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have we discussed this already or

#CANINE TEETH IN THE SIDE OF MY NECK

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Tumblr adding polls was the best thing because it doesn’t matter what you’re asking, tumblr users LOVE sharing their opinions. You could ask something wildly abstract like “What cardinal direction do you associate with the person you reblogged this from?” and by the end of the day it’ll have 20k notes and there’s probably some kind of discourse happening in the replies.

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test

edit: DO NOT VOTE BASED ON THE VIBES OF THE FLUIDS 😭

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there should be a knives out movie for every season. like. knives out is for autumn. glass onion is for summer. there ought to be a spring and winter movies. benoit blanc solves a murder in a christmas jumper. there's an extended metaphor around coming into bloom and rebirth. they're trapped in a cabin in a snowstorm and there's a murderer among them. someone's hayfever medicine is the key to everything. what's not clicking

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that’s a whole man.

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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“the other day” could mean anything with me. literally yesterday. or a week ago. Seven years past.

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Came Back Wrong from the gocey store

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bees?

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built different (too sensitive to survive)

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I make art about grief again

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I just heard my mom tell my brother, “when you die, you will go outside and garden until your father says you’re done” and it took me a second to realize that my brother was playing a videogame and this was not a theological discussion.

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no offense but if your friend is trying out a new hobby be fucking nice to them