wiltedagain

[wiltedagain]

i look better in ur shirt

[wiltedagain]

we mended it all

i held your heart at the palms

you hung your head in my hands

and i pooled in your arms

at the wrong end of another bed

we carved out the scars on our chest

for a moment i stopped time

long enough to memorize the reflection

of my smile in your eyes

now the image is a stain in place

of the only embrace that felt like home

it's all over my skin

between my fingers

slipping again

i felt the break before we locked the hotel door

so i created a lifetime

in every hour we spent in the dark

i can live and die

within the memory of you in my mind

we wrote our end among the covers of an unowned frame

our footprints in the carpet like cursive letters

all that you left was the space between two backseats

i could never be more sorry

to have followed your footsteps

to have felt him in place of you

it's just that we're still learning how to love the way they left us

i needed you here

we should have mended it all

in the heart of the palms

i don't want to let you go

[wiltedagain]

Suck my tongue when we kissin

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[wiltedagain]

and i can't stand the ways she made you colder

SKINTOSTONE

- man made medusa

[wiltedagain]

without u

[wiltedagain]

kinda scared to tell you my problems

you seem abrasive

run away from all of the drama

you've been evasive

[wiltedagain]

there's no stars where we are

just the cracks in this ceiling

this could be heaven

if you just believed me

i wore all the words out

so we'll sit in silence

we're still scared to break down

this is paralyzing

kiss my cheek and sing it softly

the sound of your own heartbeat

your love is safe with me

and everything that's caused this,

scars from where we're haunted

would leave us incomplete

hold me tight

until the sun rises

we look like fallen angels

beneath this streetlight

[wiltedagain]

to tell you the truth

i fell for him

thinking of you

i mistook the breath against my cheek

for your hand

and when i went numb all over again

i curled beneath his arm

as he watched me crumble for the time

i had lost.

to tell you the truth

i thought i recognized the room

but the touch didn't fix me

like yours used to

his lips are kind and safe

they never bite my tongue

and if i close my eyes tight enough

their whispers sound like yours against my skin

i found solace in his bed

and a stranger in my own

i kept the threads you pulled from your sweater under my pillow

to relive the last moment we tried to hold on

your t shirt at the edge of the frame

chasing the comfort created in a familiar image

as if you were still around

but you keep coming in my sleep

i hold my head beneath the covers

and ball my fists until my knuckles go pale

hiding from the shadow you cast on these four white walls

to tell you the truth

i led myself back to you

just to see if you could still see me

...do you believe in ghosts?

i've been watching the rain fall

wondering if we made it again

[wiltedagain]

love like johnny and june

[wiltedagain]

[wiltedagain]

he knows i'm always an option

so i know i'll always come last

-kiss me baby it's the broken hearts club

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* i saw you in my dreams last night *

[wiltedagain]

no heart

but i don't need it anymore

u can keep it! 🎭

[wiltedagain]

you made her just like me

allll in your head

its juliet again

incomplete

you fall for love each time

cause

real life is pretty lonely

[wiltedagain]

- " i can't see who i am sometimes. it's just the girl you created. the woman you broke. not me. i haven't felt like her since you showed up that night. im ten steps back... did you feel anything? are you really that empty? these months have tried to show me the truth, that i meant nothing to you. you won't ever care how much you hurt me... but you're flattered that i can't ever love the same."

- sinister

[wiltedagain]

HOLLOWED OUT MY CHEST

WHEN YOU SPENT ALL MY PATIENCE