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my own road

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i have so much to say when my brain burn out

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i am doing great:

1. i woke up early this night, i ease myself even i could not fall aslepp, breath to calm down so that i do not feel

2.i opened weibo, feeling too much noise. also i want to stick w/ my english, dont have the to think aboyt

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今天和外婆视频了 好开心^^

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been here a year:

i do not blame myself much for having meal at late night right before going to sleep.

i do not blame my allrearance, my boday, as i did when in china.

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乞求心态一般的社交

东西都考虑的是经济上划不划算 没有想过时间的可贵

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i feel fulfilled when thunderstorme

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is time well spent?

8hours/day on my phone:

weibo:

133

小末

塔克奇马

miss文殊

xhs: for relax my brain

but aren't there better ways to do it?

if it is not for useful, would i still workout? yes, i would do it for fun.

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frustrating life:

need to figure out the way to uni and somewhere else, but i do not want to spend money on a phone holder: $20

i spend $10 for last 1km to the uni to catch my class, cus i already spend 1 houre for 3km. i spend another $10 back, cus i do not actually remeber the reason.

i soend hours on internet to get a phone holder, but stopped cus the high deliveray fee.

i went to sobey, and peavet, none of them has phone holder.

i spend time on figurout the way to real canadian store, nothing there as well.

i also went to the uni bookstore, i could nit find as well.

this is how my time is wasted to save $9 delivery fee.

need a phone holder.

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huge relief.,

moving from a place 10km away to abplace 4km to the uni, i don't need to carry food anymore.

this term., currently taking one course. fly back to sleep

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微博不发了 因为 蔡尹珊珊不怎么说书的东西了

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如果抛开年龄 会觉得学cs幸福吗 还是没感觉

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任何时候打开书 都觉得非常幸福

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because of language barriares, i do feel bullied to some extent. indo feel lonely. i do not have energy to reach out to have any social. but i am still licky tgat

i thought i was the higest, coolest person among his lame chiense aquantancies. becauw i struggle out

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i want to have a writung life. but talking to cr makes me feel that i am not worth being paid attention to.

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feeling so bad abt my miserable life:

no initialate relationship

never gron up

no interests

no income

no career

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turn off phone before 9:45.

plan before 9:45