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Im allistic but I had autism in my past life so i remember what it was like so sometimes i act that way due to inherited memories and such

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Mommy needs to be honest kitten. You're not a kitten, you're a puppy, I know. Actually, that's exactly what I wanted to talk to you about. You've let this whole puppygirl thing completely take over our sex life and to be honest it's not really clear to me that you really enjoy it anymore. You really seem stuck in a short-term hedonic spiral from posting about it on tumblr and getting likes. And I know it's hard to get out of that kind of thing but it's really been getting out of control. You said "we're trying for puppies" to my best friend of 15 years. Seriously? How the fuck am I supposed to live that down? No one was laughing. The room was dead silent and I wanted to sink into the floor. And this was days after I was crying my eyes out over the infertility stuff. So you came across as kind of an asshole on top of it. Yeah, I know you didn't mean it like that but you can only point to "bourgeois morality" so many times before it starts to feel like you're just saying "I'm sorry you got offended" you know? Like every time I try to express that some basic social decorum is necessary to preserve relationships I care about you start misquoting Bakunin. And like look you have a lot of positive qualities but I don't think this is working anymore. We both know it hasn't been good for a long time.

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American dipper (Cinclus mexicanus)

#it cannot be denied that he dips

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theres something kind of uniquely unpleasant about writing a dicksucking cover letter to an org where you like regularly volunteer and like almost certainly interact socially with the person whose going to be reading it. because its like ok yesterday we had like a chill casual convo but today i have to write this formal, pathetic, desperate letter. and if i dont get it i will have to keep volunteering, seeing you, knowing both that i didnt get it And that you read my snivelling grovel fest. what if i was put down

once again writing cover letters. once again praying for death

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once again writing cover letters. once again praying for death

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i hate the babyfication of sex

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I'm havih an identity crisis because e I can't decide what clothes to wear , I say. Suddenly a gigantic eagle swoops down and lifts me of f the ground

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have you tried jewelry apprenticeship

i literally just picked up my sisters jewelry making shit and made this in a day cuz i was bored. that’s it

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bad pic but it came out pretty well

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Carla Accardi (Italian, 1924-2014), Rossoverde, 1966. Casein on canvas, 60 x 80 cm.

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Photos of Nancy Valverde, a Chicana gender nonconforming lesbian who was routinely arrested for violating L.A.’s cross-dressing ban throughout the 50s and has been credited as helping overturn the ban. Valverde died at the age of 92 in March of 2024.

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you pull the trigger of my nudge gun

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my girls mad at me because i won’t stop saying that i lack the spark of life

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the charms are coming out more Farmers Market Princess than i’d like but the chain looks great. might just wear it by itself

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progress shot

#making a charm necklace where the charms are smoothed tile shards i found at the beach

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exactly how i feel making jewelry rn