40calhound

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i feel so indescribably miserable right now

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i kind of want to kill myself more than ever before. sorry

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Guys, what do I do if I decide I don't want the food I had my mother buy for me anymore. :-( I feel so awful, I had her buy it on a whim and didn't really think about it. Now I have a crap ton of food that I don't want and no one in my family will eat. I don't have a job or go to school or have friends so I don't have anyone to give them to. Do I just throw them out? I wish I had someone to give them to.

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@gvnfvck3r BY THE WAY I JUST REALIZED IDK IF YOU’VE SEEN THE EPISODE I’M TALKING ABOUT (BECAUSE IT’S IN THE SECOND SEASON) BUT THIS IS THE GUY. LIKE. HELPPPPP. I NEED HIM. NOW. NOW. NOWWW.

LOOK AT THE NAIL POLISH AND THE FINGERLESS GLOVE?????

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The ONLY way I can describe how I feel post-binge is with that furry inflation fetish art stuff that is EXACTLY how I feel

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Drawing on the Walmart iPad 👍

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Nawwww cause I HATE when my hyperfixations interact with my diet negatively. What do you MEAN I want to eat chips and drink soda literally all day just to fit my "2000's Xbox older brother" obsession 😭

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Legit adore these plastic containers my mother finally bought for me. I’ve been wanting them for months because they make “boring” food (fruits/berries/veggies) SO much more appealing than anything else in my whole house. ^__^

Sorry to the environmentalists LOL. My family has reusable silverware + plates but I just use these instead, wash ‘em a couple times, and throw ‘em out. I wouldn’t use metal silverware if I was FORCED to at this point, I hate how it feels on my teeth.

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FINISHED EDITING MY SPACEHEY!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH RAHHHHHH IT MAKES ME SO NOSTALGIC!!!!!!!! PLEASE LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!! (It is supposed to autoplay the 'Grasswalk' PvZ song but it doesn't on some browsers smh) https://spacehey.com/deadhounddog

If you have me friended on my "main" SpaceHey (FortyCaliber) consider sending a friend request to this one! I have been much more active there recently. Also, if your account doesn't look TCC related on there just let me know before hand so I don't decline the friend request lol. ^__^

Okay now I swear I am going to workout bye

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responding to your post, you're not alone. i feel the same way as well, I've been in a relationship before only to leave confused and feeling obsolete. the need and the desperation to be loved by someone who was destined to be mine grows and grows as each second flies by. i'm here for you

Thank you. :-] It's nice to know that I'm not alone, but I'm sorry you also face these feelings. :-( I hope we both find our person soon. <3 I'm here for you too if you ever want to talk, I'm always free. ^__^

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I think anorexics are some of the only people that eat Quest bars because no one else is hungry enough to think they're edible

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I love ur profile theme …. Xbox start up screen save me..

REALLLL!!!!! THANK YOU!!!! I’m absolutely obsessed with it + my Happy Wars pfp my childhood is BACK 🎉🎉🎉

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For my dearest mutuals, a mustard heart on carrots

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I so hope my old Discord account just magically disintegrates into ash and dust because euughh the way I acted

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Just want to have someone to myself and for someone to have me.

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Kit is me for REAL.

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I'm so paranoid that I'm so obsessed with finding my "soulmate," that I will not only dismiss possible good friends, but also that I won't even REALIZE it if I DO meet my soulmate.