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I'm thinking about just deleting everything...every account that I have and just disappearing

That way everyone could just forget about me...no one will ever have to worry about me, spend money on me or anything...I'm already a burden to everyone as is...

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Add 2 more physical and a mental breakdown to the list...I really am pathetic

So, last night in the span of like 5 hours, I ended up having 3 breakdowns 😎 one of which was a mental breakdown

For me, a mental breakdown is where I've been in my own head overthinking and degrading myself so much that as a result, my inner mind essentially collapses itself as a defensive mechanism and makes everything feel numb. Along with that, anything I do takes up so much energy, even typing all this is taking a lot.

I will say, I am doing a little better now. My mind isn't collapsed anymore, though it's in shambles right now. I still feel a little numb, but I'm able to actively show emotions again. Talking to my boyfriend has really helped so much

[yeet-man]

So, last night in the span of like 5 hours, I ended up having 3 breakdowns 😎 one of which was a mental breakdown

For me, a mental breakdown is where I've been in my own head overthinking and degrading myself so much that as a result, my inner mind essentially collapses itself as a defensive mechanism and makes everything feel numb. Along with that, anything I do takes up so much energy, even typing all this is taking a lot.

I will say, I am doing a little better now. My mind isn't collapsed anymore, though it's in shambles right now. I still feel a little numb, but I'm able to actively show emotions again. Talking to my boyfriend has really helped so much

#if star or nerris see this #and y'all wish to help me #best thing is to give me comforting things #like drawings or things of that nature #if y'all want to that is y'all don't have to

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WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE THAT LMAO

New month New Goob wallpaper

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No one will probably see this but anywho

Halloween was so fuckin' depressing tonight. Ryan bailed on me so I went solo, hardly any of the houses actually had lights on and there were hardly any people. Felt so depressing just walking alone and not seeing shit

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Since this account is pretty much dead, I'm just gonna vent. It's highly unlikely anyone will see this, hell I'll probably end up deleting it later.

I feel so burnt out on everything. Every videogame, very platform. Everything. Not to mention it feels like I've lost my spark on everything. I'm afraid of what'll happen if I don't stop being burnt out or not gain my spark again. I've always felt like a failure and that feeling is 10 times worse now.

And the stupidest thing? I have a crush on someone that's aromantic so it's literally impossible for them to like me back. It's stupid to have a crush on someone like that I know, but I just do.

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hey sorry do you know if red-riot-rat is still active

They are not active to my knowledge. I'm sorry if that's not the answer you wanted to hear, but life happens.

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Still wanna

I would like to die

[yeet-man]

I would like to die

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Tis has took me hours of thinking and being distracted at least 20 times

Answers

The Music: Sword Art Online - Crossing Field

The Visuals: Naruto Shippuden - Blue Bird

The Nostalgia: Naruto - GO!!!

Time to comment household crime: asking an icebreaker question without having an answer myself

Question: What anime intros do you not skip for the-

The Music:

The Visuals:

The Nostalgia:

#this is all i could do #i am tired af rn so brain is like dead

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You wanna know what I've NEVER seen?

A shirtless, athletic Hatsume, mhm, never seen it

#is this my poor attempt to see if anyone would draw that? #yes yes it is

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I just remembered the best cartoon from my childhood. Fuck Scooby-Doo (As much as I love it, this show was superior), FUCK SPONGEBOB cough sorry, I just hate that show, fuck every other cartoon

THIS WAS THE SHIT, I REMEMBER STAYING UP LATE AF JUST TO WATCH IT EVEN IF I GOT IN TROUBLE WHEN I WAS CAUGHT UP LATE

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Still seems valid tbh 🗿

Ngl, death seems like a valid option rn

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Ngl, death seems like a valid option rn

[yeet-man]

I don't know what to do for a 50 sub special

#it feels kinda dumb? #like #i shouldn't be doing a video for something so small #but i want to #it's dumb i know

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LETS FUCKING GOOOOO!!! You are doing awesome dude and I am so excited to see you grow more with your channel. Andjdgv congrats on 50 subs that's wild dude.

Ahwgejabdheb THANK YOU!! I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD DO SOMETHING SPECIAL BUT IDK WHAT

#raito <3

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Small accomplishment for yours truly

#We gonna ignore the fact i need 1000 subs to get paid by youtube