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Disability will have you thinking shit like “I’m not even that disabled. I can manage as long as I limit myself to very specific careers, never go shopping for more than an hour or two at a time, keep my plans open so I can cancel and stay in if need be, and only go out a few nights per week at the most”

#*blinks in chronic lower back pain and loose achiness in my knee* #i love my body it doesn’t work well for me at times #filed under: enriching my enclosure #mise en scene: screaming into the void #typeface: the blogger #for the stars

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Girlpool—Before the World Was Big // memorial bench quoting Toni Morrison's Sula // @inanotherunivrse // Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This For You // Zadie Smith, Swing Time // Fall Out Boy—The Kids Aren't Alright // Audrey Emmett // Mikko Harvey, "For M" // Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi) // Langston Hughes, "Poem"

#filed under: peeled tangerines #typeface: the blogger #for the stars

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not now kitten, daddy's about to have a mental breakdown from seeing the prices at the grocery store

#falls to my knees sobbing screaming throwing up #filed under: ​hysterical hysteria #typeface: the blogger #for the stars

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to bite. Fondly.

#me to my partner: that’s free real estate! #filed under: enriching my enclosure #filed under: take your shoes off when you come into my house #typeface: the blogger

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#for fucking real #sometimes i crave a very specific dish from a restaurant and what do i do? i eat home food *sigh* #typeface: the blogger #for the stars

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#i stay too see all the people who worked on the film! #very interesting to me as a production person in the industry #typeface: the blogger #for the stars

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*sees a beloved mutual in the notes* hi honey

#i hope you’re doing well! *hugs* #filed under: enriching my enclosure #typeface: the blogger #for the stars

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things that made me stop wanting to die that require no effort whatsoever

change the color used to highlight text on your laptop

move the pictures on your wall

stack whatever clutter is in your room into piles even if you don’t have time to clean it all

slightly vary your commute, even just by one street

change where you sit and scroll aimlessly on your phone even if it’s only to the chair in your room instead of your bed

drink water or juice out of a wine glass in the morning because nothing is real

shower with the lights off, without music

buy $3 flowers at trader joe’s—they look bad next to the more expensive ones but they look so good in your room

start typing things you don’t post into your notes. your thoughts can be worth documenting even if you don’t deem them worth sharing

wake up super early just once. you don’t have to make it a habit it’s just extra satisfying to go to bed that night

listen to the entirety of your favorite album from 2015

#sooo sooo so true #i go on runs to stimulate my brain #change the environment!!! it really does help #filed under: enriching my enclosure #typeface: the blogger #for the stars

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i understand why people like the queue and i do respect you guys for using it but that is just not how i roll. if i think these 37 posts are funny you’re seeing them right fucking now

#filed under: take your shoes off when you come into my house #typeface: the blogger

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#i really need this #please please please #filed under: enriching my enclosure #typeface: the blogger

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having someone watch u play video games is an underrated form of companionship

#love watching people play video games #let me see how much you enjoy your hobbies #filed under: take your shoes off when you come into my house #typeface: the blogger #for the stars

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Nice penis, but I really don’t care. I need to get back to the lab.

#AHAHAHAHA #typeface: the blogger #filed under: enriching my enclosure

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i was an old hag by the decrepit age of 10

#typeface: the blogger #filed under: hysterical hysteria #filed under: take your shoes off when you come into my house

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emerald

print | twitter | insta

purple version (i couldn't decide which one i liked better)

print

#AAAAAAA he's beautiful #filed under: even death couldn't keep me down #media: jason todd #media: red hood

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Am I wet? Am I on my period? Did I pee my pants?- next on wtf is going on down there.

#filed under: enriching my enclosure #coming of age: girlhood! #typeface: the blogger #i like that my first reblog in awhile is about pussy - very on brand

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this whole “never repeat outfits” shit is not working for me. i get attached to one oversized sweater and that’s all you’ll see me in for a week

#i have a wool lined fannel jacket that i wear EVERYWHERE #doesn’t matter the occasion or whatever it goes with everything #it’s just part of me now #filed under: take your shoes off when you come into my house #typeface: the blogger

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(Staring at the word doc) yeah big things coming. Just you wait.

#me staring at my wips #one day i’ll return but for now. *stare* #filed under: enriching my enclosure #typeface: the blogger #for the stars