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It was a nice treat being in the U.S. yesterday. There are talk that a January 18th of next year is a trip to Florida. But for a change, making my IG interesting was a fun photo shoot. Americans were aggressive with one of my selfies, because they thought I was photo bombing, or that I was video-ing them, it was far fetch. But the selfie I took in front of SAKS was good. So my mentality for this Florida trip will once again be outdoors, because I heard it’s a resort with a swimming pool, and am one of those people who like swimming. A few people know my technique now, it’s as if secret is out. But I was taught to keep moving, and regardless I get criticized, it’s one of those sayings, “To push the envelope.” I never quite get what that mean, but a few celebrities, especially the deceased Prince, has said it on national television. I think the good technique is not to pressure yourself into a difficult situation, like as of now, am out of shots, but tomorrow morning if the sun is out, and when nature is a beauty, then a selfie might come out, or a forest, and what have you. Again, am not going to put pressure on myself, actually, I can only pat myself on my back, because it’s been a hard journey. And when people figure me out, then it’s like a benchmark, and it will make innovation hard, pun intended, am saying because am not supposed to put pressure on myself. I have noticed that my skill has waned, that’s why am saying that the U.S. trip yesterday was treat, because I felt brand new. Even with this blogging thing, if I don’t feel fresh, I easily feel am running out of thoughts. But with the photo here, this is a selfie taken in front of a SAKS Fifth store, and I thought the presentation was awesome thus this. I was pleased when people replicated me, it’s been a journey, it’s been a life with tears and laughter, and I think we hit a bench mark on this. And it’s coming down to earth again, and start fresh once again. The people am following on IG has had stories, and I think am the road block, but once pillar come down then exposures will be all over the place. And my life has been this exposure, in fact it’s hard to make friendships, because it’s always business as usual. Having said that, I go back to basics again, a fresh start, if you can call it that way.

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I uploaded my last photo on my last entry here, and that photo was basically my work environment in Canada Post, I took that photo because the wait for my team’s turn is around two hours, so you can imagine when am bored that, “I have to take this photo.” There were no issues, it’s not like hearing it from the supervisor of, “What are you doing, delete that?” Pun. The rehashing aspect of this entry was my lost .xml file, I mentioned it here last time that when my desktop computer died on me, my blog site also went down. And I mentioned that am using a new site with a new laptop. Like I said, if you wanna see my old work, just go to my Facebook “adriancudal”, and just see how it is, am gladly to talk about my experiences then. Because my life did change once I had this Crohn’s. It wasn’t that I was disappointed, down, nor depressed, it was just a realization that my life went uncertain. Because I wanted to be that awesome photography, I was willing to travel the globe just for photos. But I knew things would change, because I wouldn’t have my ordinary day job - which would pay for travel fees - and that things would come to a halt in terms of having this feasible life. That was 2013, so it’s been ten years. And I would never forget my walk along Dundas, because I felt very vulnerable, and when I got to Eaton’s Centre, a lot change in my mind. Because again, I was having fun with my photography. Nowadays, I still use my phone camera, but I lost fans because it’s gone very predictable. The element of surprise are no longer there. It’s a point now where my knowledge is limited, when I see people take photos of Banff on their Instagram, I can only say that, “This could’ve been my life also.” But it’s funny how things get ordinary in a fast manner. The goal now is to rehash my past, rehash the photos I’ve uploaded on my Facebook, and collect enough information over it. Mind you, I didn’t include my whole life in this one, there are things omitted, and there are things left for the imagination. Because business-wise, I can only show what’s shown, pun. The same experience when my colon went to Florida, I was actually in the States twice when I had this blood stool, and same suffering. When my family and I were in Animal Kingdom, I didn’t see it any longer as a amusement park, everything became a toy, and all that excitement vanished. Now when I go to the States, it’s more of a third world country am facing. And a lot of this world are plain and ordinary, it doesn’t matter how far you travel, you will see that it’s fallen. For the photo for this entry, am once again going to look back on my old, saved ones, and I’ll try to continue with the stories.

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Am in a process once again where am trying to revive my blogging ways. I did about three blogging sites where I ended up with an .xml file with Blogger under Google, and I saved that file, but I was on a desk top when these things were happening, and mind you, that desktop failed on me, so the file ended up in no-mans. Now that am using a laptop, am being really simple, because I don’t want to lose files once again. As for my revival, if you haven’t seen my photos yet, the ones I posted on adriancudal in Facebook, I basically advise, because my photography then was so detailed. I barely blog now, because it isn’t a surprise that am losing my English, and to revive it, am trying to follow Amanda Foreman’s line hoping that I can make it better. My Facebook profile would also be helpful, because geography wise, you’d see the different places I’ve been to. When I was taught with this one-take, unwritten material, I started deleting my published products online, because it was going to be sheerly on speech where there aren’t going to be any evidences. So ended up thousands of photos, and at the same time, transition to Tumblr. But I think am lenient at this time, because there are evidences… I got the trick from Lil’ Wayne where he wasn’t going to write his lyrics, because there can’t be any evidences on the crime scene: I don’t know why it’s like that. The literature and speech both come as the superior element to it, and am just hoping that people would respect this. My vlog with @TheCudal is different, because people stopped listening to it, and am basically avoiding to update it once again, because am out of words at this point. For the most part, people know what I do, a few people know what I do even if they’re not posted online. And that’s my street life, if you and I meet at the mall, that’ll be the crux of it. When homies and I took a vacation to Montreal, guess how I met on the sidewalk? Yes, my doctor Sunny Johnson. I was smiling to him, and he told me to take my medication, so that was kinda’ funny. But the streets are going to talk. Tomorrow I have another opportunity to go to Mississauga, and it’s a tiring trip as I’ve gone three times for the last month, but it’s an opportunity to meet, and discuss things, things don’t need to be uploaded on Instagram. This business is hard, because the fatigue will set in, and it can affect your sleep, it can affect your travelling life. So, I just wanna say thank-you if read this far, maybe if you wanna talk to me; we can meet out in the streets. Pun.

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I’ve been trying to figure out why it’s been impossible to blog as of late. There have been things that I’ve done which I thought were ordinary yet praised by certain people (in Instagram.) So am really trying to figure out what I can blog about it. The notion is to identify, and just be candid about it. I admit that I’ve been looking for feasibility with my selfies as is the case, and I’ve been confident as of late, I think the supporting factor is that my stuff get implemented not leaving me alone cold, and shaking. I really hope we can do business many more. But I understand that I have to take the effort, and just be faithful with my endeavours, because I do have a boring life, I do have almost a-nothing-life. And I really have to muster something to be creative. I’ve been buying clothes as of late, because I’ve been getting these amazing deals at Lucky Brand at the outlet mall, and at this point is just a showcase especially with my selfies. The thing with fashion is that you have to know what it is, and I’ve been trying to watch The Mysterious Karl Lagerfeld on Prime Video, I’ve been trying to watch his fashion shows on YouTube, and it’s just this identity what’s being shown, because it can controversial as, “Only the chic make it.” And that’s part of the reason why I selfie, because we live in peer pressure time, we live in an era where everything need a facial surgery, and I think it’s wrong for the clothing business to brain wash ordinary shoppers. And this is evident with the attention my profile get, not too many people are gonna show hearts for my stuff. But like I said, I have to get the ball rolling, and am pleased that am some how relevant. Every now and then in the past, I would have people comment that western civilization is a fixed, and that you can’t do much for wealth, and prosperity, but it’s been a roller coaster ride in terms of literally uprooting my social media sites especially Instagram. And you see this with my StarCraft 2, or political titles, because it had a purposed, of course the depressing part is that am used left empty to the point of near extinction. And yesterday, I was challenged to come up with a new title on my Instagram, am being so political with the name that I don’t know anything else. But at this point, I’ve given up what to put up, because I don’t think I have the prowess for it. And what I mean by prowess is to take matters to the street, because at the back of my mind, am saying that I’ve done this so many times, I’ve been to various places, like what else is there? It’s helpful to look at other people’s work, and kinda’ guess where the inspiration are coming from. Social media is basically just getting ideas from each other, and for my part, I try to figure out if it’s do-able. Simplicity is really the bread and butter, because you have entities that are possible to do, I don’t have to be Tom Cruise where am jumping off a plane in a middle of lightning storm. And this is probably why I watch a lot of movies, so I can investigate what I can do out of it.

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It’s hard to talk about this. When I started my blogging and photography ways, I didn’t really know how much of an influence I would turn out. People started reaching out for me for marketing, and I felt unconfident with such realm, or title, because am not a professional. And I know this deep in my heart, because when I engage things, I don’t have all the show, and energy for it. In fact many times, I just want the ordeal to be over. The problem here in the west is that we made the bar of standard too high, and things now are unrealistic. And we end up isolated, alone, and just feigned. The more we possess things, the more lonely and unfulfilled much. We do these things to each other, because along the way, we became hurt. Along the way, there are individuals who enjoy hurting you. And people don’t really know that we’re struggling, and that the glimmer of hope… Nowadays, it’s AI, AI basically stand for Artificial Intelligence, and the reason for that name is because anything can be deleted with your own profile. Am gonna be honest, am hurt. Because I have to be honest that my social media has lost luster, it’s hard nowadays to identify with integrity what’s good, and what’s bad? Yesterday I was struggling how to run my Instagram, and it’s very hurtful to go through something, and then have that experience as a mistake. At this point, I have to do things to protect myself. Because I feel people are not going to support me, or take care of me. And that’s the issue, do we care for each other? I was taught production, and I was taught that it wasn’t going to be easy, and all the adage were right, because when I did my hundreds and thousands, the simplicity of it were short enough that it was very feasible. I don’t mind looking at products… And am still fine that people haven’t gone crabby with me. It could be odd times, because I was taught to go to the mall and study products, and it could be upsetting when I don’t feel happy. Happiness is an issue. Anyway, am going to end, it doesn’t matter how feeble things become again, there are probably things you see in me that I don’t see of myself, but the saga continue.

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At this point, am just trying to do what your request was. Mind you, it’s not easy for me, because I didn’t go to college for this, or that I basically heard it from other preachers. What I do is deal with this modern day world that we’re all in, and relate it to the Old Testament of the Bible, so with the New Testament. Because King Solomon is right in the OT that, “There’s nothing new under sun.” I think we’re only magnified by what our money could buy, because the advertising world make it seem like this new product is going to change your life(?) Am not trying to criticize your life, because what you do could be your trade, and I fully understand that we all need to earn our money. But once you replace commercialism into something that removes you from the presence of God, then you have to ask if this is good to me? You probably deal with me, because you probably have this empty life, perhaps you’ve spent all the money in the world yet feel emptiness. Am not judging, because at the same time, you probably have an amazing life through hobbies and interests. I don’t really know your story, am just gauging it by the way you communicate with me. We live in a fallen world, because God cursed the ground when Adam and Even sinned by eating the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden. And the situation prior to the sin and curse was that Adam and Eve lived in perfect harmony with the earth and God. But now that there’s darkness, you see this in the news where the worst thing could happen to you. And some religion think that those things can’t happen to them, because they’re favoured and such, but the Bible will say that the rain will pour both on the just, and the unjust. Everyone will basically run into problems. I have to say that I’ve been running to testing times, the past Christmas last year was a challenge, because I was alone, and Christmas tend to be the worst time of the year. But what I did was went for a walk outside, and started singing a hymn Praise Him, Praise Him. Because before when I was younger, I was more privilege that I could just go to a big church, and watch their cantata. Well, I don’t have that privilege any longer that I have to be creative myself. So I sang and sang Praise Him, and I ended up with an amazing experience. In fact, I was so happy that I posted it onto my Instagram. So that’s also my advice now that we’re nearing the Christmas time again, learn and choose your hymn, and it’ll be an amazing time. While being outdoors with God, I also have to say that I do a lot of walking to kinda’ organize things, I understand that I have to be outside for my colon problem, but I’ve taken this time to deal with Christianity, and experience enough blessings that I need. And I don’t know how you prioritize your time, but just check your inventory, and identify if there’s a spiritual time with Jesus. What I’ve been going through lately was listen to Taya Smith many times (Taya Smith then, she’s married now), and I’ve been dealing with a devotional book. On the other hand, I deal many times with the secular world especially this book by Phil Jackson, Eleven Rings. But say right now, am always checking what can bless me.

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I eventually learned photo cropping upon my browsing in Instagram. Because I”v always wondered how to make the photo big, or zoomed in. I even kept thinking that the lens had something to do with it. So if I don’t crop these photos, I would have to apologize. With these photos, I understand their old, but am basically exposing the experiences pertaining it. Because I was that person who walked around down town. And the photo I could show are relevant to these. Feasibility was taught to me, and I was also taught that I had to have a practise, so I deal with photography for a very long time in order to learn tricks how to make photo look better. The glamour of the location was also an issue, because you end up with this untouchable heading back to feasibility again. Mind you, I was tired with these photos, many times when I performed photography, it was just an examination if it’s relevant, does it really make a difference? Prior to my colon problem, I wanted to work a lot for income, and spend that money for a global photography experience, and I did this in Florida, and what have you. I find that expensive looking photos are lovable, and it’s locating these areas where you can expose through selfie, and framing. Like I said, I was tired, but you can say that I had this faith where if I just give it some effort, magnificence would come out. Eventually, the whole ordeal became self-marketing. I’ve had a few jobs basically surviving this Canadian thing, and I noticed that my rapport from fashion to arts would be emulated, I understand that it’s not a big deal, or other people are better on it. But I was taught the one-third rule for photography, and I learned cropping while browsing at Instagram, so am hoping that my production is better. I was taught manual, also, and having to deal with computer, products became object orientation. Because I was taught physical paper on these photos where you can literally hold them with your hand. But now, obviously, with social media, the hand held photography is different. Literature, which am doing now, is different because we now have this thing Blogging. And honestly, I don’t really know what to do. Because I was taught old fashioned all the way to old school, and it’s hard to catch up, because computer is fast. Even typing this with WordPerfect has its threat, because the amount of show on Instagram make this update obsolete. People want front line, but there are more peopl way ahead of you. So my plan is, is to take a break. But even that’s hard, because I have a caveat with certain people online. And it’s something sacrificial, because it’s someting am never going to be recognized with. It’s like just get the ball rolling. Anyway, am going to be publishing this on my ALR at Tumblr, and I was just exposing how relevant these two photos were, they were both taken along Dixon Road in International Pearson Airport, and theyboth get upgraded due to the five-star hotels surrounding it.

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To continue faith with works, I do feel that things went over rated. I would say again that CLC does its manufacturing with excellence, but as a thriving individual, I felt I was never going to be recognized. And this is what made my departure easier. I am getting attacked till now through all the ordeal. But at the same time, it’s for people to know me. And I think once my colon problem is identified then you can make adjustments with your business. Because as I type this, we’re basically dealing with social media, and with social media, there’s no right or wrong, updating social media is just an exposure where you tell the world am this. As I said last entry, things are conditional, if the numbers are good then people are going to be good with you, however, if the numbers are then it’ll be crabby. I mentioned my car Hyundai Accent, or even the Toyota van, or even the Eagle prior to this whole exposure. Because when I learned what the smart phone can do, I started travelling and dealing with the mobile phone, because working @ Xerox Canada was a lesson that travelling is good for sales. So I would go to Square One, and take photos of the buildings, or what was inside the mall, and it’ll be uploaded in my FourSQuare then. And I got good numbers out of it, of course like I said, I was to never get recognition regarding it, and that’s what exactly happened. So now if I have to say faith and works, the whole tihing was basically a test to find out what experiences I could do. And when I had my black Hyundia, or the brown Toyota, it was amazing to drive down Hwy. 401 on a Sunday morning where there was no traffic. So that was part of the travelling. Things did become a bore, or a routine, because I was always seeing the same thing in Pacific Mall, so when my parents told me that we’re moving houses to the Niagara, that excited me, becasse I wanted to live in a new environment, and you’re seeing that now where the nature outside along with the sun shine are all amazing.

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I typed about this with my Instagram, and I feel I need more space to hopefully elaborate myself. Am typing to basically say a warning, because what I went through was vicious and brutal. Because I was hurt by the whole ordeal. I can even say that the church is stuck up, and I can prove it here why that’s the case. But I just wanna focus what I went through with my ministry. I won’t mention names, so I won’t mention agendas. What I said on my Instagram was that the church is a spirituality. And I say that because people go off on a contrary, like there’s no point of typing this, because people will just push this aside. I am typing, however, to improve the situation. Because what I noticed with society is that people are actually good with stores, and communities, people actually enlighten each other, and make things interesting, and workable. The church won’t grow because it’s better with these stores from Shoppers Drug Mart to The Hudson Bay. What am saying is that you have to be peculiar enough to give people a chance what you are. But if you’re just an Average Joe, no one’s going to care. Well, I kinda’ failed on the elaboration. Hopefully, I can talk about it more in the near future, am basically having this speech, because it’s just to define things, I know am not qualified in terms of changing things, but again, it’s just a warning. Am not saying that it’s bad, am just saying that perceptions may be dangerous. This photo am showing was like my latest Instagram, and I just wanted to show naturality, and just get that cold fresh air, so to speak.

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I said on my Threads that am dealing with books in a manner where am buried with them. What’s happening now is that am learning a new style to write/type, and am curious if I can implement it here. Because it’s funny how I sometimes read, and figure out why that piece of content was so interesting? What am doing now is literally writing it down in pencil, and see how far the ideology can take me, because the length will be a question. As I’ve said on my Threads, I feel my social media is a bore, and that it’s good as dead, but am revived when I see other people’s profile/updates. And it’s actually these snoops where I come alive, where there’s strength and energy gained. I think I have to do my own part, the last blog I typed, I understand, was long, and am hoping this will be long... Because I wanna see good reactions. In the past, I’ve complained that am not getting enough feedback, this and that. I forgot what I was going to say, but without feedback, it’s kinda’ hard to gauge where things are. A few in my long tenure has probably said a few things, but I can only deal with things that I know, or this walk, and journey, I have with this life. I understand that we all want substance, and material... I really don’t know, but what experience has taught me is that the life is not easy, it’s not so easy to perform these things. My photos, or the things I show in Instagram, are references to what I can blog. Say I bought a new jacket @ Lucky Brand, how do I exactly exploit that jacket? The jacket was cheap @ forty dollars, and am trying to figure out if it’s a winter, or fall, kind. But I keep thinking that at some point, when the weather is cold, I would wear it, and take a selfie over it. I can blog with a lot of things, it’s just that I feel am slowing down, because I did consider myself “dead meat”. This morning I really felt extinct, and the reason for that is I’ve toiled, and I feel am getting the same results. And it’s uncanny how tomorrow can change, I really don’t know tomorrow. But am encouraged at this point, because I find social media fun once again, and I wanna thank the people who put the effort into their profiles. Because it’s easy to doubt yourself. And like I said on my Threads this morning, I felt my social media was slowing down that I had to refrain from it - thru books. But now that am revived, what do I do once again? Pun.

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I ended up in two Swiss Chalets, in different locations, in one week. Right now am making comparisons to say Olive Garden, because I find Swiss Chalet to be very simple on their menus, because it really only has one taste, pun, and that is grilled. But say right now, am kinda’craving for seafood alfredo, and I’ve been to this locale in the U.S. a few times. But I can’t be a cry baby over it, I understand my house is not a restaurant, although both my parents are amazing cooks. Today’s Swiss Chalet was at Heartland in Mississauga, and am just sitting around when I noticed a Rolls Royce out in the parking lot just outside are window. And I’ve been looking for this car for a photo, because the few times am in Vaughn Mills, a Rolls Royce is parked at the handicap space, and I’ve been trying for a selfie for this thing, and finally got one. Rolls Royce is my dream car, and it’s probably why am trying to perform some sort of business, but I understand my limitations. But I find this car just phenomenal, I understand that they’re over exposed say with rappers in the U.S., and I understand that it’s a very expensive car, so am dreaming at this point. The thing with material, and myself, is that if I wanna see high end products, I basically look at vids off Rick Ross’ cars, or Floyd Mayweather’s black cars from Maybachs to what have you. Rappers have amazing stories in terms of afford ability, but a senior business man did say that it’s easier to be a millionaire in the U.S., because a lot of these guys are from hood, now there are rumours that they’re even billionaires. I haven’t been using Tumblr., because I was hooked with Threads, it’s funny with social media, because there’s all these releases. But what am doing is controlling my thoughts, if I have content, then it’ll be used here, if I have something humourous then Threads, or Twitter then. Instagram is a struggle, because I’ve been very basic with selfies, but I hope that this Rolls Royce photo would spice things up. But I do feel that Threads will succeed, because it’s very easy to use, it won’t even ask where the location the photo was taken, pun. People online are saying that Zuckerberg is in a competition with Elon Musk, there’s even rumours that they’re gonna fight out in public in UFC… I had Twitter, and due to the availability of Threads, I basically just keep my tweets alive from posting them in the past. I’ll just leave my Twitter open. Because these short paragraphs will go to Threads, and again, I find the use of Threads fun. So this photo I took was in a Swiss Chalet, and it was a big lunch with people I’ve affiliated in the past, and I kinda’ noticed how much I’ve changed, because you’re looking at a ten-year gap, and I could see the stories, intellect, with how you operate this Ontario, Canada. Anyway, I took this selfie just to expose the locale, and I was on the way to the men’s room…

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It’s not my intention to type these photos - and experiences, it’s just that my parents and I love to roam around the Niagaras, and just deal with the scenery. Part of my photography is that I’ve taken these shots so many times, and I was taught to deal with the shade pertaining where the sun is setting that way viewers can identify differences. Like it or not, the view of the falls can quickly get boring, and we were at Table Rock looking for coffee, but the main café has already closed, and we had no business with the food court aside; I don’t know why. So inevitably, we end at Tim Hortons basically at the same city, and kinda’ just chatted over our beverages, I have photos of the coffee shop from recent past also, pun. The issue outside is that you have this huge global sun, and since Canada is all about work, it’s good to show some vacay elements… And am willing for all the frames, I’ve taken thousands of these, but what I learned recently is you have to transform it, or crop it, and that’s the challenge am going through, because I don’t know what to keep, and what to leave out - along that frame. Well, enjoy the photo, request if you wanna see the rest of my photography stored on my phone.

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This is some what complicated to talk about, because it takes place in a restaurant. Am a consumer who’s going to go around the city to experience variety food. I think it’s not good to always eat the same food. Yet at the same time, you wanna walk into a place, “Where everybody knows your name.” And I got that idea from the t.v. sitcom “Cheers” which aired in the 80s. What’s complicated about it is I don’t know if the relations are all friendship, or marketing. Because I do think of the gross of the restaurant, I think we all say, “This restaurant has a lot of costumers,” or we say the other way if we’re convinced that it’s doing bad. What’s happening now is things get packaged in one order, that way there’s no confusion, and straight to paying it. And what I mean by that is, you’ll have your beef, your bread or rice, beer, and you’re good to go. That’s why this place is called Bar n’ Grill, because it’s to cater your needs. If you’re going to get a conversation in a bar, it will be with a stranger, and it take skill to kinda’ normalize things. Because there’s always that fear that things are going to be ra-ra, meaning it’s all rude, and noisy. And with these presumed behaviours, I learned not to get drunk in bars, or don’t show up at all. A lot of times, money is an issue, and a lot of people’s opinion about it is, “How does he gross that?” But I go visit these restaurants to experience something.

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This was what’s left with my Hyundai Accent, my father altogether had the car towed, and the engine junked. I ran a long mileage with that car, but upon reaching three hundred thousand km, I felt like the car was weakening. And I had an experience with long mileages with the Mitzubizi Galant @ five hundred thousand km. And that car was powerful, as with the Accent, I knew from the beginning that it’ll be for light driving, but I didn’t treat that way. I went to far away places with it, I didn’t entirely social media-ed my whereabouts, because at that time, I wanted a good street life that was far away from the Internet. Now that my parents and I are here in Niagara, the effort to use Instagram are all apparent, because am registered with the RAV4, and this SUV is very impressive to me, because again, am coming from a very small car. So the experiences are different. My father is complaining that the SUV has many mileage, because we do drive it far. Individually, the farthest I go is Scarborough literally @ Kennedy Commons. And I think that’ll continue given the opportunity.

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This was a spur of a moment thing, because the initial plan was to go to the mall. This is my 2nd time in Crystal Beach, and I learned that if you have to engage with the water, you would have to be willing to pay for the twenty five dollar fee, and since there’s free time in the sand, you would have to get the essentials ready. I don’t entirely have a beach life, when I do engage with the water, I ended up swimming, and regardless how swimming is a good exercise, I recall many times dealing with a high blood pressure, because my stroke is to push it hard. But with this beach, my parents and I, kinda’ just hang around, the beach is not too far away from our house. And as usual, I take out my phone for photos, and what have you. Many memories come to my mind when dealing with swimming on the water, firstly of course, is the water cold? Pun, but you expect warm temperatures during summer, but the water is usually cold that I find myself combative when doing strokes. For my swimming this summer, St. Davids has a outdoor public swimming pool, so that’s the one am targeting before it closes for the season.

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I usually have ice cream when I come to visit a McDonald’s. This visit was a priority, because I felt my last was amazing, I missed the place as soon as I left it. I don’t entirely hang out by the falls, because I don’t want to be victimized by punks. I said on my vlog last night that you find hoodlums just sitting around in washrooms, and it can be a scary experience, because you don’t know if you’re going to get attacked. This will happen to some Walmart, too, where high schoolers will turn on the hand dryer for no reason. But like I mentioned last night, things have gotten better, I think people are afraid this time around, because Ontario economy is not doing well. And the thing with its economy is that I talk about it with my mom, I would say how taxation is dealt with tax payers in the province, and at the same time add calculation with immigration being a huge part of it. And I say taxation, because if you have pay stub, you cannot avoid tax, and you end up living cheap, because there isn’t much money that the survival of this province is thru paying it. Now, I may be wrong, it’s my opinion that could be flawed, because you never know, perhaps United States being the number one customer of Ontario could produce massive sales, perhaps the trade of the two suffices interest rates and debt.

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The inevitable weight of blogging came once again last night. And I wasn’t entirely confused, it’s just that my feelings were, “Take it easy…” And I needed something to juice me up, well, I learned from the author of The Cuban Affair where he writes his stuff by the water. So, I decided this morning to hit this beach, and I wanted to find out if writing on the water was effective, and you’re seeing the selfie now. It didn’t take too long to write a few things, I was bored in a quick manner, and weather temperature neither helped, because it was burning. I think am just going to slow down my blogging, I won’t quit social media altogether, but somehow find that juice, and passion, again. I understand that my target audience have to improve, and every now and then, I would get a conversation on my IG. And I was taught with patience, I was taught a lot by Fraser Smith. But I think at some point, I would have to negate all his teachings, because things didn’t really change, I found myself as an individual who still struggled. His threat was if I quite, “Things could get worse.” So, he’s a scary man.