alterouslyinlove

[alterouslyinlove]

i think i might be what the hoes call Down Bad

[alterouslyinlove]

mutuals can i come over and have nothing to say

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Yearning for a bed that isn't only occupied by me

Make me feel something special as we drift off to dreams suspended on stars

[alterouslyinlove]

boys who will listen to the infodump and find them interesting even if its not their thing >>>> let me kiss them

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hey. his smile. cracking a stupid joke you think is dumb and silly and seeing his lips part and that glimmer enter his eyes as he chuckles and shakes his head. him ruffling your hair n calling you a dumbass. okay?

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When guys have soft fluffy hair and pronouns

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I want to hold him so baaaaaad

[alterouslyinlove]

Boxers are a conspiracy from the government to make your sons comfy. And do you know what comfy men do? They cuddle other men >:(

#as a comfy man i can confirm

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I crave the little moments.

I crave the soft squeeze of his hand on my shoulder, or the way he hides his face when I’ve tripped him up on his words. I crave the way he looks at me with a smile when he thinks I don’t see. I crave his hand in mine, and his hands on my face. (A feeling I have yet to feel.)

I crave his warmth and his laugh and the crinkle by his eyes. I crave his smile lines and the dyed bits of his hair. I crave his joyous energy and his childlike nature and the sweetness that’s so very present in his soul.

I crave him, all the time. A want, a hankering, a longing to exist in his space if only to look and observe and feel.

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Right now he has no idea I’m writing about him with heed and care, he’s too busy wondering if he’s upset me. He’s too sweet for his own good. He’s new to this and I’m new to his love. I think I’ll write about him forever,

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Me when I remember my bf is literally MY bf

#HSJDH MEEE

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I want forehead kisses :(

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why can’t i be cuddling a pretty boy right now life is unfair

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btw im really gay, like i really like men

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There is no feeling more divine than being desired by a fellow trans person… heaven on earth

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i have a horrible headache so i will imagine cuddling with him with my face buried in his neck

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I wanna hold he's hand

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actually i can’t even lie rn i just want to cling onto a boy and sleep and we can kiss and rub each others backs and play with each others hair and kiss and