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More attempts... at him....

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I'm........what...WHAT DOES THIS MEEEEAAAANNNNNNNNN

#tfw your crush seems to maybe be interested but youre not sure and you dont wanna make a move cause you might ruin the friendship #hhhhhhhhh

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I've been thinking about the super gay dream I had last night ALL DAY

#why meeeeeee

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#hhHGhgh i hate the fact that i get so mushy for no good goddamn reason thinking about insignificant stuff that happened months ago!!!! #all it takes is the right song to come on and i get like this END ME #hashtag swag

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last weekend when I was at a sleepover @ my crush's house and we spoke until we fell asleep, about everything from ironic memes to the fundamentals of our personalities and fears....... that was Good. just speaking, with no real aim, just wanting to understand and support the other..... I'm rambling at this point but. Man. talking to her is just so easy it's great

#damn thats gay

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TFW MY CRUSH IS SPENDING THE WEEKEND AT MY PLACE 💃💃💃💃💃💃💃

#ahhhhh!!!

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i am... so gay.... my crush told me what her favorite desserts are and i am 1000% planning on bringing her some next Friday?? wow

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AHHHH MY CRUSH IS COMING OVER NEXT WEEKEND AND IM ALREADY FREAKING OUT

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tfw you spend the weekend with your crush and have an excuse to hold her hand 👌👌👌👌

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my friends deserve so much better than me, i feel like I'm trapping them and dragging them down by being with them

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oh, would you look at the time?? it's "be a fucking burden" o'clock!!!

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i am SO out of my league with this new crush, it's almost sad

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having a crush is cool in concept and all but in practice…… not so much…..

#its wonderful feeling that way about someone and it feels great!!! #until it starts reminding me how much i dont deserve them :/

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she's just!!!! really nice and pretty and funny and i don't feel like i get on her nerves.....i want to impress her!!!...

#do i have low standards?? i have no reference level for these things

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i need to stop developping crushes so easily!!!!!!!!!!! all it takes is someone i find attractive being nice to me and i find myself thinking about it nonstop

#its now that im glad she doesnt follow this blog hhhhh #cause i need to vent or i will explode

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how do i manage to be such a consistent failure?????

#its almost impressive

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my mum asked me word for word "Are you depressed or just tired?" and i still lied, just so i wouldn't be a burden

#she should know by now thay i never get help by myself #yet she still believes me when i say its just me being tired