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My life changed, and I am happy about it. I love myself and I needed it. Today I decided to give full commitment to this new relationship I have, it’s going to be hard because Madison lives in Michigan and studies in Arizona, but I want to try this experience, I love myself enough to share my happiness with someone. She wants to study Film, so do I. She is into the same music that I am. So I feel comfortable with her. I got a job so I can get money to go and visit her this winter break and I can’t wait. I met her at Film School, I still remember the day, July 15th, 11:28 at the laundry room. I also started writing my first feature length script and I like how is turning out and I started my own musical project. I have already on mind what I want. I am ready to do this. I know that I will succeed. 

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MICHIGAAAAAAN

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i lowkey want to fuck father john misty... 

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The War On Drugs - In Reverse

I love this song.

You've been out on the street Talking bout the war with me And the background is at night Don't want to hesitate Will they tell me where you're hiding? But through the haze there's no one there Wondering if you care Calling out your name in the darkness When I'm done with my time here And my keepsake is strong Through the railways But I never mind going And I realize now that the road is bare And I hear it all through the grand parade And I don't mind you disappearing Cause I know you can be found Maybe living on the dark side of the street, damn When we're living in the moment And losing our grasp Making it last with the grand parade in our past Sometimes I wait for the cold wind to blow As I struggle with myself right now as I let her darkness in But I don't mind chasing you through the back ways for the keys It evaporates and fades like a grand parade And I don't mind you disappearing When I know you can be found When you living on the dark side of the street, damn? We're just living in the moment, making our past, losin' our grasp through the grand parade I'll be here or I'll fade away Never cared about moving, never cared about now Not the notes I'm playing Is there room in the dark, in between the changes? Like a light that's drifting, in reverse I'm moving

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I just wrote this song for my script, im in love with my characters, and her. 

Your beautiful eyes

your beautiful smile

your beautiful voice

your beautiful hair

I’m so in love with you,

you’re my baby, and happiness.

You’re the prettiest girl my eyes have seen.

You are just what I need.

You make me never stop smiling

It is the strangest thing.

You make me never stop dreaming

It is the strangest thing

The beautiful girl sitting at the bar

she was waiting for someone

the stupid boy sitting at the bar

she was waiting for him

the best moment under the sky

the best couple under the sky

this song is for you my love

with all my heart, i love you

i’ve been keeping this words for long

i hope they reach you as you did to me

they are all yours, I’m fully yours

take me, love me, I’m fully yours

You make me never stop smiling

It is the strangest thing.

You make me never stop dreaming

It is the strangest thing

i want to run away with you, never go back

i want to run away with you, reach the stars

i want to touch the stars with you

but you’re already my star

You are right in front of me

and i see the stars

You are my star for life

My light that will shine forever

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We failed at a one night stand I guess that should not matter You were loved, by another man I guess that should not matter You love to show out Show your, new outfit You love to show out When you leave the house Your new outfit I love it on you though

I love it on you though, I love it on ya I love it on you though, I love it on ya I love it on you though, I love it on ya I love it on you though, I love it on ya I love it on you though, I love it on ya I love it on you though, I love it on ya I love it on you though, I love it on ya I love it on you though, I love it on ya I came to California I cannot afford this I just want a fortune I don't want to pay my mortgage I just want life for my kids Damn, I ain't even have em yet I'm ballin' and it don't stop And it don't stop I can see my life through the window glass If I move with you I don't need no cash Had a dream last night that she loved me back Keep God in my hands so a nigga bounced back Shit happened how it happened So the past is perfect Shit happened how it happened So the past is perfect Shit happened how it happened So the past is perfect Shit happened how it happened Fell in love but it ain't gon' last Hydroplane like I ain't gon' crash No frame with my face on glass No rank when they check my class Got a minute, got a second, got a day Gotta get it, gotta find another way I ain't trippin', I'm just feelin' what I say I ain't talking, I'm just spillin' from my brain Everybody think I got it figured out Chasin' sanity while niggas chasin' clout Show me love in the face of all doubts That would tell me all I need to know about you Ain't nobody gon' love you like me Ain't nobody gon' trust you like me Baby girl I know we can save the world So why you wanna fight me?

You love to show out Show your, new outfit I love it on you though, I love it on ya I love it on ya I love it on ya I love it on ya I love it on ya I love it

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that’s you 

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Upside down and inside out and on all eights You're like a funnel-web Like a black fly on the ceiling Skinny, white haunches high in the sky And a black oily gash crawling backwards across the carpet to smash all over everything Wet, black fur against the sun going down Over the shops and the cars and the crowds in the town And this is the moment, this is exactly where she is born to be Now this is what she does and this is what she is And this is the moment, this is exactly where she is born to be This is what she does and this is what she is Her eyes that look at me through a rainy hair Two round holes where the air buckles and rushes in Her body, moon blue, was a jellyfish And I'm breathing deep and I'm there and I'm also not there And spurting ink over the sheets but she remains, completely unexplained Or maybe I'm just too tongue-tied to drink it up and swallow back the pain I thought slavery had been abolished How come it's gone and reared its ugly head again? And this is the moment, this is exactly what she is born to be And this is what she does and this is what she is And this is the moment, this is exactly what she is born to be This is what she is and this is what she does And this is the moment, this is exactly what she is born to be And this is what she does and this is what she is And this is the moment, this is exactly what she is born to be Then this is what she does and this is what she is And now she's jumping up with her leaping brain Stepping over heaps of sleeping children Disappearing and further up and spinning out again Up and further up she goes, up and out of the bed Up and out of the bed and down the hall where she stops for moment and turns and says "Are you still here?" And then reaches high and dangles herself like a child's dream from the rings of Saturn

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Si yo fuera votante de la academia... 

Best Picture 

Arrival 

Fences

Hell Or High Water

Jackie

La La Land 

Manchester By The Sea 

Moonlight (Winner) 

Silence

Paterson 

Best Director

Denis Villenueve - Arrival 

Damien Chazelle - La La Land

Kenneth Lonergan - Manchester By The Sea

Barry Jenkins - Moonlight

Martin Scorsese - Silence (Winner) 

Best Original Screenplay

American Honey 

Green Room 

Hell Or High Water

Manchester By The Sea (Winner)

Swiss Army Man

Paterson 

Best  Adapted Screenplay

A Monster Calls 

Arrival

Deadpool

Moonlight (Winner)

Silence

Best Actor in a Leading Role 

Adam Driver - Paterson 

Andrew Garfield - Hacksaw Ridge

Andrew Garfield - Silence (Winner)

Casey Affleck - Manchester By The Sea 

Denzel Washington - Fences 

Best Actress in a Leading Role

Amy Adams - Arrival 

Emma Stone - La La Land

Natalie Portman - Jackie (Winner) 

Ruth Negga - Loving

Sasha Lane - American Honey 

Best Achievement in Cinematography 

Bradford Young - Arrival

Linus Sandgren - La La Land 

James Laxton - Moonlight

Robbie Ryan - American Honey

Rodrigo Prieto - Silence (Winner) 

Best Actor in a Supporting Role 

Jeff Bridges - Hell Or High Water

Mahershala Ali - Moonlight (Winner)

Shia Labeouf - American Honey 

Trevante Rhodes - Moonlight

Yôsuke Kubozuka - Silence 

Best Actress in a Supporting Role

Janelle Monae - Hidden Figures

Michelle Williams - Manchester By The Sea

Naomie Harris - Moonlight

Octavia Spencer - Hidden Figures

Viola Davis - Fences (Winner)

Best Achievement in Editing

Arrival

Green Room

La La Land

Moonlight (Winner)

Silence (Winner)

Best Achievement in Costume Design 

Deadpool 

Jackie (Winner)

La La Land 

Silence

The Neon Demon

Make Up and Hairstyling 

Rogue One: A Star Wars Story 

Silence (Winner)

Sing Street 

Best Achievement in Production Design 

Arrival 

Fantastic Beasts And Where To Find Them

La La Land 

Silence (Winner)

The Neon Demon 

Best Documentary (Long)

13TH

Best Documentary (Short)

Extremis

Best Ensemble Cast

Captain Fantastic

Hell Or High Water

Hidden Figures

Fences

Moonlight (Winner) Silence (Winner)

Best Original Score (Music)

Arrival 

Jackie

La La Land (Winner)

Moonlight 

Swiss Army Man

Best Original Song 

Epilogue - Justin Hurwitz from La La Land

The Middle Of The World - Nicholas Brittel from Moonlight (Winner)

Waving Goodbye - Sia from The Neon Demon

Drive It Like You Stole It - Cast from Sing Street 

A Lovely Night - Emma Stone and Ryan Gosling from La La Land

Best Sound

Arrival

Deadpool

Hacksaw Ridge (Winner) 

La La Land

Rogue One: A Star Wars Story 

Worst Film Of The Year 

5th Wave (Winner)

Collateral Beauty 

The Girl on The Train

Best 6th (Could’ve make it into most of the categories but didn’t)

Sing Street (Best Picture, Best Actor Supporting Role, Best Ensemble) 

The Conjuring 2 (Best Picture, Best Director, Best Original Screenplay, Production Design, Editing)

The Witch (Best Picture, Best Director, Best Original Screenplay, Best Cinematography, Production Design)

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I was a wild little shorty man, just like you. Running around with no shoes on when the moon’s out. This one time, I run by this old… this old lady. I was running, howling. Kinda of a fool, boy. This old lady, she stopped me. She said…

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“In moonlight, black boys look blue”

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Y me enamoré. Me enamoré de sus gestos. Me enamoré de sus miradas, de su forma de andar, de su forma de ser. Eran todos esos pequeños detalles que hicieron que me enamorara de ella.

(via realmenteexistelafelicidad)

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Te daré todo lo que tengo. Si no lo tengo, te lo busco. Y si no existe, te lo invento.

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because you asked, little brother.

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There are days that define your story beyond your life. Like the day they arrived. Arrival (2016) dir. Denis Villeneuve