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[aemvnd]

𝓇.cameron. ┆ let the world burn for you.

◟ ㅤᡣ𐭩ㅤㅤ ݁.﹒ based entirely on this song − trust me, you'll fall in love with it… it's very rafe coded . !!! ♡ྀི

"FUCK!!!" rafe screams furiously, boiling with rage because of you for the first time ever in your relationship, as you watch him curling his large, twitching hands into tight fists, his face scrunched up angrily, his cheeks a light shade of pink and a few beads of sweat lining his brow.

you stood frozen, heart racing but barely able to breathe, too in shock to move a single muscle, with your heart thudding rapidly against your ribcage, like a pounding fist—thump, thump, thump.

a long moment of silence passes, but you see rafe start to pace a few feet in front of you, before coming to an abrupt stop, startling you for a moment, causing a nasty, cruel, and amused smirk to curl up on his soft lips, pausing completely in front of you and letting out a breathless, almost lighthearted little chuckle that it's practically menacing, rubbing a large hand over his face.

and then, then, he turns to face you once again, looking even bigger and more intimidating than you've ever seen him before, his face completely blank, eyes dead, emotionless.

"no," rafe answers simply, almost like a soft, mocking purr, before brushing past you and heading into the bathroom that was attached to his bedroom, leaving the door open, as if expecting you to follow along like the sweet, obedient little girl you usually are for him—rafe's head is already racing with ideas on how to convince you, to manipulate that pretty little head of yours to not leave him, he just has to remind you.

yeah, rafe thinks, nodding his head to himself, he'll just have to remind you that you're his and only his, that he'd let the world burn for you if you only asked, and then... a darker thought pierces his head—that if he can't have you, then nobody can.

after a minute, you slowly, and cautiously, follow him into his bathroom, seeing him leaning against the sink, his shoulders tensed up and his face twisted into something dark, something dangerous.

rafe can't understand how you made him like this, this fucking obsessed over you, this need to be with you forever, to always have you by his side and let everyone know that you're his.

and then, rafe realizes something else, causing his face to twist with almost hatred, because look what you've made him become, he thinks darkly, wanting to hurt something, or someone, but never you—you, his sweet, doting, obedient little girl—his, forever his.

without warning, rafe swiftly turns and smashes a large, murderous fist against his bathroom mirror, causing most of it to shatter, letting out a loud, furious scream, not caring or even realizing that you're most likely watching him, too absorbed into his rage to truly notice.

and then, when he hears small, pitiful sniffles and broken, breathy wails, shoulders shaking as you try and hold back your sobs—and god, it feels like something is restricting your throat, unable to breathe, like a fist is wrapped around your delicate neck... squeezing, squeezing, squeezing, and then, you gasp softly, noticing his bloodied, dominant hand, your teary eyes focusing on the way he is curling both of his hands into tight fists once again, anger still coursing through his veins, tiny glass shards stuck into his bleeding knuckles.

and perhaps, he may need stitches in his bleeding hand.

fuck, rafe thinks aggravatingly, already knowing that there is fear in your big, bloodshot eyes, all misty and doe-like and innocent, knowing how much you hate violence, especially whenever he is involved, which is most of the time.

"you're not leaving me," rafe then comments casually, as though the last twenty minutes of him screaming and lashing out at you, practically preventing you from leaving tannyhill, begging you not to leave him, that he'll be better, that he'll do better, that he'll change for you, baby, he had said, downright pleading you on his hands and knees, promising you sweet, empty promises that every girl always wants to hear from her man.

that was all before he exploded into a fit of pure rage, after hearing you suggest to him that you guys should just take a short break, that you need some space, that you feel suffocated.

and then, without even glancing at you, rafe begins to walk by you, pausing for a moment in front of you with a thoughtful look on his face, a frown taking over his devilishly handsome features, before he lets out a small, humorless chuckle and presses a long, loving kiss against your forehead, swiftly exiting his bathroom and by extension—you, leaving you all alone, completely and utterly alone without a glance back towards you as he leaves.

#self love ! ᰔ

[aemvnd]

https://www.tumblr.com/rafecameroninterlude/749129258385981440/introducing-bambireader

this is so !! u !!!! <333

oh gosh. !!!!!! 😣 no bc why is that literally me… 🦌♡

#love letters. #anon. ෆ

[aemvnd]

i need them both. !!!!!!!!!! :((

#hotd #tom glynn carney #ewan mitchell

[aemvnd]

i luv how u girlsplain … i need more girlsplains i can now do this bc of ur girlsplain

omgg so happy for you, bun . <3 !!!!!!!!!! always happy 2 help. :))

#love letters. #anon. ෆ

[aemvnd]

is ur header always changing or am i going . insane

u might be insane (jk) but uhhh idk i mean i've had the same header now for almost three days ??? idk but yea . ♡

#love letters. #anon. ෆ

[aemvnd]

𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑏 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 .. ૮ ྀིʃƪ´ ˘ ` )ྀིა

#𓏲ּ gentle reminder ‧ ₊˚ ෆ

[aemvnd]

♡

#love core. ᰔ

[aemvnd]

ʚ gif credit. [??] ɞ

𝓇.cameron. ┆ i love you.

◟ ㅤᡣ𐭩ㅤㅤ ݁.﹒ hi angels. ! y'all already kno this one is based off of this clip….mhmm − & also it is in the 'rafe 𝓍 bambi!reader' au that i made / am still currently making / outlining their lore for their relationship n all the cutesy (n sad😞) stuff that is gonna go down with them bein' together. !!! 🧸♡ྀི

"yea, yeah," rafe is panting sharply, his sweaty, broad, naked chest heaving as he steadily pounded into your dripping, sloppy, fluttering little pussy, grunting as you continuously squeezed your slippery, inner walls around him, making his heavy balls ache with the need for his release—to release inside of you.

"fucking fuck, baby—needed to be inside of you so fuckin' much," rafe continues to babble deliriously, and no, he wasn't high on drugs, just high off of you, before you felt him reaching up to grasp one of your dainty little hands, intertwining his long fingers through your curled up little fist, freshly manicured nails and palm soft and smooth, making rafe let out a small, deep sigh of pleasure as he takes in a whiff of your vanilla body cream you always use all over.

"f-fuck, d..d-daddy! you f-feel s'good inside me," you mewl sweetly, and meanwhile, your teary, doe-like, pretty eyes were fluttering heavily with your mink eyelashes still somehow attached to your eyelids, your pupils nearly turning into two large, heart-shaped pink hearts, the color being the brightness pink ever, the color of love.

after a few more thrusts, you let out another sharp cry, feeling rafe reach down to play with your needy, puffy little clit, rubbing it fast and with slight pressure, just the way you liked it when he did it, given your hysterical reaction—and yet, rafe's eyes never leave your bouncing breasts or your gorgeous, fucked out face, feeling the velvety, stuffed walls of your sweet little pussy starting to flutter around him, gripping him tight as fuck, making rafe curse to himself underneath his breath for silent mercy.

rafe grunts, beginning to roll his hips, still fucking into you while pressing sloppy, open-mouthed kisses across your pretty, marked up neck and collarbones, his breathing heavy and uneven, his balls growing tighter as you moan against the side of his face, breathing your pretty sounds right into his ear, causing his breath to hitch every time you made a new, higher in pitch noise.

"yea, yea? you like when dad fucks you like this, huh? is that it, baby? jus' needed daddy to fuck you, actin' all dumb and weepy for some cock… my poor, dumb little baby, jus' wanted dad to fuck your aching little cunny, isn't that right, pretty girl?" rafe coos teasingly, "hmm?" he continues as if to mock you, before leaning down to suck on one of your puffy little nipples, suckling it harshly and making your back arch so prettily—rafe's eyes shifting up to observe the way you cry out to the ceiling of his bedroom, most likely growing closer to your third orgasm of the night.

"h-harder, a little harder, daddy… please, daddy—harder, h-harder, harder − please daddy, need it h-h-harder…!" you hiccup softly, begging all submissively and poutily, making rafe's heart beat wildly against his ribcage and the tip of his cock to pulsate inside of you, his muscular arms protruding from the way he was now gripping onto the meaty parts of your plush, smooth hips, continuing his quick, animalistic thrusts—wet, skin on skin slapping noises filling up the bedroom, as well as breathy moans coming from you and deep, low groans leaving rafe's kiss-swollen, shiny lips from him licking and sucking all over your naked skin.

"yeah? you sure, baby?" he questions with another low curse, but doesn't stop and immediately begins thrusting harder, practically ploughing you into his bed, hearing you cry out his name with a long, drawn out, feminine moan, all high-pitched and needy, feeling like you were about to reach your high any second, but you gasped softly, pushing at your boyfriend's hard, broad, sweaty chest, gently tapping his pectorals in protest, needing him to stop for a tiny moment.

rafe huffs instantly, raising an eyebrow impatiently at you and looking directly at you as if to say, 'what? what is it?!'

stunned, rafe watches the way you immediately look up at him, lips pouty and eyes all misty, before flipping around to lay down on your stomach, ass in the air, clutching one of your boyfriend's pillows, wailing into it as he immediately slides back inside and begins fucking into you from behind now, leaning over you possessively, caging you in with his big, strong arms.

"fuck, how's the speed, huh? is it good, baby?" rafe coos into your ear, leaning down over you as he grips your hips once again, continuing his steady, hard and quick thrusts, stuffing his long, heavy and thick cock into your quivering, glossy cunt, sparkling softly in the low light of his room as it shines with your mixed juices and rafe's pre-cum − and god, you're so, so fucking close to reaching your blissful, euphoric high.

"y-yes...! ohh, please… gogogo!" you sob into rafe's pillow, drool and tears slipping from your face and on the pillow of his you were currently holding onto for dear life, "yes, p-please, please—i love it, d-daddy! i love it!" you shout with a squeal, feeling rafe hit your sweet spot of nerves inside of you with every single thrust, feeling his lips brush over your left ear, a long groan coming from him as he continues to wildly buck his hips against your perky little ass, giving it three harsh slaps with his large, calloused palm, making your ass jiggle.

and with only a few more thrusts, you're nearly there, so close, and you can feel that your boyfriend is too, wetly kissing your neck, snapping his hips into your asscheeks frantically and with desperation, as if he couldn't help but need to fuck into you even faster, wanting you both to reach your highs.

then, right after four more bucks of rafe's narrow hips, you feel him let out a deep, loud grunt into the back of your head, burying his face into your sweet smelling hair, lowly groaning out, "i love you," as he comes inside of you, deeply and raw and powerful.

and you—your poor, fluttering heart nearly jumps into your throat, trying to twist your neck around, your doe-like, misty and now more hazy, a bit too cloudy, and dreamlike eyes are filled with a fresh load of hot tears, like you can't help yourself and your feelings for this man.

"what?!" you squeak, catching rafe's eye and scrunched brow, a frown on his face now, though he still couldn't stop his jaw from being a bit slack and his eyes being heavy-lidded from just blowing his load so hard into you.

rafe huffs, then sighs to himself and rolls his eyes at you, "what?" he snaps back at you, his tone growing with a small attitude, sounding defensive and strangely vulnerable, as if you're the one that is acting purposefully dumb, and like it was your fault that you didn't realize that rafe loves you—even with how obvious he makes it.

and yet, you can't help but just lie there in awe, staring wide-eyed up at the ceiling, your lips, that were still sticky from your smeared lipgloss and some drool, were now slightly parted in disbelief, because... holy fuck—rafe cameron, your boyfriend, just told you that he loves you for the first time.

#self love ! ᰔ

[aemvnd]

i’m sorry but people under 18 are still going to read your stuff no matter what… but the least you guys can do is not interact. it can be so dangerous for the writers.

sigh. so… i totally understand that minors are still gonna be sneaky and read my works, i get it. trust me, i do.

however, in the original post i made, i already had the minor blocked when i mentioned them, and i only mentioned them because they were also following some of my mutuals / close friends and i wanted to warn them, as well as any other author that writes for rafe cameron / outer banks, for their own safety as well.

i don't interact with minors at all, it was only a warning to other writers to beware, and i'm sorry, but it also made me extremely uncomfortable knowing a literal child had followed me & was interacting with my friends writings.

it's crossing boundaries, and again, i understand that they're minors and they're gonna do what they wanna do, but maybe they can be less obvious about it? i just want everyone to be safe, minors and non-minors. !

#love letters. #anon. ෆ

[aemvnd]

im sorry people are hating about you just simply setting boundaries about minors reading your work and i would be uncomfortable with it too i completely get where you are coming from. its completely valid to not want minors to interact w ur page/interact with you at all given what you write!! -👛 (can i be an anon? xx)

thank u sm for understanding, baby. !!! 🥺♡ྀི these minors jus' don't seem to understand that + it's not just for their safety, it's also for us writers to be safe because just like you said, they’re my boundaries… show some respect & when they turn eighteen [18], then they're more than welcome to come back n read my works / interact with my nsfw blog. <3 n yes, ofc u can. !!! 💗

#love letters. #👛 anon

[aemvnd]

tysm cassidy ♡ ily. !

PSA: just a fair warning to outer banks / rafe cameron writers:

this person followed me and is underage… i get minors wanting to read fanfiction, but can y'all please respect us writers when we say 'minors do not interact' or 'minors dni'. !!!

it genuinely makes me feel uncomfortable when minors follow me & read my works − so please, be respectful and read the rules on my blog that is linked in my navigation/navi before following or interacting with me, thank you. ♡

#!!!!!!!!!!

[aemvnd]

HELP THAT LAST ASK WAS MOST DEFINITELY A MINOR 😭😭😭

They’re so fucking salty it’s embarrassing. Your writing is perfection angel !! I fear I’m slightly addicted to it !!

pls i love u . :(( <3 & ikr!? lmfaoo one of my friends said the same exact thing. !!! they made it too obvious, i fear 😳 n tysm baby ♡ u're such an angel urself. <333

#love letters. #anon. ෆ

[aemvnd]

omg literally get a grip ur writings shit and also it’s the underage readers choice to read them or not their fucking parents are u so grow up

you must be a minor :( get the fuck off my page or i'll just block u if u send me anotha' msg . have a nice day! mwah, 𝓍𝑜𝓍𝑜.

#love letters. #anon. ෆ

[aemvnd]

i dunno if this is a stupid question but how do you make the font smaller when u write your fics? i always try with mine but it always ends up as the bigger tumblr font?

okay, so *cracks knuckles* lesson time, folks! gather 'round, gather 'round… also, if y'all others are not interested in listening to me girlsplain (the answer to your question, nonnie), then the answer will be below the cut. !!! <3

so… it's really simple, i promise. if u wanna make ur font smaller in text, just highlight whatever text you want on your post, for example: hello! − to − hello!

…do you see the option on the panel below that looks like this <s> ??? click on that. !!! n it'll make all ur text small. i hope this helps. ♡

#love letters. #anon. ෆ

[aemvnd]

hi!! i’m so glad i’ve found you, i’ve been away from tumblr for a while and saw that you’ve moved blogs from your previous one! i just wanted to pop into your inbox to say that i rly love your writing!! something about your tone of voice just feels so relatable and familiar? like i can read the words you write and truly feel it! idk if that rly explained it lol, i’ve just rly enjoyed everything you’ve posted, especially for aemond (unfortunately, i’m not as familiar with the other characters you write for), i feel like you get his obsessive infatuation/love in a way thats simultaneously chilling and warm and i think thats so him!

thank you for sharing your writing! I’m so glad to have found you againnn!!

hihi, baby. !!! 🧸♡ྀི i'm so happy u found me too!!!!!! welcome back, sweets, i went away for a while as well − to be honest with u, being in the hotd fandom was jus' too toxic and too much for me & caused my mental state to practically collapse, so i was just… done. i still kind of am, n i think that's why i've been so scared of writing for aemond again, even tho i still love him so v much n can't wait for szn two [2]. <3 i definitely am still in the fandom, hence my username (it'll always be him), but i've been currently taking a long break on writing for aemond − however… i am getting those feelings again to write for him, eagerly so, so i will be writing for him again soon. i don't wanna give you a specific date as to when exactly, but believe me, it'll be soon. 💌

edit: btw, tysm for the sweet compliment, i am so in love with aemond targaryen, i love writing for him, & it jus' really melts my heart knowing that you love the way i write him… thank u thank u thank u. ! ♡

#love letters. #anon. ෆ #hotd #aemond targaryen x reader

[aemvnd]

I bleed shades of pink for you

#♡ #diary ₊˚ෆ

[aemvnd]

#love core. ᰔ