Spaniard purebred dog enthusiast and nihonke lover. Veterinary technician. Owner of a 9yo Spanish Water Dog and a 1yo demon.
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Hrafnir I3 av Revehjerte was the first of the outcross project dogs to gain full registration in february last year, and yesterday at rhe first national show of the year he got his grand CAC and is now the first project dog to become Champion!
Yesterday we had a moment when django was actually enjoying the walk and I was overjoyed about it. No pulling from either of us, no ducking and looking around in fear, tail high and ears relaxed. It was the first time in months. It lasted abt 15 minutes maybe and he still hurt my hand pulling at the end but it's nice we had that moment of normality. I have to walk him now and I'm feeling anxiety over it because he will hurt my hands and shoulders again. I feel super guilty about it but I don't like walking him at all because he harms me and I dread when I have to do it every day. It just sucks so much when you know your animal is bad and you're not only not improving but you're actively becoming worse. :(