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Me starting to read my first book, for my first class starting in Jan for my Bachelors degree first class is a cultural awareness class. Trying to figure out my culture/self-identity as I listen/read this thing and all I got is a blob. Ima blob people. Love learning out others cultures and ethnic backgrounds and what makes them tick though so that's a plus just not myself really : (. I think if I had to put myself in an identity it would be a nervous hairy chunkie frizz ball. Part Native American/part German with some others splattered in there. Know next to nothing about my family and we were never much into anything traditional/religious/ or cultural wise. Sadly since I would like to know more about where I come from. It's weird having to think about me in this way since it was never really a thing.

So anyone just want to talk to me about them and their identities/cultures/ethnic backgrounds etc.

I do sometimes envy cultures where the family is super tight-knit and it's like it takes a village type thing. Although I see how that could be hard as well for people. We as people are so complex and just identifying as multifaceted is a good way to place it. Ever changing... The world changes second by second, day to day, etc people should be able to change and be what they are/who they are as they choose or even not choose since really we are who we are who we are in all the changing fascinating ways. We should not be afraid to ourselves whatever that is. The world is scary though and the pressure to be or not to be something is so high and sad but the world is changing and maybe for the better maybe someday. We can only hope one day it will and we won't have any one person judge anyone else.

Ok maybe the pit bulls of the world can judge with those judgy eyes.

Love one another no matter age/race/sex/identity/religion/culture/ethnicity it's all just a messy mix up and maybe one day we will be ready.

Sorry started to ramble there. Have a good night world

#Going back to school #Wtf am i?

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Always and forever chasing that.

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Sorry but I can't with this.

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lolita floral print dress

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I mean it happens. Like your drawing though. *jumps in to see now and enjoy your art*

i fucked up yesterday, i chopped peppers & let their spice soak into my skin. & had to draw something about it. he'd do this.

+ wen qing's anger & wen ning's concern

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stuck between over emotional or emotionless at the same time

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I’m attracted to mindsets.. people I can learn from, hustle with, and grow together.

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Does anyone have any suggestions on how to stop drinking so much wine? Anything can sub for it? Needing to cut back.

#To much wine #Cutting back on wine

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I helped the housekeepers yesterday with rooms at my second job. I work at a hotel close to home as a front desk agent. Man these people are no joke, having to make 20 heavy beds a day is serious shit. My back is killing me today and you really can not do that crap with long nails. Bend one of my nails backwards almost ripping it off the nail bed a little and it still is hurting. Back at it again today and hoping it goes by smoothly with little to no asshole guests.

#Hotel work #Second job #Housekeeping #Frontdeskagent

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I wish the united states would adopt a lot of other countries customs. I really would like to be forced to go on a month long vacation.

#Month long vacations sound awesome

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I gots my new computer the other day. It's been yeas since I had a new one and the last one I had was a chrome and didn't like it at all. Got an Asus gaming outer for gaming and school since will be starting school again in Jan. I have no idea what to do with this thing lol ugh. I mean I do obviously but it's more like I am over whelmed and not sure why. Daddy helped me set it up, he's the more techie person as he has a tech degree which helps. It's just a lot for my little brain and I am like oooh pretty new thing omg there are so many things idk what to do. Also should I get a desk mat for my desk? Idk!!!

#New computer #Little brain exploded #Add #To much at once #good morning tumblr

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Scared shitless by black widows but now fascinated by people owning them as pets and want one.. Yes yes I am insane.

#Black widows #Pets