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Khoshekh the loveable Night Vale Community Radio cat, he’s very cute, has his adult kitty spine spikes and floats about four feet off the ground in the studio bathroom, right beside the sink!

No photography please! We don’t know the full consequences of what will happen to you, this is your final warning!

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Love when my brain hyperfixates on things we used to hyperfixate on

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Todo: Hey, are you okay?

Yuji: Yeah.

Todo: You don't look okay...

Yuji: Then stop looking.

#you are my special

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I just want to remind everyone how affordable buying food from indigenous tribes is. I live in a major city and I was able to purchase and ship (15) pounds of fish from back home to myself for cheaper than I could buy it from a grocery store here in the city. Yeah, shipping has its own environmental factors but I was able to support an indigenous owned business while also getting my groceries at a lesser cost. (Buying in bulk is always a good idea if you’re planning on having something shipped to you)

Some tribal owned grocers that ship:

Bow and Arrow (Ute Mountain)

Native Harvest (White Earth)

Red Lake Fishery (Red Lake)

Wozupi (Mdewakanton Dakota)

Ramona Farms (Gila River)

Tanka Bars (Oglala)

Indian Pueblo Store (Pueblos)

Twisted Cedar Wine (Cedar Paiutes)

Ute Bison (Ute)

Seka Hills Olive Oil and Vinegars (Yocha Dehe Wintun)

She Nah Nam Seafood (Nisqually)

Sakari Botanicals (Inupiaq)

Honor the Earth (? Anishinaabe)

Nett Lake Wild Rice (Boise Forte Anishinaabe)

Passamaquoddy maple (Passamaquoddy)

BONUS: coffee :)

Yeego Coffee (Navajo)

Spirit Mountain Roasting (Yuma Quechan)

Birchbark Coffee (Anishinaabe)

Thunder Island Coffee (Shinnecock)

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my belief is that everyone who works in a restaraunt or retail should make a minimum of $25 an hour and should get a half hour break every four hours and if your boss or manager tries to make you work during your break or skips it, they get chased out of town by wild dogs

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Do y’all have recommendations of jelly or possive phayu? Or just any good fics of phayu rain

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to meow or not to meow

me if meowing was a sin tbh

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Life update:

So I was correct in some way about my one and only friend not being as into this friendship as I am.

I came to terms with it and now she has realized it's not the friendship it's the place we live.

She is going to move back to our hometown while I stay in the place we moved to. It was full of tears and apologizes that weren't needed but it has been said and done.

When our lease is up she's moving back home and I'm staying. She thinks it was a right place wrong time type deal for her and I could see that she wasn't as happy as I was here. I'm not gonna force her to stay just like how she isn't going to force me to go back.

Since I knew this was coming MONTHS ago I've had time to come to terms and accept it but she just realized for herself what she needed. It's gonna be an adjustment but I feel like it'll be good for us.

I'm excited to live alone for the first time and really become one with myself. Fall in love with me.

I'm excited for her mental health journey that she wants to pursue and see the person she comes out of it as.

It sucks cuz I love her and ik she cares for me on a really deep level but us wanting different things in different places is just how the cards are playing out right now.

I hope she doesn't drift away from me cuz this is a friendship I have, can and will cry for. Her mental health is the most important thing and I feel like I can really thrive here.

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I have another rant to get off my chest.

Rant: I've come to the conclusion that eventually everyone leaves me. My one and only friend is going to leave me I just know it.

I've accepted that. It hurts like hell worst than any heart break I've been through. I have that feeling they'll leave me and I'll be completely alone. I have no qualities that would make staying worth it.

Again I really do think that they only do things for my benefit. They've never shown they cared to the same extent I do. I'm the one that gives random gifts, that cleans up for them, that tries making their stress levels less, that does everything and sacrifices for their happiness. I have never received that same treatment or even half of it back.

I've accepted that I'll be by myself. I know it'll be hard and I'll struggle a lot but if that means my friend is happy than that's all that matters. Their happiness is my priority and if that means leaving me then so be it. Hopefully we won't lose contact.

Just because I accepted it doesn't make it hurt less.

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I found out I'm too depressed to get help online every where tells me to see someone in person

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I know where I stand and yet I'm still hurting myself

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I'm nothing but a failure

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A young fey creature just tricked you into giving them your name. They are now writhing on the ground in agony begging you to take it back. You have no idea what’s going on.

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Am I lying if I don't say anything?

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we are one maybe two years away from Thailand's entertainment industry throwing up their hands and saying "fuck it we're doing omegaverse"

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Let me pretend I have shame

It's so funny how many people don't know Hetalia is still ongoing and getting merch and talk about it like it's a thing sealed in the past, like bestie I hate to break it to you but