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LIFE IS MORE THAN CHASING AFTER SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T LOVE YOU BACK

To love someone and knowing that he or she doesn’t share the same feelings is indeed sucks. Because to love and to be loved is what human all about. You might wondering about this for a long time. Was I not enough? Was I unloveable? Is there something wrong with me? And 1001 another quoestions that makes you doubt yourself. What I want to say is if you ever get through this, instead of isolated yourself in that tiny bedroom, go out and look around at what the world has provided.

There are so many miraculous things in this world to be missed. There are unknown faces that curious what it feels like to know someone like you. There are undiscovered places waiting for your visit. There are crystal clear water and sandy beach to lie down and staring at the sun.

There are lovely evenings with your sister talking about the guy she just met or some gossips in the magazine or perhaps you could be arguing about who your cat love the most. And it makes you realize that you will miss this moment when you finally move to another side of the world pursuing your dream job.

There is going out with friends and laughing with them until your stomach hurt, having sleep over in one of their houses and staying late at night talking about so many many things while wishing morning will never come because it a sign that you must go home.

There are cute bookshops in downtown Paris or maybe London with a lot of books to die for. There are pizzas with various toppings you haven’t tasted in Italy, there is Levi’s snow that you have never touch. There are extreme and bizzafe food you need to try in Thailand and the list go on.

Then, the most important thing – there is you. Surviving your heartbreak and learning to love yourself more and more each day. There is you, your own person, your own home and your own strength.

 –  A

#excerpt from a book i'll never write