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505 came out 13 years ago . . .Ā good night.
#TIME ISN'T REAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLL#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š¬š§šš© šØš®š šØš š¢š. ā Ā ā£ Ā out
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Compilation gifs of Connell smoking in the dark
#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š„šš¬š š„šš®š š” š„šš§š. ā Ā ā£ Ā aesthetics#smoking isn't an aesthetic#BUT these are the vibes
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ā youāre not here right now & , trust me , you really wanna be . āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā @arabeillasā
THEREĀ WERENāTĀ MANYĀ PLACESĀ FORĀ PRIVACYĀ offeredĀ inĀ theĀ crampedĀ tourĀ bus.Ā aĀ lifeĀ onĀ theĀ roadĀ wasĀ allĀ heĀ hadĀ dreamedĀ of,Ā andĀ thoughĀ heĀ wasĀ gratefulĀ toĀ beĀ ableĀ toĀ seeĀ soĀ muchĀ ofĀ theĀ country,Ā thereĀ wereĀ stillĀ thingsĀ aboutĀ homeĀ heĀ missedĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā theĀ smellĀ ofĀ hisĀ motherāsĀ cooking,Ā theĀ shoutsĀ ofĀ hisĀ sisterĀ whenĀ heĀ walkedĀ throughĀ theĀ door,Ā theĀ warmthĀ ofĀ hisĀ bed,Ā theĀ scentĀ ofĀ arabellaāsĀ hairĀ whenĀ heĀ buriedĀ hisĀ faceĀ intoĀ herĀ neck.Ā nineĀ timesĀ outĀ ofĀ ten,Ā heĀ wasĀ thinkingĀ aboutĀ her.Ā Ā
dodgingĀ aĀ flyingĀ paperĀ ballĀ thatĀ riverĀ andĀ ollieĀ wereĀ tossingĀ toĀ eachĀ other,Ā nickĀ wavesĀ hisĀ twoĀ bandmatesĀ off,Ā pressingĀ hisĀ phoneĀ closerĀ toĀ hisĀ ear.Ā byĀ theĀ looksĀ onĀ theirĀ faces,Ā theyĀ mustĀ haveĀ knownĀ whoĀ heĀ wasĀ talkingĀ to,Ā soĀ beforeĀ theyĀ couldĀ teaseĀ himĀ relentlesslyĀ aboutĀ it,Ā heĀ roseĀ fromĀ theĀ leatherĀ couchĀ andĀ madeĀ hisĀ wayĀ toĀ theĀ bunkĀ beds.Ā Ā
withĀ onlyĀ aĀ curtain,Ā thereĀ stillĀ wasnātĀ muchĀ hidingĀ himĀ fromĀ theĀ restĀ ofĀ theĀ group,Ā butĀ itĀ gaveĀ theĀ illusionĀ ofĀ peaceĀ andĀ quiet.Ā layingĀ backĀ onĀ hisĀ bed,Ā nickĀ settlesĀ in,Ā tuckingĀ aĀ handĀ behindĀ hisĀ head.Ā āĀ ohĀ yeah ?Ā āĀ hisĀ tongueĀ dartsĀ out,Ā runningĀ acrossĀ hisĀ lips.Ā thoughĀ heĀ wantsĀ herĀ nextĀ toĀ him,Ā sheāsĀ gladĀ sheāsĀ notĀ āāāāā onlyĀ becauseĀ thereĀ wasĀ noĀ doubtĀ sheādĀ beĀ ableĀ toĀ hearĀ howĀ hisĀ pulseĀ accelerated.Ā āĀ so,Ā uh,Ā whatĀ areĀ you,Ā āĀ heĀ chucklesĀ atĀ theĀ questionĀ beforeĀ itāsĀ evenĀ out,Ā hisĀ voiceĀ low,Ā āĀ whatĀ areĀ youĀ wearing?Ā ā
theĀ curtainĀ coveringĀ hisĀ bunkĀ isĀ jerkedĀ openĀ andĀ nickĀ shootsĀ up,Ā hittingĀ hisĀ headĀ onĀ theĀ topĀ bunk.Ā āĀ canĀ youĀ guysĀ fuckĀ offĀ ?Ā āĀ heāsĀ notĀ reallyĀ pissedĀ off,Ā yetĀ heĀ throwsĀ aĀ pillowĀ atĀ hisĀ cacklingĀ bandmatesĀ anyway.
#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š šš¢šš² šš”šš š§ššÆšš« š°šš¤šš¬ š®š©. ā Ā ā£ Ā mail#arabeillas#' what are u wearing ' i hate him
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šØš„š„š¢š šØš„š„š¢š šØš±šš§ šš«šš Ā .
ā Ā how Ā do Ā you Ā wanna Ā go Ā ? Ā BANG Ā BANG Ā ? Ā ā Ā fingers Ā make Ā a Ā gun Ā and Ā he Ā pretends Ā to Ā fire,Ā Ā ā Ā or Ā i Ā could Ā šŗšøš²šŗ Ā šøš Ā š¾š»š³ Ā šš²š·š¾š¾š», Ā wack Ā ya Ā with Ā an Ā axe Ā or Ā something. Ā ugh Ā actuallyĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā that Ā sounds Ā MESSY.Ā Ā ā Ā he Ā pauses,Ā Ā ā Ā on Ā second Ā thought, Ā messy Ā is Ā probably Ā good Ā in Ā the Ā apocalypse, Ā can Ā blend Ā in Ā with Ā all Ā the Ā walkers. Ā ā Ā he Ā chuckles Ā to Ā himself,Ā Ā ā Ā heh, Ā šš°š»šŗš“šš. Ā iāve Ā always Ā wanted Ā to Ā say Ā that, Ā they Ā make Ā it Ā sound Ā so Ā cool. Ā ā
he Ā studies Ā the Ā tv, Ā watching Ā as Ā someoneās Ā shoulder Ā is Ā torn Ā out Ā by Ā rotting Ā teeth, Ā blood Ā spilling Ā everywhere, Ā turning Ā his Ā attention Ā away Ā only Ā when Ā the Ā question Ā is Ā asked Ā again. Ā smile Ā fades,Ā Ā ā Ā yo Ā dude. Ā . Ā . Ā you Ā okay Ā ? Ā is Ā this Ā one Ā of Ā those Ā like Ā š“ššš“š½š³š“š³ Ā š¼š“šš°šæš·š¾š Ā šš·šøš½š¶š Ā where Ā you Ā mean Ā more Ā than Ā if Ā youāre Ā zombie Ā dessert Ā ? Ā ā Ā he Ā sits Ā up Ā in Ā his Ā seat Ā more Ā and Ā CONSIDERS Ā reaching Ā for Ā the Ā slice Ā of Ā pizza Ā on Ā the Ā table Ā a Ā few Ā inches Ā away. Ā ollie Ā decides Ā thatās Ā not Ā the Ā right Ā thing Ā to Ā do.Ā Ā ā Ā cause Ā if Ā it Ā is Ā you Ā know Ā you Ā can Ā like, Ā talk Ā to Ā me, Ā right Ā ? Ā ā
ifĀ Ā thereĀ Ā wasĀ Ā anyoneĀ Ā heĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā considerĀ Ā gettingĀ Ā mushyĀ Ā with,Ā Ā itĀ Ā wasĀ Ā riverĀ Ā andĀ Ā ollie.Ā Ā beingĀ Ā inĀ Ā aĀ Ā band,Ā Ā theyĀ Ā hadĀ Ā caughtĀ Ā rareĀ Ā glimpsesĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā boyĀ Ā beneathĀ Ā theĀ Ā stoicĀ Ā looksĀ Ā andĀ Ā icyĀ Ā shell.Ā Ā ifĀ Ā theyĀ Ā madeĀ Ā itĀ Ā bigĀ Ā likeĀ Ā heĀ Ā hoped,Ā Ā thereĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā beĀ Ā monthsĀ Ā andĀ Ā monthsĀ Ā onĀ Ā crampedĀ Ā tourĀ Ā busesĀ Ā whereĀ Ā heĀ Ā wouldnātĀ Ā beĀ Ā ableĀ Ā toĀ Ā hideĀ Ā awayĀ Ā whenĀ Ā heĀ Ā feltĀ Ā himselfĀ Ā beginningĀ Ā toĀ Ā crackĀ Ā open.Ā Ā Ā
yet,Ā Ā heĀ Ā doesnātĀ Ā allowĀ Ā himselfĀ Ā theĀ Ā chanceĀ Ā atĀ Ā vulnerability.Ā Ā ollie,Ā Ā theĀ Ā walkers,Ā Ā theĀ Ā questionĀ Ā itselfĀ Ā fadesĀ Ā intoĀ Ā theĀ Ā backgroundĀ Ā asĀ Ā nickĀ Ā findsĀ Ā himselfĀ Ā drowningĀ Ā inĀ Ā aĀ Ā seaĀ Ā ofĀ Ā worries.Ā Ā hushedĀ Ā phoneĀ Ā conversationsĀ Ā whereĀ Ā hisĀ Ā momĀ Ā begsĀ Ā theĀ Ā electricĀ Ā companyĀ Ā toĀ Ā giveĀ Ā themĀ Ā oneĀ Ā moreĀ Ā week,Ā Ā holesĀ Ā inĀ Ā theĀ Ā bottomĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā sistersāĀ Ā shoes,Ā Ā theĀ Ā pressureĀ Ā heĀ Ā hadĀ Ā onĀ Ā himselfĀ Ā toĀ Ā makeĀ Ā thisĀ Ā work,Ā Ā toĀ Ā provideĀ Ā forĀ Ā them.Ā Ā ifĀ Ā heĀ Ā couldnātĀ Ā hackĀ Ā it,Ā Ā heĀ Ā mightĀ Ā asĀ Ā wellĀ Ā getĀ Ā hacked.Ā Ā Ā Ā
āĀ Ā yeah,Ā Ā āĀ Ā browsĀ Ā furrowĀ Ā asĀ Ā heĀ Ā comesĀ Ā backĀ Ā intoĀ Ā theĀ Ā room.Ā Ā heĀ Ā leansĀ Ā forwardĀ Ā toĀ Ā grabĀ Ā theĀ Ā slice,Ā Ā hesitatesĀ Ā andĀ Ā thenĀ Ā pushesĀ Ā itĀ Ā inĀ Ā ollieāsĀ Ā direction.Ā Ā āĀ Ā yeah,Ā Ā iāmĀ Ā good.Ā Ā āĀ Ā heĀ Ā considersĀ Ā hisĀ Ā options,Ā Ā āĀ Ā nah,Ā Ā fuckĀ Ā oldĀ Ā school.Ā Ā youādĀ Ā probablyĀ Ā pullĀ Ā aĀ Ā theonĀ Ā greyjoyĀ Ā andĀ Ā botchĀ Ā itĀ Ā andĀ Ā thenĀ Ā what?Ā Ā justĀ Ā makeĀ Ā itĀ Ā quickĀ Ā andĀ Ā painless.Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā
#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š©š„šš² š¢š šØš§ š«šš©ššš. ā Ā ā£ Ā main#dvnities
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šš«š š”š¢š¬ššØš«š² ššš¬šš”ššš¢šš¬
šššššššš: Ā tired eyes. Ā coffee stains on the table. Ā listening to the bustle of the city. Ā unmade beds. Ā ponytails. Ā sunlight seeping through the curtains. Ā chapped lips. Ā walking barefoot across the floorboards. Ā dusty dictionaries. Ā black and white reruns. Ā huge sweaters. Ā the ticking of the clock. Ā hearing birds in the morning. Ā fireplaces. falling asleep during class.
ššššššššššš: Ā freckled skin. Ā the sun rising. Ā watching the sea. Ā taking shots of the city. Ā historical museums. Ā bright eyes. Ā looking up at the clouds. Ā walls covered in artworks. Ā drawing in the middle of lessons. Ā tracing your fingers on the sand. painting for hours. Ā staying in uncrowded coffee-shops. Ā worn paperbacks. Ā messy braids. Ā going to bed with your kneesocks on.
ššššššš: Ā dark hair. Ā a little sophisticated. Ā always observing the world around you. intricate designs. Ā high ceilings. Ā extravagant musical pieces. Ā dim room lights. Ā colorless photographs. Ā fancy furniture. Ā pale skin. hearing soft footfalls coming from outside the room. mischievous looks. Ā bitten nails. Ā candlelight dinners. Ā dark shades of lipstick. Ā
ššššššššš: Ā chandeliers. Ā the clinking of a teacup mug. Ā laced clothing. Ā modern architecture. Ā light hair. Ā watching the view from the terrace. Ā hidden birthmarks. Ā drinking tea in the morning. Ā wandering about in an empty building. Ā botanical gardens. Ā old films. Ā ancient marble sculptures. Ā expensive perfume cologne. Ā breakfasts in bed. Ā reading stories about mythology.
šššššššš: Ā compassion. Ā short writings on scraps of paper. Ā blushed cheeks. Ā a bouquet of roses. Ā reading collections of poetry late at night. Ā loose hair. Ā carpeted floors. Ā attending operas. Ā faint music playing in the background. staying under the covers until midday. the night sky. Ā streetlights. Ā picking flowers. Ā dancing around in silk dresses. Ā scented candles.
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āŖ Ā Ā Ā ā¢ Ā Ā @dvnitiesāĀ (Ā ollieĀ )
ā Ā Ā ššššš Ā Ā ššš Ā Ā šššš Ā Ā šš? Ā Ā ā Ā Ā itās Ā Ā another Ā Ā late Ā Ā saturday Ā Ā afternoon, Ā Ā low Ā Ā setting Ā Ā sun Ā Ā casting Ā Ā a Ā Ā marmalade Ā Ā glow Ā Ā across Ā Ā the Ā Ā houses Ā Ā in Ā Ā his Ā Ā neighborhood. Ā Ā lounging Ā Ā across Ā Ā the Ā Ā old Ā Ā living Ā Ā room Ā Ā couch Ā Ā with Ā Ā his Ā Ā guitar Ā Ā in Ā Ā lap, Ā Ā nick Ā Ā idly Ā Ā spins Ā Ā one Ā Ā of Ā Ā ollieās Ā Ā drumsticks Ā Ā between Ā Ā his Ā Ā finger. Ā Ā though Ā Ā his Ā Ā question Ā Ā is Ā Ā directed Ā Ā to Ā Ā his Ā Ā bandmate, Ā Ā his Ā Ā eyes Ā Ā gaze Ā Ā out Ā Ā the Ā Ā open Ā Ā garage Ā Ā door, Ā Ā not Ā Ā envisioning Ā Ā his Ā Ā death Ā Ā but Ā Ā a Ā Ā life Ā Ā outside Ā Ā this Ā Ā cul-de-sac. Ā Ā a Ā Ā reality Ā Ā where Ā Ā not Ā Ā just Ā Ā the Ā Ā neighborhood Ā Ā would Ā Ā hear Ā Ā his Ā Ā racket, Ā Ā but Ā Ā the Ā Ā ššššš Ā Ā ššššš.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
at Ā Ā the Ā Ā sounds Ā Ā of Ā Ā snarling Ā Ā from Ā Ā the Ā Ā tv, Ā Ā he Ā Ā comes Ā Ā back Ā Ā to Ā Ā his Ā Ā original Ā Ā question. Ā Ā ā Ā Ā if Ā Ā i Ā Ā wasĀ Ā too Ā Ā far Ā Ā to Ā Ā be Ā Ā saved,Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā nick Ā Ā gestures Ā Ā to Ā Ā the Ā Ā television Ā Ā with Ā Ā the Ā Ā drumstick, Ā Ā an Ā Ā arch Ā Ā in Ā Ā his Ā Ā brow. Ā Ā ā Ā Ā you Ā Ā gonna Ā Ā put Ā Ā that Ā Ā bullet Ā Ā through Ā Ā my Ā Ā head Ā Ā or Ā Ā nah? Ā Ā ā
#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š©š„šš² š¢š šØš§ š«šš©ššš. ā Ā ā£ Ā main#dvnities#[ -holds up butterfly- is this......foreshadowing??? ]
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āŖĀ Ā Ā ā¢Ā Ā Ā @cairmenāā
"Ā Ā Ā ššš'š Ā Ā ā Ā Ā " Ā Ā he Ā Ā pauses Ā Ā in Ā Ā the Ā Ā middle Ā Ā of Ā Ā his Ā Ā sentence Ā Ā to Ā Ā snatch Ā Ā his Ā Ā song Ā Ā book Ā Ā out Ā Ā from Ā Ā her Ā Ā fingertips. Ā Ā the Ā Ā faded Ā Ā charcoal Ā Ā moleskin Ā Ā cover Ā Ā is Ā Ā snapped Ā Ā shut Ā Ā and Ā Ā tucked Ā Ā under Ā Ā his Ā Ā arm, Ā Ā safe Ā Ā from Ā Ā prying Ā Ā eyes. Ā Ā heās Ā Ā had Ā Ā the Ā Ā same Ā Ā notebook Ā Ā since Ā Ā high Ā Ā school, Ā Ā itās Ā Ā served Ā Ā as Ā Ā a Ā Ā diary Ā Ā of Ā Ā sorts, Ā Ā doodles, Ā Ā choruses, Ā Ā thoughts Ā Ā both Ā Ā euphoric Ā Ā and Ā Ā melancholic Ā Ā scribbled Ā Ā on Ā Ā every Ā Ā inch Ā Ā of Ā Ā paper. Ā Ā though, Ā Ā since Ā Ā she Ā Ā met Ā Ā ššš, Ā Ā not Ā Ā the Ā Ā girl Ā Ā in Ā Ā front Ā Ā of Ā Ā him Ā Ā but Ā Ā the Ā Ā girl Ā Ā he Ā Ā left Ā Ā miles Ā Ā away Ā Ā to Ā Ā chase Ā Ā a Ā Ā šššš Ā Ā ššššš, Ā Ā she Ā Ā seemed Ā Ā to Ā Ā take Ā Ā up Ā Ā every Ā Ā margin Ā Ā of Ā Ā his Ā Ā life. Ā Ā without Ā Ā being Ā Ā near Ā Ā her, Ā Ā he Ā Ā felt Ā Ā as Ā Ā if Ā Ā he Ā Ā was Ā Ā drowning. Ā Ā he Ā Ā knew Ā Ā all Ā Ā he Ā Ā had Ā Ā to Ā Ā do Ā Ā was Ā Ā pick Ā Ā up Ā Ā the Ā Ā phone Ā Ā and Ā Ā call Ā Ā her, Ā Ā yet Ā Ā he Ā Ā kept Ā Ā putting Ā Ā it Ā Ā off, Ā Ā hoping Ā Ā the Ā Ā next Ā Ā day Ā Ā heād Ā Ā be Ā Ā braver.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
though Ā Ā ššš Ā Ā took Ā Ā up Ā Ā most Ā Ā of Ā Ā his Ā Ā senses, Ā Ā nick Ā Ā wasnāt Ā Ā blind Ā Ā to Ā Ā the Ā Ā way Ā Ā carmen Ā Ā had Ā Ā been Ā Ā snaking Ā Ā her Ā Ā way Ā Ā into Ā Ā his Ā Ā life. Ā Ā showing Ā Ā up Ā Ā after Ā Ā recording Ā Ā sessions Ā Ā when Ā Ā everyone Ā Ā left, Ā Ā slinking Ā Ā over Ā Ā his Ā Ā piano, Ā Ā hues Ā Ā lit Ā Ā with Ā Ā a Ā Ā devilish Ā Ā glow. Ā Ā she Ā Ā knew Ā Ā what Ā Ā she Ā Ā was Ā Ā doing, Ā Ā he Ā Ā knew Ā Ā what Ā Ā she Ā Ā was Ā Ā doing, Ā Ā he Ā Ā just Ā Ā didnāt Ā Ā know Ā Ā what Ā Ā he Ā Ā was Ā Ā going Ā Ā to Ā Ā do Ā Ā about Ā Ā it. Ā Ā technically, Ā Ā he Ā Ā was Ā Ā available. Ā Ā emotionally, Ā Ā he Ā Ā was Ā Ā not. Ā Ā perhaps Ā Ā that Ā Ā was Ā Ā just Ā Ā what Ā Ā he Ā Ā needed Ā Ā ā Ā Ā an Ā Ā artificial Ā Ā connection Ā Ā with Ā Ā no Ā Ā feelings Ā Ā involved. Ā Ā mindless Ā Ā skin Ā Ā on Ā Ā skin, Ā Ā to Ā Ā go Ā Ā through Ā Ā the Ā Ā motions Ā Ā and Ā Ā fill Ā Ā his Ā Ā head Ā Ā with Ā Ā the Ā Ā vision Ā Ā of Ā Ā someone Ā Ā else.
ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā thatās Ā Ā . Ā Ā . Ā Ā . Ā Ā itās Ā Ā personal, Ā Ā alright? Ā Ā ā Ā Ā he Ā Ā settles Ā Ā down Ā Ā on Ā Ā the Ā Ā couch, Ā Ā raking Ā Ā a Ā Ā hand Ā Ā through Ā Ā his Ā Ā hair. Ā Ā eyes Ā Ā glance Ā Ā at Ā Ā his Ā Ā phone Ā Ā on Ā Ā the Ā Ā table, Ā Ā hoping Ā Ā sheād Ā Ā call. Ā Ā always Ā Ā hoping Ā Ā sheād Ā Ā call. Ā Ā sheād Ā Ā remember Ā Ā it Ā Ā was Ā Ā his Ā Ā birthday Ā Ā in Ā Ā thirty Ā Ā minutes Ā Ā and Ā Ā call, Ā Ā wouldnāt Ā Ā she? Ā Ā as Ā Ā the Ā Ā clock Ā Ā ticked Ā Ā on, Ā Ā he Ā Ā doubted Ā Ā it. Ā Ā he Ā Ā leans Ā Ā forward, Ā Ā picking Ā Ā up Ā Ā his Ā Ā smoldering Ā Ā spliff Ā Ā from Ā Ā where Ā Ā he Ā Ā abandoned Ā Ā it Ā Ā in Ā Ā the Ā Ā ashtray, Ā Ā ā Ā Ā shouldnāt Ā Ā you Ā Ā be Ā Ā out Ā Ā celebrating Ā Ā with Ā Ā everyone Ā Ā else? Ā Ā what Ā Ā are Ā Ā you Ā Ā doing Ā Ā here? Ā Ā ā
#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š©š„šš² š¢š šØš§ š«šš©ššš. ā Ā ā£ Ā main#cairmen
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āHe knew then that the secret for which he had sacrificed his own happiness and the happiness of another person had been trivial all along, and worthless.āĀ ā Sally Rooney, Normal People
#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š ššØš§š¬ššš„š„ššš¢šØš§ ššš„š„š¢š§š š¢š§ššØ š©š„ššš. ā Ā ā£ Ā arabella#):
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@arabeillasāĀ Ā :Ā Ā Ā ā iāll make sure you get your jacket back . ā
ā Ā you Ā better. Ā ā Ā it Ā almost Ā tumbles Ā out Ā from Ā his Ā lips Ā without Ā thought, Ā accompanied Ā by Ā the Ā upward Ā quirk Ā of Ā the Ā corner Ā of Ā his Ā lips. Ā but Ā after Ā a Ā moment Ā of Ā looking Ā at Ā her Ā enveloped Ā by Ā his Ā denim Ā jacket, Ā he Ā doesnāt Ā think Ā heās Ā very Ā seen Ā a Ā better Ā sight. Ā Ā
ā Ā nah, Ā ā Ā he Ā takes Ā a Ā step Ā back, Ā finally Ā placing Ā his Ā unlit Ā cigarette Ā between Ā his Ā lips. Ā ā Ā keep Ā it. Ā it Ā looks Ā better Ā on Ā you. Ā ā Ā flicking Ā his Ā lighter, Ā he Ā gets Ā distracted Ā by Ā his Ā next Ā thought. Ā ā Ā better Ā yet, Ā if Ā you Ā really Ā wanna Ā give Ā it Ā back Ā to Ā me Ā ā Ā ā Ā Ā
from Ā his Ā back Ā pocket Ā he Ā pulls Ā out Ā a Ā flyer Ā for Ā his Ā show. Ā thereās Ā nothing Ā on Ā it Ā that Ā suggests Ā heās Ā in Ā the Ā band, Ā just Ā an Ā address Ā to Ā a Ā pub. Ā ā Ā eight Ā oāclock, Ā iāll Ā be Ā here. Ā ā Ā he Ā points Ā to Ā the Ā address. Ā ā Ā even Ā if Ā you Ā donāt Ā wanna Ā give Ā the Ā jacket Ā back, Ā thatās Ā cool, Ā but Ā i Ā still Ā think Ā you Ā should Ā come. Ā i Ā heard Ā the Ā bandās Ā kinda Ā shitty, Ā but Ā their Ā buffalo Ā wings Ā are Ā really Ā good. Ā ā
#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š šš¢šš² šš”šš š§ššÆšš« š°šš¤šš¬ š®š©. ā Ā ā£ Ā mail#arabeillas
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āŖĀ ā¢Ā ā well, i woke up wanting to cry and now iām here. howās your day? ā ( @heylilahsāā )Ā
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callousedĀ Ā digitsĀ Ā interchangeĀ Ā betweenĀ Ā strummingĀ Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā stringsĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā guitarĀ Ā andĀ Ā adjustingĀ Ā theĀ Ā tuningĀ Ā keys.Ā Ā darkĀ Ā huesĀ Ā glanceĀ Ā upĀ Ā asĀ Ā theĀ Ā waitressĀ Ā setsĀ Ā theirĀ Ā drinksĀ Ā downĀ Ā onĀ Ā theĀ Ā coffeeĀ Ā table.Ā Ā momentarily,Ā Ā heĀ Ā glancesĀ Ā atĀ Ā delilahāsĀ Ā notebookĀ Ā filledĀ Ā withĀ Ā sketchesĀ Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā assumesĀ Ā areĀ Ā forĀ Ā someĀ Ā class.Ā Ā ratherĀ Ā thanĀ Ā answerĀ Ā herĀ Ā question,Ā Ā heĀ Ā raisesĀ Ā aĀ Ā browĀ Ā andĀ Ā posesĀ Ā oneĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā own.Ā Ā āĀ Ā youĀ Ā stillĀ Ā gettingĀ Ā homesick?Ā Ā ā
#ā« Ā ā¢ Ā ā š šš¢šš² šš”šš š§ššÆšš« š°šš¤šš¬ š®š©. ā Ā ā£ Ā mail#heydelilahs#[ i set this in delilahs verse where she's in new york ]#[ also tonys having central perk vibes was mostly a coincidence ]
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āĀ areĀ youĀ hittingĀ meĀ upĀ forĀ moneyĀ withĀ yourĀ handĀ onĀ myĀ uhāĀ ā
āĀ areĀ youĀ hereĀ toĀ saveĀ me ?Ā ā
āĀ areĀ youĀ sureĀ weĀ shouldĀ beĀ doingĀ this ?Ā Ā itĀ kindĀ ofĀ feelsĀ likeĀ cheating .Ā ā
āĀ comeĀ backĀ toĀ bed !Ā ā
āĀ heĀ justĀ sentĀ meĀ flowersĀ thatĀ youĀ sendĀ toĀ someoneĀ whenĀ youāreĀ worriedĀ theyāllĀ neverĀ seeĀ aĀ flowerĀ again .Ā ā
āĀ heĀ woreĀ theĀ perfumeĀ ofĀ death .Ā ā
āĀ hiĀ there ,Ā Ā littleĀ futureĀ trainĀ wreck .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ acceptĀ thatĀ youĀ willĀ beĀ aĀ littleĀ intenseĀ Ā āĀ Ā aĀ littleĀ tooĀ muchĀ sometimesĀ becauseĀ youĀ careĀ soĀ much .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ cameĀ backĀ becauseĀ iāmĀ inĀ loveĀ withĀ you .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ couldnātĀ haveĀ youĀ findĀ outĀ withoutĀ meĀ beingĀ thereĀ toĀ hugĀ you .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donātĀ thinkĀ thereāllĀ beĀ aĀ nextĀ time .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ hateĀ people .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ knewĀ youĀ forĀ suchĀ aĀ shortĀ timeĀ Ā &Ā Ā iāveĀ missedĀ youĀ forever .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ knowĀ youāreĀ notĀ okay .Ā Ā iĀ canĀ tell .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ likeĀ theĀ hat .Ā Ā iĀ wasĀ focusedĀ onĀ thatĀ mostĀ ofĀ theĀ time .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ regrettedĀ itĀ theĀ momentĀ iĀ saidĀ it .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ thinkĀ sheāsĀ inĀ bigĀ trouble .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wishĀ iĀ couldĀ makeĀ youĀ feelĀ dirty .Ā ā
āĀ invitationāsĀ open .Ā Ā youĀ canĀ comeĀ alongĀ ifĀ youādĀ likeĀ to .Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ hardĀ toĀ faceĀ theĀ truthĀ sometimes .Ā Ā itāsĀ scary .Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ scaryĀ notĀ knowingĀ whatāsĀ comingĀ next ,Ā Ā butĀ youāveĀ gotĀ theĀ worldsĀ bestĀ safety net .Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ whereĀ itĀ allĀ began .Ā ā
āĀ iāllĀ makeĀ sureĀ youĀ getĀ yourĀ jacketĀ back .Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ aĀ veryĀ curiousĀ personĀ Ā &Ā Ā iĀ tryĀ notĀ toĀ underestimateĀ people .Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ notĀ hereĀ toĀ seeĀ you ,Ā Ā iĀ haveĀ aĀ life .Ā Ā goodĀ lord .Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ slowlyĀ poisoningĀ myĀ father - in - law .Ā ā
āĀ lastĀ weekĀ someĀ regrettableĀ utterancesĀ wereĀ Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā utteredĀ .Ā ā
āĀ letāsĀ go .Ā Ā orĀ weĀ couldĀ stayĀ Ā &Ā Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā iāllĀ killĀ him .Ā ā
āĀ majorityĀ rulesĀ mightāveĀ workedĀ inĀ medievalĀ times ,Ā Ā butĀ weĀ liveĀ inĀ aĀ civilĀ societyĀ now .Ā ā
āĀ pleaseĀ donātĀ help .Ā ā
āĀ sheĀ isĀ aĀ littleĀ extra .Ā Ā iĀ agree .Ā ā
āĀ stayĀ here .Ā Ā itāsĀ niceĀ here .Ā ā
āĀ thatĀ doesnātĀ evenĀ makeĀ sense .Ā ā
āĀ thatāsĀ aĀ farĀ cryĀ fromĀ cigarettesĀ Ā &Ā Ā sadness .Ā Ā thatāsĀ yourĀ usualĀ m.o.Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ noĀ wayĀ inĀ hellĀ thatĀ youĀ shouldĀ haveĀ aĀ baby .Ā ā
āĀ thisĀ isĀ unfortunateĀ timing .Ā ā
āĀ wasĀ thatĀ angerĀ orĀ foreplay ?Ā ā
āĀ weĀ areĀ lame .Ā Ā weĀ areĀ soĀ lame .Ā ā
āĀ weĀ haveĀ aĀ textĀ chain .Ā Ā itāsĀ mostlyĀ gifs ,Ā Ā butĀ sometimesĀ weĀ talkĀ aboutĀ howĀ messedĀ upĀ yāallĀ are .Ā ā
āĀ well ,Ā Ā ifĀ youādĀ letĀ meĀ demonstrateĀ Ā .Ā Ā .Ā Ā .Ā ā
āĀ whateverĀ youĀ need ,Ā Ā iāveĀ gotĀ you .Ā Ā allĀ handsĀ onĀ deck .Ā ā
āĀ whatāsĀ wrongĀ withĀ you ?Ā Ā youĀ lookĀ weird .Ā ā
āĀ whyĀ wouldĀ youĀ comeĀ back ?Ā ā
āĀ youĀ areĀ aĀ badĀ girl .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ areĀ soĀ lame .Ā Ā youĀ areĀ bothĀ soĀ lame .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ cameĀ acrossĀ theĀ countryĀ toĀ sayĀ youāreĀ sorry ?Ā ā
āĀ youĀ canātĀ goĀ intoĀ marriageĀ thinkingĀ aboutĀ ā forever ā .Ā Ā whoĀ putĀ thatĀ stupidĀ ideaĀ intoĀ yourĀ head ?Ā ā
āĀ youĀ dodgedĀ aĀ veryĀ slowĀ movingĀ bullet .Ā Ā iādĀ callĀ thatĀ aĀ goodĀ useĀ ofĀ yourĀ time .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ donātĀ needā-Ā Ā youĀ donātĀ needĀ anĀ explanation .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ donātĀ overthinkĀ thingsĀ likeĀ iĀ do .Ā Ā thatĀ couldĀ beĀ aĀ goodĀ thingĀ too .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ feelĀ likeĀ youĀ needĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ rockĀ forĀ themĀ Ā &Ā Ā thatĀ apologizingĀ showsĀ vulnerability .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ haveĀ troubleĀ apologizing .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ madeĀ meĀ feelĀ dirty .Ā Ā realĀ dirty .Ā ā
āĀ yourĀ affairĀ withĀ herĀ wasĀ over .Ā Ā youĀ shouldāveĀ stayedĀ away .Ā Ā whyĀ didĀ youĀ comeĀ back ?Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ justĀ sayingĀ thisĀ stuffĀ becauseĀ youāreĀ scared ,Ā Ā orĀ iāmĀ scared ,Ā Ā orĀ weāreĀ scared .Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ notĀ hereĀ rightĀ nowĀ Ā &Ā Ā ,Ā Ā trustĀ me ,Ā Ā youĀ reallyĀ wannaĀ be .Ā ā
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