Me writing a final journal entry for 2023 after reading some from the pandemic happy that I am no longer lost and cynical and surrounded by painful things
I like who I am even though I can’t eat bread and now know I can change anything in my life
I am surrounded by kind funny people who love the same thing I do 🤍
The less I worry about myself and the more I learn and take risks and do things for other people and soak up the world the happier I am!!
“Not that this inward amazement of Dorothea's was anything very exceptional: many souls in their young nudity are tumbled out among incongruities and left to ‘find their feet’ among them, while their elders go about their business.
Nor can I suppose that when Mrs. Casaubon is discovered in a fit of weeping six weeks after her wedding, the situation will be regarded as tragic. Some discouragement, some faintness of heart at the new real future which replaces the imaginary, is not unusual, and we do not expect people to be deeply moved by what is not unusual.
That element of tragedy which lies in the very fact of frequency, has not yet wrought itself into the coarse emotion of mankind; and perhaps our frames could hardly bear much of it.
If we had a keen vision and feeling of all ordinary human life, it would be like hearing the grass grow and the squirrel's heart beat, and we should die of that roar which lies on the other side of silence. As it is, the quickest of us walk about well wadded with stupidity.”
my mom had possibly a minor stroke yesterday so xmas is postponed until she leaves the hospital so I’ve just been cleaning the house cuz I can’t think of anything else to dooooooo
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