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It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#13 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

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And then Tia PEPA, she handles the weather!

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sydcarmy + tumblr text posts

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It's "I'm sorry" in sign. Two of my old chefs used to do it. If they were angry, fighting on the line, it helped. It was like their version of "let's talk about this later". Didn't matter if one tore the other one apart, it always got them through service.

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True Intimacy for Carmy...

Is just staring at another womanm

Inspired by the post by @sydcarmy and @gingerylangylang1979 reblog—Carmy's shifty eyes post-panic attack.

Remember According to Molly Gordon's quote:

True intimacy for Carmy is just staring at another woman, really just deep connection...

We go from this whenever Carmy is with Sydney:

To this:

Now opposing arguments could be he was nervous about the opening. But he was calm enough to look nat in her eyes and calm enough to converse with her about the day ahead...but with Sydney that morning he avoids making eye due to the realization of his intimate feelings towards her and he is set on avoiding claire. Of course he's anxious about opening night but not as anxious as the thought of seeing claire and Sydney again after his panic attack.

The moment Carmy finally looks directly at Sydney? He remembers he needs to call the fridge guy.

How intentional was the fuck me reply since that was the first time that day Carmy makes direct eye contact for longer than 2 seconds with Sydney...

Emotional intimacy is established again when Sydney tells Carmy about her mom- the camera pointing out carmy's close stare and focus on Sydney.

Another thing to note. When Carmy finally starts giving her the stare? Is when he finally gives himself permission to focus on Sydney.

Molly's quote is an oddly descriptive characterization of Carmy, and the show's cinematographers have established reaching the audience subconsciously but what if that's the same for Carmy? they're conveying Carmy's subconscious, and 2x09 is the subtle realization for Carmy that he has feelings for her, and the general audience is still taking time to catch up?

I just know Carmy's looks and breathing are different regarding Sydney. Whenever Carmy focuses on Sydney, his breath slows, his eyes fixate on her, and it's clear that he is in love with her. Perhaps he avoids looking at her directly earlier in Omelette because he fears that she might be able to see the depth of his love for her.

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Carmy: You deserve my full focus.

Fitz: Sit with me and watch me choose you.

Rick: My wife is my choice.

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if i was claire and i witnessed the table scene go down i would drive my car through the restaurant but thats just me😭

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THE BEAR — 1.01 ∙ System

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there is a vision. it is clear.

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I can't fully articulate it yet, but there's something about the show taking place not immediately after Mikey's death or even Carmy starting at The Beef, but on the day Sydney arrives to stage

Something something Carmy got a wake up call the day Mikey passed, but wasn't awake until Sydney arrived blahblahblah

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guys like him just keep gettin’ up. no matter what happens.

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describe your otp and make it sound as shitty as possible

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#step the fuck away from our kid jackass

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it’ll be so lonely without you

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i’ve got a few skeletons in my closet too

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i’m glad i came on this journey with you