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#Armand

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the fact that lestat was turned at 20 is so funny to me because whenever he describes armand in the books he's all "that vampire is a Child, he is Little, a diabolical demon wearing the face of an angelic Youth" meanwhile he's physically like 3 years older than armand was when he was turned

#thinking that Lestat is eternally 20 really puts things into perspective ofc he's an idiot #i was such a dumbass at 20 pls

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Not the cast keeping an eye on Eric to see what he will spoil next... while he causally goes and spoils Talamasca lol... and Assad being total Armand mood with "shhh.. stop talking now" 🤣

TV Insider video!

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crack headcanon: Armand created the infamous "Bonsai Kitten" website

#legit tbh #vc #iwtv

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Whenever people talk about lack of media literacy they always bring up people who think a character doing bad things=the author endorsing said bad things which are very annoying but I feel like we're ignoring the opposite, equally annoying side of the discourse who think if you criticize the inclusion/depiction of dark/sensitive topics in any way it’s bc you’re a dumb baby who can’t separate fiction from reality. and it's like no I know I’m not supposed to clap and cheer at violence against women I’m criticizing how much of it there is. Idiot

#real

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I go to sleep for 8 hours and come back to like 30 thousand new trailers and teasers and Lestat kissing Louis and Armand moaning skankily with his tits out and WHAT ABOUT ME AND YOU and YOU LEFT ME and Louis falling out of a burlap sack like a potato and Armand biting Young Old Maniel and Santiago going all "Ya filthy animals", man if you miss a day, you miss a lot around here.

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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remember when u were like 11 and the only thing u wanted was a lava lamp

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realizing cis women also struggle with “passing” a lot of times and has a lot of the same issues with dysphoria trans women have (issues with putting on/losing weight, dissatisfied with bust size, not feeling “feminine” enough, etc.) has done a lot to combat dysphoria for me, cause it’s like, wow, we really have a lot more in common than we have in difference huh

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i watched one (1) video on how to draw hands that changed my life forever. like. i can suddenly draw hands again

these were all drawn without reference btw. i can just. Understand Hands now (for the most part, im sure theres definitely inaccuracies). im a little baffled

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does this mean anything to you

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