xiutistic

[xiutistic]

Hello.

I am a 23 year old Indian muslim lesbian living with my homophobic and abusive parents. I came out to my parents a couple of months back in July and it has been painful ever since. I made a post about this before but the situation has only gotten worse ever since.

My father has started hitting me physically and my mother just walks out of the room whenever that happens. He keeps blaming me for "being like this" and tells me how I don't deserve to live. I had my laptop taken from me and I have to sneak into their room in the mornings when they are asleep to use my phone. It is currently 9AM and I am shaking in fear of being caught. I cannot call the cops because I live in a homophobic society and they may agree with his actions.

I know that you may not care about a stranger on the Internet at all but I am begging you to help me in any way possible. A reblog works and so does a single cent. I need to leave this place.

Please, please consider donating:

paypal.me/tullips

#donate #please consider donating #if you can't donate then please reblog #signal boost #i am begging

[xiutistic]

Hello. I didn't think I would ever be doing this but I'm at the end of my rope. I'm Addie, a 23 year old lesbian Indian living with my homophobic family. I came out to my family a few months ago (July) since I was under the illusion that they might be accepting and loving, but I was mistaken. I have been receiving death threats from my father and my mother constantly tells me that everything will be okay and that I will be "cured."

I genuinely don't know what to do. I don't have enough money to move out and I'm afraid if I don't leave, my dad might get violent (he has started throwing things at me already). I have never done this and it's so embarrassing to do so but, if possible, could you please consider donating? If not, a simple reblog works as well.

Thank you.

Paypal: paypal.me/tullips

#please consider donating or reblogging #boost #!!

[xiutistic]

Hello. I didn't think I would ever be doing this but I'm at the end of my rope. I'm Addie, a 23 year old lesbian Indian living with my homophobic family. I came out to my family a few months ago (July) since I was under the illusion that they might be accepting and loving, but I was mistaken. I have been receiving death threats from my father and my mother constantly tells me that everything will be okay and that I will be "cured."

I genuinely don't know what to do. I don't have enough money to move out and I'm afraid if I don't leave, my dad might get violent (he has started throwing things at me already). I have never done this and it's so embarrassing to do so but, if possible, could you please consider donating? If not, a simple reblog works as well.

Thank you.

Paypal: paypal.me/tullips

[xiutistic]

whats ur sign and ur opinion on sleeping naked

#scorpio #and YES

[xiutistic]

does anyone else have a drink that u just go crazy when u have it ? like i pour myself apple juice and it’s gone in 3 seconds because i can’t control myself around it

rb & tag what drink u can’t have around u for more than 5 seconds

#coffee #any kind of coffee tbh

[xiutistic]

“If your son pierces his ear, he’s gonna turn into a f*ggot”

yes you are absolutely right. piercing the ear is directly related to being attracted to another boy. congratulations you just found out the lgbt formula to how the Gays™ are created

#oh shit #my four piercings are the reason im a lesbian #cant believe

[xiutistic]

where y’all sitting: ship dynamics edition

#two FOUR even nine ten #four is my happiness in a fic

[xiutistic]

reblog this post and RANK the following things: bread, potatoes, rice, pasta

#rice #bread #potatoes #pasta #this was Very Hard #but rice gotta be first bc i eat it twice daily #i love u #but i love the others mlre

[xiutistic]

According to this great quiz I am 56% dateable, which is a pretty good score if you ask me, I thought I’m gonna get like 4%, so why am I not dating anyone 😔

#5% dateable #can you even call that dateable i #honestly no wonder im single

[xiutistic]

190506 jongin’s comments on minseok’s post

handsome, aren’t you? take care of yourself, don’t get hurt and don’t skip meals, make sure to apply skincare and eat your health supplements. eat well, taking care of your health is the most important. hyung, i love you. i’ll miss you. i really really love you let’s leave a lot of supportive comments that show just how many people will wait for him and love him~ i love love you (trans)

#when i say im gonna start sobbing #i love him so much fuck off #ill miss him :(((( #nini #minnie

[xiutistic]

is being into coffee an older sibling thing bc everyone i know who loves coffee is the oldest child

#im the eldest and im OBSESSED w coffee #its to the point that i had to be stopped by my doc couple months ago #but now im back on my bullshit #5 cups a day hhh #blame my workplace for always smelling like coffee

[xiutistic]

Your top 10 fav minseok blogs ?

mmm this is tough, in no order for top 10 I’d say:

1) @cherryxiu, @7deer-ofthe-dawn7, @kimminseok-love, @franlovesxiu, @xiu-bee, @songgyu, @99minseok2) @xiugarmin, @yifan, @littlesunshinedae, @xiuhunsoo, @eyesonxiu, @misseokkie, @ilovexiusoo3) @xiucult, @xiupastry, @xiuuwuumin, @sweet-teeth-mfs, @smartseok, @callmeminseok, @lovesxiu4) @xiusmybeautifulnightmare, @326aries, @xiuxiuflake, @gummyminseok, @xiuxxvi, @minsok. @xiubaekxing5) @xiuminnie-mouse, @monxiu, @maoseokkie, @xiuminified, @valvalvalval-val, @minseokfocus, @muallimehanim6) @minsoek, @xiubyuns, @randomxiu, @minniedeer, @minniesmarshmallow, @xiutistic, @babyminseok7) @xiuminscheeks, @angelxiu, @alphaxiu, @grimxiu, @havokhayley, @mincubus, @uminbean8) @kimsminseoks, @miuniix, @minseoks-juliet, @ilxiu, @xiustagram, @minnieyeol9) @crushxiu, @xiutempo, @elparaisodeminseok, @baekphia, @minsoek-l, @ot9bias, @baby-bao10) @love-seok, @seokbyuns, @kimminseok-l, @xiulays, @xiaobyuns, @xiukitties, @xeokjn

#Can I Hug You #im 6th???? #how hhhh #ilove you listen

[xiutistic]

I’m right and I should say it

#no but really #i call my brother greg #there's a joke behind it but i forgot #his name's saif #whenever we meet we talk ab vines #how our father is a dick #and how either one of us is probably a psychopath #not necessarily in that order #like its so random

[xiutistic]

♡

#my heart...its bursting #its full of love #for all of them #exo all

[xiutistic]

im bored so reblog with your seventeen bias(es) + your mbti type 

#OH #intp #minghao

[xiutistic]

looking directly at the sun would be less painful than this gross blue

#honestly #who woke up and decided to ruin all tumblr users' collective lives like this

[xiutistic]

Tell the truth.

Why are y'all single?

#im way too insecure to love myself #much less someone else #plus im really busy w my career rn so i just. cant #and the idea of dating men makes me sick #and theres the fact that i live in an inherently homophobic society #so yeah #fun