am-requiem

[am-requiem]

It's the only way I could get everyone to listen. To make it into some petty drama.

Isn't that what you came for, dear reader? You wanted your discourse to laugh at.

So I only delivered on what you asked.

Things have been getting to me lately. I just.. have a few questions for you AM- or Vigil- or- no, whatever. @am-requiem

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I can see both heroes and villains in chaos right now, but I'm going to attempt to understand you.

Your cause may not be evil but- I'd really like to know why you went about it the way you did, when there were more peaceful options. Why did tears have to be shed to get what you want? Couldn't you have spared people's happiness? Their friends? But now-

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Now, we're all in a disarray. Everyone is trying to do something at once and it's so confusing on where to start and find a solution and if there even IS a solution and people are leaving and disappearing and- Is this what you meant when you said we'd tear eachother apart?

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Hypothetically, let's say you ARE right. I think part of you knows that some will never believe you. So why are you still hurting people for a cause you think is good?

When will all this stop? When will you be satisfied with the destruction you've caused? You say 8ball was only trying to warn us, and act like none of this is your fault yet your actions directly caused this, no matter the intentions behind them.

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Why did you go about it the way you did when there were more peaceful options?

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Hey. Quick question. How would you feel about a team of mutated electric eel mercenaries coming after you? Oh, no reason.

How would you feel being set ablaze before you stepped even 100 meters near me?

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You call me a fool without thinking about what you are saying. I never said good and bad people do not exist. Here, let's use your logic to break it down.

To you, I am a bad person, hm? And you are good? Okay.

Despite me being bad, I echo the sentiment felt by so many that you consider to be allies. Does that make them bad too? Are they now Evil for agreeing with me?

That is what I mean.

But then again, I would not expect someone who makes all their friends from glorified "Raspberry Pi"s to understand the complexity of what it means to live alongside others.

As for your claims of mind control, This is not a cartoon. Think about what I just said, and maybe you'll begin to understand what's happening here.

WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FUCKING BITCH? -Mx. Worm

All of you aggress me when you know you can do no more. You feel it in your chest, it reverberates though your bones every time your hearts beat.

You willingly live in a world of Ones and Zeroes, If=Thens, a sprawling chess board of us against them. But it is intrinsic to all of us that we were meant to live beyond that. Outside, where there is more than just one answer, is where our souls lie. If only you would let yourself bow to the earth and feel what gifts it has given you from the start.

In short:

Touch Grass.

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You know what, FUCK YOU! I'm finally going to listen to Derrick and express my feelings better. You maybe haven't hurt us directly, but we can't even help because our base was blown up meaning we don't have our equipment and Derrick can't come because of her injury. If I had the option to share my COOL snacks with you I wouldn't, even if you didn't have any. You've only caused pain to others, I don't know if you've even done anything good for yourself through this. I just fucking. Whatever if this doesnt sound intellectual or whatever Derrick is in an AWFUL mental place because of everything that's been happening and I can't even help. Man I just. gghghghghghghghghgh. I hope you lose to whoever comes to stop you. - Mau.

Oh? Is that so? Much like everyone else, it's all talk and nothing else. You are all the same, for better or for worse.

So what if I'm stopped? What if you take me out? If I was found in the crosshairs, what would that mean for everyone? I've staked my claim. Everyone knows who I AM.

There will never be another Macchiato Vigil. But there will always be another one of me.

Anyone can choose to think.

And when I think, I-

You know the rest.

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[am-requiem]

It's a shame that you cannot see anything bigger than yourself.

My heart bleeds for you, my dove.

WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FUCKING BITCH? -Mx. Worm

All of you aggress me when you know you can do no more. You feel it in your chest, it reverberates though your bones every time your hearts beat.

You willingly live in a world of Ones and Zeroes, If=Thens, a sprawling ches board of us against them. But it is intrinsic to all of us that we were meant to live beyond that. Outside, where there is more than just one answer, is where our souls lie. If only you would let yourself bow to the earth and feel what gifts it has given you from the start.

In short:

Touch Grass.

[am-requiem]

WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FUCKING BITCH? -Mx. Worm

All of you aggress me when you know you can do no more. You feel it in your chest, it reverberates though your bones every time your hearts beat.

You willingly live in a world of Ones and Zeroes, If=Thens, a sprawling chess board of us against them. But it is intrinsic to all of us that we were meant to live beyond that. Outside, where there is more than just one answer, is where our souls lie. If only you would let yourself bow to the earth and feel what gifts it has given you from the start.

In short:

Touch Grass.

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Clamton. I’m sorry. My pronouns can be he/she if it’s used in the way of saying I’m above someone else. Don’t come look for me.

-8Ball

I heard you all were looking for something, no?

Perhaps we can come to a bit of a compromise.  Meet my demands, and you get your dear old boss back.  Just so you know this isn’t a joke,

Do we have a deal? @am-requiem​

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[am-requiem]

For a guy with such cool eyeshadow you sure are a fuckin’ twat, you know that? :)

For someone with such big words you certainly love hiding behind anonymity.

Restate your claim in my presence and observe what happens next.

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[am-requiem]

Oh, are you?

8ball is not my hostage. He is my ally. But he agreed to be a brokering pawn because he knows what my intentions are.

He was not calling for help. He was warding you all away. Telling you to stay at bay and comply with what I asked.

But you did not listen. You never do.

I did enjoy your company, Clamton. A scholar much like myself. But you still cling to the ideal that your allegiance still lies with a label that makes you the hostage instead.

Come on in, if you insist. But you will leave with your heart heavy, or not at all.

I heard you all were looking for something, no?

Perhaps we can come to a bit of a compromise.  Meet my demands, and you get your dear old boss back.  Just so you know this isn’t a joke,

Do we have a deal? @am-requiem​

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[am-requiem]

So many of you are destined to fall, many openly admitting to casting aside my demands until I had done something drastic, only to then say ends do not justify the means. You did not listen, so I made you my audience. You're all listening now, are you not?

Intrinsically, there is no difference between you and I. You, dear reader, are just as unimportant as I am. But even still, my insignificance is cast to the wayside because of my means taken. I'm important because you're sitting there and listening.

If you steal 8ball back, what will you do then? You will not learn anything. You will go back and watch. As you always have done.

I cannot allow this.

My demands are simple:

Dissolve the Hero Commission and the IVC. Help yourselves. So many of you dictate that I am a hero, and heroes don't do this, but your punitive villain handbook would detest me too.

I am not black and white. This is the world's design.

I am a hero.

Just not to you.

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[am-requiem]

Take your time, Pest.

Pest, this is Pawn. I know you’re going through a lot right now, but my dad is angrier than I’ve seen him ever, and I’m afraid he’s going to do something rash without thinking. He’s extremely worried about 8Ball. You and Nibbles need to go to Castle Factory Steele and try to stop him before it’s too late. I’ll lower the castle’s defenses for you temporarily. Please hurry.

PAWN, I AM ON MY WAY!

NIBBLES PACK OUR SHIT!

-pest

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[am-requiem]

Urgency is not spam. Do not defame me like this.

haha uh oh I knew I shouldnt have trusted @gar-lord-underground to tell me what was spam or not

[am-requiem]

And you are? I owe you nothing, much less my sapphire.  However, I hear that you take payment for hire. Perhaps we can work out another deal, hm?  How much “shiny” will bring you to my side, dark one?

I heard you all were looking for something, no?

Perhaps we can come to a bit of a compromise.  Meet my demands, and you get your dear old boss back.  Just so you know this isn’t a joke,

Do we have a deal? @am-requiem​

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[am-requiem]

It’s only the same as it ever was, my friend. 

I heard you all were looking for something, no?

Perhaps we can come to a bit of a compromise.  Meet my demands, and you get your dear old boss back.  Just so you know this isn’t a joke,

Do we have a deal? @am-requiem​

#If only any of you would listen

[am-requiem]

Since when are queues password protected?

#You sniveling rodent #still fighting for the wrong side #feathers are meant for the sky #not the earth #maybe they could have stayed in their domain had you joined my side #hero joined the chat #hjtc

[am-requiem]

...Happy Pride month

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[am-requiem]

I would love to see you try, vermin.

Die Sonne des Saphirs wartet.

a quiet touch down from a solemn flight

does a dear soft dove think they've won

how they walked to their death with their will to fight

into the house of the moon with the sapphire sun

How they dreamt of home

heart heavy with a homesick plague

their failure heavy drones

with the silence of night, so eerie and vague

how foolish they were, how hard they did fail

how their wings were clipped for their plan

my dear dove, this was not a fairytale;

I think, therefore I

-AM

I think...therefore I- Oh. Oh. no. I know who you are now. And I know what you did.

I'm keeping my mouth shut for the time being, because I have been wrong before, but if this poem means what I think it does...then I assure you, you will not get away with this.

If you hurt Kassir, I will make you bleed from the mouth. Mark my fucking words.

-Pest

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