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I try not to lose myself in the void of being sad. I try not to pity myself and be dramatic but I hate the life I’m choosing for myself. I hate myself more than I ever have and I’m more broken than every cause I’m doing everything right I’m trying so hard and I don’t end up with anything. Not even someone. I really have just pushed away everyone just never texted them again I bet you they think I’m happy. I’ve never loved someone who hates love so much before it feels like I’m dying sometimes. Like my inhales and exhales or either to short or to long. I need someone to hold me. I’m a loser. You won’t tell me to live I do I want to hang myself from the ladder on the side of the apartments across the street because I know maybe one person will believe me. What’s the point in that tho I really would be a loser

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I get so lonely I forget what I’m worth

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I remember every time you’ve hit me

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Really wanna die in the nighttime

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No

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My heart gets so numb when i think about it. I will miss your skin forever I don’t want to scream for you. I have to leave but I can’t you don’t love me you don’t love me you’re going to kill me

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You make my my thoughts run away from me

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Wash not just my hands but my whole body from you

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Nothing can change the way this is to end

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When your heart knows you just know

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I don’t want us anymore

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Not important

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Nothing everything you dream of

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Again and again