presence they manage - they may also enjoying caring for their friends / give to charity a lot
they feel their best when they can lead and feel "useful" - a person who makes good decisions and leads others well
they care a lot about making the people around then comfortable and happy - and easing their worries
heavyyyy masculine energy
what do they want to say to you?
they wish they could offer you the support and long-term foundation you desire
if you asked... they would do anything for you...lowkey
they think about the mundane things a lot - what it would be like to wake up next to you and make pancakes - going to your favorite coffee shop - bringing you flowers
they may not handle confrontation and talking about their feelings / describing them well
you may not like their friends - or their more "hyper" energy - as you take it as them trying to "hold you down" - I think they just like spending time with you lol
they wish they had better communication skills when you met
they may currently be trying to be friends after a falling out - they know you may never see them the same way again - and that "spark" may be gone - but they really do love your company and friendship - and still want to take care of you
they may want to see a lighter / more fun / less serious side of you in hopes to build more intimacy
this person is really worried they ruined things with you - and that is why they will not make the first move anymore - because they feel they have already failed you and the connection - if you want to re-connect with this person as more than friends - you have to make the first move and be very direct
pile three:
who is this person?
they may like the color purple? McDonalds?
they may be good at performing and acting
they may be shy
they are an air and/or fire sign
they like to have plants in their home and nourish / take care of others
feminine energy
they feel like a "girl-boss"
they want to make a career out of their passions rather than have a career for money
they may get tired and bored very easily lol
they may prefer to watch light hearted things. - and do not like to think about life/religion/long term things a lot
they care a lot about psychological health and keeping their mind, body, and spirit
they may be very informed about trauma care and know how to manage their own triggers very well
they may worry about being too clingy and secretly miss people a lot
they come off as heartless to guard their big heart
they may really love sci-fi and comics / have very "teenage boy interests" - rick and morty, Tumblr, board games
they don't like video games or social media
come off as care-free but care more than anything
what message do they have for you?
I feel like this is the only pile where you two may be together
things may have just started - or you two may be still getting to know one another
perhaps you do not know "the real" them yet and they are very secretive even if they have a very warm and welcoming aura
they want to show you some kind of valuable person / tricket / object to you?
they may want to try new things with you seggsually lol
they are very passionate and fiery
they hold back from you physically but they have never felt so attracted to someone - they do not understand how you are insecure
they wish they could make you more comfortable with yourself
they really like sensual things and kissing you - they feel they enter another universe when you kiss lol
they may be into s*x magic lol
they are also worried you think they only want s*x - but they just struggle to hold back
they wonder what you are doing / if you are with other people sometimes lol -- like a cute jealous energy they would never actually act on or put on you - they may feel very possessive even if things just started
once you two get intimate and know each other more- -they will become a while different person
you may not know they are your twin flame until they really open themselves up to you
perhaps you think you had already met your twin flame - and this person will really throw you off guard - and completely change your life in every way possible
pile four:
cats may be relevant for some reason - you have a cat together - you want a cat together - you really love their cat - they really love yours? both cat people? a black cat?
this person has really strong and intense energy - may be very talkative - especially around you. or maybe they are talkative around others but struggle to speak around you
who is this person?
this person may love the beach - or sea life animals. they may live by water.
they have a more masculine energy, very headstrong - maybe an Aries moon or Fire moon. They love very passionately - but are actually quite calm in their day to day life. They may play ukulele or guitar - have a career in the arts. You two may like to have picnics and sit in open fields together - or dream of having a cottage core life. they really love the finer things in life - very sensual and loving. some libra energy in here too.
this person struggles with communication and believing in soulmates - they may have called this "right person. wrong time". I think they still believe this - they may not be into spirituality and tarot - they prefer physical over mental labor.
they may be hyperseggsul and came on too strong - ginger?
they struggle with commitment and making decisions - they give up on things they are not automatically good at very easily
they may say "swell" a lot and you think its cute? they may talk in a country accent or be from the south - perhaps you two are at a physical distance.
they are someone who works very hard for what they have - perhaps you are the opposite - and struggle with being scatter brained / "living in another world"
you have a very add energy lol - this person may calm you a lot. you are more independent and do not like team work. this person may try to help you with things but you brush them off - maybe it makes them sad they can't help you more - because acts of service is their love language.
2. what do they have to say to you
this person regrets not taking more action in your connection. they wish they had shown you their more optimistic and lighthearted side. they may have struggled to have fun - and "go with the flow". they may have cared to much about long-term investments and work/money - and never put in the extra effort to make this connection something that could last long term.
it may be a while before you two can build a connection again, if re-connection is what you desire
they had a lot on their work load and mind when you two meet - and they miss your times together - they should have appreciated the moments of peace / distraction from the chaos you gave them. they are sorry for not properly thanking you for your time and all the efforts you invested into this connection - they hope one day they can build the resources and have the mental energy to give you what you fully deserve.
they did not mean to deceive you. they just really loved your company and presence.
it was very hard for them to walk away and say goodbye, even if they didn't show it. but they knew it was best for you both. they could not give you proper communicated that you needed to be less anxious about the situation.
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venuslovesmascs · 1 year
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Hi!! I don’t really have a certain style or outline for readings so every one will be a little different im sure, I don’t like to limit myself and let the spirits and universe tell me what’s needed.
if it resonates pls leave a tag or comment 
I’m begging, talking to tarot and spirits
alone can make a girlie think they need psychiatric help
first guy - happy shark ? he looks happy
- queen of cups up, queen of wands reversed were the first two cards to come out - which I thought was really interesting. they want emotional maturity first , before intimacy or passion if it’s that type of connection. they don’t seem to be a sensual person, they like to emotionally get to know others however. they don’t accept “childlike” energy or people who can not commit. they have virgo energy. also cancer. always reminds me of queen of cups. they like security and balance.
honestly to me this doesn’t seem like someone you are seeing, either a crush you are scared to come forward to, or just a friend in general. it it’s a friend, they want to know you more intimately , to be able to care for you more. to emotionally support you more. if you reach out a hand, they will always want to grab it to help you.
they like to stay home. don’t like to go out and party. do not invite them out, especially with a large group. maybe a study sesh, baking, movie. honestly im not getting too much to pick up on here, they seem like a pretty chill person who likes to be in their own world. like I feel bad for interrupting their energy or peace lmao. if you want something, you have to make it known. they will NOT make the first move. but this person has good communication skills, and emotional maturity. definitely worth talking to. i think you will both learn more about each other if you have an honest conversation about how you are feeling. this person appreciates honesty, straightforwardness, and vulnerability. i honestly really get the vibe it’s a friend u want to communicate feelings for. don’t come on too strong or passionate, take things slow, they don’t like to rush. you’ll scare them lol. they are sensitive. don’t like change. u got this. let things flow. i know it’s hard, I suck at it that part.
- it only takes a taste, waitress the musical - came to my mind
- they have mom friend energy , maybe u have dad friend energy, “accidently parents to found family trope”
pile 2 - curved sharkey
this person may tend to take more than they give. we got the devil card. which isn’t always bad, but can involve lust or deep fantasy, living too much in a dream world, not being practical enough. they don’t desire commitment or balance right now. or communication. if they want to….,18+….. they like things firey and passionate. quick. they are the type to “get what I want”. no thinking. they want you to maybe relax a little more about communication. to live more in the moment. everyone wants different things from connections and that’s okay, you don’t always have to be on the same exact page, but you need to find a common ground. make sure you aren’t always walking the extra mile for them.
this person is fast. moves on quickly. like they don’t want me in their energy. they are like… sorry got to go. I’m bored.
you may be blinded to some red flags. they seem really sweet!! just not looking for anything serious, do not have time for commitment. but also have not communicated that, yikes :/ they like to indulge. I’d be careful with their energy honestly. you do not owe them anything. i wish I had more to say but there’s not much left lmao. they do not like the mushy feelings, or letting people in. you won’t be able to change that any time soon. feel free to engage if you don’t mind, just remember to stay true to yourself as well. do not hide your wants and needs. be honest that you are meeting them where they are for now. don’t build any resentment before something even begins.
pile three - cartoon shark
seems like a connection that has had separation, big changes in the past. a lot of hurt for both ends. one being more silent about their pain than the other.
this person wants a change for sure. numbers 3 or 12 could be important. they want to be more integrative . they seemed stuck in the past before, and feel guilty for so. they may have left you in the cold, “dropped your hand while dancing” / champagne problems. they want to bring you peace, if not come together, at least give closure. i think they had a lot going on, and want to explain. if you want to talk or not, that is your choice. just make sure you aren’t letting your “ego” decide - the part of you that holds resentments , pettiness, the part of your animalistic desires or patterns - dont make this a quick decision, take some time to think about it, not what would bring you short term fulfillment, but long term fulfillment.
they will understand if you do not want to integrate again, but either way want to help in whatever way possible.
this person cared about others opinions in the past, let status/family/friends/affairs get in between the connection. they care about their reputation. maybe they have already done some things in the past they are ashamed of, and are still afraid it can come into light. they felt like they were holding on my a thread. i still think their fear of reputation hasn’t changed if I’m being honest, im not sure they are still willing to put in any fight against others, but maybe for your connection. but don’t expect this person to change over night. they care, but still have issues being publicly outgoing or seen. they don’t like conflict. which is probably why they ran from you too lol. definitely avoidant. but if they come forward, it shows they are making change - remember that.
they didn’t fight for something like you wanted them to. they have never been good at communicating. they have worked on that for months, for themselves, not just you.
you are good at strategy. planning things out. they admire you for this. they are not. they are not good at looking into the future. they live in the moment. but are learning either way they fear what is to come. and they wish they had you to rely on , to be in the future , if nothing else. they don’t want to put the burden on you however , this scares them, maybe you are more financially/ emotionally put together, they may not feel good enough for you.
okay there’s a lot going on here but I think I’m going to end it here, feel free to message me for any clarification but, I think this is something that can only be worked out between you two in divine time.
PILE FOUR - SHOWER SHARK
this is definitely an ex or a past lover or current situation that’s getting less intimate . something has recently gone wrong. some kind of trust has been broken.
i think you are waiting for this person to change. but you two can not change together. they do not want the same things, you are both lacking fulfillment.
if I’m being honest, I don’t even think this person wants closure or to talk. they want a clean break, a fresh start. im sorry if you feel left out in the cold. there’s some new journey here that you have to take on your own. and I don’t think you are used to being alone. i know it’s scary, but I think the universe is high lighting some lesson or journey here. maybe this is long distance. starting college, or studying abroad, a new job, that kind of energy . i think you have a lot to look forward to. all these new changes coming are a blessing in the future. take time to mourn and heal, but know that when you are ready, you have a lot of fulfilling things ready for you. new friends, passions, hobbies
i think you felt really bogged down by this persons energy. that you were too similar. “twin flames” energy , not the western Instagram post “twin flames” but the idea that you meet someone who mirrors all the parts of you that you have ignored for years. that feels like your soulmate - how quickly and intimate you knew them. but it’s just the catalyst for your change and self growth. you will heal and grow into a person that people will love and understand, a person that this past energy won’t even recognize. i think you will always have love for them, it dosent feel too toxic in a sense, more just confusing, and hard, too hard. love dosent need to be hard.
focus on taking a break. mourning. going no contact seems like the best route here. we all have free will, im not telling you what to do. however , I think your energy would be best preserved if you had a clean break. no meeting up again. no drunk texts. no giving back some old tee shirt from the back of your closet that they don’t even want. bring it to goodwill. you will feel better in the long run if you focus on feeling empowered by yourself and not others. it’s okay go want community, and human connection is natural, but we still need self reliance and independence to be able to help others too. okay that’s a lot hope ur ok , much love. bye.
pile five - teeth sharkey
I’m getting this person wants to call you lol. they want to come back around, maybe from the past but not too far back.
they want to cleanse whatever has happened , maybe a fresh start. you may have noticed they have changed a little , dress differently, talk differently, new confidence?? new haircut ?? new phone?
they are a “shape-shifter” , they want to be a person that can change and provide for you. i don’t know how long term these changes are, they seem to change a lot - that is for your judgement and not mine. they seem smooth , I can like feel myself blushing??
welp - there’s definitely some big change spiritually within them with the death card I just pulled. they want change in your situation. maybe they link k***nk …. u know. they want to know the dark parts of you. show you the dark parts of them. “For better or for worse” energy. idk if they want long term commitment so to say? but they definitely want a more stable emotional connection. i may not be your boyfriend/girlfriend/partner but I’ll treat u and know u better than any of them energy.
there’s some secret they are hiding . i still don’t think they want to tell you everything, im not sure they want me to even be clear of what they want, maybe they do not know. they for sure want u tho. especially physically. wow they are attracted to u. possessive energy. maybe u like that, maybe u don’t. that’s urs to say. they want more eye contact, they think you have pretty eyes. they may like the occult / spiritual. OOO u know what, maybe they know you like it , they either researched it to impress you or actually had an awakening and want to share with you. they love your energy. they like being with you at night lol. maybe for some non-pg 13 stuff, but also I think they just want to be “spooky” in general with you and look at the moon and wander at night , do spells, that stuff. you seem to have changed them if I’m being honest. maybe opened up their heart. maybe you are their death moment.
if I’m being honest, idk if this is a person you see as “the one”. more like, a fling or fwb. but they were brought into your life for a reason. don’t let fears of the unknown / future hold you back from connecting with them. they have a lot to teach you.
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venuslovesmascs · 1 year
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meet the tarot reader!
hi im mo, 22 , he/him, non-binary
would love to do personal readings, not free unless something short, but still a low cost for now!
fav color - orange
libra sun mercury and venus , cancer moon, cancer rising, cancer ac, pisces mc.
hopeless romantic (too much for my own good) but in the friends to lovers, soulmates, longing and pining way and not the relationship and fake romance kinda way , prefers the dark (but waking up at 4am kinda dark not 11pm kinda dark), the moon, water, collecting crystals and little trinkets, spring and winter > fall and summer, reading non fiction, astrology, tarot, spirituality kinda nerd. always wanting to travel instead of wanting live one place too long. does not dream of labor, divine feminine for sure as much as I deny it. sometimes too spiritual and empathetic for my own good, get lost in my own world and spiritual longing for understanding everything going on around me - forget to live on this planet sometimes. love getting to know people deeply, studying philosophy and religion. how others see the world. studied abroad in athens now it’s my whole personality. newly worshipping eros but usually don’t stick with one deity too long. but he’s felt more like home than any other so far :)) also work with hekate , aphrodite, and lord hades sometimes.
so if u relate, maybe we share a wavelength and spiritual path, and my readings will resonate with you!! thanks :))
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venuslovesmascs · 1 year
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pile one -
pile one (pink dog) you are someone who is very honest and straight forward. they trust you though because of this, so they mean it in a good way. they may struggle to trust others but always come to you for advice. you have recently had some bad fortune or luck. maybe even a history of it. but you still have this fire in you that they admire. they think it’s what drives you to do better. you may make a lot of jokes about the past in hopes others think you are no longer bothered by it. this person can see through it. how strong you try to act.
you love starting projects, but struggle finishing them or seeing things through. but they still admire the spark you have. They think you don’t believe in yourself enough. That your past affects your . I think they would be more willing to help if you reached out more and asked for help. you also seem spiritual and aren’t afraid to show it, if not you are just “quirky”. Not afraid of being weak or vulnerable. but maybe sometimes a little oblivious to what appears on the surface, or how they feel about you. You don’t ask questions cause you assume everyone’s honest and unafraid of speaking up like you are. this may be a weakness in communication. others may see you as always wanting the center of attention. but you have no problem if others speak over you. the type who, if a room is silent, you feel obligated to speak first. they think you are really brave and strong, but have a secret weakness no one knows about. maybe you were bullied a lot in school. you are openly different and loud so no one else can call you it first. that got dark quick sorry. just there perception, does not have to be accurate.
pile two - (lamb)
if you were drawn to pile one, it may resonate as well - you both got the page of wands. still some different energy here though.
you’ve been wronged a lot in the past but don’t speak up about it. you handle situations well and with grace. you don’t let others opinions affect you. (honestly I think you might, but this person does not think so.) (it’s natural to let others opinions affect you though, just learn how to shake it off and not let it guide your entire like ya know)
you like a schedule . this person may not invite you to hangout a lot because they know you don’t like last minute plans.
there’s a secret inner world to you. a lot of pisces energy maybe?? you don’t communicate how you feel well. I think that’s what separates you from group one actually. you keep a lot to yourself. you may love going to the ocean or beach, like aquatic animals? you like to read and write a lot, but don’t let many others see your work. they want to get to know your mind better. there’s something about the way that you act that shows there’s some deeper wisdom and knowledge within you. like those stoners at a party who will randomly talk about how they saw god when they took shrooms or something. I don’t think you do drugs or go out much , or they don’t, but you have the wisdom energy. you’ve been through a lot.
you are focused on healing. struggling to connect with others. maybe this is someone you just recently met, who wants to get closer but knows they have to win your trust. they don’t mind being patient. but I don’t think they want to fully open up with you either because of this. there’s a wall on both sides, not too tall or sturdy, but there is one.
even though you have an inner world, you are still “on open book” if someone asks and puts in the effort. but you may be a little too honest at times. hurt others feelings. you may not mean to. this person thinks it’s why you don’t speak up a lot. you don’t want to seem manipulative or controlling. they don’t see you that way, but since you have a secret inner world I think sometimes they do worry they shouldn’t trust you. they doubt their intuition or higher self sometimes. no shame, we all do. it’s part of being human. also random, you might have nice hands?? I feel like this is a fwb or a new friend you have met that there’s kinda like… a vibe u know. some attraction. there might be some gossip that’s affecting their vision as well.
pile three- lobster!!!
honestly, I think this person loves you very much but is also very worried about your personal mental health or affairs. maybe this is a friend or someone who knows you well.
you haven’t been going out as much, posting online as much?? overall seem to be hermiting. maybe you aren’t a summer person lol? prefer the winter. you are a pessimist and this person is an optimist. they have trouble seeing your view points sometimes. they would not make the choices you have made recently. they would never tell you to make another decision. they do worry about how others see you as well. I think you may not have the best reputation. They don’t let this affect their connection with you though. I think they wish you would open up to them more though. They want to know about the issues you’ve been facing, so they know how to support, and can better understand your actions. I think they would be the type to be firey and stand up for you (I don’t think YOU want that though?) (sometimes it’s best to left things unsaid) (personally I don’t think you have to explain to them , especially if they do not ask??) (I don’t think they have asked) (you don’t need a savior , you are strong enough on your own, I can tell) whatever happened, I personally (not this person) think that there was no win-win outcome for either decision you make. take your time. this person seems understanding. they just worry a lot. not ur problem tbh. we need to prioritize ourselves first. if you have energy and will not be triggered tho, talking to them may help the connection / heal you both . just make sure ur both ready.
you are very protective and fall in love fast. struggle with change. this affects your productivity. you are very sensitive, which has its challenges and positives. you may have had to let something go recently that was toxic or not serving you, if not a person / a mindset / or pattern. they think this is why you are being more reclusive. you have knight in shining armor energy?
pile four - armadillo
is this an old friend? someone who was once a friend and no longer is? or maybe someone you’ve fell out of contact with and miss. this one seems negative ngl, so if you don’t want to hear you are not obligated.
they see you as introverted , unsocial. that you have trouble fitting in or making stable connections. that you don’t want to be friends with them anymore.
“you used to shine so bright..” I feel like that’s a song??? I’m too lazy to look it up tbh. past traumas and events have changed you. they think you need a higher connection to spirit. to research karmic / twin flame connections more. this may be a karmic connection. honestly if you miss them, I’d advise against reaching out. sometimes it’s better to start new. i know personally when I was healing, I cut off most people that knew me while I was in survival mode, I didn’t want to let anyones perceptions of me hold me back. hm maybe that’s what I was picking up on in the beginning , this person definitely does NOT understand that tho. I don’t think they would if you tried to explain. They haven’t been through what you have been through, whatever it is, it’s just something you can’t explain. if they do not like the new version of you, they aren’t meant to stay. they think it makes you weak to change, they prioritize loyalty over anything else. not a healthy mindset. very co dependent.
I personally feel like you have grown and changed a lot for the better. maybe this person is threatened by your boundaries. i wouldn’t worry about them too much. if you wanted a sign to let go though, this is it.
pile five - blue tiger
this feels like a love interest, these piles have been intense and dark tbh; which always feels like the readings i pick up on. your energy seems the ,.. least heavy lol. i think you have been through a lot, and healed well over the years. you are aware of your triggers / boundaries. this person sees that. they think you are very mature.
you are someone who has been through heart break and are still open to love. very passionate and kind, but still not in need of or want something long term or stable (if you do want something long term with them , you should really tell them tbh, especially if you really like them, they don’t get that vibe from you)
they like spending time with you. you have a lot of energy, good netflix recommendations?? maybe the ….. is really good.
you in general do not share your long term goals or financial goals with this person. no talk of family or anything for sure. they don’t see you as someone who wants the picket fence type of love (again if you do.. I would try to drop hints or something if you want them to know) I do think they also see you as a little insecure / anxiously attached. but like… a healthy amount? you aren’t narcissistic or bragging about how many people you can get
you are more of the impulsive type to them, they really like you, but they haven’t seen a “family” or “relationship” energy with you yet. but if you are that type of person, and they also want that, there’s a good foundation of attraction and fun. and you are an emotionally intelligent person. you still may have trouble with some past relationships , but you seem to have communicated this and your willingness to hold space for that. sometimes past pain will always be with us , instead of waiting around for it to magically disappear - we make space for it instead. don’t let it consume us, and take time to properly self regulate in whatever way is best for us.
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pile one, btw, ur energy was intenseee in such a good way it took me a long time to re focus
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