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1/14/24

bruh it’s in the negatives outside so i’m glad it’s the weekend. BUT it’s continuing negatives for the beginning of this week so i’m not excited to go back to work.

on friday, people were trying so hard to get their stuff because they were scared of the storm. in the morning the weather was crappy and already snowing so it was dead, until it stopped and then it was a crazy rush until 4 until people got scared for the night snowfall.

it was nice to stay home this weekend and stay warm. i did go out on saturday to accompany dad for his mri but i think the results are okay? will keep an eye out for him

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1/11/24

returned to work yesterday & immediately got my ass handed to me lol i came home & knocked out until 11pm

it’s crazy how everyone keeps asking me for help at every turn.. i can’t really get much done 😅 i did not miss this at all.

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1/6/24 - 1/8/24

went to the genshin concert over the weekend with nick, ced & keane.

it was a gorgeous concert, even though i’m still sad about the sold-out merch. also was the first time staying @ the hotel my dad worked at. we had lots of good food in the city too 👌🏼

i’m exhausted & don’t wanna go back to work though

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1/3/24 actually

wow work goes so well when we have a boatload of people. where was this yesterday? srsly

jason’s visit was annoying as are all corporate visits because they’re so out of touch with the rest of us down here. i hate all of these pigs that talk like they know shit.

i must’ve been so tired because i was nodding off before 9pm lol

ofc i stayed up though b/c i hate myself hahahaha ok but tears of themis event slaps. i love these artem card stories.

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lol 1/3/24 about 1/2/24

i was so fckin exhausted yesterday that i couldn’t even bother. it was a hot ass mess @ work. had some call offs. but y’know how the beginning of the year is. i ended up leaving work a little after 6pm

jason is coming today for what fckin reason? still have to clean up TPR cuz there was 140+ in there yesterday so i’m going in early today.

i need a nap lol

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1/1/24

happy new year!

gonna attempt to do this again lol what a hot mess i am. but we’ll try to make it minimalistic

rang in the year being on dc with nick, ced & keane. ced & i are back into RS lol cept we stayed up til 2am. xfinity decided to be funny right after midnight and crashed on everyone cept me over here w/ rcn

went to my uncle’s bday lunch & it was making me hella paranoid/anxious because of all the ppl there. covid is still a thing, hello. food was delicious but made me thirsty af, and i still am even as i’m writing this.

crazy that jennifer caused a scene in the restaurant parking lot cuz that’s the first time i’ve heard an adult family member whine. holy hell. she was berating my aunt for the dumbest shit and i was EMBARRASSED.

so much for being minimalistic lol but anyway i’m ending the night off on RS, working on slayer. we’re gonna get 99 on something now that i’m back lol

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10022019_11:38PM

It’s crazy how much happens in three months. 

July went by nicely. Our new pharmacist, Jim, fits in nicely with us and it’s refreshing to have him join our team. I didn’t get to “haze” him like I said I was, but it wasn’t necessary. He’s a good dude, and I’M the one who was being an ass. JItu’s retirement party was sweet. I’ve never seen the guy be so emotional before. We got to see a photo of him with his buddies when they were younger (and they even recreated it for us). It was such a wholesome experience to see him so moved to tears. 

August was pretty uneventful for the most part. Uhhh.. I went to the Backlot Bash with Nick & we got funnel cake? It’s pretty dumb how you have to go to separate stalls for funnel cake and ice cream to put on top though, JUST because the vendors have to be petty over there. 

September has been the busiest month for me so far. I worked twelve days straight for sixteen hours of overtime one weekend to help out my store manager’s wife’s store prep for inventory. That was the most tiring shit I’ve ever done, and I never want to do that again. My stupid ass wanted to rise for the challenge because apparently I’m some sort of masochist? IDK. But then the Saturday right after I finished those twelve straight days of labor was my cousin’s bachelorette party, so I had to drive an hour to Downer’s Grove to attend that. 

It was actually fun, despite all the goddamn family drama (as usual). The food was amazing, but holy hell was I gassy like I’ve never seen in my life. I don’t know wtf it was I ate that made me experience that but it was SO uncomfortable. We did glass fusion at the arts & crafts session and then had dinner at Cooper’s Hawk Winery & Restaurant. We had to sleep over ‘cause it was too dark out to drive back, and then had breakfast at Beatrix on Sunday morning before coming home. 

Which brings me here. It is the beginning of October and I am hella stressed because some piece of shit, scum of the earth bitch decided to steal my identity and took nine grand from my account. The fucking fuck??? Luckily, I had things straightened out and I’ll get that all back, but still! What the fucking hell??? I hate people. 

Everything is just falling apart recently and crashing down. I’m trying so hard at this thing called life, and I feel like things just aren’t working out this year. I want so badly to say that I didn’t deserve that happening to me. Why does shit hit the fan when you don’t need it to? 

I’m fucking depressed again and I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like my relationship with Nick fizzling out. We’re getting into so many fights? I wouldn’t even call it fighting, but I’m just getting irritated and rubbed the wrong way with so many things that he’s been saying, doing, or not doing, and it’s ruining us. Every time I have to point them out or say something about it, it’s just the same cycle over and over again. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or what’s wrong with us, but I’m so tired. I don’t know what to do. I love him, but it just kills me inside every time we have a disagreement. But at the same time, it kills me more thinking about being without him. 

I just want to fix things. I just want things to go back to the way they were. 

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07022019_8:20PM

hELLO it’s me again after a month LEL. No surprise there right? HAH. 

Lemme just say this: intermittent fasting is fucking HARD. I’ve been at it for a couple of months and I think I JUST recently stopped having hunger pains after midnight. I mean, it definitely doesn’t help to be looking at food pictures and watching mukbang videos at night, but still lmao. I still have crazy cravings for EVERYTHING during buttfuck hours of the night but for the most part, I’m doing great. I need to figure out some way to incorporate more exercise into my daily life ‘cause I want to lose more weight. All of it is centered on my thighs and I HATE them. I’ve gone down about six pounds since I’ve started fasting, and it’s really all due to just not midnight snacking and ending food intake earlier. I wish I had more time in the day to just go to the gym though. 

Our new staff pharmacist starts this Friday and I can’t wait to haze him... JK. maybe. I wish I could’ve requested off to get a four-day weekend though. I just realized that I’ll be the first one to meet this dude and I wish I wasn’t. 

I have so many complaints about work lately omfg. I need to figure out how to leave asap. 

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06092019_4:15PM

Another questionnaire thing because I wanna! :D 

1. Nickname? Coco 2. Height? 5′2.5″ :( you know you’re short when you start counting halves 3. Eye color? brown 4. Hair color? black 5. Any siblings? nahhh. I sometimes wish I had some though 6. Do you drink? only at wedding receptions I guess lol  7. Crush? my boyfriend? xD  8. Relationship status? taken~  9. Sexuality? dirty hetero  10. Obsession? yaoi ;)  11. Favorite store? Daiso!  12. Phobia? robots/AI taking over the world and killing all humans :O  13. Cats or dogs? can I legit say both? because I have family members & friends who have both so I actually do like both :D  14. Biggest female celebrity crush? hmm... idk maybeeee Ruby Rose?  15. Biggest male celebrity crush? it used to be Jude Law lol idk now  16. Idea of the perfect date? going to the beach or oceanside :)  17. Any scars? yepp.. all but one of them were from being dumb or clumsy  18. Best friend(s)? a few close ones ^^  19. Last time you cried? omfg a couple days ago, probably watching the last episode of bunny girl-senpai ;~; that shit got my heart so hard 20. Do you give second chances? depends on what the person did the first time. there are some things I can’t forgive.  21. Favorite animal? maybe jellyfish now :o  22. Favorite sports team(s)? mann I hate sports lol i’ll root for individual athletes but not teams  23. Favorite color? black & blue 24. Favorite flower? sakura, peonies, red spider lilies 25. Most important person? don’t make me choose like that ;~;  26. Jealous type? I think so lol  27. Biggest wish? to continue being stable 28. Biggest fear? losing the ones I love most 29. Favorite band? OLDCODEX 30. Favorite song right now? The Chain by Mattis  31. Tattoos and piercings I have? noneee ;(  32. Last person you texted? cousin Jennifer  33. Favorite store? this was question 11 tho LOL 34. What I love about myself? nothing? looool  35. What I hate about myself? errrrthang :D  36. Someone you miss? Nick because I always miss him  37. Where would you like to live? Cali? :o such good food but the rent & gas there are terrible ;~;  38. Your lucky number? 27? lol  39. What place(s) would you like to visit? Japan!  40. Day or night? I’m a night person haha 

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06092019_12:12AM

Hello I have returned after a month of being gone lel. Not much has happened to me? I think. But you see, I have trouble remembering now because I don’t write things down. Geezus I suck at this. I’ll keep repeating myself forever, it seems. 

Uhhhh.... Well, things have been really good with Nick lately. I feel like we’ve had a better understanding with each other lately and I feel more confident in our bond. We had a nice date last weekend. We finally got to see the Detective Pikachu movie. It was the cutest movie ;~; It was hella cheesy and predictable buuuut it was adorable. CG Pikachu and Bulbasaur are fucking adorable. I want plushies of them lol 

What else is new? Hmm... my cousin went to Galena with her man for her birthday. They took a bunch of selfies together and he looks as hideous as ever ;P 

Oh, my staff pharmacist is retiring this coming week and we’re all gonna miss him ;~; His nickname is Jitu and he’s being replaced by this awkward Asian dude named Jim Tu. How funny, right? His daughter is planning a surprise retirement party for him that’s being held in July, which I think is the sweetest thing. I really wanna think of a good retirement gift to give him though. 

The guy who’s replacing him came by a couple of times. Why? I don’t even know. He came by last weekend with his wife and daughter, and according to Khoa, he seemed very awkward and like his wife “wears the pants in the relationship”. Apparently he was there to see how busy the pharmacy was. Bitch what for? Why does it matter how busy it is? You already accepted the store. He came by again on Friday only to speak to the pharmacist. He didn’t even bother introducing himself to Purvi or me, which I think is rude as hell. We’re your future senior techs bro; that’s not a good first impression lol. 

Anyway, we’ll see how this pans out. I don’t even know if he’s officially starting next week or what. This’ll be interesting...

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05152019_8:47PM

I am SO bad at posting things omfg. Let’s start where I left off. Ced’s marathon went nicely. He got to see beautiful views while on top of the mountain and he finished in 4.5 hours. That blows my mind. We spent the rest of that day just chilling while Ced slept and rested. 

The next day was Monday, when we headed to San Francisco. We visited the Golden Gate Bridge again and went to Fisherman’s Wharf. I had mixed seafood calamari and finally got to taste a beignet. The food adventures we had on this trip were amazing. 

On Tuesday, we had breakfast at a crepe place. I picked out the Hawaiian crepe, which had cheese, mushrooms, onions, and pineapple. It was fucking delicious. AAAND it came with the best salad I’ve ever had. I don’t know what kind of dressing was on it, but 10/10 would have it again. We went to Japantown in the afternoon and I spent a bunch of money on B-Project blind packs, but it was totally worth because I got my Kaneshiro Goushi <3 rubber strap. Also bought a lot of Sumikko Gurashi mini keychain plush blind packs too. I finally got to try taiyaki ice cream; I ordered one filled with anko, topped with tofu ice cream (surprisingly good!) and sprinkled with kinako powder. One of the best combos ever, I swear. 

We visited the Painted Ladies (which I missed last time I went), and then we went to the Japanese Tea Garden at the Golden Gate Park. In the evening, we made our way back to Sacramento. I got to try earl grey tea ice cream. It was delicious! 

Wednesday was our last day in Cali. We had a chill morning with donuts for breakfast. Nic’s roommate’s dog is the cutest and sweetest thing ever. His name is Kai and I got so attached to him omfg. When we were leaving, he looked soooo sad ahhhh ;~; I hope to see him again soon. We had poke at the best spot ever (so much customization!!!). I will never forget the food we had on this trip lel. 

It was a really good and relaxing trip that I needed. I’m glad I got to go, but I’m glad to be back here, even in the cold weather. 

This past weekend was Mother’s day. I got to spend rainy Saturday with my parents. We had dinner at Chinatown. I realized that I need to take more pictures with my parents because I don’t have too many. I will definitely make up for that. 

On Sunday, I went to Nick’s family celebration for Mother’s day/his birthday/Tita May’s birthday. The family is so huuuuge. I’ve been dating him for 4.5 years and I STILL don’t know all the extended family members lol It was fun though, and I’m glad that I was able to spend time with him for his birthday. Filipino food is so good. I love the desserts too :’) 

I think that’s all the catching up to do. I don’t have any other updates (even though I wish I did on the bridal party lol). Time to go work on my ita bags! 

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04282019_1:13AM

Shit dayum I haven’t posted in like 3 weeks. I am finally on fucking vacation! It’s been such a long wait.

Ced, Nick, & I flew into Sacramento on Friday the 26th. Nic picked us up and we toured Old Sac. I loved the old-fashioned style of the buildings there. We watched Avengers: Endgame. I had nearly no clue about who anyone was or what context there was but I thought the movie was pretty good. Nick & Ced explained a bunch of things to me though. I wish it ended a bit differently though; it sucks that some main characters had to be killed off..

Yesterday morning, Nic drove everyone to Monterey. We picked up Cedric’s marathon bib, got a yummy seafood lunch, and went to the Monterey Bay Aquarium. It was pretty cool. We were on such a time crunch because traffic getting to Monterey was such a bitch. After the aquarium closed at 6, we just walked around the area doing some souvenir shopping. I got some hot cocoa for my relatives & a sweater for my mom. I just need to bring some other sweets back for my coworkers. I wanted to find something for my dad but he never uses the clothes I buy for him ;( maybe I’ll find something..

Later today, it’s Cedric’s marathon. We have to wake up in a few hours but he needs to be at the starting point by 4:30am. That is ass crack AM lol. We’re probably going to just have a chill day tomorrow so that’ll be good. Probably should get some sleep now.

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04092019 _ 8:47PM

It’s a busy week so far. I got my much-needed haircut on Saturday - I got to donate 20 inches. It was a really nice experience too because the salon staff was great. I also got half off of my cut so I only had to pay $28 -- buuuut I tipped 20% off the original price for my stylist because she was very attentive. I was definitely expecting to pay maybe almost $100, I don’t know why. It’s so short now! The length reaches to right under my collarbone, but I feel so free. I don’t have to sit on my hair anymore or roll over and pull on it in my sleep. I don’t have to have it smacking every surface I walk past, essentially dusting as I go. It’s definitely still at that awkward stage where I can’t tie it up or else it will look weird, but I’ll make do. 

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04052019 _ 9:27PM

Today is the day of the Ching Ming Festival, which is apparently translated to “tomb sweeping festival”. The significance of it is to visit the cemetery to honor and remember our ancestors and relatives. We talk to them, pay our respects, offer food, and burn joss paper at their graves. 

According to my mom, we need to visit the cemetery before the day of Ching Ming arrives, so that’s what we last Sunday and visited my grandma’s grave. I haven’t been there since last Ching Ming, so it’s already been a year. The grass and trees around have grown a lot since then. I’ve been thinking a lot these past few weeks - thinking about my grandma - and I can’t help but miss her. I didn’t get to materialize my thoughts into anything after she passed; I just kind of kept everything to myself. It’s been over a year since she’s been gone, but I don’t even know exactly when everything started to decline for her. 

I read David So’s post about his grandma several years ago, and just reflecting back on it, makes me realize how many things I’ve neglected when it came to my own. You end up taking things for granted - you end up taking the people you love for granted. You expect them to always be there, but when you least expect it, they can disappear just like that. I regret a lot of things when it comes to her... and what haunts me the most is that I don’t know when she started to disappear mentally. I wish I could’ve done so many more things for her when she was fully aware; I wish I could’ve told her so many more things. I wonder if she knew how much I cared for her. I wonder if the last interaction I had with her while she was cognitive was a positive or negative one. I wasn’t the best kid - I would have arguments with her and my parents all the time. I didn’t start actually getting along with my parents until recently. I don’t know if the last interaction she remembered from me was a nice conversation or a fiery argument. 

This is what I regret most in life. I wish I could’ve been nicer in all my interactions with her. I wish I could’ve talked with her more instead of ignoring her and leaving to go out every weekend. I wish I could’ve bought her more of her favorite coffee and sweets. I wish I could’ve gotten my license sooner and drove her to places she might’ve enjoyed. I wonder if she would be proud of me now that I do have it. 

I miss her. I miss her advice. I miss her pastries: the sticky rice jung with the juicy meat, the deep-fried sweet potato peanut balls (even though she would set aside the sweet potato dough to make some twists just for me), the black sesame balls. I kinda even miss how loud and rowdy she was. She was a constant in my life ever since I was born; ever since she’s been gone, it’s felt extremely empty around here. 

I’ll never forget these feelings. I’ll never forget how kind she was, how much she cared for me when I was little - raising me when my parents were at work, waiting with/for me at the bus stop for school, making sure I was ready, washing my hands and face when I came home, telling me how sweaty and sticky I was. Her hands were always so warm and strong. 

I hope wherever she is now, if she’s still watching over us, that she knows how much we all love her and miss her. 

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03292019_1:04AM

I need to start being a little bit more active on these blog posts rather than just checking in once a week. We all agreed and picked out a bridesmaid dress style. I looked hawwwt. I’m just nervous about the fitting & alterations. The timing might be cutting it a little close, if I’ll be honest. Buuuut I guess we’ll get to that when we get to it. 

I had the roughest day today, holy fuck. Our pharmacists have been gone because one’s on vacation and the other one has a cold. We had a floater who is the laziest, most unmotivated piece of shit ever. I don’t understand how he even still has a job. The other senior tech and I were about to rip our hair out; I was losing my fucking mind. This dude had the audacity to be on his phone the entire time and took his sweet ass time to do anything we asked for - actually, we had to ask multiple times for things to be done. He forgot that he had to give someone a vaccination. WTF!!! I am SO glad today is over. I was soooo not having any of it. 

These days when I get home, I never feel like I can really relax anymore. I honestly wish my cousin chose to have maybe one or two more bridesmaids. Just having three is kinda tough, especially if we have to fund an expensive bridal shower. You know, leave it to my cousin to want an expensive venue. I don’t even know what the hell we’re doing anymore. It turned from having afternoon high tea, to going to an arts & crafts studio, now to getting something catered at a venue. This is definitely going to cost more than $1k. I don’t even know why she would prefer ugly Cantigny Park or whatever it’s called more than Morton Arboretum. Like, since she said allergies are her issue, take some fucking Claritin or Zyrtec; you’ll be fineeee, jeezus. Her suggestion looks like an old-ass retirement home for god’s sake. I reeeallly dislike planning all of this. It’s getting nowhere! 

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03222019_1:17AM

These days pass by so quickly. This month has been really busy so far. Last Saturday, my parents & I drove down to my uncle’s house to drop off our tax forms so that we could finally get that done. I think this is the latest we’ve ever done them. It was a nice time. I got to meet my cousins’ cats. One of them has such a pretty coat and pretty eyes. She’s extremely photogenic. I also finally got to go to Oakbrook Mall. I’d never been there until now, and I was just so excited because all the pictures I’ve seen were amazing. The architecture of all the buildings there is just so cool. 

I got a look at the heels that my cousin wanted her bridesmaids to have. They were a hideous metallic coral color?? Like, I’m probably in no position to say anything about fashion or what goes with what, but three of my best friends are fashionistas so I think I’ve at least picked up some pointers from them. If you already want a pink theme going on with the dresses, the accent pieces should probably be gold/beige/white/brown/(and at the very least, maybe a forest green?). Matching blush/salmon/coral/petal whatever shade of pink with even brighter or darker pink accent pieces just draw attention elsewhere. It makes the whole get-up just way too loud. I don’t think my cousin understands that. Either way, those heels did not fit my wide-ass feet. I went out and bought nude heels that were a little wider so it didn’t feel like my feet were just going to slide off of them. Plus, the color is better. ;P 

All that aside, the bridal party has made an appointment for this upcoming Sunday to try on dresses. AAAAND like I guessed, everything is already a hot ass mess. According to Jennifer (younger sister of the bride), miss bridezilla is mad at us for our lack of progress on acquiring dresses. She also mentioned that she’s only willing to pay up to $250 (WITH TAX), and anything more than that, we’d all have to pay out of pocket. Apparently, she keeps saying that we’d all have to go to Champaign if we don’t find dresses this weekend - that she’s mad about the first set of dresses not working, that it’s our fault that we didn’t start looking for dresses earlier. 

Uhmm... HELLO?? There are just SO many things wrong with everything there. After Jennifer texted Jamie (the other bridesmaid) and me this during my lunch break, I was just NOT having it. This is one of the times I’m grateful that Jennifer has an attitude and temper of her own; she definitely didn’t let Sharon talk to her like that and rebuked everything she said. Forreal though, like how are you gonna have us be your bridesmaids and then demand us to pay something? We weren’t even properly asked to be bridesmaids, just kind of roped into it. You want specific dress designers and dress material; that doesn’t give us too much to work with on budgeting - at this rate, it does look like we’re gonna have to spend nearly $100 more. Why the hell should we have to? 

The TRAVELING too, omg. Do not tell me that I have to go to Champaign just for a fucking dress. We all work and have different schedules. We cannot just up and drive three hours down to where you are to just get a dress. I refuse to go that far when there are so many options closer to home. Also, how are you going to blame us for not looking for dresses earlier when it’s YOUR wedding??? We literally did not get any information on the color scheme or designer choices until like last week. We literally have an appointment for trying on dresses this weekend, and she has her panties in a knot about it. WTF did you want us to do about it if we couldn’t physically feel the dresses?? I don’t know where her logic came from to blame us. 

You know what? I KNEW this would happen. Knowing the type of person Sharon is, I KNEW that she would get all nit-picky and bitchy about things. I bet she’s even pissed off that the heels didn’t work out for me. I guess I’ll receive that fire this weekend when I see her, god dayuumm. I am NOT excited. 

On a better note, I was able to finally visit the dentist last Sunday. Now I just have to make an appointment for the hair salon and I am all set. 

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03142019 _ 10:50PM

Happy Pi Day! Another questions thing ‘cause I’m bored :D 

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? I don’t have a closet where I sleep :’) 

(2) Do You Have Freckles? nope

(3) Can You Whistle? yeppp

(4) Last Song You Listened To. Rewrite the Stars - Zac Efron & Zendaya vers. from The Greatest Showman 

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? black or blue

(6) Relationship Status. taken

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? 42 degrees Fahrenheit outside 

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? always.

(9) How Many Followers? 0. we gon’ keep it that way on this side blog

(10) Zodiac Sign. eastern - dog  western - aquarius 

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? brown

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? nahh. not yet lol 

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? sometimes

(14) What Books Are You Reading? none right now. I should definitely get back into that

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. literally too lazy to do this rn lol maybe i’ll come back to this question later

(16) Favourite Anime? aaahhh I can’t decide... probably banana fish 

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? Nick

(18) Do You Collect Anything? pokemon on pogo :D 

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? banana, honey-roasted cashews, & cheezits

(20) Do You Dance In The Car? no way that is so dangerous while driving lol 

(21) Favourite Animal? right now, probably jellyfish 

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? depends on the event. 

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? like 2AM

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? nope

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? pool. the ocean is scary :O 

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? mine, obviously. lol 

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? bottled! water can definitely taste different! 

(28) What Makes You Happy? food, anime merch, and the people I love :D 

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now. insert bored.gif here 

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? with! I need some sort of chill music in the background. silence becomes distracting with the thoughts swimming around my head 

(31) Dogs Or Cats? honestly, both. 

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? black or some shade of ocean blue 

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. PC bitchessss. I will never understand xbox controls for my life. 

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? neither!! deep water is scary no matter where. 

(35) Do You Believe In Magic? nope. there is always a trick underneath. 

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? beige 

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? noooo. I don’t know how people do it 

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? both. I save a majority of my paycheck & gotta spend the rest on necessities ;) 

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? uhhh.... a french cookie wrapper (unopened, cuz i’m not a slob like that who just leaves wrappers lying around) 

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? SHEITH. uhhh... that’s pretty much it. lol 

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? nahhh. we took care of some in first grade tho. 

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? depends on what the event is, but I’d hope not. 

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? oh yes. I can’t remember most of the details when I wake up, but the details I do remember, they are fcking weeeeird. 

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? The idea of the adventure & traveling is fun, but I hate planes just for the popping of my ears ;~; and the landing. I hate that feeling of my stomach lurching. 

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. ohmygod. KIMI NO NA WA. ;~; 

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? uhhhh... peanuts? I guess? I don’t really like either though... 

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? OLDCODEX <3 

(48) Are You A Picky Eater? I wouldn’t say so. As long as it doesn’t smell repulsive, I’ll try anything once. 

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? if I don’t have any responsibilities in the morning 

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? nahh. I love watching & hearing storms from inside. they’re pretty calming. 

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? oh yeaaah. I should do both more often. I used to a lot back in middle school, but I still enjoy them. 

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? only when I’m doing chores xD 

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? oooh carve pumpkins! I’ve never carved one before in my life. 

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? Kaze to Hoshi ni Dakarete - Kuribayashi Minami

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather) still winter~ spring is coming up next week though! 

(56)What Are You Craving Right Now? panda express, korean fried chicken, cajun shrimp, pasta, any food. LOL 

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. it’s just all gay anime porn & memes lol 

(58) What Is Your Gender? female 

(59) Coffee Or Tea? tea! <3 

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? nahhh.. life of an adult, dude. 

(61) What Is Your Sexuality? ima dirty hetero lmao 

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? hayll nah. 

(63) Favourite Pokemon? milotic! sobble is coming in hot tho LOL 

(64) Favourite Social Media? twitter 

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? dumbbbb. tried too hard to be like snapchat 

(66) Do You Get Homesick? nopee since I’m here everyday. lol 

(67) Are You A Virgin? nah

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now? suave - the cheap drug store brand :D 

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? i’ll rent that crappy motel room. why not? 

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? yaaa

(71)  Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? detective pikachu! 

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? fuck no. I don’t wish the best for him either. 

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now? “Let justice be done, though the heavens fall.” 

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? heterochromia :D doesn’t matter which colors

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? LOVED swinging as a child. I don’t pass by many parks nowadays though. 

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? sticky rice & broccoli :D 

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? too many. lol pogo is the major one, then a bunch of idle tapping games 

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? no, because I am not certified 

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? oh yeah. 

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? lol i’ve definitely tried 

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? not really. I’m sooo antisocial and bad with people ;~;

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. not on a regular basis. for special occasions? yes. 

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? I don’t have a bedroom door :’) 

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? went to work, ate, now I’m sitting on my ass. 

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? t-shirt & shorts! 

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. pretty much all the basic stuff. I don’t use most of it though. au natural :D 

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? definitely a night person xD 

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. noo that’s too many D; 

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. I don’t remember any of them 

(90) Favourite Soda Drink? canada dry ginger ale :P 

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? crunching leaves / crispy food 

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? jeans 

(93) How Do You Look Right Now? comfy xD ready for bed. 

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You. laying in bed, in a warm pile of my blankets & pillows <3 

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want? I’ve only really contemplated two different ones..   first one is kinda nerdy - I want a blade of marmora insignia on the back of my neck  second one would be having cursive-calligraphy-written ‘agape’ on the inside of my left wrist 

(96) Favourite YouTuber? right now, it’s gotta be The Try Guys :D