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We've been adjusting to the move pretty well for the most part. The Devils are playing the Canucks tonight so mom and dad are visiting and Odessa is absolutely loving all of the attention she has been getting.
Poor Quinn has been getting her ipad shoved in his face every five seconds, Luke was forced to play dolls and Jack is honestly the only one that hasn't been tortured with something yet.
"What team are you rooting for tonight, Dee!?" Dad asks, and Quinn smirks at Jack and Luke as she runs into the room with her baby Canucks jersey on.
"Odessa!? Get that garbage off right now." Jack says, shaking his head. "What happened to the Devils being the best team?"
"Not when Quinner is playin'." She tells him, and Quinn holds up his hand for a high-five. "That's right, Dessa. Let them know where they rank."
"I'm telling your buddy that you're a traitor." Jack says.
She shrugs, holding her arms up for Quinn to pick her up. "Owen will forgive me."
During warm ups Owen immediately pointed out that Odessa's jersey was for the other team and after a little bit of explaining he understood why.
The whole game the kids were talking about stuff that was going on with the bench.
"Dawsy has an ipad?" Odessa says, pointing.
"Do you think he's watching coc'melon?" Owen asks.
Reanne and I both laugh.
"That's definitely what he's watching, guys." Reanne answers.
The Canucks end up winning six to four and Odessa is letting Jack and Luke have it.
"You lost." She points at them.
"Yeah, Dessa. We know." Luke says, picking her up.
"Where's Dawsy?" She asks, looking around for him.
"He already left. You'll see him at home." Jack tells her and I look at him confused.
"What?" I ask.
"Mom, Dad and Luke are babysitting. We're going out." He says.
"Don't I have a say so in this?" I question.
"Nope."
Back at the apartment, Odessa is giving Luke attitude about getting ready for bed.
"Your clothes are on your bed. Go get changed." He tells her and she shakes her head no. "I waiting for Daws."
"We won't leave without you getting to ask him about the ipad, Dess. Let's go get changed into your pjs." I say, picking her up and carrying her into her room.
I get her changed and she grabs her blanket from her bed before running back out of the room.
"Dawsy!" She yells, her voice echoing through the apartment.
"Hi, Dess. I heard you got something to ask me." He says, picking her up.
"You lost."
"I did. Was that all you had to tell me?" Dawson laughs.
She shakes her head no. "Were you watching coc'melon?"
They all look over at me confused.
"She seen you on the ipad and Owen and her were taking bets if you were watching cocomelon or not." I tell him.
"Oh. No, I was watching a replay of the previous play." Dawson tells her and she nods.
"Okay, you asked Dawson your question. Now it's bedtime." Mom says, causing Odessa to reach for her.
"Be good for Mimi, Pap and Luke, Okay. Don't give them any trouble about going to bed." I kiss her cheek and she wipes it off. "I won't, Mommy."
"Alright, let's go before she somehow manages to get out of going out." Jack says, practically dragging me out of the apartment.
In the Uber ride to the bar, Jack turns around in the front seat so he's facing us.
"We aren't being sappy emotional drunks tonight, got it y/n." He tells me, and I nod.
I've always been the type to get drunk and let my emotions get the best of me, but I'm determined not to let that happen tonight.
I bought first round because I technically owed them it since they all helped me move in, but after that, the guys wouldn't let me pay.
Jack and Nico went to get us more drinks, leaving Dawson and I at our table. The drinks start to hit, and I start to think about everything and feel like I'm failing Odessa. I start to cry, and Dawson looks over at me.
"What's wrong?" Dawson asks, pulling me into a hug.
"I justโ€ฆ I feel like I'm not doing enough for Odessa. She's been through so much with the move and everything, and I just want her to be happy. But sometimes I feel that I'm not doing a good job as a mom."
Dawson pulls back slightly to look at me. "Y/N, you're an amazing mom. Odessa is so lucky to have you. Moving to a new place is tough, but she's adjusting. You're doing everything you can for her, and that's what matters. Don't be so hard on yourself."
I smile weakly. "Thanks, Dawson. I really needed to hear that."
Jack raises an eyebrow at me as he puts my drink down in front of me. "Everything okay?"
Jack and Nico return to the table, carrying a fresh round of drinks.
"Yeah, just had a moment." I reply.
We drink our drinks and uber back. Deciding to go to Dawson's apartment so we didn't risk waking Odessa up.
"Nico and I will take the couch. Y/n, you're with Dawson." Jack tells me.
"Is that okay with you?" I ask Dawson, and he nods.
I follow Dawson back to his room, and he grabs a pair of sweats and throws them at me.
"The bathroom's right there," he says.
"Thank you," I reply, heading into the bathroom. I change into the sweats and return to the room.
We get into bed, and can hear Jack and Nico yelling at each other in the living room.
"Get your nasty feet out of my face!" Jack's voice rings out.
"Get your face out of my feet, Hughesy," Nico retorts.
Dawson laughs, shaking his head. "Those two are like an old married couple."
I laugh, nodding in agreement. "They really are."
As we drift off to sleep, I feel a sense of contentment wash over me. Tonight may have had its emotional moments, but being surrounded by people who care makes it all worth it.
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-๐‰๐จ๐ก๐ง ๐Œ๐š๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐จ
-๐ƒ๐š๐ฐ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐Œ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐ž๐ซ
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Hi! I absolutely love the AU. Could you maybe go into detail about how y/n and erik split? like the brothers obviously don't like him but is it because of something he did or just because it's her ex
Here is a full back story on the two of them.
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Freshman Year at UMICH ย (2020-21)
-Brendan introduces the two of them at a party and they hit it off instantly.
-Four months into the relationship she finds out that she is pregnant.
-She doesn't tell Erik right away and ends up distancing herself from him because she is scared of how he is going to react.
-Brendan notices her not hanging out with the group as often and that she starts to dodge him and Thomas, or anyone on the team for that matter. He stops Erik after practice and decides to just ask if something happened between the two of them, but finds out that she is acting just as weird with Erik.
-Erik decides to finally confront her about it, showing up at her dorm.
"Are you okay?" Erik asks, shutting the door.
"Yeah? Why?" She questions.
"You've been avoiding not only me but all of our friends. Briss thinks he did something and that you are pissed off at him."
She knows she needs to tell him about the pregnancy, but is still scared that he is going to be mad.
"Iโ€ฆ I've been distant becauseโ€ฆ" She hesitates, trying to gather her thoughts.
"Because why? Did I do something wrong?" Erik's voice is filled with concern.
"No, you didn't do anything." She takes a deep breath. "I'm pregnant. I found out a month ago."
Erik's eyes widen in shock. "Pregnant? Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"I was scared," she admits, tears welling up in her eyes. "I didn't know if you would want this, if you would want meโ€ฆ"
Erik sits down on the bed and pulls her into a hug. "Of course, I want you. And I want this baby," he says softly. "We'll figure this out together, okay?"
Sophomore Year at UMICH ย (2021-22)
-y/n and him are going strong still.
-They got an off campus apartment and she switches to online classes that way she can be at home with Odessa.
-Erik is literally the best dad to Odessa and no problems really occur during this time.
Junior Year at UMICH (2022-2023)
-y/n is still doing online classes.
-Erik is out partying more than he is at home with y/n and Odessa.
-She tries to talk to him about it feeling like she is the only one caring for her and he kind of just brushes her off.
-They finish off the year and Erik signs in California.
Summer to fall of 2023
-They move to California.
-y/n finds out a month after moving that Erik cheated on her and breaks up with him
-Erik moves out and lets her keep the house
-they agree to co-parent and the agreement doesn't last very long because Erik never puts in effort to see Odessa.
-She says about taking him back to court and he tells her that there is no need to and that he will sign his rights away right then and there.
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just a tip darling or maybe a suggestion? could you put whoโ€™s talking for the dialogue๏ฟผ
like instead of this
โ€œhi iโ€™mโ€ฆ.โ€
do this?
โ€œhi iโ€™m โ€ฆโ€ Jack said
it just makes it a bit easier to understand the work!
okay thank you sm i appreciate it!
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hi, beautiful!! omgosh, the little fic you just posted is so so sweet! iโ€™m such a softie for vibes like that โ™ก
Hi! Thank you sm! I love your writing๐Ÿ˜Š
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can i get "Come cuddle with me." dawson just seems like a big cuddler idk how to explain it
"๐‚๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐œ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ž." ๐๐š๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ƒ๐š๐ฐ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐Œ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฑ ๐…๐ž๐ฆ!๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: "๐‚๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐œ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ž." ๐‘๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐?:๐˜๐ž๐ฌ
You were able to work from home today, and while it was a blessing, it was also a curse because your six-foot clingy boyfriend wanted nothing more than to lay on you while you played with his hair.
He has probably made fifty trips in and out of the kitchen since he got home from practice not even five minutes ago, and each time he tried to convince you to ditch your laptop for a little bit and cuddle with him.
You hear him sigh extremely loud and look up from your laptop to see that he's now sitting across from you. "Hi. Do you need something?" you ask, already knowing what is about to come out of his mouth.
"Yeah, for you to take a small break."
"I already told you I can't, Daws. The faster I get this finished, the earlier I'll be done."
"But I miss you," he pouts, leaning forward and resting his chin on his hands.
You smile. "I miss you too, but I really need to finish this."
Dawson lets out a dramatic groan and stands up. "Fine, be that way. But when you're done, you owe me cuddles."
You laugh, shaking your head. "Deal. Now, go find something to occupy yourself with."
You return to your work, the sound of Dawson puttering around in the background oddly comforting.
After a while, you finish up and close your laptop, stretching your arms above your head.
"Done!" you announce, making your way towards the living room.
"Come cuddle with me!" he yells, smiling at you as you walk in.
"You're such a goofball," you tell him, as he stands up and points to the couch for you to lay down.
You lay down and he wastes no time laying down on top of you.
"Can you play with my hair?"
"How did I know that was coming?"
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I accepted the job in Newark, and the last week had been spent packing up the apartment with the help from mom and dad. I was worried about how Odessa was going to take the move, but once she heard we would only be a couple minutes from Jack and Luke she was all for it. I had all of the major things shipped to Jack and Luke's apartment in case the moving company took longer than expected, but everything got here on time.
I unlocked the door to the new apartment and Odessa let go of my hand and ran in. I watched as she ran through the small walkway in-between boxes and spun around to face me when she reached the window.
"Do you like it?" I asked and she nodded before running back to me.
"I see my room?"
"There's nothing in there yet, but I'll show you."
I picked her up and carried her back the hallway to her room. I pushed the door open, and she wiggled out of my arms and walked around to get a better look at it.
"When's Rowdy and Lukey coming?"
"After they are done at practice. You're going to go play with Owen while we get everything unpacked."
"Owen!? I haven't seen him in forever, mommy."
"I know. We need to get you out of your pjs so you are ready for when Curtis comes to pick you up. They should be getting out of practice right about now."
"I wear my Rowdy jersey?"
"What about the hoodie? I should know where it is."
"Okay, mommy."
I got Odessa ready and was in the middle of tying her shoes when my phone started ringing.
"Rowdy!?"
"Nope, it's Curtis."
I accepted the call and put it on speaker.
"Hey. I'm leaving the rink now. Do I have to buzz in or anything?"
"I can just meet you downstairs to make it easier on you."
"It's up to you. I told Owen before I left this morning and Reanne said he hasn't stopped asking when she's coming."
"Awe, Dess is excited too. Just text or call me when you are here and I'll run her down."
"Sounds good."
Curtis came and got Odessa and I've started unpacking. I opened the one box as the door opened.
"Kind of unsafe to just leave your door unlocked with a toddler running around, you know." Jack says, causing me to look over at him.
"The said toddler isn't here, Curtis already came to get her. Plus I knew you guys were on your way and that's the only reason it's unlocked."
"What he already got her? I didn't even get to see her."
"You'll see her later, Luke. Hi Dawson, Hi Nico."
"Oh yeah, we brought our pest and the stray chihuahua that lives in the building. Hope you don't mind."
"Honestly, I would rather be a pest than get called a chihuahua." Nico says, looking over at Dawson.
"You live in the building, Dawson?"
"Yeah, like two floors up."
"So if you ever need something call him first. He can get here before we can."
"Noted."
The guys and I got everything unpacked. We got all of the furniture built except for Odessa's new bed and Nico and Luke insisted on trying to put it together themselves so we all are just sitting in her room watching them try to figure it out.
"Where's this go?" Nico asks, looking over at Luke.
"It's the headboard, idiot." I tell him, causing him to give me a dirty look.
"Rusty, tell your sister to get out."
"Yeah y/n. Get out if you aren't going to help."
"I've tried to help. You guys won't let me."
"Mommy!" Odessa yells as she runs into the room with Curtis following behind her.
"Hi, baby. Did you have fun?"
"Mhm. Owen and I played hockey!"
"Oh, dumb and dumber building a toddler bed? This has got to be interesting."
"They aren't very good at it. Thanks for taking her for a little bit."
"No problem."
"Well, I give up. Gimme my niece." Luke says and goes to reach for Odessa, but she runs to Jack instead.
"Dessa who is your favorite Uncle?" Curtis asks her and she acts like she is thinking about it.
"Hmโ€ฆ. Quinner."
"What?!" Jack moves her away from him and stands up. "I'm hurt, Odessa."
"You get over it."
"The sass she has."
"She got it from Rowdy."
"Nuh uh! I am not sassy."
"Uh huh! Mimi tells me too."
"Yeah, well Mimi lies."
"I tell her you say that. Where's my ipad, mommy?"
Jacks face changes from amusement to panic in a matter of seconds when Odessa brings up calling mom.
"There's no need to call Mimi. I'm sorry."
"Awe, is little Jacky still afraid of his mommy?" Curtis asks as Odessa walks over and sits beside Dawson.
"Have you seen the woman when she is pissed off? It's like y/n but times a million."
"Yeah that does sound terrifying. I need to get going. I told Owen I wasn't staying and that I would be back to read to him before bed."
"Thanks again, Curtis."
"You're welcome."
"What? It's already almost bedtime?" Nico asks, flipping his phone over. "We spent the whole day unpacking?"
"We've been done unpacking for a solid minute. You guys spent like three hours trying to build the bed." Dawson tells him as Curtis walks out.
"Do you need us for anything else?" Jack asks and I shake my head no.
"No, I think that's everything. Thank you and I owe you all-"
"Drinks." Jack interrupts.
"Sure, if that's what you guys want."
"But you have to come out with us. Luke can babysit."
"What? How is that fair to me?"
Jack and Luke go to start arguing but Nico's laughing makes them stop.
"Is she sleeping?"
I look over and Odessa is using Dawson's arm as a pillow and has one hundred percent fallen asleep.
"Yeah, she's out." I got up and picked her up without waking her. I carried her to my room and laid her down, making a little barrier so she wouldn't roll off of the bed.
I walked out of my room and the guys were all putting their shoes on.
"We're gonna head out."
"Okay. Thanks again, I really appreciate all the help."
"You're welcome. Goodnight."
"Goodnight.'
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"I can't this week, Y/N. I'm sorry. I forgot and made plans with Ryan and Austin."
"You forgot? Bullshit, Erik. You 'forgot' the last three fucking weekends. All the poor girl wants is to spend time with her dad and all you care about is going out and getting wasted."
"I'll make it up to her. I got to go."
He ends the call and I sigh locking my phone. Three weekends. Three weekends in a row 'plans' have somehow came up and he can't get his daughter like he's supposed to. But he doesn't care, he's not the one that has to try and come up with an explanation for his three year old daughter to not know that daddy would rather go and get boozed up then to spend time with her.
I cleaned the house and applied for a few other jobs while waiting for Odessa to wake up. "Mommy!" Odessa yells, running into the kitchen. "Hi Dess. How did you sleep?" I ask as she climbs up onto my lap. "Good. When is daddy coming?" "He isn't, baby. He has work stuff to do." "Again?" I nod and she cuddles into me. "We'll have fun here, I promise."
Odessa 'helped' me make breakfast and we ate before she went to go play in the toy room. I cleaned up the mess from cooking and could hear her laughing but didn't think anything of it until I heard Jack talking.
I made my way back to the toy room and she was sitting in small ball pit with her ipad.
"Hi mommy!"
"Hi. Who called who, hm?"
"I called her. I hope you don't mind."
"No, Rowdy. I don't. I just wanted to make sure she didn't spam call you again."
Odessa looks down at her ipad and smiles.
"Daddy has work stuff again, but mommy said we'll have fun still."
"Seriously?" I could hear Luke in the background and the sound of Jack most likely punching him.
"Is momma still there?"
She nodded and I walked over and sat down beside her.
"Call me when she goes down for her nap. I want to talk to you about something."
"What?" Odessa asks, causing Jack to make a face at her.
"Doesn't concern you, nosy."
"I will. I-"
My phone started ringing and I stopped myself when I realized it was one of the jobs I applied for. "I have to take this. I'll be back."
I got up and walked out of the room, answering the call.
"Hello?"
"Hello, is this Y/N?"
"Yes, speaking."
"This is Sarah. I'm calling about the remote job you applied for. Are you available to talk?"
"Yes, absolutely."
"We're impressed with your resume and would like to offer you the position. It's a remote role, but there's a catch. We're transitioning to a hybrid model, and eventually, we'd like you to be based in our Newark office. Is that something you'd be open to?"
I paused, processing the information. Moving was not something I had considered, but the opportunity was too good to pass up and we would be close to Jack and Luke. "Iโ€ฆ I think so," I stammered. "Can I have some time to think about it?"
"Of course, take your time. We'll send over details via email. Let us know your decision by the end of the week."
"Thank you so much. I'll get back to you soon."
After the call I walked back to the toy room and Odessa was laughing about something Jack or Luke did.
"What are the weirdos doing, Dess?"
"Dookie fell."
"How many times do I have to tell you that it is either Lukey, Pookie, or Lukey Pookie, and that Dookie isn't an option."
Jack and I laughed and she just made a face at Luke in response.
"What was that about, Y/N/N?"
"What the call?"
"Yeah."
"A call back from one of the remote jobs I applied for that is apparently going hybrid."
"Is it close to you?"
"It's actually in Newark."
"What!? Y/N, you have to go for it."
"I know, Luke. I probably am. I just have to talk to Erik about it."
"Erik can go fu-"
"Yeah, understandable." Jack says, cutting Luke off. "Well, we have to go get ready for practice. We'll talk to you guys later. Love you guys."
"Love you too."
"Bye, Rowdy!"
"What? What about me?"
"Hm.."
"I'll remember that next time we are babysitting and you want something but Jack forgot his wallet."
"Don't worry, Dee. I never leave the house without it. Keep the Dookie hatred alive."
Luke groaned and punched Jack as he ended the call.
The rest of the day was spent playing and chasing after Odessa. She's asleep for the night and Jack and I are facetiming.
"Alright. I'll let you go to bed."
"Wait. What did you want to tell me earlier?"
"Right. I think you should take Erik back to court and go for full custody."
"I can't do that."
"Why?"
"I don't want her to grow up without a dad."
"He isn't even driving ten minutes and picking Dee up on his days, Y/N. If Erik isn't making an effort now, what makes you think he'll do so when you move?"
"I know, I know. I justโ€ฆ I don't want to be the reason Dee grows up without her dad. I don't want her to resent me for keeping them apart."
"I understand that," Jack said softly. "But you also can't keep waiting for Erik to change. Odessa is just going to keep getting let down. Maybe going back to court will be the wake-up call he needs to step up."
I stayed quiet thinking about what Jack had just said, and deep down I know he's right.
"Think about it, okay? Talk to Erik, and if nothing changes, maybe it's time to consider your options."
"Okay. Thanks, Jack. I appreciate your advice, as always."
"Anytime. I'm here for you, no matter what. Goodnight."
"Night."
Days pass and Odessa is at daycare since Erik finally agreed to meet up with me so I could talk to him about going back to court.
"So what exactly is so important that you couldn't just tell me over the phone?" He asks, sitting down in front of me.
"Hello to you to. I want to go back to court."
"There's no point. I'll make this whole thing easy on you and sign away my rights right now."
"Are you serious?"
He nods. "I don't want to be a father, Y/N. Not like this. I thought I could handle it, but I can't."
Tears prick at the corners of my eyes, but I blink them away. This is what I wanted, isn't it? To have full custody of Odessa, to not have to rely on Erik for anything. So why does it feel like I've lost something important?
"Fine," I say, my voice steadier now. "I'll have my lawyer draw up the papers."
Erik stands up, his eyes avoiding mine. "I'll sign them whenever you're ready."
As he walks away, I'm left sitting there, feeling a mix of emotions. Relief, sadness, angerโ€ฆ But mostly, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
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