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vitamindropp · 13 days
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^^ im the problem i dont why but i feel uncomfortable around all my friends, like when we talk it just feels like they are forcing themselves to talk to me and it makes me want to throw up. I cant even make eye contact with them majority of the time. Im always fake laughing at everything they say especially when they makw fun of other people for things that i deal with too, do they know i do the same? Would they stop if i told them? Or do they know and thats why they do it. How to stop feeling like this😋
+why am i always a backup i want to be someones number one. I hate being a backup friend you can always see in their face how much they dont want to talk to me and it lowk hurts. like ok then

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vitamindropp · 14 days
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^^i hate when my friends ask me what i want to do when im older like i can never answer their question truthfully to be honest idk what i want to do when im older. All my friends have dream jobs but i genuinely don’t want to do anything when i finish highschool i don’t know what i will do with my life.
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vitamindropp · 18 days
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Beomgyu as your (soon to be) boyfriend special!
notess: this is beomgyu doing that story trend
 ive been gone so i wanted to do this for the time being i hope you guys enjoy it, supa fun making it! WARNING: some cursing!
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vitamindropp · 22 days
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um guys
so basically im sick rn (っ- ‾ - ς) And i won’t be able to do another part for beomgyu as ur soon to be bf for a lil bit..BUT!!! when i do feel better i will ofc^^
tysm for the nice comments and love you guys have shown on the series!
byebye<33
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vitamindropp · 29 days
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beomgyu as your (soon to be) boyfriend^^ PT.3
notes:GUY IM DRAGGING THIS OUT TOO MUCH HOW DO I STOP SEND HELP anyways
warnings: cursing, gaslighting (not in an evil way!) reader uses she/her pronouns NOT PROOFREAD!!!
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as soon as your alarm went off at 7:30 you sprung out of bed making sure you had enough time to look presentable
you ended up finishing way earlier than you expected so you just decided to head out
beomgyu took a shower and put on his outfit that his friends hounded him all night about and hoped you would like it
just the thought of both of y’all just walking around in the aquarium was way too much for his heart to handle
and if he wasn’t giggly before, he definitely was now that you sent him a message
you: good morning!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و
WHY WERE SHE SO CUTE he thought before he responds he texts the gc real quick
beomgyu:SHE WANTS ME SO BADđŸ”„đŸ’Ż
soobin: she has to be insane if she’s into you
beomgyu: DONT HATE ME CAUSE YOU AINT MEđŸ€«
beomgyu: im sorry don’t leave me im so nervous idk what to do
beomgyu: HELLO?????
he texts you for a bit then decides to head off
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on the whole drive there he was practicing what to say to you and how he should respond, his heart was beating so fast he was concerned for his wellbeing.
you get there at 10:45 expecting to be early.. but you see him already waiting at the entrance pacing back and forth while hold a otter stuffed animal
he greets you and you and hands you the stuffed animal nervously while avoiding eye contact, and you say
“Omg tysm its so cute!! how did you know i liked otters?”
he’s fucked. HE’S COOKED. HE FOUND THAT OUT THROUGH YOUR INSTAGRAM LAST NIGHT WHEN HE TOLD YOU GOODNIGHT HE FOUND YOUR INSTAGRAM AND LEARNT YOUR WHOLE LIFE STORY (not in a stalker way!) YOU DIDNT TELL HIM THAT SO THERE IS SO REASON HE SHOULD KNOW BUT HE DOES.
he can’t say that he found out about your insta because you didn’t even give him it so he decided that the best option was to gaslight you
“Oh you told me while we were doing the project in the library!”
“Really? I don’t rememb- YOU DID”
you just choose to ignore it because you most likely did mention it you just can’t remember atm (đŸ€«)
you guys spent the whole day together just talking while walking around and taking photos of everything cute you guys saw and took some photos together as well!
before you guys parted ways to go back home he walked you to where you were parked (GENTLEMEN FRR🙏)
before he could even say anything you grab his collar and give him a kiss on his cheek and told him how you had so much fun today and how you would love to do it again while your cheeks burn up
you immediately rush into your car before he could even speak, because that was so out of character for you but you just couldn’t help it!! he was so sweet and looked so cute i mean how could you NOT kiss him?? it’s not your fault!
he completely forgot what he was even going to tell you and just stood there for a second holding his cheek
as you’re driving through the parking lot you see him again and while barely recovering from the embarrassment and he motions for you to pull your window down
you do so and he yells
“DOES THAT MEAN WE ARE GOING ON A SECOND DATE?”
he had heads turning from miles away with how loud he was and you saw that so you just nodded really fast and drove off before he could make you and redder and you can make another mistake
he drove back home with the biggest smile EVER and just giggling like crazy
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you updated the gc ASAP
you: i kissed him.
chaewon: YOU WHAT???
yeri: HUH?????
jiheon: WHERE DID YOU KISS HIM?
winter: NAHHHHHH
you responded to jiheon: i just kissed him on the cheek
chaewon: JUST???
jiheon: oh ok that’s not even that bad
yeri: YES IT IS FYM????
winter: wait what led up to it did you just kiss him or what??
yeri: JUST CALL I NEED TO KNOW IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH RN
you called the groupchat and explained how your whole date went
little did you know that beomgyu was doing the exact same thing
beomgyu: GUYSSHEISSME
soobin: huh?
taehyun: She what?
beomgyu: KISSED MEEHEH
soobin: is this the demons speaking or did this deadass happen😟
yeonjun: how is he getting more play than me.
kai: i knew she liked you!!
soobin: didn’t you just said earlier that we need to free ___ from beomgyu
kai: shhh that was in the pastđŸ€«
beomgyu: YO????
beomgyu: anyways you are all invited to our wedding!
yeonjun: lets votekick beomgyu out
beomgyu: STOP BEING A HATER SMH👎
after the call with your friends he texted you goodnight and how he didn’t get a chance to tell you how he had so much fun as well
you were screaming into your pillow while kicking your feet
you guys talked for a bit then eventually told each other good night
WITH ANOTHER DATE PLANNED FOR NEXT WEEKENDđŸ€­
more notes: stop why am i actually cheesing over this its getting bad out here
 anyways! TYSM FOR READING <33
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vitamindropp · 29 days
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About me!!
im not gonna get too into detail about me but more what i like!
i plan on writing mostly for Seventeen and TXT but will occasionally write for others
I WILL NOT BE WRITING SMUT im not that creative to do all that
seventeen and txt are my ults and my biases are beomgyu and jeonghan so please don’t think im a solo stan if i write for those two more (i love everyone in both groups equally!)
tbh idk what to do abt asks cause like i lowk think no one would ask shit so imma js leave it empty for rn
but overall this is js for shit and giggles and nothing i write portrays them irl because this is js my imagination
Also i will just write about my daily life on here too so don’t expect only fics😓😓😓 (sorry i need to put it somewhere!)
byebye!!
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vitamindropp · 30 days
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beomgyu as your (soon to be) boyfriend^^ PT.2
notes: not proofread!! warning curse words!
after last night’s conversation beomgyu couldn’t bring himself to face you after he fumbled the bag that bad, but he had to (he couldn’t afford to miss anymore days)
this man has never been more stressed, hell he wasn’t even this nervous for exams
when he walks in he spots you straight away and all his worries are forgotten when he sees you smiling at him and waving at him (WAHHH)
for the whole class you guys were talking and working and getting to know each other and before you both knew it 2 weeks had already passed just like that
you both went back to your normal lives and were more focused on graduation
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flash forward one month later you are enjoying your summer, no stress about homework, just relaxing at home watching all the shoujos and dramas you wanted to
on the other hand beomgyu is going through STRAIGHT HELL. his friends decided to randomly show up and have a sleepover (do college guys have sleepovers? chat lmk anyways) and have been flaming him non stop on how he didn’t make a move before school ended, he couldn’t even defend himself because he knew they were right.
yeonjun decided to mention that he saw you at the mall with another man (he didn’t he just wanted to mess with beomgyu)
the rest of the guys knew what yeonjun was trying to do so they had to back him up and start lying out of their asses
beomgyu knew he had no right to be mad but he just couldn’t help it
yeonjun knew he wouldn’t make a move if he didn’t lie so he suggested that beomgyu should message you
“But if she’s hanging out with some guy and going to the ma- SHUT UP TEXT HER ALREADY”
he decided he can’t lose without a fight so he was about to text you until yeonjun snatched his phone and BOOKED IT to the restroom and locked himself in, beomgyu was banging on the door so hard that if he had done it a tad bit harder the door wouldve come crashing down
mid way through the live action NANA movie you get a text
beomie: hey i was wondering if you were free so we could hang out sometime?
YOUR PRAYERS WERE HEARD ALL WAS GOOD IN YOUR LIFE AGAIN
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eagerly you texted back
ten minutes of pointless knocking later yeonjun finally leaves the restroom and hands the phone to beomgyu
instead of cursing his friend out first he had to make sure he didn’t send you no bullshit so he went to the messages
him: hey i was wondering if you were free so we could hang out sometime?
you: OMG OFC what would we even do though?
him: do you like aquariums??
you: I LOVE AQUARIUMS WHAT DAY??
him: SHUT UP ME TOO anyways tmrw at 10AM if you’re free then?
you: im free tomorrow i’ll see you there!
him:so it’s a date?
you: if you want it to beđŸ€š
you were sweating WYM UR GOING ON A DATE WITH THE CUTEST MAN YOUVE EVER SEEN???? AND THE LAST TEXT HE SENT YOU WERE GOING INSANE
beomgyu was going through so many emotions he had a date. A DATE. WITH YOU???? if this was a dream he wanted to go into a coma.
he was cheesing too hard to even nag at yeonjun for snatching his phone
all his friends helped him plan an appropriate outfit and agreed to meet him tomorrow before the date
before you even agreed to the date you had to give a rundown to your friends yeri, chaewon, winter, and ji-heon in the gc real quick
and you guys facetimed for hours deciding what you were going to wear how to do your hair and makeup and etc.
at 1AM you ended up falling asleep and you were so nervous, well actually nervous was an understatement, you were about to shit your pants
more notes: tysm for reading<33
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vitamindropp · 1 month
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beomgyu as your (soon to be) boyfriend^^
â‹†Ëšàż” notes 𝜗𝜚˚⋆: this is my first time writing so these aren’t proof read or nothing ALSO I DO CURSE A LIL SO ITS THATS AN ISSUE BE WARNED!! , also if its ass please don’t tell me!!
beomgyu would definitely be that cute boy that you would always catch stealing glances at you during class
at first you thought it was funny and cute until, you started to catch feelings as well, and you started to stare even more than he was
he would see you staring in his general direction but would always assume you were looking at something in the far distance
this went on forever because both of y’all were too scared to make a first move
and as the year was coming to an end your professor decided to assign a partner-project that had to be completed over a span of 2 weeks
and of course you were partnered up with beomgyu you were mentally going insane, wondering if you should be happy because you have a chance to talk to him or scared because you have a chance to talk to him..
beomgyu was trying to act all nonchalant and at peace about the situation but mentally he was 10x more nervous than you because what do you mean he has to talk to his crush for TWO WHOLE WEEKS.
the professor recommended that partners got to know each other and sit besides each other and of course you would follow what he said so you guys sat together (duh)
you guys sat in silence. the only words you guys got out was introducing yourselves to one and another besides that y’all have been trying to seem busy on your phones to avoid talking to each other
of course being a little curious you’re going to try see what your crush is doing on his phone so you sneak a quick look and you see this man frantically swiping through the weather app and opening and closing his settings (HE JS LIKE MEEEE)
you finally mastered up the courage to speak to him and you guys eventually warmed up to each other and ended exchanging numbers to continue to “work on the project”
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as soon as beomgyu got home he felt like he HAD to message you first since you were the first to speak to him, but he just couldn’t figure out what to say
he texts his gc with his friends yeonjun, soobin, taehyun, and kai (SHOCKER) and asks what he should say and they all give him completely different things which just results to an argument in the groupchat, but his momma didn’t raise a bitch so he manned up and texted “hi this is beomgyu from (random class im too lazy to think of one) what’s up?”
he dropped to his knees in the middle of the kitchen he thought ‘WHY WOULD I SAY WHATS UP’ he decided you seeing that he unsent a message was better than you seeing that horrendous message he just sent
he goes to delete it and sees you already read it.
HE LETS OUT THE MOST VILE SCREAM OF TERROR
got a noise complaint but that’s beyond the point
you decide to wait it out because you can’t just respond straight away to a message from a dude you just meet today and seem like you were just waiting for his message (you were)
little did you know that you had your read receipts on
beomgyu is just staring at his screen “why isn’t she responding
” he’s currently pacing back and forth in his bedroom wondering if its the wrong number or you just really don’t fw him
ten minutes later you decide to respond with “hihi this is ___ from (yk the drill) im not doing much what about you?”
he responds right away, fuck all his pride it’s been long gone, “im just chilling a bit sleepy tho”
if he’s saying he is sleepy then doesn’t that mean hes about to go to sleep?
being oh so kind you decided to type out “goodnight!” but thats too affectionate so you had to say “gn”
after screaming into his pillow until you responded he sees you texted back “gn” he’s never been more in despair he just cut a conversation short WITH THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE HOW COULD HE EVER RECOVER
à«źâ‚ ˃ ’ ˂ ₎ა more notes because i can talk forever! ok so part 2 coming soon i think 😓. this is just based off of real events that have happened to be me..so if it seems cringy ITS BECAUSE IT WAS. anyways thank you for reading!! <33
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